Thank you NetGallery, Inkubator Books, and Jane Renshaw for allowing me to read this ARC.

I was really excite to read this book since the whole description is right down my alley, creepy, plot twist, mystery but I couldn’t get into it. I found myself struggling and make myself read it.

I was most intrigued to find out how Sarah would figure out how she really was the mother, and how her crazy sister played her..... the reality wasn’t as exciting. It was all still a bit creepy but I couldn’t connect with this one.

WoW!!!! If you want a book that will keep you up to the early hours in the morning and thats full of twist and turns this is a book for you!!! The Child Who Never Was by Jane Renshaw was an excellent read and I was hooked from the very first page.

Sarah is a single mum to a toddler called Oliver. Then, one day Oliver goes missing. No-one believes her and not even her twin sister Evie believes her! No one has ever seen Sarah's son............Because she never had a son! She has never been seen with a young child as Sarah never travels outside from her house.
But, Evie has a son and he is always mistaken for her son and he is called James.......But he he her son not Sarahs?

I love the way Jane the author has made you question yourself throughout this book! especially is Sarah - Evie or is it Evie - Sarah.....
Who is telling the truth? Sarah or Evie?
Who is Oliver? Who is James?
Is Oliver Sarah's Child?
Hangon is......James Evie's child?
OMG who is Oliver? Who is James? I need a coffee!!!!

I have to finish this book now to find out these questions!!!!

Oh, Where does their local doctor fit in all this?

OMG I can hear the birds singing outside!!! Warning - don't start reading this book when you are just about to go to sleep!!!

WoW, What a brilliant book this is! I loved it!

10/10 read. I highly recommend it.

Thank you NetGalley, Jane Renshaw and Inkubator Books for the opportunity to read this book in exchange for an impartial review; all opinions are my own.

This was an interesting story. There were a lot of twists and turns throughout. Some things were predictable and others were not. It was very dark in some places. It is a complex storry

An amazing story, clever plots, great suspense, a fantastic psychological thriller. I highly recommend this book.

This was a fantastic psychological thriller that had me hooked from the start! Such a mysterious story that makes you constantly wonder who to believe.

I had high hopes for this book but for me it didn't deliver all the way through. It hooked me at the start and reminded me of the film 'The Forgotten' which I love. It then slowed down too much for me and I wasn't as engaged as I wanted to be. It picked up in the middle and the end though

This is a togh review to write. This story has so much potential but the writing is a real struggle. I understand the writing of desparation is hectic and frantic but it made the book very hard to read.

A shame.

I greatly enjoyed this book, thank you for giving me a preview copy. The plot was interesting and fast paced and I sympathised with the characters. This is the first novel I have read by this author but I hope it will not be the last!

Immediately after reading this book I thought it was worth 5 stars. Thinking about it the past few days made me feel that it was really a 4 star for me.
The title of the book, together with the blurb, made me think this story would go a different way from what it did. To be honest, I initially thought the plot would end with the revelation that there were no twin sisters, just one sister...
But ok, I soon found out that there are really two sisters and one little boy. Sometimes the reading was a bit slow and I missed a little more depth and insights. I would have loved to know more about the strange parents and the way the girls were brought up. A very strong part of the book is where Sarah somehow finds the strength to really go and investigate why she keeps thinking the boy is hers and not her sisters. You can almost feel her desperation between the lines.
A very entertaining and captivating read; I hope to read more of this author.

Thanks to Netgalley for this digital review copy.

Twins Sarah and Evie have always shared everything.

One night, Sarah awakes to find her toddler son, Oliver, missing during a horrible storm. She runs to her neighbors for help, and one neighbor, her GP, calls the police and has Sarah sectioned to a mental hospital.

When Sarah wakes up in the hospital, everyone tells her the impossible- Oliver is not her son. She doesn’t have a son and never did. The Oliver that she knows is actually Evie’s son James. But she has memories of giving birth, stretch marks from pregnancy, and a distinct maternal bond to this baby, whoever he actually is.

Is Sarah delusional as everyone claims? Or is the toddler in question actually her son, which Evie denies?

I LOVED this book. There is so much to explore here about sisterhood, motherhood, and who you can trust. There weren’t many twists, and that’s fine! Because the read is GRIPPING.

