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Before I Let Go by Kennedy Ryan is the best romance novel, I have read all year. Second-chance love is quickly becoming a favorite trope of mine.

Before I Let Go follows Yasmeen and Josiah as they navigate life after divorce. It's not the life they imagined for themselves, but they are doing great co-parenting and running a business together. Dating has now reared its ugly head, and both Josiah and Yasmeen start to think about "what if." They explore the possibility of basically being friends with benefits, but is that what's best for the both of them? Or do they want something more? Follow along as Yasmeen digs herself out of a depressive episode following tragedy and lose, and Josiah as he learns to open up and explore his past tragedies.

What Did I like:
Everything! Yasmeen and Josiah felt so real to me. They could truly be a couple that I know in my real life. The discussions around therapy and depression were well written. There needs to much more literature about mental health, therapy, and seeking help in the black community. I feel like Ms. Ryan did amazing portraying that in this novel. When Mark first came to pick Yasmeen up at the house...I loved that scene. The descriptions and emotions were raw and so realistic. Chapter 32 was just perfection! I loved everything about it; so many gems of knowledge were dropped there. On page 329, when Josiah is exploring Yasmeen's body; in her moment of insecurity, he provided her affirmation that she was all he needed. "This body gave me my children, and it will always be beautiful to me." And finally, the symbolism of the wheel! And how Yasmeen and Josiah came "full circle."

What I Did not like:
There wasn't anything I didn't enjoy about this book. I didn't want it to end. I wanted to savor every moment in this book. To think I'll never be able to read this book for the first time ever.

I will recommend this book to everyone. Even if you don't enjoy romance, read it because it explores mental health. And not just mental health, but mental health in the black community. I promise, as a woman, you will find yourself in the characters in this book. And you know a Hendrix, Deja, Josiah, and Sol.

Definitely a 5-star read for me. I haven't read any other books by Kennedy Ryan, but this will not be my last.

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Ryan has been a dynamic force in the romance genre, but it seems as though she has really garnered the well deserved attention with the sudden boom of TikTok.

Honestly, I’m not usually a fan of second-chance romances, but this was a stellar re-introduction into the trope. Yasmin and Josiah were so dynamic and the chemistry was perfect. Their love for their children stole the show for me.

An excellent Ryan novel, though these days I know to expect nothing less!

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What does a reader expect from Kennedy Ryan? I’ll tell you. They expect REAL. Before I Let Go is just that. It deals with a divorced couple who still love each other but are trying to move on while co parenting their two children. Why they divorced is a huge part of their story. The how/why/when is heart breaking, but necessary for them to get to where they belong.

I love Kennedy Ryan’s writing. It’s poetic, sad, funny, interesting and keeps the reader glued to the book. I also learn from reading her books. I highly recommend this book as I do all of Kennedy Ryan’s books.

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I don't even how to start this review because there is so much I want to say about it. Let me start with the fact that, true to her books in the past, Kennedy Ryan does not disappoint in this one. The best way I can describe it is this book has an old soul. There is love, loss, laughter, sadness, redemption, and renewal.

Yasmen and Josiah lose almost everything to discover any time you love someone, there's always a risk of losing them. No matter what shape that love comes in. I loved the themes represented in the story. Overcoming depression, seeking out professional help, and owning it when you mess up. I ESPECIALLY love how Ms. Ryan uses food, particularly soul food, to demonstrate the bond between the characters. I mean the restaurant they own is called Grits! It just doesn't get any better than that. LOL

If you are already a KR fan, you will love this work. If you are new to her world welcome, have a seat, and get the tissues because this one is going to get you.

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Before I Let Go by K. Ryan, published by Forever Publishing, is the first stand-alone in the Skyland Series.
Josiah and Yasmen are a couple full of love, hope, plans. But life comes in the way and years later they're parents of two, business owners and divorced. What a ride that is.
Raw and gritty, emotional, heart-wrenchingly beautiful gives this book all the feels, leaves the reader changed too.

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4.75⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

I am lucky enough to review an ARC of this extraordinary story provided through NetGalley.

Kennedy Ryan is an epic storyteller. continuously writes unique, intriguing, and poetic love stories which shine a light on very important issues. You can absolutely tell that Kennedy has poured her heart and soul into this story.

