Thank you to NetGalley and Forever publishing!

I'm usually a fan of Alexis Hall, and I was looking forward to enjoying this new book in the show'verse! I've recently finished Boyfriend Material, and I thought it very funny that a similar joke was repeated in this one (with similar success). I was looking forward to reading the anxiety rep, as someone with anxiety.

The anxiety was well-written and very true to form-- I recognized many of my thought patterns spirallings, the "I just got lucky", the assumption that hatred/dislike of others is a given, and that for people to put up with you, you do things for them. (Never as a knock on *them*, of course, this is all because you're not great)

Unfortunately, that was where I best was. Tariq and Paris, despite being 20, very much both read as ... older (Tariq's usual endearment of calling everyone "Honey" what seemed like every other page certainly didn't help). After an awkward not-quite meet-cute, an awkwarder conversation after, the relationship started to build and.... not in directions I felt comfortable with. Paris seemed a pretty lousy boyfriend, with Tariq always holding his hand, or trying to help. I couldn't understand from what we've been given of Paris (he's rich, he's lonely, he has anxiety, he's very pretty) what might convince Tariq that the project of Paris was so worth it to stick through all that he's heard?

Tariq truly seemed to deserve better. His family was lovely. He felt strongly about standing up for himself, but it seemed to come out oddly at times, like when he thought he was facing homophobia-- again, because he's supposed to be 20, and youthfully upset-- but it felt... odd. just as Paris taking Tariq to his former school, and the comment that Paris had only graduated a few years ago. Paris's subplot with his parents works best that he's so young, but. . . otherwise, it didn't really feel like they were the age they were supposed to be. Tariq, half the time, is having to explain why what Paris said was offensive-- about his being a practicing Muslim, about why and who he was. It felt a bit much-- I really don't understand what's enough for Tariq want to try again, other than this is a rom-com? That would be the end for me.

I was put in mind of this article by Asia Monet: https://ashiamonetb.medium.com/queer-love-interests-of-color-and-the-white-gaze-8928b7b5e6ad. While I don't think everything in this book reflects the downfalls of the relationship here, parts are far too similar for me.

I understand Paris's anxiety, and thought that very well-written. I wish the relationship had felt the same.

This is not a romcom! I repeat this is not a romcom! Think of a gay Bridget Jones like Henry Fry’s First Time for Everything. The books have the same kind of vibes.

A story like this isn’t for everyone. Paris is a mess and very whiny at times. He causes many cringe-worthy situations, and some might find the story, or Paris in particular, over the top or exhausting. Not me, though.

I don’t see myself as an anxious person, even though I can stress about certain things. And with these stressful situations in mind, I felt I could relate to Paris and understand his worries, his want to have control, and his blackouts in conversations (not being able to speak in full sentences). While reading, I smiled, and I flinched, sometimes simultaneously. Despite Paris being so whiny at times, he also felt endearing to me, and I wanted to protect him at all costs. My chest tightened multiple times when he texted his parents and I wanted to flip my middle finger and say f*ck you to those people.

I loved how Alexis Hall portrayed Tariq, a very gay queen ánd Muslim. The part where Tariq explains to Paris why he can be fully Muslim and fully gay is one of my favorites. And that ending was, well, one that fits the story perfectly, in my opinion.

I really loved Paris Daillencourt! I'm a big fan of GBBO so I knew I would enjoy reading this book series. It was fun to jump back into the same "show" as Rosalie Palmer, but get a completely different experience. Alexis Hall does an excellent job of portraying someone with anxiety and showing how it impacts their life. I left reading this book thoroughly entertained and with a better understanding of how anxiety impacts people. The only thing I could ask for was more detail on thee other contestants because they really enhanced the novel and made Bake Expectations feel real.

Alexis Hall is one of my favorite authors and I’m so excited to review his next book PARIS DAILLENCOURT IS ABOUT TO CRUMBLE. The title really says it all book friends. And in my other posts where the main character is dealing with mental health issues, readers should be cautioned when reading as it is very clear early on that our MC has difficulties with his mental health.

Paris is a wealthy college kid who has many insecurities and fears, but his roommate and only friend, enters him into a bake off in order to help him. Though it does the opposite, Paris eventually finds help after a panic attack that ends him up in a hospital.

