I was graced with both an ARC for the ebook and an early copy of the audio for this. That's a win-win for me because I love being able to bounce back and forth between the two mediums. In this particular situation, however, I primarily ended up reading it and stopped listening to the audiobook early on. I did not enjoy the narration. As a matter of fact, if that had been my only option for completing the book, I'm not sure I could have done it.

The premise of Stay Awake is that the main character, Liv loses her memories every time she falls asleep. When she wakes up, she can't remember anything that has happened over the last two years and a few months. It's like her memory does a hard reset to a specific point in time and can't move past it. As the novel progresses, you discover that Liv had found ways to work through it previously and was living a somewhat productive life, albeit still missing time apparently. Yet, something must have happened to trigger the extreme downfall she is currently suffering at the opening of the book because she is completely lost and doesn't know where she is. The people she thinks are in her life are nowhere to be found and complete strangers seem to know who she is and her situation.

I thought this was clever and well-done. At some points it does feel like overkill. We get that she has a chunk of time she can't remember so it's frustrating being told over and over. It makes sense that Liv will repeat facts over and over when she's the narrator because it's her life and she's struggling. However, as the reader, it gets redundant and tedious. Regardless, I was hooked on the book. I simply had to know what the full story was. Even though I put bits and pieces together before things were revealed, I didn't figure the entire twist out. That's an accomplishment because I typically do.

Thank you to NetGalley for this ARC. I voluntarily chose to read and review it and the opinions contained within are my own.

AUDIOBOOK REVIEW: I stopped listening to the audiobook early on because of my dislike for one of the narrators (the one doing Liv's voice specifically). I found it to be over the top and simply could not listen to the entire book like that. I don't want to negatively impact the subject of the audiobook by my negative impression of one narrator's voice so I'm still giving it 3 out of 5 stars.

Lately thrillers have been hit or miss for me and I was nervous going into Stay Awake. However, I should not have worried about it because I was hooked from the first few chapters. Told in two POVs plus a past time line, Stay Awake follows Liv trying to put the pieces together after she wakes up in the back seat of a cab with a bloody knife.

Short chapters plus some very unreliable characters made this book fly by! I normally can pick up twists before they come but I was kept on my toes with this one. I really enjoyed the past time line and the detective POV the most but overall this was a very solid thriller. I have also added Megan Goldin to my auto buy list because I have loved everything she has written.

What an engrossing, heart pounding psychological thriller. It’s a fascinating, exciting, action packed mystery. The well developed plot was mind blowing and twisted. It’s full of tension and suspense. It just got better with each page. The villain was a well kept secret. This is a must-read. *this was a complimentary copy via NetGalley and this is my honest review*

This story had my attention from the very first sentence. Why does Liv have no memory of the situation that she is in? Of course after that, I had to keep reading. And then the fact that she must stay awake or she loses even more of her memory.

Stay Awake is a fast-paced, edge-of-your-seat read that you will not want to put down. Can Liv get to the bottom of her trauma before she falls asleep again or will she have to start all over, trying to figure out what is going on?

I highly recommend Stay Awake! I can honestly say it's one of the best thrillers I've read this year. You'll get sucked in, just like I did, and you are going to love it.

Wow, I could not put this down! The story really sucked me in as we try to figure out what happened to Liv in the present and what happened in the past. Every reveal was great and I never once guessed who was after her.

Liv Reese wakes up in the back of a taxi with no idea where she is or how she got there. When she tries to enter her building she realizes she doesn't have her keys. She rings the buzzer hoping her roommate is home when strangers answer. She's confused when they let her know that they live there. She also doesn't have her phone on her so she decides to head to her boyfriend's apartment. But she does notice all the writing on her hands. STAY AWAKE the most prominent on her skin.

Two years ago, Liv was living her best life. Her best friend was her roommate, she was in love with her boyfriend and her career as a writer was really taking off. Nothing is what she remembers. She catches a news report about a recent crime when she sees a message she also has on her hands. Then a blurry camera still of her leaving the apartment building where the crime took place. She can't remember what happened last night and she can't remember the last two years of her life either.

