Deep and stirring and a story that will sit with you long after you finish it. Enjoy the story with a hot cup of tea.

This book had a lot of hype, so I was skeptical. However, I absolutely loved this love story. It had me crying,. laughing and rooting for both characters. Not only did it have a beautiful cover, but it delivered a beautiful story

This was a cute, quick read! It was fairly predictable, I wasn’t surprised by any of the plot points but the characters were distinct. I’d been waiting ages to read this and I’m glad I finally picked it up!

I debated whether this book deserved 4 or 5 Stars--and ultimately, I think it lands as a 4.5 for me. Why? Because of the awareness it raises around Cystic Fibrosis. This is a condition of which I knew almost nothing and now I understand at least a little bit better what it is and how it impacts people's lives. I recognize this story only shows a glimpse into that world and does not necessarily reflect the reality of all those who live with CF; but even so, for those of us lacking any connection or knowledge of this disease, 'Five Feet Apart' provides a starting point.

So why not a full 5 Stars? Because there are still many aspects of this book that are, quite simply, a cliche teen romance: A combination of Enemies to lovers (or as much as they can be when forced to remain five feet apart at all times) and Forbidden Love with a touch of fun and sass and rebellion and a bittersweet ending you can see coming from far more than five feet. I still cared about the characters. I cried with them and for them. And I appreciated the touch of hope with which the story closes. But ultimately, what truly made the book worth reading (for me) was the representation of CF and I am not entirely certain if the romance was essential to that or not.

Well I always love a book that makes me cry, so Five Feet Apart did it's job. I had to wait a few years to read this book because my friend was diagnosed with CF when this book first came out. But Now that I've read it, I'm so glad I did.

** spoiler alert ** I like the idea here: exploring the complications of being a young person living with CF. But a queer person of colour dies quite randomly from CF complications right after deciding to get back together with the love of their life and that death motivates one of the protagonists to start living for themselves. It just doesn't sit right. I'm going to let these thoughts steep and possibly come back and update this, but my gut reaction upon finishing this is an icky feeling.

This book wrecked my poor little heart and I loved every second of it. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to bring myself to watch the movie, as I don't want it to taint my memories of my reading experience. Final rating : ALL THE STARS!

Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for giving me a free digital copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.

I always like to find well-written stories that have been turned into films/tv shows so that it makes it easy to engage students with the content.

I made the "mistake" to watch the movie before reading the book, but I am pleasantly surprised that it is pretty similar. I love the dual point of view, the angst, the love, the hope. This book made me tear up and laugh. It was also a pretty quick read (for me, that is), so yes, read it! Thank you NetGalley for the free ebook copy.

This was an okay read for me! It touches on such an important, sensitive topic, in a beautiful way. I personally just was not a fan of the writing/pace of the plot.

Just not for me. I thought I would be more interested in this than I was but it I couldn't get through it and ended up DNFing. I am sure it makes a good movie but I would rather watch that than read this. Some books just aren't for me and unfortunately this was one of them.

REVIEW:

Stella and Will meet and fall in love without getting within five feet of each other. Both of them are in the hospital because they are dealing with CF complications. Stella is trying to fight infection so she can stay healthy and on the transplant list - Will is on yet another medical trial to combat the deadly bacteria that has taken residence in his body, one that has taken him off the transplant list. Yet - though everything is stacked against them - they fall in love.

“I know in that moment, even though it could not be more ridiculous, that if I die in there, I won’t die without falling in love.”
I don't know much about Cystic Fibrosis but from my understanding, the author did a good job of realistically portraying the condition. It is not glamourized and it is real. It makes you want to scream at the unfairness of it all. This story breaks your heart but there was was no other way to tell it.

Aside from the emotional aspects, it does deal with terminal illness, death and family issues. I would suggest it for ages 14 and up.

I know a lot of people liked this book. I really wanted to like it too. I don't want to be this person, but I kept on comparing it in my brain to The Fault in Our Stars. I know they're not the same book. I know they are two completely different things. I know TFiOS isn't even that great of a novel. But I was once obsessed with it, and those thoughts still linger and unfortunately became super intrusive when I started to read this one. I just was not enjoying the read at all. On a different but still valid point, the fact that the book and the movie came out almost exactly at the same time ruined my motivation to read it. Readers weren't given time to get to know the characters on our own terms before staring in the face of someone else's interpretation. I wanted to like this, but every time I thought about it, my heart filled with dread at the idea of reading any more.

