I don't have words to describe how beautiful this book is. The title already impacted me. When i started to go through the pages of "I love Jesus but i want to die" I could feel Sarah Robinson's heart and her life testimony. She talks about her struggles with mental illness and how she found the deep love of God, who supports and cares for her every day. It helps me to better understand how friends and family around me who live with depression and any kind of mental illness are feeling also it gives me a different perspective how i can help them in their darkest moments. This is a definitely must read book for everybody. Even those that don't have mental illness. It would be great for leaders too. I hope some day it can be translated into Spanish so churches in Latin America will be able to read it. So thankful to have the privilege to read an advance copy from NetGalley.