Yas, Si, and their family are a part of an emotionally complex journey of the deepest feelings of pain, joy, and love. The range of emotions I felt throughout this story are so powerfully raw and real. As someone who suffers from severe depression, I appreciate how Kennedy handled this topic and all of the parts regarding mental health in this story.

I couldn't recommend it more and I can't wait to do a reread while listening to the audiobook when it releases in November!

CW: stillbirth (off page), loss of loved one(off page)/grief (adults and children), major depression (with discussion of suicidal ideation), & divorce

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Before I Let Go is the first book in the Skyland series by Kennedy Ryan. When you marry, the love is supposed to last forever. But when life delivers blow after blow, death after death, grief over understanding, it all becomes too much to save a marriage.

Yasmen and Josiah (Si) Wade tried. Now they are finding a new rhythm in co-parenting two kids and running Grits, their third baby which is a thriving restaurant. Working and living so close together makes them wonder if they truly should have let go. Like magnets, Yasmen and Si are drawn together then one kiss leads to another...and another...and more until old wounds reopen and joy is in jeopardy.

Let's address the book cover first. Shall I say it is FLAWLESS?! How can you not stop and be intrigued as to the contents within? Then add the book title (a nod to Frankie Beverly & Maze and Beyoncé Homecoming stans). Award-winning, bestselling, "powerhouse" author Kennedy Ryan couldn't have packaged this any better.

Did I judge this book by its cover? Damn right I did! And I was not disappointed. The supporting characters played a backseat but just enough to garner interest in their own personal stories (perhaps later on). There was the perfect amount of family drama with a heavy dose of healing and genuine love told in smooth alternating points of view.

I am assuming the next books in the series will focus on different residents of Skyland. Perhaps Yasmen's friends and the Grits chef. Either way, I am excited and looking forward to what Kennedy Ryan has planned next for the new Skyland series. So well done!

Happy Early Pub Day, Kennedy Ryan! Before I Let Go will be available Tuesday, November 15.

Disclaimer: An advance copy was received directly from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. Opinions are my own and would be the same if I spent my hard-earned coins.

~LiteraryMarie

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I am so freaking thrilled this is the start of a series because I need to know what happens with Soledad and Hendrix!!!

Wait, back to this book. Here comes Ms. Kennedy blasting through my heart and all of my preconceived notions about second chance romances. Normally I’m not a fan…I usually find them unrealistic. This one though? When I say I was sobbing…

This book has heartache and pain and hurt done to each other and themselves. But it also has joy and happiness and growth and (heck yeah!!) THERAPYYYYY!!! Have I mentioned I love when people who are hurt or traumatized get therapy and learn how to cope and let go and hold on?? Because that is my JAM!!! I loved everything about this book, even when my heart was breaking.

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This book was dragging for me for the first 55% of the book. The last 45% was really good. I feel like this book had all the components for a great book but I was not personally attached to any of the characters. I do believe the book was more of a 3.5 but I couldn't round up to 4 on here. I would definitely read more by the author. I just wish it was condensed. This is the prettiest cover I've seen this year so far!!

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I read this story more than a week ago and still have a hard time finding the right words for my review. I’ve started at least five review statements. I want to write one quote but I fear it will be a spoiler. Kennedy’s words always have me rereading, soaking in the wonderfulness of some sentences. This one was no exception.

My parents divorced after many years of marriage, and their grown children knew they still loved each other. This story resonated theirs numerous times for me. All the emotions are within the chapters: heartbreak, devastation, blame, depression, survival, understanding, healing, forgiveness, trust, love; but the greatest of these is love.

“He holds me like forever was never promised and like nothing is inevitable.”

Read the story. It is amazing. Thank you, Kennedy, for another amazing read.

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UNDENIABLY GOOD 💛🧡✨

I want to preface my review by saying this book was so phenomenal, I feel my intellect isn’t superior enough to formulate the proper group of words that describes how amazing it was.

Before I Let Go….. A heartbreakingly beautiful story of a love that was damn near a fairytale broken by soul crushing loss, shattered communication, depression and pain that swallows and misguides you….

Divorced, Yasmen and Josiah navigate kids, business and everyday life…They’ve been doing it well until feelings they both thought were buried start to re-emerge.... Feelings neither can deny.

What do you do when the love that broke you is the only thing that you know will make you whole again??

