Don't come here looking for a romance, this is not a romance. Marketing went rouge for sure. The dynamic between characters didn't work for me, making this one really hard read. Overall, I thought there was a lot that didn't get discussed when in fact religion and sex were hiccups in their relationship.

Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️.5
Genre: fiction, M/M romance
CW: extreme anxiety, homophobia, racism, online bullying (tweets), panic attack (in public, on page), inept/absent parents

The second book in the 𝘞𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘉𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘈𝘭𝘭 series sees the return of our favorite judges and crew as they welcome a new season of contestants. Paris, who has crippling anxiety, was initially entered by his roommate. He second guesses himself at every turn. There are mishaps, awkward and funny moments, interesting characters, and a potential love interest as the competition wears on.

I needed a few days to think on this. As a reader, I saw that Paris needed therapy, stat! So it was frustrating that neither his best friend of many years nor Tariq recognized that. Also it’s uneasy to be privy to Paris’ POV the entire time because it gets overwhelming. But that’s the point - a glimpse inside the mind of someone who lives this daily. I was relieved that he does eventually seek help and begins the road to self-care, learning the skills he needs to function better.

The romance here is minimal and feels more like background noise to Paris’ struggles. Tariq’s beliefs on relationships is something new for Paris to navigate. Hall’s writing is as ever wonderful, and while not my favorite of his books, I value the insight it’s given me. It’s a harder read, for sure, and one that requires patience and extra gentleness if you’re a reader facing these issues.

𝘕𝘰𝘵𝘦: 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦’𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘰 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘦𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 𝘰𝘯 𝘎𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘴.

Thanks to @netgalley & @readforeverpub for my ARC. This is my honest review.

This one was less fun rom com and more messy person trying to figure their life out. I think that the marketing for this book is really misleading. There's so much casual racist and antisemitic comments just dropped in here that I think were wholly unnecessary to the book, plot, characters, everything. I was really disappointed in this book. If someone is looking for a light romance-filled book, this is not it.

Paris Daillencourt has found himself on a reality baking show. He has a passion for baking, but his anxiety runs his life. His roommate submitted his application for the show and Paris is so far out of his comfort zone. He has a degree and advantages in life from his famous and wealthy parents, but it’s been a year since his parents have responded to any messages from him. Paris has tried relationships before, but once people past his pretty face and get to know him, most find he’s too much to handle and Paris agrees.

While Paris thinks he is doing absolutely terrible in the competition, he wins the first week and also catches the eye of fellow contestant, Tariq. Tariq has the kind of confidence Paris figures he will never have, but still the men find themselves on a first date—until Paris’s mouth gets the best of him. Then, the show’s online fans come after Paris in the way he used to be bullied in school and any confidence he was trying to build is rapidly swept away. But with support from places Paris didn’t expect, he slowly looks at his issues and begins to realize he may just deserve a sweet ending to his own story.

Paris’ book follows Rosaline Palmer Takes the Cake in the Winner Bakes All series. The book is appropriately named with the title Paris Daillencourt is About to Crumble and Paris is constantly on the edge. The book is told from Paris’ point of view and his head space is an intense place to be. Whether you like Paris or not, or ultimately want to spend time in his head or not, is a personal choice, but Hall does provide the feeling of exactly what it is like to walk around as Paris.

At first, Paris is funny and self-deprecating, but with longer time spent with him, his full personality emerges. Paris is filled with anxiety—the soul sucking, life altering kind of anxiety—and, after a while, it was a lot to be in Paris’ head. I then had mixed emotions when I wasn’t always empathetic to Paris’ profile. While Paris has material comforts, his life hasn’t been the easiest, at least by his own standards. His parents are famous, with his mother a super model and his father a designer, and they have left him to live in an extravagant flat. Yet, it’s been a year since Paris has heard from them and they will not respond to his texts and Paris spirals every time a text goes unanswered. He also had the best schooling, but it was filled with bullies, and the men Paris has dated only see his beauty on the outside and can’t deal with his emotional inside. But Paris is so wrapped up in himself and so deep in his issues that it becomes his only personality trait. He can’t be happy for someone else because all he sees are his inadequacies and for me it began to make him less empathetic, not more.