Hall deftly writes a story about how people deal with crippling anxiety, relationships that have set boundaries, and new friendships that can help people feel seen.

If you’re a fan of Great British Bake Off and Alexis Hall’s seamless way of combining humor, romance, and wit into a deliciously baked story, then make sure to check this one out.

Happy Reading ~ Cece

Arc provided by Netgalley so thank you!

So this was adorable? Yes. This has the sweetness of Great British Bake-Off and the queer joy of a rainbow. Laugh out loud funny, banter-filled, and heart felt, Paris is the fun read we needed. It deals with identities and mental health too. It’s amazing how someone can take so much and put it all in one story. I need to go back and read the first one! You won’t want to miss this! Love to see queer love represented like this! ❤️❤️🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

With thanks to NetGalley and Forever for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.

This is an instance where I've had to sit with my thoughts for a couple of days in order to process my feelings about a book. Overall I found Paris Daillencourt is About to Crumble an engaging read.

There was:
*witty banter aplenty
*two sweet heroes I just wanted to hug tight
*well done anxiety representation
*so much good foodie talk

Paris and Tariq are the type of characters I find myself rooting for from the jump. Tariq was this (mostly) joyful, expressive, loves life kind of fellow while Paris was a little bit awkward, very inside his head, competent but self-sabotaging sweetheart. And I liked seeing them make a connection and try to make it work. But goodness was it also hard at times.

The depiction of anxiety in this book was, as is typical of Alexis Hall, very well done. And there was an overall feeling of this story being a rom-com but I couldn't let myself feel that completely because I was so focused on Paris. Because he spends much of the book with his anxiety disorder undiagnosed, I just felt my heart hurting. Not to mention every interaction, or should we say lack thereof, with his parents. That issue was completely unresolved and I'm not gonna lie it did bother me. Thankfully Tariq's family was a spark of light that was badly needed.

One other note I want to mention is that Paris and Tariq are in their early 20s and the way they were written felt authentic to that age. So in that regard as a romance this very much felt like an HFN rather than an HEA. And I'm okay with that because this story for me was more about character growth...although I did love these sweet angel babies together as a couple.

As someone who finds Alexis Hall's storytelling compulsively readable there was a lot to like in this book but I also know it wasn't perfect and won't connect with everyone. But for me it was a winner.

Finally a book I can relate to!!

I loved Paris as a character and the anxiety representation. I suffer from severe anxiety and as I read what he was thinking, I felt that. DEEPLY!!

I absolutely loved the cooking show aspect!! I’m obsessed with cooking shows and cooking competitions—it’s a problem how much I love them, but I don’t care!! The romance was fun and left me wanting more!!! I loved this book!!

Alexis Hall never disappoints me!! I love all his books and this one is no different!! Definitely a auto-buy author for me!!

Thank you to Netgalley and Forever (Grand Central Publishing) for gifting me an eARC in exchange for my honest review.

Well, I love Alexis Hall’s books. Which was why I was so excited to get this copy.
Be mindful there were triggers of anxiety, panic attacks and racism to name a few.
If you are in any way familiar with baking shows than you will enjoy the storyline. I thought it was interesting.

Paris’s roommate signed him up to do this popular baking show called Bake Expectations. He admired the show for many years. Unfortunately, his anxiety and tireless thoughts though were overwhelming for him. I liked Paris, and yet I felt bad for him. Tariq, a fellow contestant, brought joy to his life, but he was also the competition. I liked Tariq enough, but wanted more of them together. I have to sadly admit, all the negative head space that occupied Paris’s brain was really exhausting and sad to read. Paris needed help, or something. He was so stressed out.

I thought his parents were awful, his roommate wasn’t too helpful, and Tariq tried to help.
I liked the ending and it did end in a hopeful note which was a relief.
Overall, this was a good story and I’m hoping to read the next book in the series since I’m a huge fan of his previous books.

Thanks to the publisher and Netgalley for my copy in exchange for my honest review.

I think it's time for me to throw in the towel on Alexis Hall books because this was the latest one that I just couldn't find much to like about in it.

