Thank you to NetGalley, Courtney Summers and St Martin’s Press for the free e-book in exchange for an honest review.

I really enjoyed Sadie and this has similar dark vibes. I didn’t feel like it was as good, but then I finished it so quickly and that ending. It was a good read, but I would recommend Sadie first!

So excited I finally got to one of Courtney Summers books! I’ve heard amazing things about Sadie so I was happy to check this book out. Summers knows how to write a story about uncomfortable situations involving girls. The story unfortunately for me felt a bit flat for me and feel like it’s hard topics might lean more adult or upper YA at least. I will be checking out her other work.

As someone who absolutely loved Sadie, I was so excited for this book. Unfortunately it fell a little flat for me.

Fascinating and interesting concept. It wasn’t completely my favorite in execution. I found the book a bit disjointed. Appreciate what the author was trying to do here.

Courtney Summers has a knack for writing uncomfortable and heartbreaking books about young women. She does not shy away from exposing readers to the harsh realities of life and dares you to not look away but to face things head on.

It’s FriYAY!!!!

There is no better day than today to have a great day and I knew that I needed a day to recharge, relax and rewind. The only way I know how to do this, is to read.

I’m the Girl, is a book that will keep you thinking about long after you conclude.

I won’t lie. I was weery about this one. Between the cover and the title I wasn’t too sure what it would be about but once I read the synopsis I knew it was for me.

I truly enjoyed Courtney Summers, writing style. You can tell she has an honest gift for writing that wasn’t studied in any literature class. From page one I was hooked and excited to keep going.

This book delivers! You are going to feel completely consumed! The characters were incredible and the plot flowed easily between chapters.

Check out this teaser :

All sixteen-year-old Georgia Avis wants is everything, but the poverty and hardship that defines her life has kept her from the beautiful and special things she knows she deserves. When she stumbles upon the dead body of thirteen-year-old Ashley James, Georgia teams up with Ashley's older sister Nora, to find the killer before he strikes again, and their investigation throws Georgia into a glittering world of unimaginable privilege and wealth--and all she's ever dreamed. But behind every dream lurks a nightmare, and Georgia must reconcile her heart's desires with what it really takes to survive. As Ashley's killer closes in and their feelings for one another grow, Georgia and Nora will discover when money, power, and beauty rule, it's not always a matter of who is guilty but who is guiltiest--and the only thing that might save them is each other.

I kept trying, but unfortunately this Courtney Summers book was a DNF for me. I really enjoyed her another novels,but this one did not pique my interest. Still a fan of her work

A sapphic mystery/thriller from Courtney Summers about a small-town girl who is determined to make something of herself and also solve a murder along the way? Sign me up! A lengthy, ill-paced, abstract exploration of this girl’s pure vanity and ignorance? No thanks!

After Sadie, I had much higher expectations for this book. Unfortunately, I was let down in a few ways.

My issue is that much like the synopsis, the book fails to accurately describe what is happening to Georgia in a way that makes sense. It makes you feel like you should have understood what was happening from the get-go, which would be fine except for the fact that much of the novel hinges on that understanding of Georgia’s circumstances. She repeatedly gets involved in things that are much larger than her and makes them about her vanity and ego in ways that only a 16 year old girl could. For the titular character of a mystery novel, who is purportedly solving a murder, she’s more invested in her own sense of destiny and genuinely believes that her beauty will reap rewards against all advice from other characters.

On one hand, I can admit that this is brilliant writing. Summers hooks readers into a full picture of Georgia’s manipulation by the powerful adults around her, including some truly brutal representations of sexual assault (CW for readers). Her prose is sharp and evocative, if a little vague. On the other hand, it was difficult to empathize with Georgia and stay invested in the story when she always seems so obsessed with herself. Her entire character comes across as ignorant of her situation, which is baffling since all the aspects are so obvious.

The pacing is also off, especially in the last quarter of the book. Wrapping up the mystery in a winding and convoluted manner and having Georgia “realize” a number of things that readers could see right from the start in very little time doesn’t make for a smooth ride.

I’m going to get into minor spoiler territory here to share some things that I just found truly bizarre:

1. The “elite country club” that Georgia works at, Aspera: Never fully described, has a bizarre amount of supposed power and wealth flowing around it, but is also located in the middle of nowhere? Sure, Jan.
2. Georgia’s queerness: I have such mixed feelings on this! I love a sapphic YA, but I felt so weird about how her lesbianism is essentially used as a plot device to enable sexual assault. There is literally a scene where she justifies a sexual experience with a club member by saying she isn’t attracted to men… so… it didn’t happen? And is okay with men using her in that way because she’s not attracted to them? That is so gross!