Kennedy never ceases to amaze me. I’m in complete awe of this woman. Her writing displays the genuine and PURE nature of her personality. She writes her characters in such a personsal way…you can’t help but attach yourself to them while simultaneously feeling everything they experience. Yet another story I’m OBSESSED with written by this women. 👌🏽🙌🏽

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This book has left my breath taken and my soul soaring. What an incredible story about second chances, healing after grief and tragedy, learning how to take care of your mental health, and true love.

A friend and I were recently talking about this story and I said to her how it felt like I was intruding on the most intimate parts of someone’s marriage. Yasmen and Josiah were written so rawly and authentically - I sometimes would forget that they weren’t real people. They touched my soul tremendously.

In addition to these beautifully flawed characters, Ms. Ryan writes about mental health so beautifully and handles the topic with such care and compassion. As someone who has struggled with anxiety and depression - I appreciated this greatly.

I laughed, I cried, I swooned, and I highlighted the hell out of sections - HA! I am a Kennedy Ryan Stan through and through and Ms. Ma’am delivered and then some with this book.

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If you’re a fan of Kennedy Ryan, Before I Let Go is going to blow you away! It is a departure from her other books but in the best way possible, if you’re new to Kennedy be prepared to go on an incredible journey.

An emotionally driven story centered in family, friends, tragedy, new beginnings, healing and growth. Crafted in only the way Kennedy Ryan can deliver with heart, poignancy, and poise.

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Incorrect review originally submitted. Please delete and allow resubmission of review. I apologize for the confusion.

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This is such a beautiful story about a divorced couple who still love each other. Kennedy Ryan touches on a storyline and dynamic that I've rarely seen before and does so brilliantly. Her compassion, her depth, and her skill at conveying multiple perspectives is comforting, insightful, and touching. While this novel covers a weightier subject, there are light and loving notes too. Don't skip this one!

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When you enter a Kennedy Ryan book, you know it's going to take you in the hearts and heads of wonderful characters. Characters that are human and joyful and sad and messy and hopeful and strong. Characters that will forge a community of help and support and love.
In this book, Kennedy Ryan takes an unflinching look at two people that deal with heartache and hardship and grief in real and human ways. Yasmen and Josiah are divorced parents of two when the book opens and their story, past and present, is told in the most empathetic and loving way. There are no easy outs, there are no easy wins here. Each step they gain they fight for and each victory or defeat is felt deeply.
In addition to their epic love story, this first book in the Skyland series lays the ground work for a new community and a rich group of folks that surround the main characters and that are ready to shine in their own books. I can't wait for the rest of the series and to see how Kennedy Ryan will take her writing to the next level as she always does.

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Heartwarming, marvelous and probably one of the best second chance romances I’ve ever read. I always knew Kennedy Ryan was a powerhouse after falling in love with the couple in Reel. This right here solidified that this is probably one of my favs of the year. This couple will always be in mind and my heart. The therapy aspect, the maturity, the love, the growth, and the pain. It all felt so real and beautiful and raw. I felt so many emotions reading this book. I’m going to scream to the mountain tops how great this book and how much everyone needs to read this!

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Words can’t express how much I loved this book. It’s character driven and tackles heartbreak and healing in such a beautiful way.

Yas and Josiah were the couple that everyone thought would be together forever. Madly in love since college, they built a life together and have two kids and a successful restaurant. When a series of tragedies occur, it drives them apart and results in their separation. The story picks up two years into their divorce with both Yas and Josiah struggling to move on from each other and the past.

I was so emotionally invested in these characters and their journeys to forgiving each other and themselves! This is one of my favourite books of 2022.

4.5 stars

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Kennedy Ryan is an official auto buy author for me. She is THAT GIRL! This book was a bit long for me but honestly I’m depressed and I feel like I was diving into the world of someone else’s problems to get away from mine.

Some people just belong together like Yasmen and Josiah. Vashti never stood a chance and honestly, she was like a bug I couldn’t get rid of the whole book. I really loved how it placed an emphasis on the importance of mental health and how it can help all members of the family, even children. It had grief, reconciliation, awareness and a happily ever. What more could you want in a romance.

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Top 5 of 2022! A true love story. Totally unputdownable and I love the restaurant setting and ATLANTA! Characters with depth and totally relatable. The perfect HEA. Kennedy Ryan is the
new Queen of Romance in my word! Loved it x a million!

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