The competition follows the same format as the previous book with one challenge a week and most of the staff on the show are still awful. The baking should be the fun part, but again, I was underwhelmed. One week’s theme was Jewish desserts and another was American desserts and the contestants did not rise to the challenges in the spirit to celebrate these cultures, but rather seemed to mock, loathe, or disdain them and that was unacceptable reading to me.

Mixed in here was Paris’ relationship with fellow contestant, Tariq. Tariq is Muslim and gay and proud to be both. He is at first attracted to Paris’ outside and quickly gets offended by what’s on the inside. Tariq is the first person, however, to suggest to Paris that he may have a mental health issue, much to Paris’s shock and dismay at this revelation. This book is not specifically a romance, but the story of Paris with romantic elements added in.

If you liked Rosaline’s book, the structure of the competition is the same here. Hall was able to convey what it was like to be Paris, but there were also other factors that affected my enjoyment of this book overall.

This was a very cute read. I really enjoyed the baking show aspect of this book - I'll be honest I was hoping for a little bit more in that setting. I appreciated the representation of general anxiety disorder in this as well. Overall, this was a fun, sweet romance.

Started reading this on my lunch break one day and quickly realized that was a terrible idea. Forgot how damn funny Alexis Hall’s books are. I can’t count count how many times I legitimately laughed out loud. I never thought I would enjoy a romance novel where the main characters literally never have sex, yet here we are, and only Alexis Hall is capable of doing this. As someone who lives with what I lovingly refer to as soul crushing anxiety, Paris is way too relatable. He is a hot mess and I love him. Super accurate representation of how people treat those with anxiety but I’m really happy that it didn’t fall into the love cures all trope. I mostly loved Tariq, until I didn’t, but then I did again so it’s fine. I would very much like to play laser tag with his dad. My only real complaint is that I wanted some sort of resolution with Paris’s parents. I need to know what their deal is.

2.5 stars rounded up to 3

Okay, I have absolutely loved everything that I’ve read from Alexis Hall, but this just was not for me. It really wasn’t a romance, which is fine, except that it’s marketed as a contemporary romance.

I felt for Paris and I really like Tariq, but Paris’ mental health struggles does not excuse the blatant all around racist, anti-Muslim remarks that are throughout this book. Plus the not respecting Tariq’s boundaries just because he couldn’t understand him. I get that Paris grew throughout the book, but I could not get past those things.

Love the baking competition element and I’ll read another book in this series, but this just was not for me at all.

Take a baking show and BL and this book is your cup of tea.. or in this case a plate of cake!

Paris Daillencourt loves baking but his life is a disaster in of itself. His roommate decides to enter him into the tv showBale Expectations, in hopes to help him. Shocked he’s passed the fist competition he starts to gain some confidence and it also helps when there’s a fellow cute contestant, Tariq. But can he get over his constant fear and grow in love as well?

I haven’t read Alexis Hall’s other books but I’ve heard of them. This book was funny and deep. Paris had a lot of self hate in anxiety and I can see why some people didn’t like his character, but I felt for him and his growth that the story displays. This book definitely had The Great British Baking feel and add in the pressure of trying to bake perfectly while pushing through insecurities is what the main point is really about. It always had the two polar opposite’s attract appeal.

All in all, I really enjoyed the story and the complexity of Paris.

With a cake on the front cover, I knew there would be lots of talk about food. Paris had many quirks. He worried excessively and thought of all the worst case scenarios. He approached life in a roundabout way, avoiding things that would make him anxious or uncertain. Nothing was ever spontaneous for Paris. He apologized a lot for things that needed no apology. So when he beans Tariq Hassan in the face with the fridge door on set, he incessantly apologizes. Tariq and Paris were opposites, but somehow balanced each other out. The banter and the witty phrases had me laughing out loud. As the author warned, Paris had an undiagnosed anxiety disorder that gets diagnosed within the story. Finally getting a diagnosis for his idiosyncrasies, things start to fall into place for Paris. Learning how to. live with generalized anxiety disorder gave Paris the opportunity to view life and how he lived it in a different way. I like how the author described this mental health issue realistically which made Paris' character relatable. I didn't read the first book in the series but did not feel lost in any way so this can be read as a complete standalone.

I received an advance copy of this book at my request and voluntarily left this review.