Thanks to NetGalley and Inkubator Books for a free ARC in exchange for an honest review!

I love it when I read a book, come to trust and empathise with the narrator and then have it all ripped away, making me question all I had believed up to that point. The main character is strangely engaging but clearly unreliable in her narration. The story itself is rarely do I find myself second guessing myself as I read! A touch of Sophie Hannah in this one. Well worth reading and hope to see more from this author.

When Sarah's son goes missing, she ends up in a psychiatric hospital because according to everyone else in her life, she has no son. The baby she thinks is hers is actually her twin sister's child. For a lot of the book, you don't really know if Sarah is right or if she is crazy or what is going on. I liked this but I didn't love it. I wasn't too surprised by most of it. 3.5 stars, rounded to 3.

This book was perfect to greet me after I came out of my reading slump. Fast-paced and thrilling, I just could not put it down!
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The Child Who Never Was by Jane Renshaw had me arguing with myself for the entire first half. Is Sarah being completely gaslit or is she truly delusional? I swung wildly between the two and have to admit that I still had not made up my mind when the answer was revealed. This was such a great use of the unreliable narrator device, making me doubt what I was reading.

The second half was just as exciting but the plot had shifted to a battle of wits. Just who will be able to best the other and emerge victorious? It sounds like a huge change in tone but that’s because there is so much that I can’t say. It flows very smoothly in the actual book!

I was impressed by how the last tiny twist caught me by surprise. Like I guessed what had happened in the past but not about that. And I really should stop writing or I’ll be tempted to give everything away!

Diversity meter:
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Sarah experiences every parent's nightmare. Her eighteen months old son Oliver is taken, but nobody believes her. Even her identical twin Evie tells her she never had a son. Sarah is severely agoraphobic and never leaves her house, but now she has to fight this to find out what happened to Oliver.

This book was such a page turner. I could not put it down and flew through it during the course of a day.

Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for the opportunity to read this book.

I was immediately drawn in to the story from the prologue. A woman believes that her child has been taken, but no one else believes her. Is she living in a fantasy? Is her baby even real? What happened to him, and why are the people closest to her telling her different things?

The story is centred around Sarah and her mirror twin Evie who are both architects in a small town. Sarah’s life has crumbled since ‘what happened to mum and dad’, manifesting itself into agoraphobia and other mental health conditions. I personally feel that Jane Renshaw explores Sarah’s struggles in such a raw and vivid way that definitely evokes sympathy and makes you empathise with her situations.

I have always been fascinated by the idea of twins and a ‘sixth sense’, and the depiction of Sarah and Evie’s bond is definitely the crux of the story. Sarah is dependent on Evie in so many ways and this has impacted the dynamic of their relationship. Although they are mirror twins, their personalities are far from identical.

This novel is a roller coaster ride and will keep you on the edge of your seat! That being said it is at times a slow burner but stick with it, it suddenly picks up the pace and you will not be able to put it down.
Sarah is probably one of the most unreliable narrators I have read which may not appeal to everyone, but it genuinely adds to the authenticity of the narrative. We get to hear her point of view and most importantly her mindset which is so important as the pieces of the puzzle begin to fall in place.

I literally could not put it down during the last third of the novel as I just had to know what happened! I cannot recommend this book enough. If you like a good domestic thriller, make sure to pick it up.

Thank you to Net Galley for sharing this ARC with me in exchange for my honest review.

I received an ARC copy of this book from NetGalley in exchange for my honest opinion.

This is the first book by Jane Renshaw that I have read.

It has been a rollercoaster of a read, throughout I was left with an uneasiness and mistrust of the main characters.

Sarah’s baby has been taken - or has he?

The person Sarah trusts the most, her identical twin, Evie says Sarah doesn’t have a baby, she is having a psychotic episode.

The story follows Sarah’s admission into hospital and the relationship of the sisters. Bringing incidents from their childhood to give foundations to what is happening now.

I was tossed between the sisters - who’s telling the truth Sarah or Evie. I really had no clue and kept changing my allegiance.

Lots of lovely unexpected twists and turns in what could have been a depressing read, lead it to being engaging and un-put-downable!

The child that never was is in my top 3 books of 2020. I loved it.

Synopsis: This story follows the unraveling of a mother battling mental illness and the alleged kidnapping of her son by her identical twin.Or does it? How to we know who is telling the truth?

