The pain of losing someone you love is so overwhelming. It really resonated with me because I recently lost my mom and I could really feel Sally’s pain. It’s heartbreaking but at the same time it’s interesting to see how much Sally grows through it.

I absolutely loved this book. Alison Espach’s writing is unique and she managed to imbue this story, a very sad one, with so much dry humor. I read her book The Adults many years ago and while I didn’t remember much of the plot, the minute I started this one, I recognized the writing style. Notes on Your Sudden Disappearance is about two young sisters, a tragedy, and the unlikely relationship that forms in its wake (trying not to to give anything away here in case you want to go in blind, but know if you google it you’ll get a lot more). It’s told in the second person, as if the reader is the older sister Kathy, and that felt like a really smart choice. It lends an intimacy and poignancy to the story that draws you right in. This isn’t a light read, but it felt like a slice of life and there were so many legitimately funny moments – almost sad funny, like might as well laugh because if you don’t you’re going to cry. It’s a coming of age story, a family drama, an examination of grief, a love story, and a story about sisters. I won’t forget this one anytime soon and it’s sure to be in my end of year top ten.

I absolutely loved this book! So much so that I ordered my own physical copy. The cover really attracted me to the story and the plot/distribution of the plot. I love coming of age novels and this one was perfect. I will definitely be recommending!

I wanted to like this one so much...but... I couldn't get into it. It is VERY character driven and I just felt like I didn't have any reason to connect with Sally. Ugh.

This wasn’t quite what I expected going into it- so I was temporarily confused but then ended up really enjoying it. Less of a mystery and more of a reflection on grief and loss. I found my heart breaking for the whole family as they struggled to process the death of their daughter/sister. Definitely a heavy read, but I’d recommend it!

“Notes on Your Sudden Disappearance” is an achingly realistic portrait of deep grief; grief that leaves you breathless and motionless. It’s a commentary on how although grief is an intensely personal experience, societal expectations of the appropriate way to grieve crush your already diminished spirit. Even amongst those grieving together, we judge this process - too long, too loud, too crazy, too stoic, and on and on. In reality though, there is no manual for how to grieve and no way to move forward except any way that forces you to keep breathing in and out. This book is sad but in a beautiful way and never overdramatic. The characters and their choices are rich, well developed and intimately realistic. Even though I knew these characters would never be removed from their grief, I wanted to be a part of their journey. It was raw and lovely and quirky and true. I loved it.

Thank you to NetGalley and Henry Holt & Company for the advance copy in exchange for an honest review.

Notes on Your Sudden Disappearance is a lovely and poignant coming of age story that is centered around the grief of a family. Sally, the narrator of the story, was in the car with her older sister Kathy and her boyfriend, Billy when he accidentally crashes the car into a tree killing Kathy. This one moment changes the course of many lives and time becomes bisected into the before and after Kathy's death. What follows is a moving and poignant portrait of the grief and suffered by Sally, her parents and Billy over the course of twenty years.

This novel serves as a character study of a family dealing, or in some cases, not dealing with grief. The small hairline fractures that were already present become wide cracks and crevices as each person tries to copy with Kathy's death in their own way. Told through Sally's eyes, she tries to find a way to navigate through life without her older sister. She and Billy latch onto one another as the last tangible link they both have to Kathy. As Billy circles in and out of her life over the years their relationship morphs and changes but is always cemented by their grief.

This is a lovely yet melancholy story that I could not p down. The characters seemed real and honest- flawed and sympathetic. As time marches on, as we see through the different changes in technology, their grief remains constant. I connected this story in a myriad of ways. As a daughter, as a parent, as a sister and as anyone who has ever lost someone they loved. This story has an honesty and a rawness that is touching, beautiful and devastating. One of my favorite books of the year.

Thank you NetGalley and the publisher for this ebook in exchange for an honest review.

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This was such a great book. I loved the character development and the plot kept you guessing. Very well written!

Loved this one so much I bought a hard copy for myself. This novel explores the growth of a teenage girl as she grapples with the sudden death of her sister. The writing was beautiful, it was nostalgic, and I was invested in the characters.

Thank you Netgalley and Henry Holt & Company for a copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.

I was immediately drawn to this book once I saw it was marketed for fans of Tell the Wolves I’m home. I’m always a sucker who falls prey for books that are compared to other books that have captured my heart without really giving it a second thought.

This book was good — raw and honest and I felt as though the author captured the loss of a sibling really well. But I’ll admit, it took me a while to get into this. I’m not sure why, but something about the authors style really made it difficult for me to get into this. I don’t regret reading this, but I don’t think this will be a very memorable book for me. The concept itself was great and the emotions felt by the characters was well done but the book was too drawn out for my liking.

I loved this book. Grief, love, the relationship between sisters. The fact that the story is so tragic, but written so funny is really an ode to the author’s writing skills. While reading you can really empathize with the characters’ pain and coping mechanisms, but also relate to having a younger or older sibling who totally grinds your gears! I appreciated the portrayal of grief in the years after loss of a loved one. This is definitely one of my top reads of 2022 so far - highly recommend!

Notes On Your Sudden Disappearance
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Genre: Romance
Format: Kindle eBook (also bought the Physical Copy)
Date Published: 5/17/22
Author: Alison Espach
Publisher: Henry Holt and Co.
Pages: 352
Goodreads Rating: 3.88

I requested a digital advanced readers copy from NetGalley and Henry Holt and Co. and providing my opinion voluntarily and unbiased.