This will be brief. I quit pretty early on in Paris Daillencourt is About to Crumble. Paris, our main character, has severe anxiety. When he dropped to the floor, curled into a ball, and covered his face/head with his hands, I knew I couldn’t go too much further.

Reading is escapism for me, and reading about a severely anxious character doesn’t help my own mental health currently. So instead of struggle through and force myself to read more, I did what was best for me and I quit.

But hey, Paris did inspire me to bake.

While the book cover and marketing are proclaiming this a “romantic comedy“, I wouldn’t really classify it that way. Paris has deep deep deep anxiety issues which constantly and vocally rear their heads. I want to be very clear, I am not in any way disparaging people with mental health issues. I have multiple mental health disorders myself, several of which are anxiety disorders. So, to borrow a term from the Brits, I was totally gobsmacked when it wasn’t until 44% into the book that it was suggested by Tariq to Paris that he might have an actual mental health “thing“, to which Paris replied “I don’t think so, I think I’m just a bit of a mess“. Ummmmm, WHAT?!? In this day and age I cannot imagine that there is a grown adult who has so little self-awareness that they fail to recognize anything about themselves. It’s just mind-boggling.
My other issue with this book is how much Paris disrespects Tariq, directly or indirectly. Tariq is Muslim, therefore he doesn’t believe in premarital sex. Paris is so thrown off by this, like he can’t conceive in any way that there is a gay man alive who doesn’t want to have sex with him. I can get that he would be a little surprised that there is an adult who is a virgin for religious reasons. What’s not okay is that Paris keeps needling him about it. As Tariq is explaining his reasons, Paris keeps going yeah but…okay but…I just…,etc. Religion and sex are both really personal things, and not really up for debate, whether you agree with it or not. I’m not a religious person at all, but if someone said “I don’t do such and such because of my religion“, then that’s that. Right? The other disrespect comes in the form of lack of support in general, i.e. it’s always the Paris show, and not the Tariq show.
The portions of the book around the cooking show itself were fun, but that’s about all I enjoyed of this book.

Thank you to NetGalley & Forever for this advance reader copy. All opinions are my own.

I have never wanted to both protect and strangle a character as often as Paris. Our boy has issues- full stop. You will note I did not log this as a romance even though that’s what the publisher is trying to do… there is some romance and some truly sweet moments, but the undiagnosed anxiety, the need for his emotionally unavailable parents’ attention, and his fear of how others see him/ will react to him make a good 80% of the book all about Paris. The side characters, especially Morag and Tariq put some much needed humor into what could have been a very oppressive book. Living in Paris’ head is… exhausting- and this coming from someone with anxiety and depression. I wanted him to get help- from chapter one it was obvious that something was wrong. The way both Tariq and Morag finally started talking about Paris having an issue seemed like very real reactions and true to each character.

Let’s dive into Morag- I loved her for Paris, who often needs to be told when he’s being… well… crap. Our foul mouthed, body positive, take-no-prisoners bestie is everything. Paris doesn’t need someone to coddle him, he needs someone that can tell him off, point out mistakes, and love him anyway. I mean, don’t we all? In all seriousness, though, I fell in love with Morag in chapter one. While I don’t agree with her entering Paris into a televised baking competion, it came from a place of love and a desire to help.

Tariq is a wonderful character, but the boy’s got his own issues. While he is bright and charming, he also has a bit of a chip on his shoulder at times and can jump to conclusions. He makes up for it later, when he can calm down and think everything through… but it was an issue and I am glad that he seems to be working on it towards the end. What I didn’t like- and made me leary of the romantic aspects- was that I rarely heard Tariq talk about anything positive about Paris except how cute or beautiful he is. Is that all Tariq likes about him? It seems terribly shallow. Plus, his way of life and system of beliefs are vastly different from Paris’. If the two grow together, we could see something really strong- I mean, the chemistry is there… but we only got about twenty pages where the two were together without misunderstandings (or Paris pissing him off). Then there was the whole aspect of Tariq wanting to “fix” Paris, but not always understanding the core issues. I refuse to consider that a romance. That said, if we were to somehow check in on the duo in Winner Bakes all book #3 (hint, hint Ms. Hall), well, I would really like to see how their relationship holds up.