The main problem, as many other reviewers have noted, is that Paris, the protagonist, is just not someone you want to be in the head of for so many pages. His journey with anxiety was absolutely important and while it was relatable, it also did not make for a fun character to stay with. His dialogue is especially glaring because it also seems to infantilize him more than anything, and I don't necessarily relate to that, especially since he is mostly high functioning with his anxiety. His rambles are eye-roll inducing and the constant apologies just made you exasperated by him. It was impossible to understand how Tariq wanted to date him instantly considering that his only personality trait is anxiety.

Then there's Tariq, who quite frankly, I also didn't really like. He's judgmental, he constantly makes digs at Paris, and I didn't buy the romance on either side of the equation with them. I was questioning what they like about each other and by the end of the book, I still didn't really know. Their relationship also develops on such a quick timeline that it seems like by their third date, Paris is already meeting Tariq's entire family which just felt weird.

On the same vein as the quick timeline, Paris' recovery with anxiety also feels super abrupt, as if all of his apologizing and anxiety is solved by a few weeks in therapy... very much not the case in real life.

ARC provided by Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.

Paris Daillencourt is a book that is hard to review and I keep changing what I say. It's obviously five stars, but if you have anxiety please read this when you're in a good headspace because Paris' anxiety is soul crushing and seeps into him as a person and just makes his entire life bad. And it's hard to read. 
I also want to mention at the top that I wouldn't really call this a romance novel. The romance plot is stronger in the beginning/end, but most of the middle chunk of this book is about Paris' mental health journey. 

That being said I adored Paris and Tariq and them figuring out their relationship. They get together quickly, which isn't always my favorite and then they work together to try to make this relationship work. 
As with an Alexis Hall book, the humor is here and it's glorious, (Laser Tag! The Daves! The dating your cat joke!) but a big chunk of this book is just sad. Paris is struggling and won't admit it until he hits rock bottom and when he does it hurts. But you see him come out of it and slowly start to heal and get his anxiety under control. 
What I liked about this one compared to Rosaline Palmer was we got to see the show airing which was a fun twist. Rosaline and Harry are mentioned but not on page and I"M FINE IT'S FINE. But there is a cameo from RP that made me set my kindle down and silently scream. 
I don't want to spoil anything with the plot, but Paris' relationship with his parents is interesting and a part of me liked how it was resolved (or not resolved) and there is a text exchange at the end that made me cry. But, also Tariq's family was iconic and I am obsessed with all of them. The Laser Tag scene will live rent free in my mind forever. 
I cried approximately six times while reading this book (all in the last 40% of the book) and had to go to work with puffy eyes so. 
Reading reviews for this one was possibly a mistake, people are complaining that Paris' anxiety is exhausting and A LOT and even criticising him for not getting help earlier and like -- i get it. And that's the point of the book. This is a book that shows how bad anxiety can get and how bad it gets before someone tries to get help. It's not supposed to be fun, it's painful to see someone go through that (or go through it yourself). 
I'm not saying people have to like this book, there is room for criticism and plenty to criticize, it's just like...maybe recognize that your criticisms are the point of the book. 
All I'll say is that some of Paris' anxious/self loathing thoughts are thoughts I've had myself and sure his are a bit worse/dramatic than mine, but it is not fun to read reviews where people call it annoying and make judgements on how Paris should handle himself. 
I don't know how to wrap up this review but I really enjoyed this one. It's not really a romance novel, even though the romance was lovely. 

TW: absent parents, severe anxiety, panic attack, social media harassment, racist comments
(as a note I am not Muslim or South East Asian and cannot comment on the rep, but I beleive Hall used a sensitlity reader, but I would still consider seeking reviews from this community).

As always an Alexis Hall book is bound to have tons of laughter and this book keeps you laughing throughout the entire story.

I think that anyone who reads it should be aware that this book is more a story of Paris, his issues with his mental health, and how he works through that. It's less focused on the romance and the love story. We are in Paris's head most of the book, seeing his real thoughts on dealing with anxiety and how that manifests for him with all his interactions. It's a realistic outlook on someone who is dealing with anxiety, but I will say it is an intense view since there is a lot of constant negative thoughts Paris runs through in his mind.

Coming back to this series, we get to see the host, judges, and production team again from the first in the series. As before, this quirky cast from the baking show is hysterical to encounter throughout the read. I enjoyed seeing the representation in this book. Tariq and his family were so fun to read about because they were so unique.

