Thanks so much to the publisher and to NetGalley for giving me access to this book. Great young adult book I felt the characters were the best part of the book. I wanted to know where the book was going because of the great characters. I will be recommending this book. Thanks again for letting have a chance to read it.

Get ready for another phenomenal read from Lily Anderson. The hijinks that ensues after Elliot gets to camp is, to say the least, exciting. I haven't read The Importance of Being Earnest, but her first novel follows Much Ado so well that I can only assume it was well done. (I'm reading them out of order :P) I also liked how she integrated the play within the novel through Elliot's stepmom. It was done in a way that didn't feel forced.

What I really liked was that the characters from the first book make an appearance in this one, and how they contribute to the new story as well. It remains Elliot's story while also quietly following up on the first characters we know and love.

Becoming oneself is important to this novel, and I liked the presentation of it. Elliot has to live this double life, and she has to decide what to keep from her old life and what she wants to explore as this new self that has a new slate. It speaks true to what it's like to feel as though you have a different self for different situations. The reconciliation of these are what is key to helping discover yourself.

Brandon and Leigh are such fun characters. I like how forward Leigh is when Elliot first gets to camp. (Leigh is Elliot's roommate.) The scene when they first meet their teammates made me nervous for them!

All in all, this was a great read. Highly recommended. Reading the first book is helpful but not necessary to understanding this one.

After fraudulent use of my Amazon account, it had to be closed and with it my kindle email which I used to download Netgalley arcs; therefore, I am unable to access this title. Thank you for the opportunity.

I have given this book the old college try and it just isn't for me. I really enjoyed book one, but I just couldn't get into this one. It was just too slow for my liking. I'm happy so many other people enjoyed it though. Mark this as, it's me, not you.

This is not your typical summer camp story - it's even more fun. I love how that it's a summer camp for "smart" kids and how Elliott sneaks in and goes as far as changing her name there. Then she finds out that her annoying cousin got in and the two make a truce so that her cousin doesn't get kicked out. This summer camp is designed for gifted teens who compete for a college scholarship. Let's just say this book was witty, humorous, relatable in certain ways, and just downright interesting.

Not to be missed sophomore novel
Lily Anderson’s sophomore novel follows Elliot "Ever" Gabaroche during an intense summer program to compete for a scholarship. It’s Not Me, It’s You readers will see many familiar faces, but this can still be read as a stand-alone.

A few things I adored about this book:

-The academic competition- No one writes cutthroat academia like Anderson. Teens feeling the stress of college applications, scholarships, rankings, and more will find Ever’s world utterly relatable.

-The voice- From page one, the voice draws you right in. The dialogue is quick and realistic with plenty of snappy banter.

-The world building- Usually the fantasy genre discusses world building the most, but in my opinion, good world building/setting is just as crucial in contemporary books. Anderson crafts a fully immerse setting with more than a sprinkle of geek culture, The Importance Of Being Earnest parallels, and what it’s like when a group of highly intelligent teens compete for a scholarships away from home.

Overall, Anderson’s second novel (and first and third and likely all future novels...) is not to be missed.

Not Now, Not Ever by Lily Anderson is a companion novel of sorts to The Only Thing Worse Than Me Is You, which honestly was a debut that I LOVED. I think though, to fully enjoy Not Now, Not Ever, you should read it relatively close to The Only Thing Worse Than Me Is You. Personally, I read these books like three years apart and feel like something is missing with all that time going by. However, that is not to say I did not enjoy Not Now, Not Ever. I totally did. I just wonder if it would have gone from really liked to OMG LOVE if I had read closer together.

Not Now, Not Ever follows Elliott Gabaroche who runs away to genius camp for the summer. You see, her choices were either Air Force camp or mock trial camp or staying home and helping her stepmother Beth practice for The Importance Of Being Earnest. Elliott takes things into her own hands and ends up going to the Rayevich College summer program to compete for a full ride scholarship so that she can pursue the academic course of her dreams – a study in science fiction. At camp, she goes by Ever Lawrence and is sort of reinventing herself. Meanwhile, as it turns out, her annoying cousin Isiah had the same idea. Run away for the summer to genius camp. So the two sort of have to get along in order to pull off not actually spending the summer learning about the Air Force.