You’ll note that before the book even begins the author has several warnings attatched to this book. There’s a lot of mental health issues due to Paris’ (in the beginning) undiagnosed anxiety disorder and his abandonment issues. There are definite racial and religious microagressions and some Islamiphobia. Oh, and there’s a ton of cyberbullying because some people on the internet are trash. Then there’s the specter of homophobia that a lot of reviews are talking about. I can see where someone just reading a scene might see Paris’ inability to not worry about worst-case scenarios or how others might react as him being weirdly homophobic…. but it’s more than that. Because of how he grew up and what he’s seen in media, he believes -truly believes- that the outside world might hurt him or Tariq solely on account of their sexual orientation. Part of me wants to scream that it’s 2022 and people aren’t going to attack them just for holding hands… but this is part of the anxiety and it’s not always sensible… in fact it often isn’t. I am not saying that Paris doesn’t have a lot to think about as far as his world views, and his view of his own priviliged life… but I don’t think it’s fair to label him this way. The fact that the fool even has to wonder if he’s antisemetic… not that’s a problem. I know it’s just his head going to the worst case scenario over some trivial thing… but that’s weird and he needs to really think about that. Ugh… rant end.

Let’s talk about Paris’ glow up. As he gets diagnosed and begins a treatment plan, he’s slowly trying to put himself in order and to see where he wasn’t best in his relationships. I love that. I also like that he wasn’t magically “cured”- therapy and medication made his world easier but it’s hard work- this is a realistic outlook and one that I am glad the author adopted. He’s still Paris-with-issues, but he’s Paris with more manageable issues- a Paris that wants to change. I respect all this and it definitely made me like Paris better. I mean, I never disliked him… but his was always an inconsistent narrative, and (let’s face it) he was a hot mess and often exhausting.

Still, the side characters made the book for me. I especially loved the crew from Bake Expectations. I actually read this book before the first in the series (when I requested it I hadn’t realized that there was another book in the series). Besides a nod toward book one’s main character it doesn’t really talk about the previous book- and you can read this as a stand alone… but these are reaccuring characters and they are fire. I ended up reading Rosaline Palmer Takes the Cake almost exclusively because I wanted to see more of the crew. Well… that and I rather liked Hall’s writing style.

For me -unreliable narrative and sometimes unlikeable main character aside- this is still a four star book. I loved the humor and character interactions, but I also loved that they didn’t shy away from heavy topics.

⭐⭐⭐⭐
Rating: 4 out of 5.
On the adult content scale… holy crap where do I begin? There is terribly explicit (not to mention creative and colorful) language, cyberbullying, mental health issues, religious and racial microagressions and the spectre of homophobia. It’s a lot to unpack and I wouldn’t feel completely comfortable giving this one to a young adult. There’s some sexual content too- mostly Paris noticing things about Morag’s one night stand (including bruising)- they don’t actually go into a sex scene, but you know what happened. There’s some making out between Tariq and Paris, and talk about sex… but that part may be the least problematic on the adult content front. I firmly believe this needs to be for an 18+ crowd.

I was lucky enough to get an eARC of this book courtesy of Netgally and Forever publishing in exchange for an honest review. My thanks.

The book comes out November 1st- who’s ready?

Thank you so much to Alexis Hall, Forever & NetGalley for an advance copy of this book!

I will be honest, I was nervous about reading this one as I enjoyed Boyfriend Material but it wasn't my favorite and felt like it dragged. But this exceeded my expectations and I absolutely loved this. I did not get a chance to read Rosaline's book first but I felt that it was okay not to have read it first? Not reading it did not take away Paris's story.

"My advice to you is to stay calm, try to enjoy it, and remember at the end of the day it's only baking."

Paris Daillencourt is selected to be on the next season of BBC's Bake Expectations. He starts off strong but slowly his anxiety and need to feel perfect slowly starts to overtake and he begins to struggle on the show. While on the show he meets Tariq Hassan where they instantly connected. Tariq acknowledges Paris's anxiety and works with him but ultimately knows that it is beyond what he can do to help.

"I just don't - I don't know how to not be terrified all the time."