She heads to a bar because the name is written on her skin. There she's able to locate where she's been staying and nothing there is familiar. There are notes everywhere reminding her to stay awake, and to trust no one, especially the police when she receives a phone call. The man on the line is asking her where the knife is and that the police are looking for her. She hears heavy footsteps approaching her apartment instinct tells her it's him and she flees.

As detectives put together what's been going on, they learn what caused Liv to leave New York, they learn she's suffering from a severe type of amnesia, which gets worse the less she sleeps. They also learn the crime scene victim knew Liv and feared for her safety. Will they be able to find her before anything else happens?

Thank you so much to the author, St. Martin's, and NetGalley for this ARC to review!

Absolutely obsessed with this book! As a reader, I found myself rooting on both the main character, Liv, who appears to have been involved in a crime, and the detective, Halliday. This book follows Liv as she navigates a dangerous situation in where she completely forgets the past 2 years every time she falls asleep but knows she is potentially involved in a murder. This psychological thriller is filled with creepy moments that made me want to turn on the lights, paranoia, and overlap of flashbacks with the current plot. I spent the entire books trying to figure out "whodunnit", which is what I want out of a thriller.

The tension of this book will keep you up, trying to figure out what is going on, and is Liv a criminal or murderer, or is she being framed?


Thank you to St. Martin's Press and NetGalley for this ARC.

How do you write a book and solve the mystery when the main character keeps forgetting? Very cleverly! This book is written from both Liv's POV as well as the detectives trying to solve the mystery of a man found murdered in his bed, and all the clues point to Liv. But every time Liv dozes off she forgets everything that has happened to her in the last two years, and Megan does a fantastic job at showing this side of Liv, so much so that each time she would forget I would get very frustrated and scared because she didn't remember. The book alternates between her current mind-altered forgetful state and the Liv from two years ago, along with alternating chapters working alongside the detectives trying to find Liv as she is a suspect in a murder case. The three timelines come together fabulously to tell the truth about what happened and I have to say I never saw the bad person coming. After the fact I can see that it was hinted at very cleverly and I missed it. Way to go, Megan. Also, as a person who reads a lot of detective books I really appreciated that the two in this book worked very respectfully with each other and toward the same goal of solving the crime, even though they believed two different things. This was a fast read that I thoroughly enjoyed.

Thank you to NetGalley and St. Martin's Press for the ARC of this book in exchange for my honest opinion. This was my first book Megan Goldin and I look forward to reading more of her work.

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I will say I almost DNF this one multiple times. Maybe I’m just impatient (that’s clearly what it is there’s no “maybe” about it) but the whole “well, this looks SO different, when did that happen” x10 and not realizing it’s because you haven’t been there in a hot minute really gets me. I get it’s an amnesia trope, but like.. after the third time I have hope the MC would be like, “bro, what’s the date?” to the cashier at the Dunkin Donuts. My irritability could have also come from the way my audio would cut half chapter, then I’d press play and it would start a new chapter and I had no idea what was going on. It was frustrating to say the least.⁣
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But I can’t take out my technological mishaps on the talented Megan Goldin. So, I read the majority of it and would attempt to listen when I could. With the audio, January LaVoy did what she does best, kill it. Her narration of Halliday was absolutely perfect. So perfect, that I wanted to listen to this narration more than of Liv’s. Liv was over dramatic and there was almost an over emphasis on the reading to where I just was happy when the audio would cut and I would have to physically read it. ⁣
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I enjoyed the reveal. It made sense and it was still a bit of a shock. I felt the tension was generated so wonderfully that i was waiting for it to burst! It was pretty fast paced once Liv realized this was not a drill, time has changed. ⁣
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Overall, I’m pretty indifferent on this one. I love Megan Goldin, but Liv just was not it for me. It may have been the narration, which stinks because the counterpart of January LaVoy was amazing. I know most of my friends really enjoyed this one, so I encourage you to check it out yourself! I cannot wait to see what she comes up with next and hope it’s a 5 🏃‍♀️! Thank you @macmillan.audio and @minotaur_books for the gifted copy. Stay Awake it out now! ⁣
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QOTD: You HAVE to stay awake. What are you doing to help achieve the goal? I’ll probably scroll aimlessly on Instagram and take a lap around the house 😂

DNF - I am not the target audience for this book. Though the premise sounded interesting & enthralling, the final product was not one that I could engage with & I found myself loosing interest in the writing style almost immediately.

