Purchased this title for the home library, and recommended to county system for purchasing in multiple formats.

für mich war es eine sehr seltsame mischung aus dingen die für mich nicht wirklich zusammen gepasst haben und sich mehr angefühlt haben als hatte die Autorin mehrere ausschnitte halb fertiger scenes aus verschiedenen Bücher einfach zusammen geschmissen und halbwegs zusammen geschrieben das es vielleicht zusammen passt.
Oder das buch ist einfach komplett nicht für mich geeignet. Beides möglich.

This was originally supposed to only get two stars because the first 50 pages out of the 90 or so were just not my cup of tea. They came off completely as something from a wanna-be-hippie novel.
The writer was trying too hard to execute eloquence in the book and make the stream-of-conscious thing seem like a string of beautiful epiphanies but rather lacked the flow and to be brutally honest, the knack for writing such things.

Amateur writing, and as an amateur writer, I know when I see it - the author was still stuck into the days where apparently using a synonym of the word in the same sentence increased it's impact - nah! I believe the opening of a book contributes a lot to your impression of it as a whole and the first page of this novel (more a novella) wasn't good. Youngish. I met words like that and that too used on the first page; -ish is fine by me, I use it sometimes too but come on youngish?! What kind of a good author makes you go through that? The dialogue structure was cringe-worthy and the dialogue itself was clunky and too long, the writing just lacked the flow I wanted.

Basically, the first half of the book sucked and made me want to dnf it real bad.

The last half though did redeem the novel as a whole; the short stories incorporated had some good writing even though the author’s habit of shifting between one thing and the other made it hard to keep track with what was happening. There was a lot of 'dissociating people' (directly quoting the protagonist) thing going on which confused me a bit too. However, I liked the short stories and the change in the protagonist was something I loved. The diverse setting of the book was something that made me want to pick it up in the first place so kudos to the author for that! The ending if not great, was at least satisfactory and as a whole I'm glad I gave this a chance and finished it.

Received from NetGalley

The story sound really good. Girl of very different divorced parents, minor rock star for a dad and mom, who makes electronic stuff (wi-fi, satellite links,...)for outdoors gatherings, like festivals. On one such job, mom leaves her, to come back next day. Only she doesn't returns.

I struggled with writing most of the book, I often felt lost and wasn't sure what the story was really about, what is really shame. It could be really good.