I think the reason why I enjoyed this so much was how I related this to Paris. I don't think my anxiety is as bad as what was detailed in this book but I similarly have these thoughts daily. I am constantly worried about saying the wrong thing, posting the wrong thing, just being judged by everyone around me whether I know them or not. It definitely comes through when I am packing for a trip or trying to plan an outfit. I think but what if it's this, but what if it's that. I will share my thoughts with my husband of all these things and he just looks at me and I say I know its exhausted being in this brain. I am not sure how my husband puts up with it but I think he has learned to just let me work through it and is there for some stable ground when I need him. I just wanted to give Paris a big hug.

"I just wish I could be half as...everything as you are."
"Honey, I wish I was half as everything as you think I am."

I really LOVE Tariq. He challenged Paris in so many ways and wanted Paris to be the best version of himself that he knew he could be. And I also really liked that he didn't just go back to him when Paris showed he was getting better. He waited and gave him more time to work through his treatment. In the end he could not turn off the charm that is Paris. I loved his family and the role that they play in his life. I also thought it was refreshing to have a male love interest who isn't willing to give up his beliefs for anyone. He knows who he is and isn't going to compromise that. I also loved that he recognized that their relationship could be a showmance which I feel like is very common among reality tv relationships - kudos to Alexis for including this.

One item that we wished we had more resolution was Paris's parents. I wanted to know more about their story with being neglectful and why they are choosing to ignore their only child. I understand there are parents who choose to do this and it makes me so angry. I hope through therapy Paris stops reaching out to them and carves his own life away from them (which I guess that is what he does). I feel his need to be perfect stems from his need to get the attention from his parents. He is constantly to try to prove he is worthy and exceeding in life.

Another reason why I enjoyed this so much is because my husband and I went through a phase and binged watched all the seasons of the Great British Bake Off during the pandemic. It took me back to those episodes and the cheekiness of the hosts with the contestants.

I love that Alexis included recipes featured in the story at the end of the book. I love these added bonus elements that authors will include - recipes, playlists, etc.

Bravo! I can't wait to go back to read Rosaline and see what the next book in the Bake Expectations beholds.

It's obvious this book isn't for everybody, but I have absolutely never felt as seen or represented as I have with Paris. It is a little exhausting sometimes being in his head, but let me tell you as someone whose brain works very much the same way, it's very exhausting being the one with those thoughts as well. I very rarely highlight when reading, but this passage spoke to me on such a level and is something I deal with everyday that I just had to share it in case it resonates with someone else too and they also want to pick up this sometimes difficult, but in my opinion amazing book:

"And now he was having to make a winter pie and a summer tart-wait, it was a winter pie and summer tart wasn't it? Not a winter tart and a summer pie? No that was stupid because he was planning these all week and he'd have noticed if he'd had it the wrong way round. [expletive removed so I can post on Amazon lol]. He would have noticed, wouldn't he? He'd checked. He'd definitely checked. He thought he remembered checking on Tuesday, but maybe he'd been checking something else." (any typos here are my own and not reflective of Hall's work as my copy wouldn't let me copy and paste).

If that sounds like a rough though process to deal with, let me assure you it is, but it is also one that many people, myself included, deal with with almost everything they do. And my heart would break for Paris as he went through these thoughts, and slowly derailed a lot of very good things in his life. This book was eye opening in so many ways, as I've stopped and thought about how my self sabatouging ideas could be hurting those around me, or if I'm exhausting people as much as a lot of reviewers have claimed (which is not a helpful thought to have when you have a tendency to spiral).

I've made this review very much about me and I do apologize, but I really think that's what's beautiful about this book. A lot of literature (that I've read, but I'll take recs for others as well) that deals with characters with anxiety have them being maybe a little nervous, or eccentric, or even anxious, but I don't feel like they really get the deep spiraling nature of an anxiety disorder that goes so far beyond those things. This book absolutely nailed that for me and for that, I appreciate it more than I can likely say.

There's also a lot of reviewers saying this isn't a romance, which I get as it is more a character story driven by a character that not everyone isn't going to like. It's more a story of Paris, what's in his head, how he can grow and change if he puts in the work (again, as I can not stress this enough I think that's so important). But I still somewhat disagree that it isn't a romance. There's a lot of dating, some at times very awkward flirting, and I felt it ended with a HFN that I definitely enjoyed. This is sometimes what romance for a person with anxiety looks like. It has it's highs and lows, and I thought overall it was sweet and enjoyable.

