It's obvious this book isn't for everybody, but I have absolutely never felt as seen or represented as I have with Paris. It is a little exhausting sometimes being in his head, but let me tell you as someone whose brain works very much the same way, it's very exhausting being the one with those thoughts as well. I very rarely highlight when reading, but this passage spoke to me on such a level and is something I deal with everyday that I just had to share it in case it resonates with someone else too and they also want to pick up this sometimes difficult, but in my opinion amazing book:

"And now he was having to make a winter pie and a summer tart-wait, it was a winter pie and summer tart wasn't it? Not a winter tart and a summer pie? No that was stupid because he was planning these all week and he'd have noticed if he'd had it the wrong way round. [expletive removed so I can post on Amazon lol]. He would have noticed, wouldn't he? He'd checked. He'd definitely checked. He thought he remembered checking on Tuesday, but maybe he'd been checking something else." (any typos here are my own and not reflective of Hall's work as my copy wouldn't let me copy and paste).

If that sounds like a rough though process to deal with, let me assure you it is, but it is also one that many people, myself included, deal with with almost everything they do. And my heart would break for Paris as he went through these thoughts, and slowly derailed a lot of very good things in his life. This book was eye opening in so many ways, as I've stopped and thought about how my self sabatouging ideas could be hurting those around me, or if I'm exhausting people as much as a lot of reviewers have claimed (which is not a helpful thought to have when you have a tendency to spiral).

I've made this review very much about me and I do apologize, but I really think that's what's beautiful about this book. A lot of literature (that I've read, but I'll take recs for others as well) that deals with characters with anxiety have them being maybe a little nervous, or eccentric, or even anxious, but I don't feel like they really get the deep spiraling nature of an anxiety disorder that goes so far beyond those things. This book absolutely nailed that for me and for that, I appreciate it more than I can likely say.

There's also a lot of reviewers saying this isn't a romance, which I get as it is more a character story driven by a character that not everyone isn't going to like. It's more a story of Paris, what's in his head, how he can grow and change if he puts in the work (again, as I can not stress this enough I think that's so important). But I still somewhat disagree that it isn't a romance. There's a lot of dating, some at times very awkward flirting, and I felt it ended with a HFN that I definitely enjoyed. This is sometimes what romance for a person with anxiety looks like. It has it's highs and lows, and I thought overall it was sweet and enjoyable.

This might be my longest review ever, so I'll just end it by thanking Hall for these wonderful characters and story. I enjoyed every minute of it, even when it sometimes was difficult to read

I loved Rosaline Palmer takes the cake, and I was so excited for this one. I requested on Netgalley, and I couldn't wait to read it. Then, I started reading reviews mentioning racist characters, and I became increasingly concerned. I then read the first two pages, and immediately recognized where the concerns came from. I wish I liked this one as much as a the first in the series.

I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of Paris Daillencourt is About to Crumble by Alexis Hall All thoughts and opinions are my own. Thanks to NetGalley and Forever (Grand Central Publishing) for this ARC.

This book is my second Alexis Hall novel, and I don't think that his writing style clicks with me. There were some aspects that I enjoyed about this book. I liked the setting of a baking reality show, and I found Paris's mental health journey interesting. But when you add the romance and the constant aggressive bantering, everything falls apart for me. I enjoy a book that ebbs and flows with the angst. Paris's romantic angst never seemed to ebb. It just built on itself until I didn't enjoy the romance at all. I give this book 2.5/5.

Thank you NetGalley for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.
This is the third book I have read by this author and to be honest, it was hard for me to finish. It had all the makings to be an amazing book. It was queer and had the book version of one of my favorite comfort shows. I just didn’t really like the main character at all. It some ways I related to Paris. I have anxiety and have a tendency to put my foot in my mouth. But there were points in the book I just wanted to grab him by the shoulders, shake him, and give him a Xanax. I’m also not entirely convinced that Paris and Tariq are a good match. They just didn’t seem to mesh well as a couple.

