This book is definitely something else and not what you expect but a great story nevertheless .
Told in a point of view of a 6 years old little girl, we discover a lot of things happening and how she sees everything around her. Living with mental health illness around her and trying to understand what's happening is hard for an adult so imagine being a kid with big dreams and an imagination that knows no limits.
It might break your heart at times, there are some questions that we get the answers but also there are others that are left opened up for the reader to review them and that in my opinion is a great story overall and the author has done a great job of it.

I liked that the story was told from a child's POV, as I don't commonly see that. However, some things were a bit confusing because of that. My electronic copy was challenging to read. I'm used to reading unedited stories, but the formatting was very strange, with odd spacing, words missing, and sentences being cut off. It caused me to be a bit of jumping around to avoid it. The snippets throughout the book from Aoife's mom to different people were helpful in providing additional info to aide in the reader's understanding, but they didn't do much to advance the overall plot. I found many parts to be predictable and/or boring, adding to my struggle to finish the book. I'm not sure I would really recommend it.

This book took me a while to get into, although I was initially very excited to read it. I had a weird problem with it-- I ended up getting two books at the same time that have very identical covers, so I kept getting the two books mixed up. FYI, "The Forest Meets the Stars" also has a beautiful cover ;)
I enjoy the unreliable narrator of Aoife, a 6-year-old girl that has an... interesting family. I've never read this point of view before. It was refreshing, sad, and quirky. I have a four year old, so I can't quite relate-- but I think that the author captured the innocence, frustration, and confusion of a young child trying to understand adult concepts.
There is a LOT going on in this book. By the end of the book, most everything is resolved. At the same time, I have so many questions. Was there actually a supernatural aspect of this book? To what extent was mom 'confused?' I guess the author leaves this open-ended for discussions, but I personally would have preferred some more concrete answers. At the same time, I understand that with a 6-year old narrator, those kinds of things probably don't get a resolution until she can understand more later in life.
Four stars because this was an overall satisfying read. I'd recommend it to the general fiction crowd. It's well-written and memorable.
Thank you to Netgalley and Crooked Lane Books for an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

This was such a sweet and intriguing story. I fell in love with Aoife and her voice in this story instantly. Nellums did an excellent job of writing the voice of a 6 year old who is really only able to interpret the world the way that it's explained to her. I loved Aoife's perspective as she navigates her mother's hospitalization, and the other members of her inner circle as they step in to care for her. This story had some perfectly timed reveals and just enough suspense to keep me 100% hooked. A fantastic first novel from Eliza Nellums!

As a parent I had a really hard time reading this book. It absolutely broke my heart to read about this poor little girl and the mental illness that was surrounding her family. I did enjoy the writing and the story line. It did not end how I had expected. I would defined recommend to someone that does not have children

All That's Bright and Gone is a captivating story told from the perspective of a 6 year-old Aoife. It was a fascinating ride as we are taken on a journey with Aoife who was trying to solve the murder mystery of her brother, Theo. Seeing how the story unfolds through the innocent eyes of a 6 year-old made it apparent that adults have a tendency to make things way complicated than it needs to be. The only complaint I have is that the story lost momentum towards the end and the big reveal felt a bit flat.

Thank you NetGalley for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.

Hold the presses...I absolutely LOVED this book, cannot say enough about how amazing it was and can't believe this is a debut novel. Eliza Nellums, if this is your first shot out of the gate, I can't wait to see what your future holds.

In the vein of Memoirs of an Imaginary Friend or Only Child, our narrator here in a child, more specifically, 6 year Aoife. Aoife is in the care of her uncle following her mother's hospitalization for some mental struggles related to the death of her older brother. Aoife is determined to find out what exactly happened to her brother in the hopes that it will bring her mom back to her faster. Along with the help of her neighbor Hannah and imaginary friend, Teddy (like the bear), Aoife just wants things to go back to normal.

Nellums does an excellent job at voicing Aoife and making you feel for her and her situation, while staying true to a child's voice. This book surely tugged at my heartstrings and while there is a mystery component, it appealed to me much more on an emotional level than anything.

Six-year-old Aoife knows her brother Theo is dead, but sometimes her mama gets confused. Like when she sets a plate for him on the feast of St. Theodore. Or like today in the car when she is yelling at Theo, which is definitely against her own rules. The rule is: it's rude to talk to someone no one else can see. That's why Aoife is not allowed talk aloud to Teddy, her imaginary bear.

Readers first meet Aoife (pronounced Efa) at the hospital where her mother, Siobhan, is being admitted for psychiatric problems. Siobhan and Aoife are rushed there when Siobhan stops her car in the middle of a busy intersection and refuses to move. Aoife's uncle Donovan is called and he and Aoife go home without her. The doctor assures Aoife that she'll be better soon.

But how soon? It quickly becomes apparent that Aoife's idea of soon and Dr. Pearlman's idea of soon are not the same. Aoife sets out to save her mother by finding out the truth about the death of a brother she no longer remembers.