Of course, there’s also romance in the air between “Ever” and Brandon. Also, all the camp counselors are characters from The Only Thing Worse Than Me Is You. In all, there’s definitely chemistry between Ever and Brandon. It is not quite as dramatic as Trixie and Ben, but that’s okay. I liked that this was a more chill sort of summer romance. But, I will say I am forever a sucker for hate to love and kind of missed that with this book. It was cool seeing Brandon’s connection to the previous characters (although I don’t even remember him from the first book, but in my defense, I think it’s been like five whole years since I read it). Or maybe three years? Anyways.

So, Lily Anderson is definitely an author whose work I am going to actively keep reading and pursuing. I think her writing style has some great homages to different nerdy things without beating you over the head with it or gatekeeping. Suffice to say, I am a fan and should probably go look up Undead Girl Gang in my library catalog.

I received an Advance Reader Copy from the publisher via NetGalley. This in no way impacted on my view.

The Only Thing Worse than Me Is You was one of my favourite debuts of 2016, and when I heard that their would be a sequel, albeit following different characters but linked to the prequel, I couldn't wait. Again, this was a case of forgetting all about having an ARC, and it was only recently that I remembered I had a copy of Not Now, Not Ever, so I thought it was time to give it a go.

Not Now, Not Ever follows Elliot, who, in order to go to a prestigious summer camp with the hopes of winning a scholarship, starts over as Ever. She has pressure from both sides or her family, to either join the Air Force or become a lawyer, neither of which sound like a good fit for her. Instead, all she wants to do is go to college, Rayevich College to be precise, to study their unique Science Fiction Literature program. Both sides of her family have opinions on this, and the only way for her to succeed is to go behind their backs, and prove to them that she is capable of winning the scholarship, and earning her right to go to the school she wants, to do what she decides. What throws a spanner in the works, however, is that her genius cousin has had the same idea, and now they're having to pretend to be twins, and know that if one gets caught, the other goes down with them.

Originally I wasn't sure how much of a 'sequel' this book would be to Anderson's debut, but I was pleasantly surprised that it was set in the same place, and the summer camp was linked to the school that original gang went too. Also, the main characters from TOTWTMIY were camp counsellors and Brandon, who was one of my favourite side characters.

Basically, the main premise of Not Now, Not Ever follows a competition in which the campers need to complete academic task, and the winner wins a scholarship. They are grouped into teams to work together, but when it gets to the final tasks, they will be on their own. In Ever's group is Brandon, and they get close while revising, and if I didn't already think that Bea and Ben from TOTWTMIY were the ultimate OTP, they would be in the running. They slowly open up to each other about what they've been hiding since they started the programme, and it was lovely to see how they grew themselves by having someone as a sort of soundboard to be there for them to vent.

Obviously, the whole plan doesn't go that way Ever thought (hoped/wished) it would, and there is a lot of angst at times that could've been solved with a bit more honesty, and I think between that and the rather abrupt ending, I couldn't give the book 5 stars. I've also never read The Importance of Being Earnest or anything by Wilde, so I don't know how close to the original this retelling is. However, if you enjoyed Anderson's debut, I'd say you would also enjoy this one.

Cons
~I spent so much time not liking this book
~The last 50 or so pages I had to push myself through
~I did not like Ever/Elliot
~Hipness vs Banter- can not tell if these are both products of the same issue or separate issues but the story felt like it was trying to be hip at points, the banter was not doing it for me
~Most of the characters I could not remember their names or personalities but I do remember them being annoying a lot of the time
~Not that invested in the love story
gets on soap box: If young adult is going to have more novels about college there needs to be conversations about mental health that do not divulge into get over it/you are weak for struggling with your mental health (this soap box is not completely for this novel because the story kind of fixed this critique in the end. Mostly this soap box is in result of seeing more novels set in college/preparing for college stages of characters life. Also, a lot of the novels I have read/am reading are not dealing with mental health and college).
Pros
~Black girl who is into nerdy culture (it surprised me at first how current the nerd culture references were)
~It feels very current to the issues and culture of teens (the genius/AP/accelerated class teens)
~College Libraries- one of the things I do not think people talk about is how college libraries can be really amazing. I get why she would want to go to a college for the library because there are so many books that you cannot find at a public library (even though she could have interlibrary loaned books especially since the main character is in the California area which has more books in general…)
~There were so many small little nuggets of wisdom that seeped into the story
~There were a lot of information about the sff community that I did not know *insert tea emoji*
Objectively *** three stars
My Mood ** two stars

Loosely inspired by The Importance of Being Ernest, you're probably only going to recognize the influence on this book by the constant references. Anderson quotes Wilde (as well as a number of nerdy pop culture sources) often. The quotes both serve to influence the plot and provide a little characterization. This book tries to be a comedy of errors but doesn't quite achieve that aim. We have the element of characters misrepresenting themselves but the plot has a more desperate, less comedic feel. While it's somewhat lacking in comedy, it is engaging even though the elite camp aspect won't be particularly relatable for the average reader. By focusing largely on familial expectations, Anderson presents us with characters we can understand on some level. While the ending is weak, it's largely well worth reading.