2.5 stars rounded up
This book gave me anxiety more than normal. Paris is an anxious person who doesn't think well of himself and doubts himself way too much. I had a really hard time reading this book. This book was not the right fit for me.

This book touched my heart so much. It made me laugh and cry and feel every emotion imaginable. I loved being back on the set for Bake Expectations after Rosaline Palmer Takes the Cake. It's a new season, so we have an entirely new cast of contestants. But we also have some returning characters, like the hilarious host, Grace. This book can completely stand alone, but it has some fun little nods to the previous book.

The new book focuses on Paris Daillencourt, a young man from great wealth. He has generalized anxiety disorder, but isn't aware of it when the book starts. There's such powerful discussion of mental health.

I fell hard for Tariq. In the author's note, Alexis Hall talks about intentionally wanting to include a Muslim character in this series. Tariq was fantastic and defied stereotypes. He engaged with what it means to be both religious and queer and how to navigate people's expectations of both identities.

Though this book is a romance about the two for them, it is especially Paris's story. It's his mental health journey, we experience all of his emotions and worries with him through the first person point of view.

Thank you to Forever and NetGalley for the advanced reader copy. These opinions are my own.

4.5 stars rounded up

Thank you, NetGalley, Forever (Grand Central Publishing), Forever, for the chance to read this book in exchange of an honest review.

TW: anxiety, panic attack, Islamophobia, cyberbulling

Paris Daillencourt has a passion for baking, a classics degree and his cat, but he's tormented by insecurities and self-doubts. When his roomate enters him in Bake Expectations, the nation's favourite baking show, he is sure he'll be sent home right away. But not only he wins the first week's challenge, but also get to meet a fellow contestant, the confident Tariq, a cute boy. Still neither his growing romance, his baking can help him with his self-doubts and insecuries and with cyberbulling attacks, his growing confidence slowly melts away. Slowly, though, he will learn to gace his past, present and future and realizes what he truly is and deserves from life.

Paris Daillencourt is about to crumble is another brilliant, hilarious and sweet rom-com from the author of the bestseeling Boyfriend material, Alexi Hall. This book is simply scrumptious and delicious. It's sweet and deals with many important themes like anxiety, anxiety attack, self-doubts, insecurities, cyberbulling, microaggression and so much more. Paris is a wonderful main characters, amazingly relatable in his insecurities and fear and his journey in finding the strenght in facing them, in being more confident in himself and his abilities was a pleasure to read.
The setting, the baking contest is a brilliant one and I loved everything about it and how the growing romance with Tariq is combined with Paris' growth and confidence, in this fantastic book about finding love and oneself, facing one's insecurities and fears, past and future and growing up, being more oneself. Truly lovely.

I love the intent of this series, with messy queer people in a baking competition. But if the first book was a tough read, this one is even more difficult. I’m fine with a character coming off as unlikable in a romance or romance adjacent book, but this book crossed a line in doing so. There’s being “flawed” and dealing with anxiety, but that doesn’t justify racism. Granted, it’s more out of ignorance at first, but the fact that Paris kept making “gaffes,” from not knowing what he was doing when making knish to putting his foot in his mouth when conversing with Tariq, implying Tariq wouldn’t know what technology was since he was Muslim. It would be one thing if it was called out each time and Paris reflects on it, but no! It’s just chocked up to his anxiety! Mental illness does not make you racist!

3.5 rounded up to 4 stars. Bumped up because it made me tear up exactly one time.
I didn't love this book like I loved Rosaline's story, but it wasn't quuuite a "meh" for me.
Paris's head is an uncomfortable place to be for the first three quarters of the book which makes it somewhat difficult to get through. He's dealing with an undiagnosed anxiety disorder and you can really feel that while reading. It's rough, but makes the difference so stark when Paris finally seeks help.
Once again like with Rosaline's story I didn't read this for the romance - which is totally fine if you know that going into it. Personally I'm just here for Grace Forsyth's antics.