Synopsis: The summer before Sally Holt starts the eighth grade begins as a gloriously uneventful one. It's full of family trips to the beach and long afternoons at the local pool with her older sister Kathy, which they mostly use as an excuse to ogle Billy Barnes, who works the concession stand there. By summer’s end Billy and Kathy are an item—an unthinkable stroke of luck that ends in an even more unthinkable tragedy. The story is a journal of Sally’s life, before and after Kathy’s disappearance, through school, tragedy, and love, a coming of age story that looks at the ways people we love the most continue to shape our lives long after they’re gone.

My Thoughts: The story is narrated by Sally, from her perspective. It seems more like a diary of her life, with her sister, Kathy, being a huge part of it. Originally, with this title, I thought it was something else, but it turned out to be completely different,in a very good way. The characters are well developed, with depth, passion, establishing relationship connections, and just well written. Our MC, Sally, goes on a life journey through her sister, school, then parting into the world on her own, with a love so strong, it carries her through life. The author’s writing style was unique, in a good way, had layers of complexity, and using a diary style method really worked extremely well for this book. This is a story of self-discovery, love, and Sally coming into herself. This book is already out and I highly recommend picking up. I really enjoyed reading this book.

Synopsis: When a terrible tragedy shakes one family. The sister of the family member writes to the family member and explains everything that is going on.


Thoughts: This book was totally different than what I expected and I found it to be a little anti climatic after what you learned what the tragedy was. This book does show how life altering the lives of others are affected by one tragic accident and decision. I wish either that part would have been left towards the end or there would have been more twists and turns. Also the cover makes it feel like this is a summer mystery and that is not what the book was about but the cover still attracted me in.

When a book isn't what you expect...⁣
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This book isn't about the sister that dies, this is the story about the sister that watched it happen.⁣
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This isn't a mystery, this is a book about how people handle traumatic events differently.⁣
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This book would make an awesome book club book. This was a book I couldn't resist giving my husband the entire play by play while reading it and having a lot of discussions about the incident (don't want to give away too much) and all the issues that arise as a result. Even though only the living sister narrates we are still able to see how the mother, father, and the boyfriend feel/heal/move on from the other sister's disappearance and let me tell you it makes this book unputdownable. The ending bugged me but overall great read!⁣
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Thank you @netgalley and @henryholtbooks for this copy!

Unfortunately this book did not work for me. Between the misleading cover and misleading cover, I thought this book was going to be a beach read. Or a mystery. It was neither. As a fan of Ask Again Yes, I think I would have enjoyed this book it was sold to me better.

This was not my cup of tea. I wish I would have DNF'ed it. It was dark, depressing, and a bit odd I felt. It was definitely not the story that I thought I would get when I picked this one up.

This book was so different than what I was expecting. I’m not sure if I thought I was going into a mystery or thriller, but it turned out to be a really powerful story about the relationship between two sisters, Sally and Kathy, and how everyone is settles back into their lives after Kathy’s death.

I really enjoyed the POV and how the book was Sally writing to Kathy. In certain moments, I felt like I couldn’t fully relate to Sally and she felt a bit cold, but since the book focuses so heavily on everyone experiencing grief in their own separate ways, I did appreciated how real she was.

I felt like the book was a bit slow to start, but by the end I couldn’t put it down and was genuinely intrigued to see where everyone ended up.

Thank you to Alison Espach, NetGalley and Henry Holt and Co for the advanced reader copy in exchange for my review.

A compelling and emotionally honest tale of losing a sister and struggling to find a place in a broken family. Sally is defined by her relationship to her sister, even years after her tragic death.

To be perfectly honest, I had no expectations of this. I hadn't heard anything about aside from the briefest synopsis. But I really, really enjoyed this novel.

First, the second person POV of Sally writing to her dead sister worked SO well. It felt immersive and real; we didn't get a sanitized version of Sally's grief. Sally wasn't always a super likeable character, but I think she is a very real display of grief.

Her relationship with Billy was complicated and layered. It wasn't straightforward, which I appreciated a lot. I also appreciated seeing how grief affected the parents as well. They also felt quite real to me.

My only qualm was the last section felt a bit unnecessary or drawn out. The author clearly wanted to end the novel at a specific time (and the reasoning makes total sense). But getting to that time meant we had more space to fill with just that: filler.

Truly, this was a surprising read that I thoroughly enjoyed and connected with!

Notes On Your Sudden Disappearance – Alison Espach

Sally Holt was a young 13-year-old girl, just starting the 8th grade, when she loses her older sister very suddenly. As this novel begins, an adult Sally seems to be talking to her long gone sister and is reminiscing of long past days – their relationship, the luminescent stars they had on the ceiling of their bedroom, the late-night random conversations they would have, and of course about Billy Barnes, the boy that Kathy secretly adored, and therefore, Sally loved too. As we learn from Sally, they lived an idyllic life with loving parents, Over time, Kathy & Billy became a couple, while Sally struggled with the ever-widening gap between she and her sister, as Kathy entered high school. Then, everything changed.

Sally continues to talk to her now deceased sister, describing the events that would change her entire world and of those that they loved. How bereft she felt, alone in the bedroom they shared, struggling to come to terms with the unfathomable loss, and the finality of the moment. She describes the changes to her own life and those of her parents, and of Billy, whom she secretly reaches out to, as she knows only he can understand her great loss.

As the years go by, we learn of the long-term impacts on Sally and her family, borne of such a shattering loss and how Sally’s present remains ever shaped by the events of that long ago morning. All in all, a very real, painful, sometimes funny, yet heart-breaking look into a devastating loss and growing up with the grief, as it becomes an indelible part of who we are.

This was a big change from my usual genre, but I always like to give new authors a look, and this novel gives a lot of feels – love, humor, loss, despair & hope. My only complaint was the ending – because it just ends – and yet it was time. But this one will resonate long after the final page is turned…

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