Thrilling story with a plot that kept me turning the pages, really well written with great characters. Highly recommend to everyone who is a fan of this genre. Edge of your seat!!

This was another good and solid read, with loads of twists and turns from the beginning to the end. I enjoyed the book and would recommend it.

Trigger Warning: Pedophilia and gruesome violence.

I made it 35% before throwing in the towel. I just couldn't go on. I didn't like the characters at all. In the small bit I read none of them were very likable.

Rebecca was a damn whack job. A nasty, bitch psychopath. Yes, she was molested when she was 6, but she is now in her twenties, and chopping men to pieces. We never see her growing up. Never learn of her healing process or why she never healed enough not to turn into a psychopath. Maybe the author disclosed that later in the book. I don't know and don't care enough to continue reading.

Grav was a drunken asshole. Nothing likable about this detective. And if I hear him call one more woman Love... He even called a victim's mother this. How unprofessional! Again, maybe his character got better, I don't know and don't care.

Coroner Carter was another snarky bitch. Who lacked professionalism. I mean Detective Sergeant Kesey was asking her things that were within her job parameters. Nothing out of the box and Carter acted like she was putting her out. At this point, I knew I was done.

I am one who believes that Pedophiles should be tortured. But this book was really graphic in detail. I can't do graphic like this in books or movies/tv shows.

The premises was interesting but this just wasn't for me.

And just like that.. any luck i had with books was over. Absolutely painful 'hero' in the novel. Such an awful human being and calling everyone 'love' and just being a general overweight, hard drinking arsehole. Really took away from the whole story side of things. Also, um.. when they finally caught the killer, it was just sort of like 'okay cool, tick, done'. Weird.

Thank you to the publisher for providing an ARC in exchange for an honest review.

This is the 3rd book in the DI Gravel series by author John Nicholl.
In this book we know who the killer is from the beginning of the novel, Rebecca Smith, an IT expert for the police who was sexually mistreated as a child. At the age of 6, Rebecca was abused but there was not enough evidence to convict the rapist. These disturbing events naturally affected Rebecca and having failed to come to terms with the horrors she turns to seeking her own justice against as many paedophiles as possible. Unfortunately for Rebecca a severed head is found in a bag by the river and the police are now involved.
This is a dark book covering the disturbing subject of child abuse and focuses on the aftermath of the child and her family, when the legal system fails and the abuser escapes justice. This is what happened to Rebecca Smith and her life was changed forever.
DS Gareth Gravel, known as Grav was the officer in charge of the child abuse case and had to deliver the bad news to the Smith family that the case would not make it to court. Now seventeen years later there paths are destined to cross again with Grav hunting the killer and Rebecca seeking vengeance on any man who preys on innocent children.
I would like to thank Net Galley and Bloodhound Books for supplying a copy of this novel in exchange for an honest review.

A few bits from the previous book niggled me but as soon as that was finished with, I really enjoyed this book. As vivid as the last book. I will definitely be waiting for Mr Nicholls books in the future

Devils in Human Form.

Before I Met Him is another gripping book from author John Nicholl featuring DI Gareth Gravel. With not enough evidence to prosecute abuser Sheridan, the best thing the cops can do now, is to wait for him to slip up. Oh, right. Tell that to the little six year old girl and her family, and see what happens next... and that's just how Nicholl played this story. Seventeen years later we get to see exactly what damage was done. The hunted does in fact become the hunter.

Wow! As depressing as this sounds this is a fantastic, gory, and engrossing read. "Before I Met Him" blends the psychological thrills expected in a crime book with elements of pure horror. Who wouldn't want the abused to get their own back? But is there ever a right way to do it? Is an eye for any eye justice, or plain old revenge? If you can't hunt the one that did it to you, will any other abuser do? There are just some of the questions this book had me thinking as I dissected each twist and turn and raced towards the blood curdling end.

It's dark, sadistic, and totally creepy. It's another brilliant, well-written John Nicholl book!

Bloody marvellous!

Literally.

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Thank you to Bloodhound Books, John Nicholl and Netgalley for my ARC copy. This is my own opinion and not biased in any way.