Likely, this review isn't totally fair in that I didn't finish the book. It was dragging too long, cute guy spotted a mile away, and I got tired of the "hit you over the head" The Importance of Being Earnest asides. As someone who's seen TIBE, the connections the author attempted to make didn't really connect for me. I think it would've been better to leave out the TIBE sections. Totally ok to set up how every summer her stepmom is part of TIBE, but Anderson should've owned how her story wildly differs from the play's shenanigans and not kept bringing in TIBE explanations. It wasn't necessary for anyone to enjoy the story more.

I remember when I was growing up, there weren't too many of these novels out in the world. YA then, atleast what I read, was very white. There was little to no diversity, and if I wanted anything black, off to the Urban Fiction section I went. (Which was extra LIT btw.) But, 2017 is really showing out in publishing. Now we're seeing more representation for POC in books, which allows young readers to see that the world just isn't a bubble where everyone, and or everything is the same. It has especially been a come up for us black folk. I've added sooooo many books recently where the covers have black characters on them. Yes, black mf people yall. This is huge for me, for us. We've come a long way, and we still have ways to go, but atleast we have a start. Mine today being Not Now, Not Ever by Lily Anderson.

I went into the story with pretty high expectations, and while I'm not necessarily disappointed, I will say that I came out looking for a bit more than what I received. The story follows our MC Elliot Gabaroche, (who's fabulously black) as she sneaks away from Cali to Oregon, to attend a decathlon-style camp for geniuses. There she embarks on a journey of self-discovery where she reinvents herself into Ever Lawrence, a new her with a new purpose. She navigates through the camp with new friends, a budding relationship, and a determination to win against all odds.

The concept of the competition was by far my favorite aspect. It was kinda reminiscent of the Hunger Games, where each stage was cut-throat and highly stressful, which caused some of the teens to either go home or just lose altogether. The goal was simple. Win the scholarship that will send one team on a full-ride to Rayevich, a prestigious college for the gifted. The games themselves to my surprise were quite humorous. They included everything from Ancient History to pop culture, with tidbits of information you never even thought to think of. (That makes no sense but you get me) They came across in a sort of playful manner that kept the material from becoming info-dumpy, and while some of the questions went over my head, (me having an average IQ and all) it made things fun. I just wish the story focused more on the competition and not on Ever's relationship with Brandon the love interest.

As we all know, I live for a cute romance, but there was something off about Ever and Brandon that I couldn't exactly pinpoint. Their bond over all things nerdy was adorable, but for some reason, I wasn't too sold on them as a couple, or boo's since they weren't exactly bf/gf. I think this was partially due to the fact that I didn't connect with any of the characters, especially Ever like I thought I would. We had this whole squad, and yet their voices and personalities blended together like one big ball of play-doh. No one stood out more than the next person, which made it difficult to distinguish their ethnicities as well. A small let-down since many deemed this such a diverse novel. Anywho, the romance wasn't too genuine for me, but I definitely get the appeal.

In all, Not Now, Not Ever is a pretty solid read. Although I personally had some minor issues with it, Ever's experience to find herself, to learn and follow the path she wishes to take in life, and all the other major hurdles she's had to overcome, I feel, will resonate with so many young teens.



Isn't that what's most important?

I was not expecting a lot of what I got out of this book. I hadn’t read the novel that this became a companion to, and now I really want to. I ended up starting it a bit later than usual, but I did enjoy it. In the beginning, we immediately meet Elliot Gabaroche, otherwise known as Ever. We get to see her views on her family and cousins in the first chapter, which happen to be very strong views and I don’t honestly blame her.