Liv is a writer for a magazine and now she cannot remember the past two years. This disturbance begins with her waking up in a taxi and when she returns home, there’s someone else living there. She reached for her phone and instead she finds a bloody knife. Her hands are covered in blood and a message is written on them. She is commanded to stay awake. While trying to figure out what is happening she catches a News story. The story is about a murder and at the scene of the crime, the same message is scrawled in blood. Lives memory has betrayed her and she’s on the run. A riveting thriller, with twists and turns to keep the reader invested in Liv’s mysterious outcome.

Disclaimer: Thank you to NetGalley and St. Martin's Press for this book, I received a copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.

Note: I finished this and reviewed/posted on Bookstagram and NetGalley on Pub Day, Aug 9th. For some reason my review here on NetGalley did not post. 😥 I just noticed it. I was not actually late on my review. Copying/pasting my review from my Booksta.

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"𝘈 𝘮𝘶𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘈 𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘔𝘦𝘨𝘢𝘯 𝘎𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘯’𝘴 𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘈𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘧𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘯𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘭𝘺."

💭 Ok full disclosure... I requested an ALC of this from NetGalley. My request was denied. So I requested an eARC and it was approved. Two of my favorite narrators, January Lavoy and Imogen Church, teamed up on the audio of this one, so I was DYYYYYING to listen to it. Yet I made a commitment to the publisher to have it finished on or before pub day. 😑 Sooo.... I read half of it via my eARC, then I woke up at 4:30AM today and bought the audiobook so I could get it finished on pub day. 😜😂 Tricky tricky....

This is truly a case of "the audiobook is better" -- and not because the book isn't good by itself (it totally is), but because the right cast of narrators can elevate a book. It's like listening to a movie with your eyes closed. And, like The Night Swim, THIS BOOK was elevated as an audiobook.

Ok, about the book... WHEW!!! I literally JUST finished!! What a trip!!!! This was so unique, so unexpected, so thrilling, and so brilliantly creeptastic!!! 🙌 The author has a way of making you feel like you're inside the head of her characters, and I LOVE that! 👏

I feel like I can't comment too much on the plot here, because I don't want to give anything away. I went into this without having read the synopsis, and I'm so glad I chose to read it this way!!! I had no idea where this was going to take me... But I'll just say, I was NOT EXPECTING THAT!!! 😱

Thank you @megangoldinauthor @stmartinspress @netgalley for my gifted review copy. ❤️

Liv Reese suffers from memory loss. Every time she falls asleep, she forgets the past two years of her life. To help her remember, she writes all over her arms and hands, things like "don't fall asleep" and "stay awake." Which is why Liv is shocked when she see news of a recent murder where the killer wrote "stay awake" in blood on the window. Now Liv is afraid she may be a killer at the same time she is receiving threatening telephone calls from someone she doesn't remember. Megan Goldin did a wonderful job of making me feel badly for Liv; her writing made Liv's lapses in memory and fear totally believable. It got a bit confusing at times, but what a wonderful premise! A very original story. It sometimes dragged a bit in the middle, but when it picked up, boy, did it take off! Definitely pick this one up!

This is a Psychological Thriller that takes you on a very wild ride. I cannot say how much I loved this book. I have had bad luck with thrillers recently, but this did not let me down at all. This book is told in two timelines (one present day and the other two years before). The beginning was slow to get moving, but once it did I really was into the story. I did not see this book ending like it did, and wow that was one great ending. I listened to the audiobook, and I loved the narrator of the audiobook so much. I was kindly provided an e-copy and e-audiobook of this book by the publisher ( St. Martin's Press) or author (Megan Goldin) via NetGalley, so I can give an honest review about how I feel about this book. I want to send a big Thank you to them for that.

A friend of mine described this as 50 First Dates but make it a thriller. It took me over 100 pages to figure out WTF was happening and it felt super stiff and weird. I loved the Night Swim and this one fell flat for me.