Thankyou to NetGalley, Bloodhound Books and the author John Nicholl for the opportunity to read a copy of the book Before I Met Him in exchange for an honest and unbiased review.
Having read books from this author before, I jumped at the chance to read this offering. And, I was not disappointed.
I found the storyline to be well thought out and written. I was hooked right from the start and stayed up all night to finish it.
Well worth a read. 3.5 stars

I haven’t read any of this authors books before but I didn’t feel I missed anything with jumping into a series at book three.

Usually I have no idea where to begin with a book review, which you may have noticed by now if you’ve read more than one of my reviews, haha.

But this book. This. Book. I feel as though I have lost my mind. Before I Met Him was an insanely wild ride, filled with extreme gore and violence to the point where I could not look away or skim through paragraphs. When I say Before I Met Him was insanely mental, I mean it.

Before I get into what Before I Met Him is about, I have not read the first book in the DI Gravel series, Portraits of the Dead. That said, I believe you can read this as a standalone which is what I have done. But, I will be going after Portraits of the Dead!

There are three main characters who’s lives and heads we get to see into: Rebecca, DS Kesey, and DI Gravel. Abused as a child by a man who was released from his crime, Rebecca grows up to fix what she believes is the scum of the Earth. Paedos beware. Rebecca will find you! While DI Gravel is on vacation, DS Kesey is new to the force and she is the first to deal with this (explained below) case.

The story starts out with DI Gravel begrudgingly taking a required vacation (either that, or retire, which he does not want!). He gets on a plane and visits his distant son; DI Gravel’s fault! But that is beside the point. DI Gravel is attempting to enjoy his vacation until he (eventually) receives a phone call asking for him to return to work immediately. This does not happen until probably 40% or so in.

Now, calling DI Gravel in after demanding he take some R&R has to require a heck of a case, right? Damn right it does! While walking her dog on the beach, a local primary doctor located a bag filled with, you guessed it, body parts. Okay, pretty interesting (and traumatizing) but when called in, DS Kesey can handle this on her own, surely. Except . . . there were body parts from multiple bodies, at least two. So, where have these bodies come from?

This is the meat and bones of Before I Met Him, which is incredibly fast paced and had me staring wide-eyed at the pages. I enjoy a good mystery, but damn. The gore got to me, and I mean really got to me. There were plenty of graphic descriptions on the removal of body parts while the “victim” was still alive. Gore does not typically make me queasy, but I was starting to question my sanity as I read because I could picture it so vividly.

There were only two small problems I had with the story, and unironically, it had nothing to do with the graphic dismembering of bodies (I am losing my mind, aren’t I). One, the word “so” was used a helluva lot during conversation. Gravel’s son used it in multiple sentences on a single page. Granted, a lot of us use “so” to begin their sentence, but seeing it written back-to-back like that made me realize how annoying it can be. The other was Rebecca. Now, Rebecca is meant to be insane, and I mean clinically mental. She deserves to be after what she went through as a child, but hello, crazy lady. Rebecca talked to herself, a lot. Which is fine because that is how she is. But the rants she went through were repetitive which turned out to be entirely obnoxious. There were times where I thought, “Yes, I get it, and so does he. Please, wrap it up already.” Rebecca played mentally unstable very well. Props to you, Mr. Nicholl, you wrote a hell of a character!

Even though I mentioned it above, I feel like I need to mention it again. This book kept me on the edge of my seat. I loved it and cannot wait to get hold of the first book in the series, Portraits of the Dead and book three. Chances are, I will probably read them in order this time, haha!

Thank you to NetGalley for this review copy!

My Review: 5/5


Another great book by John Nicholl! Before I Met Him is the author’s most recent book featuring Detective Inspector Gravel (Grav) and crimes that take the top bill for the most gruesome yet.

This book is different from his previous books. Yes, there is a mystery that Grav and his team are trying to solve, but it is also more personal. In Before I Met Him we learn more about Grav, his past, and the more personal side of him. I tell you what, I loved it! Grav is as hard as they come, but underneath the gruff is a huge teddy bear still dealing with his wife’s death.

The crimes in this book are also different from previous books. The perpetrator is female…capable of unbelievable acts.

