I am a complete and utter wreck. I don't know how I'm supposed to go on. I knew from the blurb that this book was going to be tough, but I didn't know just how brutal it would be. I almost stopped reading before I even really got started, but for Jack and Matty, like Jack and Matty, I had to keep going.

This story tore my heart apart, but it stole it as well. Jack and Matty own that battered and bruised organ and I don't care if I ever get it back. This book will haunt me for a very long time. It will be joining my favorites on a very special shelf.

It's hard to believe this Cory Anderson's first book. I'm so blown away by the writing and the story. What Beauty There Is is a stunning, poignant, and powerful debut novel and I cannot wait to read more by this author.

"This is one small story in an infinite number. But it is mine."

Jack and Matty have only themselves. They have lost everything. Left with only two options, Jack must decide: lose his younger brother Matty to foster care or find the drug money his father hid and went to prison for. Jack chooses the money. Will it be the right choice? How will Jack hold things together for both.

Ava Bardem goes to school with Jack yet lives in isolation. She is her father's "Little Bird" and for seventeen years her father has ruled her life. He has taught her not to love or trust. Now, Victor Bardem, her father, is hot on the trail of the money that Jack is looking for. What should Ava do? Should she remain silent or help Jack and Matty.

Both Ava and Jack make choices in this book. Will they make the right ones?

This is a beautifully written book. I just loved the italicized sections. It is also a dark book with heavy themes. An older sibling trying to keep a younger one out of foster care is a theme we have seen before and sadly exists outside of out book pages. This one couples that with tension and a sense of dread. I felt for the brothers and their plight. The odds are stacked against them. With so much to lose, how will they come out on top? What Beauty There Is is the first book in a series and I am curious to see what will happen next. Although this book is dark, it also has lightness in the form of love between the brothers, Jack's sense of duty, the relationship between Jack and Ava.

My three-star rating means that I found this book to be good. I look forward to the next book in the series.

Thank you to Roaring Brook Press and NetGalley who provided me with a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. All the thoughts and opinions are my own.

Rating: 5/5 missing briefcases

Format: ebook. I’d like to thank the author and FierceReads for a copy of this ebook in exchange for an honest review!

To sum up:
This is the story of two teens who get thrust together in a story of survival. Jack has one thing on his mind, keeping his brother Matty safe. With his father in prison and his mother recently deceased, the only way they will survive is if he can find the briefcase of money his father stole and got sent to prison for. The only problem is that quite a lot of people are looking for that money, including the very dangerous people it belonged to. Ava shows up for Jack and Matty when they need her most. She won’t tell them why she is helping them, but they can’t deny that they need her. She just hopes they never figure out her secret.

What I enjoyed:
WOW. Okay, this book is heavy. Please look up the trigger warnings before embarking (see mine below!) because in the first 10% some serious triggers were had. Despite that though, the writing gripped me and didn’t let me go. The prose was captivating. The sense of place and the weather itself was like its own character in this book. The backdrop of an unforgiving landscape made this story all the more tense and visceral. I couldn’t help but love Jack for his love for his brother, his desperation to do anything to keep him safe. I couldn’t help but love Ava for her desire to carve out her own destiny and to find something worth fighting for. The things this author puts these characters through will break your heart, but it is well worth the pain in my opinion. The author does some really cool things with the narrative (I’m still thinking about the chapter titles and what that could mean) and plays with really interesting themes of identity, family, sacrifice, and survival. I loved that the main characters were smart, but also had their weaknesses. Honestly, I could go on and on, but I think it will take me some time to wrap my head around this book and everything it was trying to say.

Overall, I thought this was an intense, emotional, and beautiful story, told in a unique way. I highly recommend to fans of Fargo and Supernatural (for the brother relationship!). I will think about this book for a long time and definitely will reread. What a powerful debut!

Trigger warnings:
Death of a parent, suicide, drug use, violence, child abuse (emotional and physical), child abuse from a parent, starvation, and bodily harm.

What Beauty There Is is a brutal read. The story unfolds in a cinematic fashion with tension and action ebbing and flowing throughout. Author Cory Anderson gives readers room to breathe, allowing them to sit with the quiet emotions and then ramping it up with the bold ones.

Anderson’s writing is unique with the text bouncing from character to character in first and third person. At first, it’s a little confusing, but the story progresses, it becomes clear that the confusion is on purpose. This off-kilter approach takes the novel to a different level.

What Beauty There Is is a hard book to read. Abuse, drugs and violence all play significant roles. It’s not appropriate for younger teens, but it will likely appeal to older, more mature young adults.