✨Book Review✨

🍰 I had high expectations for the second book in the Winner Bakes All series - "Paris Daillencourt is About to Crumble." I loved "Rosaline Palmer Takes the Cake," but this book left me wanting more. 2⭐

🍪 Paris and Tariq have a meet-disaster on the set of the Bake Expectations baking show. Paris is nervous all the time and he is constantly putting his foot in his mouth. Will he be able to get out of his head in order to succeed in the competition and explore what could be possible between him and Tariq?

🏳️‍🌈 I love the LGBTQ+ rep in this book and I like that part of the book includes the competitors watching as their episodes air and Twitter streams from that time. I always love the baking parts of these types of books, especially since I'm watching the current season of #GBBO.

🧠 Unfortunately, I never connected with Paris and the constant discussions of his anxiety made me anxious. I was missing the chemistry between Paris and Tariq and this book just didn't flow or feel fun to me.

Thank you @readforeverpub and @netgalley for the eARC in exchange my honest review.

⚠️ intense anxiety, on-screen panic attack, possible dissociation, frequent needless micro- and macro-aggressions related to religious discrimination, crappy parents

Shareability: I wouldn't recommend this one 🤷‍♀️

Spice: Minimal romance and no spice - feels disappointing in what is billed as a romance novel

Pairs well with: strawberries 🍓

The premise of this book is great: an M/M romance with Muslim rep, anxiety rep, diversity, a British baking competition and a cat! However the execution of this premise didn’t always work for me.

Alexis Hall has written some of my very favorite books, Glitterland, For Real and Boyfriend Material, but this book didn’t flow as well for me regarding the pacing. Paris’s inner monologue and unrelenting self-doubt and self-consciousness felt exhausting and that may have been the purpose of Hall writing this character because there is never any question that he’s a great writer. It was also a little bit of a challenge to feel sympathy for a white male from a privileged background who seems so whiny. Maybe if his background and discovery of his anxiety was explained from the beginning, I would have had empathy early on. (On a personal note, I also cope with anxiety and appreciate the various ways it manifests and is treated.)

The aftermath of Paris hitting Tariq in the face with the fridge door is an example of how it’s all about Paris. Tariq reassuring Paris later fell into that non-white person trying to make a white person feel better about their mistake. But why?

This book was a struggle for me to get through and I think Tariq is too good for Paris. I read a lot of diverse romance and want to promote it as much as possible but this is a book I’d recommend with reservations.

I’d say read this for the diversity, the excellent baking contest backdrop and the cast of secondary characters that lend authenticity and comic relief to the story.

Thank you to NetGalley for an ARC of this book in exchange for my honest review.

This was a more unique and interesting read for me. I have never read anything from Alexis Hall before, so I was intrigued when I saw this. Paris Daillencourt Is About to Crumble is about Paris and Tariq, who are contestants in a baking show.

I should start buying saying this doesn’t give a romantic comedy feel. It’s more just contemporary fiction with some relationship development sprinkled in- which is not bad, just not what was expected.

The overall baking show plot was really exciting for me, as I am a huge fan of them. It added an extra element to the plot that peaks my interest. That honestly became my biggest interest of the book. I was initially interested to read about a character with anxiety like me, but it overtook the book and made anxiety out to be pretty negative.

Paris’ anxiety slowly overtook everything and put a negative viewpoint on it. As someone who suffers with anxiety myself, it was honestly exhausting to be inside his head and didn’t make me feel validated, just overwhelmed. I also did not like a few of Paris’ comments and viewpoints. I just did not mesh with him as a main character unfortunately.

Overall, this book unfortunately did not work for me and my tastes. That’s not to say people won’t enjoy it, but I personally struggled with it.

This is a cute novel about a baking competition and a boy named Paris. I loved loved loved seeing them go through the competition and seeing Paris and Tariq's relationship blossom. It made me want to watch the great Canadian baking show all over again.