From the way her mother is described, you would think she’s a drill sergeant that only wants her daughter to follow in her path. Her stepmother sounds overbearing, and this fact makes me very grateful that my parents are still together. Her father sounds like he couldn’t give a crap about what she wanted, which only makes me pity this poor girl even more.

Now, I don’t advise anyone to run away, even when you are in a difficult situation. I’ve thought about it multiple times before, and looking back on it, I laugh at how silly and pathetic I sounded. But, I feel Ever was right in what she did. Had she not run away to start the camp, I feel like she would have been shipped off to some bootcamp or some mock trial camp at UCLA. I feel that this girl was stronger than she gave off, and I loved how the author perceived all of the characters. I liked how she went about the plot and themes, easily giving us a story to like.

For this, I give this book a 3/5

Originally posted on Forever Young Adult on 2017 November 22.

BOOK REPORT for Not Now, Not Ever by Lily Anderson

Cover Story: Quarter Big Faces
BFF Charm: Heck Yes
Swoonworthy Scale: 7
Talky Talk: Retelling (For The Geek Crowd)
Bonus Factors: Oregon, Familiar Faces
Relationship Status: More Than a Summer Fling

Cover Story: Quarter Big Faces

Good on the cover designer for using models that match the looks of the main characters. And for using a unique title treatment. I certainly wouldn’t be ashamed to read this book in public.

The Deal:

Elliot Gabaroche doesn’t want to spend another summer watching her stepmother act in a community theater production of The Importance of Being Earnest. She doesn’t want to go into the Air Force simply because she’s expected to. She doesn’t want to become a lawyer just because her father is.

Elliot Gabaroche wants to attend Rayevich College, the only school in the country with a science fiction writing program. And if that means running away to the school’s elite summer camp to try and win a scholarship, that’s just what she’s going to do.

BFF Charm: Heck Yes



Elliot—Ever to her friends at camp—is an unabashedly nerdy girl with a love for pop culture and science fiction books. I mean, if there was ever a fictional character more meant to be my BFF, I’m not sure I’ve run across them.

Swoonworthy Scale: 7

Elliot goes to the camp at Rayevich College with a specific goal in mind, and it’s not to fall for an equally nerdy guy with secrets of his own. However, would it really be summer camp without a fling?

Talky Talk: Retelling (For The Geek Crowd)

Not Now, Not Ever is a companion novel to Anderson’s debut, The Only Thing Worse Than Me Is You, so it’s no surprise that this retelling—this time of The Importance of Being Earnest—is filled with pop culture references and adorably nerdy characters. Not Now, Not Ever isn’t as overwhelming in its geek, but there are definitely still more than a handful of references that ground this book well in the same world. Additionally, I love how Anderson actually references the source material of this retelling in the story*; it’s delightfully meta to read about Elliot not wanting her life to be such a farce, and yet not being able to stop it from happening.

In the Not Now, Not Ever Blog Tour Q&A I posted earlier this week, Anderson described this novel as fluff, saying ”I want all my readers to take away a sense of happiness.” I certainly think she succeeded.

*If I admit to never reading The Importance of Being Earnest, would you hold it against me? Not knowing the source material didn’t detract from my enjoyment of the novel, and I totally want to go read it now.

Bonus Factor: Oregon



I wasn’t born in Oregon, but I lived there long enough (and during my most formative years) that I consider it my home state. I did a little mental fist pump when I realized that Not Now, Not Ever was set in a fictional college in a place I’m somewhat familiar with (Eugene). It made it much easier to picture the setting, and the Pacific Northwest does have the perfect weather/environment for summer camps.

Bonus Factor: Familiar Faces

A few characters from The Only Thing Worse Than Me Is You have roles in Not Now, Not Ever, and I loved catching up with them.

Relationship Status: More Than a Summer Fling

Our time together was short, Book, but that doesn’t mean what we have isn’t the real thing. We’d be silly to call something so special quits before we’ve even gotten started.

I thought the connections between Not Now, Not Ever and The Importance of Being Earnest made this a super fun, unexpected story. Elliot’s struggle to figure out what to do with her future with regard to her family’s expectations for her definitely pulled me into the story. It wasn’t the most satisfying plot element, though.

Actually, I have to say I was pretty excited when I figured out that Brandon (if you read The Only Thing Worse than Me Is You, you’ll remember this guy!) had a pretty major role in this novel. I loved finding him in Not Now, Not Ever.