The good: The author paints a astounding delicate picture of the mind of someone battling mental illness. The book left me questioning who I believed to be the villain in the story, which made it a quick read for me. I also appreciated how the book touched on trauma in childhood and the long term effects as an adult.

The bad: I felt like I was on a roller coaster during this book, there were points where anticipation was drawn out to nothing and other points where bombs were dropped seemingly quickly. Some chapters could have been developed more for the reader while leaving others leas detailed. The ending felt rushed to me and the epilogue felt disconnected, while it did answer a few of my pending questions.

The ugly: Overall, I enjoyed this book. It kept me guessing and trying to figure out what was really happening, which I like in a good psychological thriller. I think the cover of the book is intriguing, it draws the reader in.

I received an ARC copy of this book from Net Galley in exchange for my honest opinion if it. I could not finish it. It was just too crazy and over the top for my taste. It was not what I expected from reading the description of it.

I have read a couple of Jane's books now and those that I have read, I have thoroughly enjoyed. Jane's latest book is called 'The Child Who Never Was' and it is due to be released on 16th August 2020. I was fortunate enough to have a sneaky peak at an early review copy and blooming nora, 'The Child Who Never Was' is a read and a half and it certainly messed with my head a bit. I really enjoyed reading 'The Child Who Never Was' but more about that in a bit.

This book was full of characters, who I didn't trust one little bit. I am paranoid by nature but I just had the feeling that each character was not who they were pretending to be and that they were hiding something. The story is narrated by Sarah, who is convinced that she had a baby, who was taken from her. Her claims are not believed and she ends up in the local psychiatric hospital on more than one occasion. Sarah has an identical twin called Evie, who insists that the child in question is not Sarah's child but he belongs to Evie. I have to say that neither twin particularly struck me as being all that pleasant and I certainly didn't warm to them at all. I wasn't sure how far to trust what Sarah and Evie were coming out with. What is the truth? Well for the answer to that question and so much more you are just going to have to read the book for yourselves to find out.

Oh my word, as soon as I picked up this book, I knew that it was going to be a cracking read and at the same time I knew that it would be a challenging read, in that I wouldn't be sure who or what to believe. To say that reading 'The Child Who Never was' became addictive, seems a huge understatement. I would pick the book up only intending to read a couple of chapters but I immersed myself into the story so deeply that I would still be sat there reading over half an hour and several chapters later. The pages turned at a steady rate but I did notice that the pages turned quicker through the latter part of the story as I got closer to the truth.

'The Child Who Never Was' is certainly well written. The story starts with a bang and I found myself drawn into the story from the very beginning. I would say that the story goes at a consistent pace, which suits the book and the story that the author is trying to tell. I was gripped by the story and on the edge of my seat throughout most of it. This book certainly kept me guessing and I kept changing my mind as to who to believe. In a sense I would go so far to as say that this book messed with my head. I felt as though I was part of the story and that's thanks to Jane' fantastic storytelling.

In short, I did enjoy reading 'The Child Who Never Was' and I would recommend it to other readers. I will certainly be reading more of Jane's work in the future . The score on the Ginger Book Geek board is a very well deserved 4* out of 5*.

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The Child Who Never Was had me hooked right away. Identical mirror twins both architects own a business but Sarah is agoraphobic and stays in her house unless she walks with her sister. Sarah has PTSD from the loss of her parents and struggles with day to day living. One rainy night she is wakes and notices Oliver her son is missing! She runs all over the neighborhood knocking on doors screaming about her missing son and no one will help her looking at her like she’s crazy! She can’t find her sister who also lives in the neighborhood so she goes to their shared friend who is also the GP of Sarah. Next thing you know she’s in the psych ward being told that she does not have a son name Oliver that she was delusional. They tell her that her sister is there to see her and when her sister walks in she’s pushing a buggy with a little boy in it who she calls James. From that point on your battling writhed or not James is Oliver and if Eve her sister is actually not as sisterly as we think. Without giving to much away Sarah catches on to what is going on with Eve and the GP deciding to turn the tables. She ends up drugging and trading places with Eve while Sarah was in the physic ward again. She gets to be with the little boy until Eve asks for dental records. Sarah knew she was caught. Trying to flee they end up in a body of water where only one survive!