This book is not my cup of tea, because I do not enjoy the “two sick kids in love” trope, but I understand why people are loving this title. Customers are loving it.

If you’re interested in sobbing while reading and for hours after you’ve finished then this is the book for you.
The story was informative in terms of cystic fibrosis, it was a disease I had never heard of, so to read a book about characters with the disease it was great to have information to go with it.

I’d compare the story to the fault in our stars, however this had a much better love story with a happier ending that was truly inspiring.
This book deserves all the 5 stars it can get and I’m looking forward to seeing the movie when I can

I don't normally review books immediately after reading the last page. This gives me an opportunity to think and process what I've read and get my emotions in order. For Five Feet Apart I am breaking that rule as I feel that my emotions are important to why I wasn't a big fan of Rachel Lippincott's teenage romance story. First it's important to know I had a friend with cystic fibrosis...

My Brush with Cystic Fibrosis (CF)
Almost 20 years ago I lost a friend. I was 16 years old at the time. The last time I saw my friend Scott he was 17 and in the hospital. Scott was a great friend. I was in marching band with him and he was a funny, energetic and loving boy. We all knew his days were numbered. In the late 90's the average lifespan of someone with cystic fibrosis was about 17 years old. Scott lived to be 18. Always proud of making it a day past his 'expiry date' as he called it. As though he was yogurt that would spoil after a certain time. I suppose knowing he'd have a short life gave Scott an appreciation and affection for living that none of us (including myself) as teens were capable of understanding or appreciating. I'm still not sure I truly understand today at 36 years old. I tell you this so you can understand that CF is not just another awful disease to me. CF both was and wasn't my friend. It was integral to him and yet not a part of his personality. However it is a part of his legacy. I cannot forget (and wouldn't want to) those scary moments in parade routes, touring with our band or playing in a practice room when Scott would get an 'attack' (as he called them) where he couldn't breathe or coughed up mucus.

Why I Hate Books Written to Make You Cry
I have always hated contemporary books where the sole purpose is to make you cry. I couldn't stand the overdone teenage philosophy of The Fault in Our Stars by John Green or the plot twist of My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult or any of the other similar contemporary stories. Now this isn't just because I'm not a big crier; it's also because I just don't understand the point of a story when the primary reason is to make you cry. I'd much rather experience a truly poignant romance that evolves over time during the plot of a good book. Graceling by Karen Cashore and Daughter of the Forest by Julliet Mariellier both come to mind when I think of amazing love stories that develop in spite of the challenges and plot in the story; instead of the love developing because of the plot.

Why'd I Even Bother?
I decided to read Five Feet Apart even if I don't love the sob fest story. Here's 3 key reasons why:
1) I like to read popular books so I can have an informed opinion,
2) I wanted to experience the CF of 'today' as much of the science and the lifespan have nearly doubled since I last encountered CF, and
3) I keep hoping someone will write a contemporary teen romance that I can fervently endorse.

The Writing & 3 Stars
I can say that Lippincott writes in a fast-paced, easy to read format. This is a very quick, no-time or words wasted story. It's also very representative of how many teens are likely to think or speak in similar situations. So while I didn't like a number of things (see list below); I cannot deny that Five Feet Apart is well written and has good characterization. Lippincott has you on the hook the entire time you're reading. Whether it's at a critical 'tragic' moment or just our lead boy watching YouTube videos of our lead girl. Each moment leads into the next and kept me flipping the page. This is the primary reason I give it 3 stars.

And So We Come to The Troublesome Items...
While on one hand I appreciate that Lippincott wrote a book about CF and helped CF gain some recent exposure; I just can't say this is a 'good' representation of what CF is like for those that live it each and every day. I cannot (and will not) speak for them, or for my long-lost friend; but I can tell you about what I saw, heard and experienced while at my friends side.