Because of all this, I’m having a hard time truly recommending *************I’m the Girl************* to readers. I think if you’re going through Summers’ catalog, Sadie is more worth the hype. 3/5 stars.

"[I]t's more important to know who you are than who you think you're meant to be."
Holy heck, this book was powerful and heartbreaking and I want to punch things. This is a beautifully written uncomfortable read, please read the content warnings before picking this one up.
"Are you the girl? he asked. There could only be one answer. More powerful than disappearing was being found. More powerful was being found was being seen."
Beautifully written and effortlessly engaging, I'm The Girl is like a car accident that you can't look away from. Courtney Summers nails the teen voice and writes in a way that feels authentic. There's a raw vulnerability to this story of Georgia, a teenaged girl who desperately wants to grow up and make something of herself. Who never felt support from those around her. Who sees her beauty as a way out of poverty and a path to a better life. Whose desire and naivete draw Bad People to her and she doesn't realize that she's a victim. Georgia infuriates me and I wish that I could hold her close and tell her that she doesn't need to seek validation and that she's worthy of respect. But I remember all too well wanting to grow up, to be Seen by older men and thinking that made me special. The anger and frustration that I feel is as much for my younger self, and for all young girls who have been taken advantage of.

I can't exactly say that I enjoyed reading this book, but it is powerful, timely, and beautifully written. Courtney Summers handles the topic with care and with I'm The Girl she continues her focus on the young victims of society without sensationalizing.

Content Warnings: blackmail, child sex abuse, kidnapping, pedophilia, statutory rape
Representation: sapphic main character, poverty rep

eARC & ALC provided by the publisher via NetGalley and LibroFM for an honest review. This does not affect my opinion nor the contents of my review. Quotations are from an unfinished proof and subject to change upon final publication.

"I'm the Girl" took me on an emotional rollercoaster over two days, but there were aspects of the book that didn't appeal to me.

1) The writing style didn't resonate with my personal preferences. However, I acknowledge that writing style is subjective, and others may appreciate the author's unique approach.

2) I found some information and mysteries unclear, requiring reader interpretation.

3) I felt very uncomfortable with some of the content. I will not spoil the story, but potential readers to approach this book with caution and thoroughly consider the content warnings before deciding to embark on this challenging journey.

"I'm the Girl" is a book that left me with mixed feelings. While I did not particularly enjoyed it, I believe the some readers might appreciate that the book tackles challenging themes and offers a thought-provoking narrative.

I'm the Girl by Courtney Summers follows sixteen-year-old Georgia Avis who discovers the dead body of thirteen-year-old Ashley James, she teams up with Ashley's older sister, Nora, to find and bring the killer to justice before he strikes again. But their investigation throws Georgia into a world of unimaginable privilege and wealth, without conscience or consequence, and as Ashley’s killer closes in, Georgia will discover when money, power and beauty rule, it might not be a matter of who is guilty—but who is guiltiest.

While this book had a really intriguing set-up, I just wasn't that invested in this one. I love Courtney Summers books and will continue to read them, but this one wasn't my favorite.

I received this book free from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.

3 stars

I tend to have a love/hate relationship with Courtney Summers books. I'm the Girl is probably my least favorite book so far.

I don't exactly blame Summers for my dislike of this book. But more so at how it was presented. It was described as a murder mystery/thriller and I don't feel like we got that. It ruins the reading experience when you go into a book expecting one thing and it turns out nothing like that

Like Sadie, this book discusses heavy topics. And I think the author does a good job talking about it. It is uncomfortable because it should be. But definitely read trigger warnings before diving in. This isn't going to be a book for everyone.

Besides feeling bamboozled, I also was not a fan on the ending. I don't like open endings. It doesn't satisfy me enough and this book left me feeling frustrated. Which is not a great feeling to have when closing a book. I understand why Summers has a niche for ending her books with a more open ending, But I just like more closure.

Courtney is an incredible storyteller. She creates such dynamic and complex characters that stir various emotions within the reader. This is an incredible and powerful read.

Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for granting me free access to the advanced copy of this book.

I wanted to classify it as YA, but I think the themes are too dark. It's from the view of a teenage, her logic is very much like one, but I feel this is targeted at adults.

The summary doesn't lie when it calls the account brutal. Georgia was in the middle of big trouble because of some photos she paid to take, giving her brother's money for it, when she finds the body of another girl. She's always been mesmerized by a fancy resort where her mother, a former and wronged employee never let her go, and the discovery of the body gives her the chance to get closer to the couple who owns the place.