This might be my longest review ever, so I'll just end it by thanking Hall for these wonderful characters and story. I enjoyed every minute of it, even when it sometimes was difficult to read

I loved Rosaline Palmer takes the cake, and I was so excited for this one. I requested on Netgalley, and I couldn't wait to read it. Then, I started reading reviews mentioning racist characters, and I became increasingly concerned. I then read the first two pages, and immediately recognized where the concerns came from. I wish I liked this one as much as a the first in the series.

I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of Paris Daillencourt is About to Crumble by Alexis Hall All thoughts and opinions are my own. Thanks to NetGalley and Forever (Grand Central Publishing) for this ARC.

This book is my second Alexis Hall novel, and I don't think that his writing style clicks with me. There were some aspects that I enjoyed about this book. I liked the setting of a baking reality show, and I found Paris's mental health journey interesting. But when you add the romance and the constant aggressive bantering, everything falls apart for me. I enjoy a book that ebbs and flows with the angst. Paris's romantic angst never seemed to ebb. It just built on itself until I didn't enjoy the romance at all. I give this book 2.5/5.

Thank you NetGalley for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.
This is the third book I have read by this author and to be honest, it was hard for me to finish. It had all the makings to be an amazing book. It was queer and had the book version of one of my favorite comfort shows. I just didn’t really like the main character at all. It some ways I related to Paris. I have anxiety and have a tendency to put my foot in my mouth. But there were points in the book I just wanted to grab him by the shoulders, shake him, and give him a Xanax. I’m also not entirely convinced that Paris and Tariq are a good match. They just didn’t seem to mesh well as a couple.

2.5 stars rounded up
This book gave me anxiety more than normal. Paris is an anxious person who doesn't think well of himself and doubts himself way too much. I had a really hard time reading this book. This book was not the right fit for me.

This book touched my heart so much. It made me laugh and cry and feel every emotion imaginable. I loved being back on the set for Bake Expectations after Rosaline Palmer Takes the Cake. It's a new season, so we have an entirely new cast of contestants. But we also have some returning characters, like the hilarious host, Grace. This book can completely stand alone, but it has some fun little nods to the previous book.

The new book focuses on Paris Daillencourt, a young man from great wealth. He has generalized anxiety disorder, but isn't aware of it when the book starts. There's such powerful discussion of mental health.

I fell hard for Tariq. In the author's note, Alexis Hall talks about intentionally wanting to include a Muslim character in this series. Tariq was fantastic and defied stereotypes. He engaged with what it means to be both religious and queer and how to navigate people's expectations of both identities.

Though this book is a romance about the two for them, it is especially Paris's story. It's his mental health journey, we experience all of his emotions and worries with him through the first person point of view.

Thank you to Forever and NetGalley for the advanced reader copy. These opinions are my own.

4.5 stars rounded up

Thank you, NetGalley, Forever (Grand Central Publishing), Forever, for the chance to read this book in exchange of an honest review.

TW: anxiety, panic attack, Islamophobia, cyberbulling

Paris Daillencourt has a passion for baking, a classics degree and his cat, but he's tormented by insecurities and self-doubts. When his roomate enters him in Bake Expectations, the nation's favourite baking show, he is sure he'll be sent home right away. But not only he wins the first week's challenge, but also get to meet a fellow contestant, the confident Tariq, a cute boy. Still neither his growing romance, his baking can help him with his self-doubts and insecuries and with cyberbulling attacks, his growing confidence slowly melts away. Slowly, though, he will learn to gace his past, present and future and realizes what he truly is and deserves from life.

Paris Daillencourt is about to crumble is another brilliant, hilarious and sweet rom-com from the author of the bestseeling Boyfriend material, Alexi Hall. This book is simply scrumptious and delicious. It's sweet and deals with many important themes like anxiety, anxiety attack, self-doubts, insecurities, cyberbulling, microaggression and so much more. Paris is a wonderful main characters, amazingly relatable in his insecurities and fear and his journey in finding the strenght in facing them, in being more confident in himself and his abilities was a pleasure to read.
The setting, the baking contest is a brilliant one and I loved everything about it and how the growing romance with Tariq is combined with Paris' growth and confidence, in this fantastic book about finding love and oneself, facing one's insecurities and fears, past and future and growing up, being more oneself. Truly lovely.