Wow what beauty this book is and heart wrenching. I knew this was going to pull at my heartstrings, but I didn't know how deeply attached I was going to feel about these characters. What Beauty There Is follows Jack who has had such a horrible life and now he is looking after his little brother Matty. Their mother is dead and their father is in prison. He decides to use the stolen money his father had to help keep him and Matty alive. Our other main character Ava happens to be the daughter of a killer who is out for the money Jack has. Ava and Jack befriend each other, but how far is Jack willing to go to keep him and his little brother safe? How far is Ava willing to go to betray her father and keep her new friends alive and well?

This was a deeply emotional, and heartbreaking book. I cried for Jack and for Ava. I felt myself becoming so sad that I had to stop reading at points because this book was very dark. Even though this didn't have a lot of light and was mainly a horribly sad book it did have love. The love Jack had for his brother and the love Ava had for them. I really loved this and I didn't realize this was the start to a series, so I am excited to see where it goes!

With this novel, Cory Anderson became one of my favorite authors. Wow. Just wow.

What Beauty There Is beckons the reader throughout the story, painting vivid scenes and multifaceted character development. It is a painfully beautiful story of love, desperation, and hope, exquisitely breaking your heart while simultaneously warming your soul.

This YA contemporary is a brutal, heart wrenching, fault POV examination of the realities of poverty, the lengths we’ll go to protect the ones we love, and how childhood trauma shapes the adults we becomes.

Anderson’s debut features Jack, a tenacious and determined older brother who is determined to protect his younger brother Maddy at all costs. When the novel opens, Jack finds his mother’s body after she committed suicide. Immediately, Jack begins to think about his and Matty’s options. Where their mother dead and their father in prison, Jack takes it upon himself to keep them out of foster care and survive.

The second POV is from Ava as she meets Jack and becomes entangled in the web that Jack and Maddy find themselves caught in. She has been raised to care only about herself. Then she meets Jack and she is forced to make some hard decisions.

The driving force of this novel, and the facet that made the story absolutely breathtaking, is the internal monologues of both Ava and Jack. Their thought processes and motivations were simultaneously compelling and harrowing as they grappled with complicated issues that no child should ever have to wrestle with.

What Beauty There Is was also incredibly atmospheric. Set in northern Idaho in the dead of winter you could feel the cold as the characters worked to stay warm. I also had a fever while reading part of the book and reading about Jack’s own physical struggles, especially as he developed a fever, was a profoundly surreal experience.

One part survival story, one part heist novel, and one part gritty coming of age tale; I gave What Beauty There Is 5 gorgeously, heartbreaking 🌟. It will probably be one of my favorite reads of the year. I would highly recommend it to anyone who loves authors like Mindy McGinnis and Tiffany B. Jackson.

This book made me feel cold.

Set in the cold, cold winter of Idaho, this follows two brothers having to save themselves and each other.

But what's the mystery? It involves money, secrets, and the warmth of friendship.

I enjoyed this, but this didn't blow me away.

Thank you for the arc!

This book was SO WELL WRITTEN. Anderson has a great debut here. The characters were so real and the premise so thrilling. Make sure this is on your list.

This is truly one of the most stunning, mesmerizing, and heart-wrenching books I have ever read!! The writing is lyrical and profound, the plot is intense and moving, and the characters have incredible depth. As implied by the title, the author has managed to create a book that shines with an astonishing light despite the horrifying events contained within. The atmospheric sense of dread makes for a compulsive read but it’s the characters of Jack and Ava that really left me entranced. There is no way to accurately capture the immense beauty contained in this book without spoiling it. All I can say is prepare for an emotional journey that will leave you breathless. Thank you to MacMillan
Children’s Publishing Group and NetGalley for providing me with an e-galley in exchange for an honest review. This lovely book has earned a prominent place on my bookshelf and I cannot wait until the sequel is released!

DNF’d @ 20%

I can already tell this story is going to break my heart because it already started doing so in the first chapter. And as much I love having my heart broken by a beautiful story, I’m just not in the right mind set at this moment so the sake of the story and myself, I’m setting it aside for now. The writing is beautiful and I’m intrigued by the dual POV’s, the initial seeds of mystery/intrigue, and the way the chapters are formatted, but I can’t justify continuing and potentially ruining it for myself when I’m not in the mindset for it, because that’s not fair to a story I can already tell is going to be amazing.

The author is a great storyteller, capable of pulling so many emotions from me in such a short amount of time, so if you’re thinking of picking this up, try a sample to see if it will suit your mood at the time.

I’m giving this 3 stars for now because I feel like the author really has something great going here despite me not being able to finish it right now. When I do finish it I’ll update my review and rating at that time.

Overall, I enjoyed What Beauty There Is by Cory Anderson. The writing style was interesting, and the storyline itself kept my attention. The story's themes were dark, so be prepared for that.

The ending of the book was a bit confusing, and even though there was a big loose end left untied, I'm not really sure how this is going to turn into a series. Also, I'm 50/50 on whether I'd want to read a sequel.