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again…Mr. Nicholl is one of my favorite crime authors. This book had me hooked from the beginning and throughout the entire book. If you enjoy crime fiction, you have to pick this one up!

A super creepy thriller involving a woman with an abused past. Not so my Genre. Good writing and a great Title to keep people guessing till the last moment.

this book was incredibly dark, disturbing and gruesome; and yet it turned out to be quite thought provoking for me.

I really enjoyed the previous book by this author. However, thos one felt like a left down. It got very violent and gruesome for not reason for w chapter and then died down again.

This book just didn't do much for me to be honest.

There are no secrets in this book. From the beginning you will know why the murders are taking place and by the second chapter who the murderer is but don’t think for a moment that the story is over. Rebecca was only six when a man who was in a position of trust took her innocence and walked away from his crimes without serving one day in prison. Seventeen years later Rebecca is on a mission to find him but in the mean time she is trying to keep other children safe and ease her own pain some way.

Cor blimey this is scary stuff, if the creeps on the internet aren’t making my skin crawl and giving me goose bumps, then Rebecca is with her new and weird decorating skills. Talk about the preparation being the key to any project, well I would give Rebecca a Blue Peter Badge any day of the week for her black bag and sticky tape skills! This is one organised intelligent and critically damaged young woman. Just one careless mistake would make life difficult before she had completed mission.

If you have read John Nicholl’s books before you already know you are in for a dark and deadly gruesome read. The murders that take place are very torturous and descriptive and leave you with a part of a poem floating round into your head for days. He knows how to play with your mind. Yes ok this is what any sane person would say they wanted to do to these men but any sane person wouldn’t.

You really don’t know who to cheer on, Rebecca or the police. Just loved that the young copper that dealt with the case when she was a child is still in the force. It makes for a cracking story line itself. A super stand alone read.

My first DI Gravel book, and I consider myself a fan. I need to read the previous two, as there is quite a bit of obvious history to this guy that is referred to during the reading of this book, but it in no way detracted from my enjoyment of this story in its own right.
DI Gravel, is haunted by the one that got away seventeen years earlier when he was a DS, and six-year old Rebecca and her family did not get justice when the case was thrown out of court due to lack of sufficient evidence, and the accused is set free to offend again.
Rebecca at age twenty-three, works for the police, but her main mission in life is entrapment of child sex-offenders and bringing them to her own style of justice, which is not for the faint-hearted.
It only took a couple of days to read this book and I could of happily read it in just one.

I didn't realize when I downloaded this book that it was written so long ago. I don't think it has stood the test of time unfortunately. The sexism and constant referral to females by pet names such as love is outdated and downright rude. To refer to a female senior officer as girl is just beyond my realms of comprehension. DI Gravel is just rude and obnoxious and therefore spoiled this book for me. I have enjoyed immensely other current books by this author and thank you for the opportunity.

I have read all of the authors books and enjoyed them. This was didn't disappoint. Brilliant story but be warned it is gruesome in places. 5 stars from me.

⭐️⭐️⭐️ 3 ok stars

This was a tad disappointing for me having enjoyed the author’s other books more.

I found Grav to be really annoying, and a bit cliche and the writing was a bit too simplistic.

It plods along ok but not a strong book sorry.

Before I Met Him by John Nicholl has all of the makings of a great movie. This would be a great book to film mystery. Rebecca was only 6 when horrible acts were performed on her and the man responsible was set free. Deceive Gravel went to see her parents to inform them that there would be no prosecution, no jail time for that creep. Not because he did not try though. Fast forward 20 yrs finds Rebecca hunting down pedophiles online. Everything about this story is great. From the beginning to the end. I was angry, then angrier but then the author provided me with jubilation. I think that what you get out of this story is how you perceive it but overall the author did a great job at making the characters fit together and the timeline work out perfectly. I did not find any flaws but I was so into this book that I read it in one sitting. A very easy read that is gripping and has some twists and turns that you would not expect.


Thank you so much to netgalley as well as the author/publisher for allowing me the opportunity to read this book in exchange for my honest review.

5++++ stars ⭐️ out of 5