This novel deals with GAD and mental health issues. While I appreciate that from this novel I did find Paris a bit much at times. Always apologizing and crying. I found it to be a bit overdone but I understood the point.

That being said the ending was what brought this book up in rating for me. I will be checking out more from this author as I haven't read anything by her yet. Overall a solid good read!

Thank you to netgalley and hatchette books for this ARD

I loved the concept of this book, but unfortunately it just wasn't for me. Reading about Paris' anxiety hit too close to home in many ways, and it felt like he never really worked through it. I do think the book is really well written and many people will absolutely love it, though!

Paris Daillencourt is About to Crumble is a more poignant book than I anticipated, well-written and thoughtfully constructed. It's told from Paris's sole POV, and follows his time on a baking show, his growing attraction to his fellow contestant Tariq, and - primarily - his struggles with anxiety and path towards getting help. The primary thing that stands out to me in the book is the commitment to what it feels like to be in Paris's POV at the depths of a mental health crisis. I think for the depiction to be at all realistic, the book really had to lean into how repetitive, cyclical, and inescapable anxiety can feel - and the POV really does bring the reader into that experience. I suppose readers' mileage may vary on that - for me, it made me feel very tender towards the character, and also made the read feel quite angsty at times (which is a plus, for me). And I appreciated that while Tariq was kind and understanding, he wasn't endlessly patient- the moments where he drew boundaries around how he needed to be treated were important and, I thought, extremely well-judged.

Mostly, though, the treatment of Paris's anxiety throughout the book made the ending feel extraordinarily cathartic, without relying on cheap tropes of love (or even therapy!) magically "curing" everything. The change we see Paris go through feels very realistic in its scope, but is absolutely massive in its emotional effect on the reader. Which I just don't think could have worked if the book hadn't taken us to the depths it did. The pacing of getting a character to go through a major change - the kind of change that can take people years and years in real life - in the span of a book, and have it feel authentic and meaningful to the reader, is not easy to do, and this book didn't pull any punches in terms of what it takes to make that work. For anyone who really likes a romance structured on some angsty poignancy (though not without levity) followed by a catharsis that feels entirely earned, this book has it in spades.

The romantic storyline blends well into all of this - it's not the sole/main focus (and I think having it be the sole focus would have led to problematic "love cures all" stuff as mentioned above) but I did find it very sweet and the ending to be fittingly optimistic.

From the author:
Main character with an undiagnosed anxiety disorder (that does get diagnosed), on page panic attack, hospital stay due to panic attack, treatment plan for anxiety disorder discussed, emotionally unavailable parents, very graphic swearing, cyberbullying, religious and racial microaggressions, Islamophobia (challenged).

Trigger Warnings: Nudity, cursing, alcohol, bar, anxiety, neglectful parents, homophobia, racism, Islamophobia, panic attack, hospital, medication, therapy

Representation: Gay, British Bangladeshi Muslim, Fat

Paris Daillencourt is About to Crumble is the second installment in the Winner Bakes All trilogy. On another season of Bake Expectations, we have contestant Paris Daillencourt, a student with an undiagnosed anxiety disorder. When his roommate signs him up for the show, Paris is faced with a whole new set of challenges including another contestant, Tariq. Will their bond be as easy as pie?

To be honest, I liked the first book much better. This book is well written and very detailed but the story feels like it takes a long time to get going. This story is definitely not a cute love story, but a contemporary romance instead. It’s important to know that going in to the story. The author’s use of banter and wit continues to ring true in this book. And I definitely wish I liked this book better, especially with such an awesome cover!

As someone with an anxiety disorder, I’m aware we’re all different but I could not relate to Paris. Sometimes his racing thoughts and self-doubt were spot on but others seemed so exaggerated that they weren’t believable. I think the book blames his anxiety for all of his awful behavior, as does he, but in reality he has a ton of trauma to unpack from his childhood. I wish this was more focused on since his absent parents were constantly talked about.