Lots of the characters have secrets of their own, which had me hooked. It seemed like every time I thought I pegged what was going to happen, some new layer emerged. That made for a fun reading experience for sure.

On the whole, I think I liked these characters better than The Only Thing Worse than Me Is You but prefer that plot over Not Now, Not Ever. Not to say I didn’t enjoy both—I totally did. Anderson delivers strong dialogue and banter with some really fun geek culture in both books. Fans of Cori McCarthy’s You Were Here and Anderson’s debut novel, The Only Thing Worse than Me Is You will want to add this one to reading lists.

I loved this book so much! When I saw that Lily Anderson was writing a companion novel to The Only Thing Worse Than Me is You, I couldn’t get my hands on it fast enough, and I am very happy to report it did not disappoint at all.

The writing is just as fabulous as her first novel, filled with pop culture and nerd references that made me grin from ear to ear the entire time I was reading. The plot and the setting were really fun as well. I love the idea of an academic decathlon summer camp with an underlying mystery and a really sweet romance.

The characters were also fantastic. Ever is smart and feisty and just a really great main character. I love that she knows what she wants and isn’t afraid to do whatever she has to in order to obtain it. It was also really cool getting to see young B. Calistero from Anderson’s first novel, take center stage as the main male protagonist. He was so adorable and nerdy and it was really nice getting to see his character development. Obviously, I also loved every time we were privy to Ben and Trixie and their wonderful banter. I would read ten books about those two just being domestic and arguing over comic books.

This book was fun from start to finish. Lily has definitely become one of my auto-buy authors, and I can’t wait to read what she writes next.

*Thank you to Wednesday Books and Netgalley for providing the free arc in exchange for an honest review.*

A delightful and witty story of re-invention. Hunger Games meets the Revenge of the Nerds - when Elliot (a girl, despite this odd name) realizes she could fulfill her science-fiction loving dream of pursuing a scholarship to the one college in the US where one can major in SF, she changes her name, gives each parent a different story, and takes a long train ride to Oregon. Surrounded by competitive near-genius 17 year olds, she finally gets the change to figure out who she really is and how to be true to herself even if it means disappointing those close to her.

Opening line: There was no empirical evidence that the Lieutenant wasn’t a robot.

– Not Now, Not Ever. pg. 1

Elliot aka Ever is a badass, but doesn’t know it. She’s stuck between a military family and a civilian one. Her mother and father may differ on their dreams of Elliott’s future, but damn if they’re not a united front about wanting the best for her. Instead of the typical dual family drama, it comes from being transracial with a white step-mom.

»FYI: Real Meaning of Transracial«

She’s an Octavia Butler loving Sci-fi nerd that thinks about the ethics of ghost busting before investigating if someone really is a spectre. She fiercely loves her little brother and helps her step-mom with her community plays. Ever “runs away” to a summer camp to try and win a scholarship to the only program specializing in Sci-Fi literature.

Ever’s government name, Elliot, is masculine coded and she’s actually named after a relative. Sp she deals with other’s preconceptions hearing the name, then seeing her as as tall, strong black woman. She handles this, not by putting down masculine coded things nor by embracing stereotypes. She just does her.

There is a throwaway line about coconut oil protecting her hair in the very beginning and I couldn’t help but snort given the Twitter conversations going on. Ya’ll really need to follow her on there. I could be wrong, but it felt like a timely middle-finger to white supremacy and stereotypes. After letting that bird fly, it is promptly never mentioned again. Bye, bye birdy! (<—-I had way too much writing out those puns.😆 )

Now, do not misunderstand. Her fro is mentioned often in all its glory, for how tall it makes her look and being against regulations. But that is not the same thing.

Dear fellow white people, don’t act like coconut oil is all it takes to be black and forget “coincidently” that coconut oil is all over white pinterest like a fucking cult.

AIR FORCE VS. CIVILIANS: DIAMETRICALLY OPPOSED FOES?

It’s rare for me to find books with military families, let alone one where they aren’t macho problematic (to put it gently) white people. My family were all “ground-pounders” so not quite the same as Elliot’s but I get the pressure and duty more than most people.

Did you know the Air Force is 14% Black or African American? Check out more stats here!

Unfortunately, Not Now, Not Ever is even more timely given recent hate crimes and the ever present systematic discrimination.

While it doesn’t delve into these issues or mention them, that’s okay. It doesn’t have to. The positive rep and experience are also necessary. And valid. Maybe later we’ll get a sequel with Elliot a couple years down the line. Maybe we won’t.