CF is a disease that takes your breath away & causes panic
It doesn't just make it difficult to breath like an asthma attack it actually stops your breathing in many ways. I remember many times my friend Scott would gasp for breath and you would hear nothing enter his lungs. The key, for him, was to stay calm. As I'm sure we can all imagine not being able to breath is horrifying and induces an instant panic attack. Sometimes I thought the panic must be worse for him than the lack of breath as the panic exacerbated things every time. There is one small moment of panic that our lead gal experiences. Every other 'panic' any CF teen i Five Feet Apart has is short lived, and is brought under control seemingly by sheer will. No examples of techniques or tricks to calm down, no counting, no breathing exercises, nothing. It's like the panic goes away with magic (just like they seem to find their breath).

Mucus
One thing that was always a constant for Scott was the mucus. He always had handkerchiefs, ziploc bags and wet wipes or alcohol wipes in his pockets and bags. Why? Because he used them to cough up his mucus, seal the ickiness and then wipe off his mouth, hands, etc. Romantic right? This would happen multiple times a day (minimum) for Scott. Even on his best days he probably accumulated 5-6 bags minimum. Any physical activity would generally make this mucus loosening worse. The irony of it all is that the mucus leaving his system was a good thing. It meant he could (usually) breath a little better. Now if that's happening even without physical exercise let's address what our teens do.
In Five Feet Apart our teens do all of the following: run up and down 3-5 flights of stairs, laugh, swim, cry and a multitude of other things. Not once during these activities does mucus play a part. They are described as out of breath and coughing but no description of the ick factor that is so common for those with CF. Why? I assume because it's not pretty, elegant or romantic. Imagine an entire Harry Potter movie of Ron belching the slugs and knowing it's NOT CG. Disgusted? Likely. That is how I've always imagined Scott felt (I couldn't ask him as that movie scene came years after his passing).

Clapping
Clapping is when someone else helps a CF patient to gain their breathe or dislodge mucus. It involves specifically hitting them between the shoulder blades and on the front of their chest with both hands, and with a certain amount of force. My understanding is that it is still common today. This doesn't happen even once during Five Feet Apart. Even a nurse doing it to another patient or a parent or friend asking if they can help could have happened. Instead it's completely ignored. Scott's friends, family and teachers all knew how to do this. There wasn't anyone who was close to him who didn't do this for him; in addition to patting his back and rubbing it in circles to help him calm and regain his breath.

Masks, Masks & More Masks
Whenever I visited Scott in the hospital; be it early on (years prior) or in the last few months of his death there was always one thing that was a constant. Masks. We all wore them. Not just the CF patients. And if you were at the hospital in the CF/Respiratory ward you were usually interrogated by a nurse in advance of entering a CF patient's room. They wanted to know when you last had a cold/flu or felt a bit off. If you weren't feeling all that great that day you'd be sent home. No chances were taken that you would pass on a flu or cold or something worse to a hospitalized CF patient. While masks play a role in Five Feet Apart they sure do seem to be conveniently left behind a good 80% of the time. I guess they aren't sexy enough.

The Drugs & Treatments
I cannot speak to the current drugs or treatments that exist for CF these days. So I could be in left-field here (however I take anxiety drugs and have a chronic pain condition, so I'm doubting much has changed); but anytime you have many drugs involved in your system there are side effects. Not even once does Lippincott mention the side effects of the drugs. None of our teens seem to experience urgency to urinate, constant thirst, dry mouth, digestive issues, headaches, dizziness, increased chest pain, etc. And that is just a small snippet of the side effects many of the drugs can cause. I remember days where Scott would tell us the side effects of the drugs were wearing him down faster than his limited breathing.

Nutrition
It's unbelievable to me that our teens are constantly enjoying pudding and milkshakes; yet no one discusses the nutritional issues that CF usually comes with. While our teens have feeding bags at night, I never felt like it was well explained or described why (and certainly none of them seem to have the nausea that generally comes with feeding bags). I believe a critical part of treating and understanding CF is nutrition. Absorption of nutrition and vitamins is usually low in CF patients; and my friend was no exception. He never had caffeine, high sugar items (ie: candy, slurpees, chocolate, etc.), or chips. What he did always have was carrots, Gatorade, grapes, cheese strings and jerky. Those happened to be his favourites. And so it bugs me a lot that the teens seem to eat anything they want with no consideration for nutrition. Now maybe because they are hospitalized and on bags it's okay? I don't know except that it stood out to me.