With Uncle Donovan in charge, Aoife's lifestyle changes immediately. While the church has helped with food and some expenses, she and her mother have often been hungry. Embarrassed that so much time has gone by between visits, Donovan’s is determined to keep Aoife safe and out of the hands of child services.

This enjoyable mystery may be one of the most unique I've read. Aoife is a treasure and the narration is told entirely from her viewpoint. You get a good sense of Siobhan through Aoife. She is a good mother who is raising a well-behaved, thoughtful child even though she's going through hard times. Siobhan tries to teach Aoife cartwheels even though she's sad and depressed - Aoife finally masters the skill while her mother is hospitalized.

Eliza Nellums has done a wonderful job of writing a suspenseful and heartwarming story about family and secrets in a childlike manner. I can't wait to see what her next book will be.

All That's Bright and Gone is told from the perspective of a child trying to make sense of her mother's mental illness and the loss.of her brother. Overall, I enjoyed the story and liked most of the characters, though I did feel that the story jumped around a bit, which was confusing at times. Having said that, this served to illustrate quite how confusing the child's life was and how easily children can pick up on things and misunderstand when things are not explained properly. I also found that the ending was rather abrupt and it would have been interesting if this had been explored further.

What a clever premise for a book. This is a story that is told from the POV of Aoife, a 6-year-old girl who has already dealt with some serious dysfunction in her family. The beginning is a traumatic experience that occurs while Mama and Aoife are driving to the mall to shop. Her mother receives a phone call and becomes agitated and seems to have a complete mental health breakdown, endangering both of their lives. This leaves the daughter alone and alternative care must be found. So many intriguing issues in this story. This really dove into how mental illness affects families and how sometimes trying to protect loved ones from information we think will hurt them may do more harm than good.
I work with people who have mental health issues and really appreciate a book that addresses the subject in a respectful and realistic way.

Highly recommend this book!

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An unusual Story, told from the viewpoint of a six-year-old girl. A girl who has always been encouraged to ask questions, but no longer gets answers when she does because the adults around her are either incapable of giving the answers or don’t know how to explain to a 6 yr old.
When her mother is taken to hospital, she is left in the care of a caring, but inexperienced uncle. Getting no answers to her questions & helped by the overactive imagination of her 8 yr old neighbour, 6 yr old Aoife becomes convinced that the only way her mother can come home is if she can solve the mystery of her older brother's death. We follow Aoife in her 6 yr old world as she begins to investigate, uncovering long-buried family secrets and asking more awkward questions. Her imaginary friend Teddy is beside her for many of her adventures ....

The storyline is surprising and the various twists and turns don’t lead where you think ...

Disclosure: I received an advance copy of this book free via NetGalley. All opinions on my own.

I thank you for the opportunity to read and review this book. This author was new to me and I was not let down. It was a great story and very well written. The characters were easy to relate to and I thoroughly enjoyed it. I highly recommend this to everyone!!

Aoife (EE-fa) may only be six years old, but there are things she knows. She knows that her brother Theo is dead, and she knows that she can see Teddy, who her mother says is invisible, so she shouldn’t talk about him, or especially to him when other people are around. On the day that Aoife’s world begins to crumble, her mother appears upset while she’s driving, crying and talking to Theo, screaming, and stops in the middle of an intersection with traffic surrounding them, until an ambulance comes to take her mother to a hospital. Soon after, Aoife’s Uncle Donovan arrives at the hospital to take her home, and stays to watch over her until the hospital is ready to release her mother, Siobhan, who is being treated for a “confusion” sickness.

”I know my brother is dead. But sometimes Mama gets confused.”

Aoife was in some ways, to me, reminiscent of young Scout in To Kill a Mockingbird, young, but tough, and despite her fears, determined to get to the truth of how her brother died. Spurred on by her somewhat older (by two years) and wiser-in-these-things friend and neighbor, Hannah. Hannah’s father is a detective, and she has aspirations of being one herself, one day, already fancying herself somewhat successful in her sleuthing skills. She has decided that Theo was murdered, and the solution to all her problems lies in determining who is responsible for Theo’s death.

As their investigation begins, Hannah takes the lead, but it isn’t long before a falling out leaves Aoife to solve the mystery alone. She’s tried asking her Uncle questions, she’s tried asking her mother’s old boyfriend questions, which only leads to other mysteries and questions as truths that challenge everything she’s ever known to be true come to light.

Aoife is steadfast in her belief that in order for Mama to come home, she needs to get to the bottom of the mystery of Theo’s death. And so, her desperation to find out the truth has her making potentially dangerous decisions.

I loved reading this from this six-year-old’s perspective, it adds a stripped down honesty and simply shared innocence and confusion about how the world operates. It never occurs to Aoife to question her Mama’s telling her that she was found in a cabbage patch, and has no father. Aoife is one of those characters that, for me, really gets under your skin and makes you want to reach out and protect them from this world that can be so cruel. It didn’t hurt that Aoife is a name that I loved to begin with.

A tender, beautifully written debut that touches lightly and compassionately on the topic of mental illness, faith (including religious faith, as well as faith in others), and the significance of family, particularly the bond between mothers and daughters.