This book tried to be too much. From the beginning, it makes us too many promises, but the delivery is underwhelming. It's hard to relate to Georgia because... how can she be so stupid? Even though I feel many teenagers are fooled into doing the things she ends up doing along the story, I still can't believe that is enough to fool her. But it wasn't just that or the lack of any character I really cheered for or against. I felt like the style of the book was trying to fool me as well. And it did in the beginning. Because it turned out to be just too shallow. The relationships seem forged, and you wonder: there'll be an explanation. Sometimes, the author attempts one, but it doesn't convince. But other times, there is nothing. The whole thing is just weird.

Summers's style does manage to put you in a different state, it transports you to the world of the book, of Georgia's mind. Unfortunately, it wasn't enough to suspend my beliefs.


Honest review based on an ARC provided by Netgalley. Many thanks to the publisher for this opportunity.

3.5* (⅘)

Rep: Bi and queer relationships

‘I’m the Girl’ by Courtney Summers is a young adult contemporary mystery. When sixteen-year-old Georgia finds the body of thirteen-year-old Ashley James, she teams up with Ashely’s sister, Nora, to find the killer of Ashely. Georgia’s dream is to be Aspera girl at the local wealthy excl resort, to be pretty and have attention. She then gets an opportunity to work there and she finds some secrets.

This book is a dark, uncomfortable novel. I highly suggest looking up the warnings before reading.

Georgia is a complex character, she is a young naive girl, who is fascinated with beauty and wanting more.
I kept waiting for something big to happen, but I felt disappointed.

I love Countney Summers’ writing, like her other books I think that is the highlight of the book.

Overall, I really enjoyed this book and recommended it if you are looking for a quick, thought provoking, and sad read.

Thank you to Net Galley and the publisher for providing me with an ARC for an honest review.

Content warnings: rape, sexual assault, suicide, murder

I’m The Girl is a sad tale of a naive sixteen-year-old girl who thinks she knows everything when in reality she knows nothing. I wanted to smack Georgia myself more than once because I kept thinking no one could be that ignorant of what was right in front of them. I can easily imagine the frustration everyone had around Georgia trying to get her to see the truth. Never mind her being a dream come true for every predator in a 100 mile radius.

There was no mystery or suspense for me because it was pretty obvious who the villains of the story were right off the bat. I’m The Girl is just a sad tale with no happy ending or justice of the destruction of a sixteen-year-old girl.

If you are thinking about reading this novel, make sure you have enough time to finish it in one sitting.

I'm the Girl is an unputdownable book about the power structure men have over women and girls. The ways in which simply being called beautiful by a powerful man can cause a girl's life to turn on its axis.

The power this book has it not only in the topic, but in the way Courtney Summers strings her words together so perfectly and creates characters that are a stunning portrayal of real people. Whether they are monstrous characters or girls trying to make their dreams come true, Summers makes them come alive and allows you to fall right into the world of the luxurious Aspera.

I recommend everyone to read this novel. It is a true reflection on how we live in a man's world and learned to accept it. We follow the rules to a fault or use their weakness of sex and power to make our dreams come true only to hurt ourselves in the end. I'm the Girl is for every young girl who has been groomed, taken advantage of or silenced. I know while I was reading this, I found my younger self in Georgia. I remember thinking I could take on the world, only to be hurt by it in the end.

This novel discusses some difficult and important topics: grooming, sexual harrassment, rape, violence against minors, murder. However, I just couldn’t get into it and ultimately I don’t think it’s for me.

The main character makes some really confusing and nonsensical choices, feels extremely immature in some ways yet much older than her years in others, and lacks any clear overarching motivation. Her brother keeps some important information from her that leads to questionable behavior on her part, and… why? Why doesn’t he just tell her? There’s also a lot of open-endedness surrounding Aspera, the weirdly isolated resort on the edge of town, and its involvement in a mysterious death that happens at the beginning of the book. A mysterious death which, I will add, isn’t definitively solved in the end. Unless I missed something? The whole book felt like it was building toward a big reveal, but ultimately the story fizzled in an unsatisfying and vague way. There is much violence against young women, but I was never sure what exactly Summers was trying to say about it.

Fans of the YA thriller genre might enjoy this book, and I’ll admit that it did keep me turning the pages, but ultimately I just didn’t love it. It left me with a lot of confusion and questions and an unpleasant taste in my mouth.

Such a beautiful, shocking book. I loved it. The cover itself is amazing too.I wasn’t too sure if I would enjoy it but it blew me away