***I voluntarily read and reviewed an Advance Reader Copy generously provided by the publisher via NetGalley.***

Oh the feels. Death, suicide, child abuse, hunger, so much hardship and yet it was beautiful. Jack a teen, is stronger than most adults, when his mother commits suicide he is alone, his father in prison. He struggles to keep his brother with him, hiding their mothers death from authorities. Desperation drives him to his father who stole money and stashed it somewhere near just to feed his brother. His father is not a nice man, and Jack doesn’t get the help he wants. What he gets is even more hardships.
These kids are put through some seriously hard times. This book is very visually written, I could see and feel it all. I cringed, cried, and cheered, such a great read.
I received a copy of this book from the publishers for an honest review.

Thoughts and Themes: This book did take me a while to get into as it does start off slow, I’m glad that I stuck with it though because less than halfway through I didn’t want to put it down. Make sure to look into trigger warnings for this book before you start reading it, there is on page suicide, violence, murder, and abuse in this book.

I really liked how this book introduces you to the Jack and Matty’s story and walks you through moments of their past to explain the present. There are so many moments in this story that I just want to protect these two kids whose circumstances happen due to their parents. This book takes you on a roller coaster ride of emotions as you hope for the best possible ending for these characters you can’t help but love.

There’s a point in this book that I just wanted to toss my kindle across the room but I can’t talk about that scene without ruining the whole story. Just know that your heart will be breaking multiple times for the boys.

If any of you read this please message me, that ending has me so confused and I need to discuss it. I don’t know what happened and I know its probably up to the reader but I need to know what others thought. Should I be happy crying or sad crying about that ending?

Characters: In this story you get introduced to a range of characters but our main characters are Jack, Ava, and Matty. I really liked that each of these characters read the age they were. Even though Ava and were going through things that teenagers shouldn’t have to deal with, they still responded to those things in a teenage manner. They handled themselves well and they managed the things happening well but it was done in a way that remained true to their age and experiences.

I enjoyed reading the relationship that develops between Ava and Jack , especially the trust that they establish between themselves. I liked seeing how their past affects the way they respond to others and how they put that aside for each other.

Something else that I enjoyed through this book was the relationship that each character had with Matty. This is one of the characters that you instantly adore because he’s an innocent child and much like everyone else you want to protect him. I liked that he read as a young kid but there were moments that he pointed out to others that he was aware of the things happening around him.

Writing Style: This story is told in third person through a narrator that seems to be watching as the story unfolds. I liked to think of the narrator as the boy’s mother watching them from above and hoping for someone to save her sons. I also liked to think of the narrator as Ava at some times, like was Ava ever real. This book made me question what was real at times because of the italic portions that are included as well as the epilogue.

WHAT BEAUTY THERE IS is a consuming and compelling YA thriller. The book is told from several points-of-view, but primarily the beginning of each chapter from Ava's perspective and within mostly from Jack's. The two teens are captured in something bigger and more dangerous than is easily handled. Jack's father is in prison for a theft from which the money was never recovered. Many parties are watching to see where it could be hidden, and they believe Jack could be key.

After his mother dies, Jack is determined to keep his brother safe. A task that is impossible without money. It starts with a visit and snowballs from there, with Jack and his brother in danger at every turn. Ava gets pulled in to their lives, and with her help, their slim chances improve marginally. With the whole world seemingly against them, the race is on.

What I loved: The writing is absolutely gripping and poetic in a way that makes the real world seem blurry. This book completely captivated me from start to finish - it was impossible to put down. All the characters came to life off the page, and I appreciated the other perspectives sprinkled throughout, in addition to Ava and Jack. The story is dark and full of danger, and this definitely made my heart pound (and breakdown in tears at a couple scenes).

Despite the darkness and danger, one of the major themes was the beauty and power in caring about the people you let into your heart. While there was not really a romance per se, there was a deep caring between the characters that had its own power and beauty, and I loved watching them interact. As they became beloved to each other, so they do to the reader. This was a book with real, three-dimensional characters that leapt off the page.

I would add warnings for suicide, murder, animal cruelty, abuse, homelessness, and (on a lighter note) a somewhat open ending.

Final verdict: Consuming, captivating, and compelling, WHAT BEAUTY THERE IS is a stunning and dark YA thriller that will leave readers reeling. Highly recommend for fans of SADIE, RULES FOR VANISHING, and TRULY DEVIOUS.

Please note that I received an ARC from the publisher. All opinions are my own.