”And that’s what children are, Aoife. You can’t hold on to them and you can’t let them go.”



Pub Date: 10 Dec 2019


Many thanks for the ARC provided by Crooked Lane Books

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A six year old girl from a dysfunctional family is traumatized when her mother stops her automobile in the middle of traffic and gets out of the car to wrestle with psychological demons and is hospitalized in a mental facility. The little girl, now cared for by her uncle, becomes convinced she must discover who murdered her older brother in order for her mother to get well and come home.
A poignant story of the adult world filtered through a six year old's perceptions and reasonings.
Thank you NetGalley for this advance copy for my honest review.

Review By: ILoveToRead/Librarian

I wasn’t sure if I’d like this book, seeing as it’s told from the POV of a six-year-old girl, but I was really surprised by how quickly I devored it.

The story begins with Aoife, whose mother is in the hospital after having experienced an episode while in the middle of a busy road. Aoife is no stranger to her mother being confused, but she is caught off guard while her mother begins speaking to Theo when she knows he‘s dead.

Aoife’s Uncle Donny comes to take care of her until her mother is able to leave the hospital, but Aoife is convinced the only way her mother will be allowed to come home is if she solves her brother’s murder. This seems like quite the endeavor for a six-year-old to take on. Even with her imaginary friend Teddy and her neighbor Hannah to help her along the way, she discovers that there is a lot she doesn’t know about the grown-up world and her family’s history.

I really enjoyed reading this story! For such a young girl, Aoife was a very strong and determined character. My heart ached for her, especially while experiencing all of the pain and frustration she went through. At times I felt anger for her too. I didn’t realize until much further into the book just how little she knew about her family. I think there’s a time and a place to keep secrets from children to protect them, but sometimes it’s better to be open and honest to help children grow and mature in a healthy way. Making that distinction is not always easy for a parent, so I understood why Aoife’s family kept so much from her.

Highly recommending this one!

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This book is so touching and beautifully written from a young girl’s point of view. She embarks on a journey of discovery when her mother has a breakdown. In her quest to bring her mom back she finds out the truth about her brother and her imaginary bear friend Teddy. It is poignant, endearing and well written. A sad yet gentle tale of tragic happenings written from a child’s perspective, the story unfolds through her innocent eyes and naive world view. Highly recommend this book!
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Our storyteller is a six year old child from a seriously dysfunctional family. Her mother's mental health is precarious and she becomes overwhelmed while driving to the mall. She is hospita!ized and her brother Don agrees to move in and take care of Aoife (pronounced EE-fah).. He is stunned to find the house in such disarray that Aoife must show him how to navigate the narrow pathway from the front door to the kitchen.

The reader is shown how bright Aoife is but also shows how little she knows of the real world. There were times when I became tired of her misinterpretation regarding adults. The writing is good. There is a real surprise near the end of the book that wrapped up the return of normality for Aoife.

I received an Advanced Reader's Copy from Crooked Lane Books through NetGalley. The opinions expressed are completely my own.
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This story is told from the perspective of six year old Aoife. Her single mother is hospitalized, and fortunately for Aoife, pronounced EE-fa, her uncle steps in to take care of her, until her mom can come home. The story centers on Aoife having to figure out what happened to her older brother. If she could “bare the mantle” to solve this mystery, then her mother will be able to come home. It turns out, she’s a very brave 6 year old!
I had no idea what to expect from this book. I had not seen any reviews or summaries before I read it. You have to want to read the story through the eyes 👀 and words of a 6 year old girl. Needless to say, that little 6 year old girl 👧 had the courage (with the help of her faith in greater powers), to face and deal with a family crisis. Inspiring. Thank you #netgalley and @elizanellums for the digital copy in exchange for my honest review.

I would rate this book 3.5. Unfortunately, I can't do so here and thus I'm writing it.

This book is about 6-year old Aoife (pronounced Ee-fa) who is trying to fix her broken family. Her mother has had a nervous breakdown and is in the hospital because she is 'confused' and her understanding is that her older brother, Theo has been murdered with the killer at large. She is convinced that if she solves her brother's murder her mother will come back soon. As soon as the 4th of July because her mother has promised her to take her to see the fireworks.
Aoife is on a mission and along with her best friend Hannah and imaginary friend Teddy she decides to take matters in her own hands so that her mother can come back home.
This is a sweet book where you feel Aoife's confusion and pain. She just wants her mother back and knows that her mother does get 'confused' at times but is willing to help her however she can.

The book drags a little at times but overall is a nice, sweet read.

Thanks to Netgalley and the publisher for a digital ARC of the book in exchange for an honest review.

A gorgeous, heart-wrenching thriller, written from Aoife's (pronounced Ee-fah) perspective. Aoife is a six year old girl, who doesn't quite understand the way the world works.

The way the story unfolds, introducing characters and key themes that play a role in solving Aoife's mystery- in order to get her mum out of hospital is gripping, and is worth every page of reading.

Rating: 4/5

(This review will feature on my blog on November 26!)