Megan Goldin is one of those authors - I'll ALWAYS purchase her work. This was a fast-paced thriller that I couldn't put down. I loved the book's premise of falling asleep and waking with no memories. It instantly drew me in and kept me guessing until the satisfying end. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

I received a digital advance copy of Stay Awake by Megan Goldin through NetGalley. Stay Awake was released on August 9, 2022.

Stay Awake begins with Liv waking up in a taxi with no idea where she is or how she got there. When she arrives at her apartment, a stranger answers the door, then turns her away. Instead of her phone, she is carrying a bloodstained knife. On her skin are messages warning her to trust no one and to stay awake. Liv eventually realizes she has lost two years in time and that a murder occurred last night, perhaps by a woman who looks a lot like her. We follow Liz as she works to piece together the bits of her life and avoid the stranger that is reaching out to her with a combination of information and veiled threats.

As a main character, Liv is fantastically unreliable. She is clearly not sharing the details of her past with the reader, but it works because she doesn’t know those details herself. As the story unfolds, the reader ends up knowing more about Liv than she knows about herself, which creates scenarios with some tension and concern for Liv’s safety. Other than Liv, we only get a true sense of one other character, the police officer working the murder Liv might be responsible for. Other characters in the novel are not developed, and very much pushed into the background.

Other than the moments of tension involving Liv being in potential danger, the story felt a bit flat despite the enticing premise. Often I can pinpoint why a story didn’t work well for me, but in this case, I can’t put my finger on it. I did struggle with some continuity in the story, a lack of a sense of place (it took me a long time to sort out where the story was taking place due to contradictory clues in the narrative), and threads that were dropped late in the novel. These factors may have kept the story from really landing with me.

Overall, Stay Awake is a story with a fascinating premise, that didn’t quite deliver for me.

Wow! This author is quickly becoming one of my favorites. This is the 3rd book I’ve read by her and I’ve really enjoyed them all.

Liv wakes up late at night in the back of a cab. She can’t remember how she got there or where she’s going. In fact, the last thing she remembers is answering her phone in her office at work on a sunny July morning. She looks at her hands and sees notes written on them - Stay Awake! Wake Up! Don’t Trust Anyone - and is concerned. She gets even more concerned when she arrives at her apartment only to find other people living there. While standing outside, she realizes she has a t-shirt balled up in her hands and in the t-shirt is a bloody knife which she immediately tosses.

This begins the endless loop that Liv is living in. Every time she falls asleep, she wakes up with no memory of where she is or how she got there. It’s now Fall - two years after she answered that phone call in her office - and Wake Up has been written in blood on a window at the scene of a murder. Did Liv kill someone?

Thank you to St. Martin’s Press, the author and NetGalley for an eARC of this book.

The premise to this novel was excellent but the main character was incredibly grating to read about and the plot became too repetitive.

I have recently gotten more and more selective about thrillers - they so often miss the mark for me. Luckily, this one gave me everything I wanted!

This book really used the unreliable narrator in a perfect way that didn't make me roll my eyes once. I was hooked from the start, desperate to find out how it would end, and was very satisfied with how everything turned out.

I didn't find this to be a book with mind-blowing twists, but that didn't take away from the enjoyment at all. If you're a thriller fan, you'll love this one.

This was my first Megan Goldin and I am so excited to read some of her backlist because this book was a fun one to read. I always like when thrillers are slightly unique and maybe this premise has been done before but I haven't read anything like it. Liv wakes up in a taxi with no memory of how she got there only to discover that two years have passed since the last thing she remembers. The story is told in alternating timeline with the present where Liv is covered in writing telling her not to go to sleep and to the past leading up to her last memories. I enjoyed this thriller and was surprised by the ending. I liked both timelines and wasn't distracted when we switched which is the case for me sometimes. Liv was an interesting character to read about and I felt really bad for her, especially when you get towards the end of the book. At times it was a little hard to read because losing ones memory is a fear of mine but I thought the author handled it well. Highly recommend this one! Thank you St. Martin's Press for my #gifted copy for review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.