It was a mixed fun and intense read, but overall quite enjoyable. It was really great to see Paris get help with his issues and ultimately be in such a better headspace by the end of the book.

I look forward to reading the next book in the series!

Thank you to Forever and NetGalley for an ARC in exchange for my honest review

Written in Alexis Hall's signature endearingly quirky style, this novel is simultaneously a coming of age story and a celebration of queerness....and baked goods. Paris and Tariq made me swoon, made me cringe, and made me laugh out loud. I adored the authenticity, awkwardness, inclusivity and vulnerability of all the characters as well as the positive mental health rep. This book is as sweet, decadent and delightful as a piece of cake and as comforting and full of heart as a warm hug. I LOVE this Winner Bakes All series and can't wait for more Bake Expectations' love stories!

Thank you so much to Forever and Netgalley for my copy.

📖 thank you netgalley for the ARC 📖

“From the bestselling author of Boyfriend Material comes a sweet and scrumptious romantic comedy about facing your insecurities, finding love, and baking it off, no matter what people say.”

CW: Racism, Islamophobia (challenged), on page panic attack

After finishing and LOVING Boyfriend Material recently I was super excited to receive this ARC and while I enjoyed parts of it, I didn’t love it. I loved the comedy and related to some of the characters in different ways. I feel like the Islamophobia was challenged but the talk about nazis seemed unneeded and added nothing to the story. As a white woman I’m obviously not the one to speak with any authority and will be looking for reviews from others that it applies to. I liked seeing Tariq being confident in himself and refusing to let others tell him how to “fit into” his religion or sexuality. Being in Paris’ head was exhausting and I know that’s what it’s like for those with anxiety but it was just a lot to read through with nothing really lightening the load, that’s was all his personality and we never really got to see any other side of him.

Overall I think it had great potential but fell a little flat for me.

Paris Daillencourt is About to Crumble is the story of an incredibly anxious 21-year-old gay man competing on a reality baking competition and learning that it's okay to be himself in the process. This book is well written and well paced, and every character feels book relatable and EXACTLY like someone who would be on the Great British Bake Off.
The narrative is interesting in that Paris starts out going about everything all wrong. He is forcing himself to do something he is uncomfortable with just to prove that he can, and when he can't it only makes his insecurities worse. Only after the show ends does he take real, actionable steps to deal with his mental health issues and become someone who can appreciate his loved ones the way that they deserve to be appreciated. Paris's issues feel raw and authentic and I know a lot of readers are going to feel very seen in reading this book.
Despite the rather heavy subject of mental health, Paris Daillencourt is About to Crumble still manages to be laugh-out-loud funny. The conceit of the reality TV show sets the book up well for baking-themed humor. Tariq is one of those effortlessly charming characters a lot of authors want to have as their love interest but just can't seem to execute. Overall, it's a delight to read.

4.5 stars rounded up.

I am a big fan of Alexis Hall. He has a talent for writing deeply thoughtful, respectful, and generous portrayals of diverse people from a wide variety of circumstances and groups. Paris Daillencourt Is About to Crumble is no different. A quick summary: the follow up to the very strong Rosaline Palmer Takes the Cake , PDIATC follows the eponymous Paris Daillencourt—classicist, baker, and mess extraordinaire—as he participates in a televised baking competition. While Paris does surprisingly well in the competition, his mental health simultaneously goes downhill. Meanwhile, he starts a thing with Tariq, a short, femme, gay, religious Muslim competitor. Shenanigans occur.

My take on this book: holy crap, it’s good. I really enjoyed the first book in this series, although a certain character dragged it down from being a perfect read for me. In comparison, PDIATC succeeds because it focuses less on the impact of secondary characters on the protagonist and more on the protagonist. Paris Daillencourt, as previously alluded to, is a mess. Dude has serious problems. I totally understand why some people would dislike this book: Paris is a lot. But the great thing about the book is that he grows. He learns from his mistakes, he gets help, and he becomes a better, stronger person.

This ties into my only critique of the book: I don’t know if this can really be considered a romance. It’s really more of a bildungsroman (featuring 20/21 year olds) than a story revolving around love. That’s not to say that romance isn’t present; but I think it important to note that at least half of the major story beats are unrelated to romance. In a lot of ways, this book is about Paris’s mental health journey and his struggle towards self-acceptance. That is certainly something to keep in mind before reading.