Seventeen-year-old Jack Morton has a truly difficult life. His father is in jail, a participant in a drug deal that has gone horribly wrong. There was a briefcase full of money that exchanged hands in the deal, but no one is really sure where it is, and people are looking. Jack’s mother is spiraling further away from reality, in the clutches of opiate addiction. Jack is the only real adult, father and mother to his little brother, Matty. Their mother commits suicide while in the throes of addiction and Jack must either put his brother in foster care or find the money. Ava Bardem, a new girl at school is essentially imprisoned by her father, Victor, who is also after the drug money. She’s never chosen before but now finds that she can make a choice, the choice to help the boys survive.

This is a poetic, beautifully written book that captures the barrenness of deep winter in Idaho. When the bank forecloses on their house, the boys must survive with a few small possessions and little cash. Thankfully Ava can offer some help. New facts about the money come to light and Victor, a twisted murderer, will do anything to get it.

The book is clearly part of a planned series, but it would have been beautiful and hope-filled as a single volume. The characters are well developed, and the relationship between Jack and Matty is both unbearably sad and poignant. Readers will want them to have a happily ever after. Victor Bardem is absolutely horrifying as a sadistic killer. The things he does to get the drug money are beyond belief.

As a librarian, I have some observations that I would like to add. This book straddles the line between YA and adult fiction. It IS very good, but may not be appropriate for many students. Although I am not usually a proponent of trigger warnings, this book has numerous violent incidents, child abuse/ neglect, suicide, and drug use. The sad reality is that this book may reflect many teens’ lives, so it might need to be carefully presented to your oldest students/ patrons. If there is ever a book for adult patrons to go out of their way to read, this might be the one.

I felt a heaviness in my chest reading this. Loneliness, desperation, and love interwine in a beautiful yet heartwrenching story. One that explored the sins of the father and what one would do for those you love.

This is an outstanding and unforgettable novel; the surprising fact that it is also a debut novel makes it all the more remarkable!

With stunning skill, Anderson paints her characters and scenes with a bracing realism and words that have the power to stop you in your tracks. You are not just reading about young Jack, Matty, and Ava as they fight both the bitter cold and calculating evil for their survival - you are WITH them: feeling the cold, feeling their pain, feeling their fast-beating fear-filled hearts, feeling their resolve. It is easy to love this trio, who have never had the chance to be children, and may not live long enough to be adults.

Jack has been the man of the house for years. His father, a drug dealer, is in prison for robbery and murder. His mother, a drug addict, has been unable to care for Jack and his younger brother, Matty, and so Jack does. He loves his family, and would give his life for Matty, but he's not going to care about anyone else - it hurts too much. After his mother takes herself out of the picture, Jack is left to care for Matty with only $13 in his pocket and a house that has been foreclosed on and will be sold in two days. The only way he can possibly take care of the two of them is to find the ill-gotten gains from his father's robbery. No one has been able to find the stollen money yet, and Jack knows that his father's partner in the crime is looking for it too, but it's the only choice he has.

Ava has also learned the bitter lesson that if you can't trust and count on your parents, you'd better know how to take care of yourself. She has walled herself off from people in her attempt to keep disappointment and pain at bay. But Jack has been kind to her in school, and when she finds he and Matty in danger she wants to help them as Jack helped her. She knows the evil they are running from better than anyone.

Filled with danger and suspense, the pages whip by like the cold wind that batters the children. I was so captivated by this well-written story that I read it in one day. Put this book on your TBR pile; you won't want to miss it!! And add this new author on your list of authors to watch - she has earned her spot most gloriously!

My sincere thanks to NetGalley and Roaring Brook Press for allowing me to read an ARC of this book which is scheduled to be published on April 6, 2021. All opinions expressed in this review are my own.

Thank you so much for the opportunity to read this book.

Its is a beautiful and haunting story about survival and trauma. It reminds me a lot of winter’s bone mixed with fargo. The writing was gorgeous and the characters were very interesting. I do feel like it could be potentially triggering, i had a very hard time with it and almost put it down many times. But I think that is more me not being the right reader for the story then the actual book itself.

What a beautifully dark, raw, and painful story.

What Beauty There Is was incredibly difficult for me to put down once each character was introduced. It's a potent storyline, that really captured my attention! The way Jack is so determined to care for Matty and how Ava slowly gets swept up in their lives...it was fluid and all came crashing together in the end. I will say, the ending was a bit of a downer (only because I was rooting for something different), BUT it definitely left me interested to read the next book and that's fairly typical of series openers.

There's a narrative at the beginning of each chapter and for me, some of it felt unnecessary and left me a bit confused. Though, other parts added to the ambiance of the story nicely...so it'll be up to each reader to decide if that's something they enjoy as I'm kind of indifferent to that part of the writing.

Overall, I definitely recommend checking this one out if you're looking for a heart-wrenching, thrilling read.


Huge thank you to Roaring Brooks Press via NetGalley for the e-arc and via BookishFirst for the advanced finished copy to read and review honestly.