*2.5 stars*
This is marketed as a m/m contemporary romance. STOP. It is not a romance. I mean the characters get together in the end but honestly they should not. The author has also not given any tangible reason for me to believe that they will last together.

Phew.

I had no idea the protagonists in this would be so young. That's where it all unravels I think in it being sold as a romance. Paris has so many issues and tbh even by the end of the book I don't get the sense that he has sufficiently worked on them enough to be with someone else. I am sorry, but he needs to have moved further to convince me he can be in a healthy relationship with someone else. His parents are also First class Pricks.

Tariq was fun. His family scenes were my best in the book. I liked how thoughtfully the author also wrote about his religious beliefs. That was cool.

I enjoyed reading about the actual baking but I won't lie that seeing most of them through Paris's viewpoint took out some of my enjoyment.

IDK don't read this expecting fluff. Or believing the blurb.

A huge thank you to NetGalley and Forever Publishing for the ARC.

This book really says a lot about Alexis Hall's talent and skill as a writer--on one hand, Paris is a nearly unbearable character to read, because Hall has so smartly crafted the experience of Paris' anxiety to the point where it takes over the narration, making reading through Paris' voice FEEL like anxiety itself, And yet, Hall manages to keep the book propulsive and readable even though the worst of Paris' anxiety spirals, infusing what is a quite heavy narrative with the kind of effervescence that fits what readers have come to expect of an Alexis Hall novel, Moreover, when all seems essentially doomed, Hall manages to turn the boat around, finds a way for Paris to improve (without feeling like he is 'fixed') and expose a more genuine understanding of his other characters--which was previously obscured by Paris' constant self-castigation. What emerges is a book that is extremely sharp and smart, if not always perfectly delightful to read--yet made all the sharper and smarter for the sake of that discomfort.

Thanks to the publisher and Netgalley for the complimentary ARC. All opinions provided are my own.

With Alexis Hall’s Paris Daillencourt’s About to Crumble we’re back with the mayhem and fun of Bake Expectations, this time with aforementioned Paris, a very anxious, gorgeous, & talented person who was signed up for the show by his roommate.

Popping with moments of humor, like the opening absurd & very naked scene & basically every moment with show host, Grace Forsyth, this book can be a lot of fun.

But much of the book is heavy as well, with Paris often being very self-critical & often self-loathing, unable to see any potential in himself or a rationale for why someone might want to spend time with him.

While part of me appreciates this very thorough consideration of generalized anxiety disorder, as other reviewers have noted it isn’t always easy to read. Partially because of this it’s a big relief when Paris eventually does seek outside help, & then there’s a real hopefulness to the story I enjoyed.

I wouldn’t really call this a romance & I think the pub has been open about that. But there is the potential for a possibly long-term, honest romantic relationship there—even if it feels bogged down for much of the book with all of the “talks” Paris & Tariq have to have.

I liked this one but it didn’t make my heart go pitter patter.

3.5 ⭐️. Out 11/01.

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I really wanted to love this one as much as the first one in the series but sadly, that was not the case. I had a hard time reading about Paris’ anxiety and lack of confidence. I’m not sure if it was because his anxiety cycles hit too close to home or if it was the seemingly neverending secondhand embarrassment I felt on his behalf. This book will not be for everyone. Paris comes across as a mess who is whiny at times. I found myself cringing my through the book. That’s not to say that this is a bad story by any means. I think what Hall presented was a truthful picture of some people’s experience with anxiety. The plot was solid. The writing was phenomenal as usual. I just didn’t jive with the repetitiveness of Paris’ anxiety cycles because they mirrored my own at times. It seemed to enhance my own anxiety which is how I know that its an accurate portrayal. Definitely check the trigger warnings before diving in to this one. I think someone who is in the right frame of mind will enjoy this one. So, in my opinion, everyone should give it a shot. I still plan on picking up the other books in this series when they are published. It’s a wonderful setting that will always bring me back for more. 3 stars because I know that this was more of a “me” issue than any real problem with the book.