I would like to address certain other reviews of PDIATC, which decry the presence of racism, antisemitism, and Islamophobia in the book. “Something is afoot!” I thought when I first saw these reviews, instantly growing intrigued. Since when does Alexis Hall write something so divisive? Well, uh, he doesn’t. Let me be clear: there is Islamophobia and racism in the book. That being said, they are systematically torn apart every time they occur. For example: when Paris makes a thoughtless Islamophobic statement, he is rightly ripped a new one. When he asks what he did wrong, he is told that POC are not there to teach him right from wrong. He then does the work of his own volition to learn why what he said is problematic and to apologize for his actions. This marks a significant moment of character growth. (And regarding the antisemitism thing: there is a Jewish joke, it is not anti-Semitic, and it’s rather problematic to say that it is. I say this as a Jew.)

Anyways, to end on a positive note: I really, really like this book. It has fantastic representation (mental illness; sex positivity; religion; race); it goes in interesting directions that we don’t typically see in romances; and it’s funny as hell. I read it in one sitting. I understand why some people might dislike the book (like I said, Paris is a lot), but it’s absolutely worth a read. Recommended if you enjoy great representation; improbably named cats; romances without a misunderstanding at the 80% mark; books that are probably more bildungsroman than romance but romance still plays a prominent role; more HFN than HEA since the characters are 20; great descriptions of food.

**

Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for a copy of the ARC in exchange for an honest review. But never fear; I won’t let the power go to my head. My brand is being a bitter queen, after all. I have a reputation to uphold.

Finally a romance with anxiety representation. Paris may seem like an annoying character to some, but for many that suffer from anxiety, he's so relatable.

Loved the food competition setting, the anxiety representation, the romance, and the ending! Highly recommend to everyone.

Paris Daillencourt is About to Crumble by Alexis Hall is another feather in the cap of this author. While not as engaging as Hall’s Boyfriend Material and Husband Material, this was an eventful, fun ride that introduced us to characters set amongst the thrill of a televised baking competition. Fans of The Great British Baking Show will delight in the behind-the-scenes look of Hall’s fictitious baking show. Hall’s comedic style shines here.

My thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for this digital ARC. This is my honest and unbiased review.

Paris Daillencourt Is About to Crumble is the second book in Hall's Winner Bakes All series and it is such a worthy follow up to Rosaline Palmer Takes the Cake! New characters, new situations, some old familiar faces from the Bake Expectations crew.

We are back with Bake Expectations and a whole new set of contestants. The book follows Paris, who has been entered on the show by his roommate/best friend Morag. He's a skilled baker, has all the talent, ingenuity, and creativity to be spectacular. He also has a very real struggle with his overwhelming anxiety.

Paris initially connects with fellow contestant Tariq in a very unusual and unexpected way–Hall makes it funny and poignant and a very meet-ugly that somehow transforms to an unusual meet-cute. Tariq and Paris have a wonderful energy together and they are both exceedingly engaging as main characters. They work together well and it’s easy to forget how young they are sometimes. They both have an old soul quality and glimpses of a maturity that belies their years.

As always Hall's side characters are so three dimensional, even as they represent various stereotypes seen on the show. Same for Tariq's roommates. I loved Tariq's roommates.

Paris's anxiety is a major player in this book. He is so overcome with doubt, self image issues, imposter syndrome, negative self talk. It is written in such a way that you FEEL the spirals coming on, you get tense with him as his anxiety takes the wheel, you cringe at the lies his mind tells him , and you anxiously anticipate how he will react in the situations he finds himself in. It is a lot. And it is so accurate and so real and so absorbing. It hurts to watch him spiral but it is so familiar and relatable and he is written with such empathy and understanding.

Tariq deals with issues of his own—including racism, homophobia, and Islamophobia. He is gay and Muslim and navigating his way through how to be authentic and wholeheartedly part of both those communities in the way that best works for him. He finds a way to do that, a way that works for him and that gives him balance. He has a comfort with his identify that is truly breathtaking.

I relate to Paris so much with his anxiety and second guessing and I long for Tariq's inherent comfort with being himself.