Maybe it’s damn okay just to fucking exist without making educating white people the focus with providing struggle porn to get a load off.

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OTHER GOOD SHIT:

Immediately engaging. Like jump of page, grab you by the throat and make you feel alive engaging.
NERDASTIC
Brilliant overachieving fuck up teenagers
Ever’s a realistic head on her shoulders and meets a dude that’s all starry eyed. This reflects the reality I know: girls are thinking about the future and worrying about commitment while
Best possible ending. Love how Ever squared up to deal with the fall out.
The typical romantic creepy gestures are avoided.
Major props for how they dissect The Breakfast Club. Privilege and intersectionality are a day to day concern for these teens.
I. Did. NOT. SEE THAT comiNG!
Fuck yes: Awesome step-mom and half-sibling relationship
Ever and her cousin fight like enemies because of Reasons™ and family and gosh, I love their push/pull relationship of being so different but so similar with misperceptions.
Do not worry if, dare I say it,you’re not a fan of the classics, or have never read it. I’ll let you in on a little secret: I haven’t either. Thank fuck there are badass librarian authors like Lily Anderson that can re-write the shit for modern times and people!
FAVORITE QUOTES:

And he was wearing loafers. I couldn’t get my swoon on for a guy who didn’t wear socks.

-Chapter 2, loc 222

Because how could we know we were on a collage campus if there wasn’t a loner with a hakey sack?

-Chapter 16, loc 1431

You had to leave home to make a home. You couldn’t wait to leave to be yourself.

–Chapter 16, location 1440

Now I was feeling the heat get cranked up and my sand was figuring out how to melt.

-Chapter 16, loc 1458

I was pretty sure when real college kids got in trouble, no one told them to sit crisscross applesauce.

-Chapter 24, loc 2375

I could almost hear Sid’s voice in my ear, telling me to go faster, to wear my Lawerence on the outside.

-Chapter 31 loc 3157



OTHER SIMILAR RECS:

If you like this, or it sounds right for you, please also check out Future Leaders of Nowhere by Emily O’Beirne with more wilderness and a W/W romance. It’s another high ranking read for me, though I haven’t posted my review for it yet. Sorry

Super intelligent Elliott "Ever" Gabaroche feels suffocated by the expectations of others. Her mother expects her to enter the Air Force. Her father wants her to go to college and then law school. Topping it off, her step-mother is in yet another performance of The Importance of Being Earnest with the local community theater. Taking a cue from the Oscar Wilde play, Elliott runs away, under an assumed name (Ever Lawrence), to an academic summer camp at a college in Oregon. Competition at the camp is fierce, but she could win a full ride to Rayevitch, the college of her dreams, and the only place she could major in science fiction literature! Will she be able to keep her true identity a secret? Will her life at camp become a Wildean farce?

The list of things to love about Not Now, Not Ever is long: Oscar Wilde's constant presence, super snappy dialogue, and all the sci-fi feels (!), plus it's a book about smart kid camp. Ever knows
The Importance of Being Earnest as well as many of us know The Princess Bride or Monty Python's Holy Grail; she's got a quote for everything. It's stereotype crushing, apropos to the story, and laugh-out-loud funny. The dialogue in the book brims with zingers and science fiction references. I saw a lot of myself in the way Ever loves science fiction, and I couldn't help but wonder whether author Lily Anderson is a fellow sci-fi nerd girl or just a really good researcher.

As a kid, I had the good fortune to be able to attend academic camps at Purdue University in the summers between 7th and 10th grades. Although my camp experience was nowhere near being a cutthroat competition, Anderson perfectly described other aspects of nerd "boot camp": the relief of being around other like-minded kids, the shared references, the awe of the collegiate library, getting to know each other's strengths and weaknesses, and trying on a new personality/way of interacting away from the pressures of home. Anderson really gets it.

After so many positive points, you may wonder what keeps Not Now, Not Ever from being a five birdie book. I confess. I really did not love the ending. I don't want to give anything away, but the mystery at the heart of the book was not solved in a satisfying way for me, and the loose ends did not all get tied together. Also, Ever made some choices that did not feel totally in character for her, or were not adequately foreshadowed. Still, I very much enjoyed the book and look forward to reading more of Lily Anderson's books!


Reader's Note: This book is a hard PG-13 for language.