Why is Reality Not Enough?
One thing I continue to struggle with understanding is why reality is not enough for these types of books? Why must authors include more tragic events around our suffering characters? There are no less than 3 MAJOR moments in this book where things are revealed or happen that could easily have been removed and the book would still be tragic and romantic. Just add in any of the discussions or items above instead of those 3 major moments. The need to go 'over the top' is such a Hollywood trait and I hate how it's translated to influence today's fiction. I'd be okay with the same romance story and dynamic between our teens without the 'extra' tragedy. Let the disease itself be awful enough; because in real life it is more than enough to deal with.

Overall
I'm sure I'm missing dozens of other things to point out and I would encourage everyone with interest to read more about CF from reliable health sites. There are also lots of sites, stories and social media written by first-hand CF sufferers that will be far more meaningful than my thoughts and comments.
Unfortunately I have my doubts that the movie will be any better. Based on the trailer I've seen it might be worse. While I do appreciate that a book was written where the teens have CF. I just wish it was a little more on par with real life. This doesn't seem like too much to ask does it?

Finally let me recommend a book that two years ago made me think of Scott (even though it's not CF related). It's a contemporary teen story about death and loss. [book:The Start of Me and You|22429350] by Emery Lord is a realistic and moving look at death. It made me laugh, cry and cry some more; and not in a glossy, hyped or over the top way. Instead Lord addresses the intricacies and messiness of mortality in a genuine and heartwarming way. I'd really like to see more realistic contemporary stories like Lord wrote. I wish Lippincott had captured more of the reality and less of the teen puppy romance.

Review dedicated to my friend Scott. You are never forgotten my friend and always cherished. May the notes of your clarinet be clear and constant, always. ~Mel

Please note: I received an eARC of this book from the publisher via NetGalley. This is an honest and unbiased review.

I received an ARC from the publisher via Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.

When I first started reading this book, I was a bit concerned this was going to be another "Fault in the Stars" but I was pleasantly surprised. Instead of cancer, this novel focuses on Cystic Fibrosis in its various forms. It's packed with very useful information which is artfully incorporated into a heart warming and gut wrenching story. It's a story about love, loss, sacrifice, and survival.

I'd definitely recommend it and I'm keeping an eye on this author to see what she comes out with next.

My interest in this book was piqued when people were raving about it, and when I heard the movie was coming out in early 2019. It sounded cute yet emotional. While I enjoyed the book overall, I wasn’t blown away by it.

First, what I noticed about this book is that it’s fun and almost lighthearted despite having heavy subject matter. At least, that’s how the book starts. It was refreshing to get to know the characters this way. And it made me fly through the book (I finished it in maybe 1 to 2 days).

I love Stella as a character. She’s compelling and well-rounded. She feels real, and that makes it easy to fall into the story. Though I felt at times that her arc seemed a little conflicting and had its weak moments. But I did enjoy her story.

Her friendship with the hospital staff and other patients was lovely to read. I enjoyed her interactions with them and the support they offered. Please note there’s LGBTQ+ rep.

Will is definitely a contrast to Stella. He’s jaded whereas she’s hopeful and determined. He’s trouble, and she follows the rules. I really liked their sweet romance, though of course it progressed quite fast as is the case with a lot of romance plots.

Five Feet Apart was a lovely read, but sometimes the writing felt a little weak or rushed.

I was so surprised when I found out that this book was being published and made into a movie at the same time. I figured it must be great, if it was made into a movie before it was even published! It didn’t disappoint.

I didn’t know anything about Cystic Fibrosis before reading this book. I learned a lot! I didn’t know that people who have CF can’t come into contact with each other, because they could contract each other’s germs which could be deadly. It is even worse if the person has another illness on top of CF, such as B. Cepacia. That is what Will has in this story, and it is more crucial that he stay away from Stella. However, that becomes a problem once they meet and fall in love.

This story was both heartbreaking and heartwarming. There was a lot of tragedy, including some things that happened before the beginning of the book. Some parts were difficult to read because they were so heartbreaking, but those parts are also important to the story. I won’t spoil the ending, but I will say that I was satisfied with it.

I loved this story and now I can’t wait to watch the movie!

I received a copy of this book from the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.

I had a hard time getting through this unfortunately. My difficultly stems from my personal life, not the author or book.