The book doesn't follow the usual romcom formula and I love the way Hall tackles serious and complex issues in such a sensitive, empathetic, realistic way. There is a twist in this one that I truly appreciated and I have not often found in other books.

As with all Hall's books there are plenty of humorous and laugh out loud moments. There are many moments that brought on introspection. And some where an "Oh, Paris" was the immediate response.

This was a wonderful follow up to the first Bake Expectations book. I love how different the story line is, how immersive it feels, how we are back on the same set, with the same essential background, but the story is fresh and new and unique. Even the familiar faces from before are seen through Paris's eyes this time and I loved that.

I thought about this book a lot after I finished it. I thought about Paris and Tariq. It left me with a tangle of emotions and a lot of empathy for these boys.

I highly recommend it, although be aware that Paris's anxiety is portrayed very genuinely and the reality of it is gut wrenching. If you have anxiety you will recognise moments here and they will hit hard. But the book is worth every minute. I'm going to go back to read it again and listen to the audiobook. It merits that.

Alexis Hall is masterful! First of all, this RomCom actually made me laugh out loud for real - so much so that my hubby woke up. No other romance that claimed to be a romcom has managed that in recent years. The other reason Alexis is masterful, is that, once again, he created an enticing story that is funny, clever, witty and entertaining, while also being very somber, serious, emotional, and intense.

Paris Daillencourt is participating in the UK reality tv competition Bake Expectations. The meet-cute with kind and funny Tariq, a fellow contestant, involves an accidental near knock-out. Over the duration of the book we get to witness their growing attraction to each other.

Paris' struggles with perfectionism and anxiety. As the story is told through Paris' view, as a reader, we're constantly in his head. While this started out as quirky and endearing that elicited compassion in me for him, along with Tariq, this grew to feel heavy at times, stressful, and confusing - feelings that Paris is constantly burdened with. Yet it was just a hint of what that must feel like in real life for someone who's living with anxiety or without a diagnosis and support. 

Amid all that intensity, we get to experience genuine moments full of warmth and adoration between Paris and Tariq, swear-word heavy banter with Paris' room mate, and light-hearted fun whenever Tariq's family or his room mates are mentioned, and the behind-the-scenes of the baking competition.   

I usually prefer romances with more heat and spice than this book had. But it really worked well for me here, given Paris' relationship background and the reason by Tariq (which I personally hadn't come across in any contemporary romance yet and was great to see here). Despite the low heat, there were still conversations around consent which is still important to see 'on paper'.

Like many of Alexis' books, this one ends with a HFN and I do hope to get glimpses into their lives in future books of the series. 

The author's questions at the end are wonderful to reflect on on your own or as part of a book club.
And the recipe section is fun, entertaining, and fabulously wonderful. In case Alexis or any publisher is reads this, I'd like to petition for Alexis' stand-alone recipe book. Please. 

This content guidance, which was readily available on NetGalley and mentioned at the beginning of the eBook version is something that I'd love to see in more books going forward too: 
Main character with an undiagnosed anxiety disorder (that does get diagnosed), on page panic attack, hospital stay due to panic attack, treatment plan for anxiety disorder discussed, emotionally-unavailable parents, very graphic swearing, cyberbullying, religious and racial microaggressions, Islamophobia (challenged).

Overall, this is a 5 star read for me. 

The book cover deserves a special mention as it's perfection - especially reflecting once you've read the story.

Thank you to NetGalley and Forever (Grand Central Publishing). I'm grateful to have had the opportunity to read this story ahead of publication date.

The depiction of anxiety in this book matched my own journey with anxiety in a way that was almost painful at times. That being said, there's a joy in watching Paris learn about himself and become more himself that makes it worth any pain the previous anxiety caused.

The plot of this book is really sweet; setting a romance in a "Bake Expectations" reality tv show is such a good way to give your characters a reason to interact while also giving breaks in between the high-stress moments. This book also does a wonderful job of having frank conversations about sex/sexuality, religion, and mental health that doesn't show up in a lot of the genre. Tariq was such a joyful character and I really appreciated his bouts of self-reflection that came towards the end. This book does a wonderful job of showing that people are constantly a work in progress and that "better" is a good goal to reach for.