I have my review saved and ready to post on social media once St Martins Press addresses the three demands of the Readers for Accountability boycott.

Ellie has a chronic illness and as a result has separated her life into hospital Ellie and home Ellie. At home she is a member of the speech and debate team, and at the hospital she rolls with the punches.

When her latest hospital stay ends up merging home Ellie and hospital Ellie’s worlds, she starts to wonder if she really needs to keep things so separate or if she can just live one life.

This is one of those books that you can just feel the amount of heart that it was written with oozing off the page. I read the author’s note at the beginning of the book, and I was thankful for that. I think knowing that this one was loosely based on the author’s own experiences, made me enjoy it so much more.

While this is a YA book, I do think that you need to be on the more mature end to read it. Yes, the characters are teenagers, but the topics covered are very heavy. Chronic illnesses are in my book a heavy yet delicate topic, and the author did a wonderful job portraying the character in a non-discriminatory way. I do think that the character development could have been a little deeper as I felt like we barely scratched the surface, but I enjoyed learning more about the illness. I did enjoy what a strong character that Ellie was, and it was easy to see how her experiences helped shape her into such a strong young woman.

This is a beautifully written novel and it’s worth a read. I enjoyed learning more about this illness that I had never heard of.

Thank you so much to Wednesday Books, @Wednesdaybooks and Netgalley @netgalley for this e-arc in exchange for an honest review. I received it as part of the influencer program.

Ellie is a teen living with a chronic illness and we follow her on her next medical journey. She is staying at the hospital residential home (think, Ronald McDonald House) and meets friends old and new that help her through this procedure.

This was slow to start and I wasn’t sure about it at first. I was not connecting with the characters or the material. I even wanted to DNF at one point because all of the unanswered medical questions were hitting too close to home. But by about a third of the way in I found my groove. I love the Tumor Squad and want to adopt them into my make-believe family of fictional characters! I thought this was a very believable representation of disability, chronic illness, and the impact it has on the individual and their caregivers and friends.

Well, it did make me cry, just to warn you. A very good YA novel about chronic illnesses and dealing with that as well as the tangle of the teenage years. You find yourself rooting for Ellie through the entire story. Very vulnerable, likeable characters as well.

Thank you to Net Galley and the publisher for allowing me to read this ARC.

Thank you to #netgalley and #wednesdaybooks for the gifted copy of this book.

This book was such a delight to read. The characters were so raw and I needed that in this book. I can tell that Gretchen Schreiber put her heart and soul into a book that would most represent her teenage years. This book will make you cry and laugh and make your heart warm and fuzzy.
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Ellie Haycock is Totally Normal - she really is! She goes to school, participates in a club, has friends, a crush on a boy, etc. There's just one thing different about her.. she has a severe medical condition that has required multiple surgeries, treatments, and hospital stays over her entire life. This book is about her journey through part of life, growing up while trying to manage her health issues along with friends, school, family, and all 0f the other typical problems a high school girl experiences.

I really liked this book. Ellie is such a strong character, and her friends are great. I especially loved all of the information about her medical condition - I am a nerd, and it was super interesting to me.

I am looking forward to reading more books by this author in the future!

This was a very insightful book. Although the author states she can't speak to anyone else's experiences, she did a great job opening up my eyes to the emotional, financial and relationship strain having a chronic illness does to you. There were so many parts of the book where I was made aware of how illness can take over your whole life and how necessary it is to have advocates and friends who are there for you.
This may be a lot to handle for anyone going through medical procedures or being close to someone going through it but there were a lot of good coping mechanisms and emotional empathy that may be of help to other readers.
I really enjoyed this book and thank the author for bringing it into my life.

This book was so interesting and I loved it and I loved the characters and the story. The author really knows how to make a character driven novel.

This was a good book, but the main character is not very likable. There are some parts of this book that are really important, like the portrayal of chronic illness. But the book, at times, was hard to get through. The overall story, though, was pretty good and I did enjoy my time with the book.

I was interested to read this novel- the cover and title drew me in and I was looking forward to it but it turned to be just okay. I found Ellie (the main character) to be annoying and rude. I understand she’s a moody teenager but was hard to read the distain she had for some of the medical professionals as well as her own mom in this book. Her mom’s blog side plot was also a bit weird for me. The story was good but I wish there was more depth to it. 3/5

Thank you to Net Galley and the publisher for the eARC.

Ok, this is. Hard one. Ellie has one of the sourest attitudes of a character I’ve read. And it made it very hard to manage in reading this book. BUT it also felt authentic and likely relatable to someone having endured what she was coping with. So because of that I gave her a pass and hope that others dealing with a similar situation can find something/see something to help them on their journey. There are people around us that do love us and it’s important to appreciate them and random acts of kindness.

"Ellie Haycock Is Totally Normal" is a compelling exploration of resilience and camaraderie amidst the challenges posed by VATER syndrome. Schreiber's story is a remarkable exploration of disability narratives with a refreshing touch of authenticity and heart. The author's firsthand knowledge of the syndrome adds a layer of realism to the storytelling, making it an enlightening and heartfelt read.

In a bookish landscape often lacking diverse and authentic disability narratives, this debut stands out as an impactful contribution. The characters, the narrative heartache and laughs, and the underlying themes make it a must-read for those seeking a nuanced and genuine read. Thank you to NetGalley and Wednesday Books for an ARC in exchange for an honest review.

Rating: 4/5 Penguins
Quick Reasons: an intimate, emotional look into living with disabilities and the toll they take on a person's body and heart; hard-hitting, close to home as a person living with multiple disabilities; heart-wrenching; snarky, witty, entertaining; poignantly written

HUGE thanks to Gretchen Schreiber, Wednesday Books Publishing, and Netgalley for the ARC of this title! My review of this book is voluntarily written and in no way altered or impacted by this gesture.

This story, while different from the hole I've fallen into lately with my reads, still hit home HARD. Because this is contemporary...and based on real-life experiences...and about disabilities. For those of you who haven't been following my page for a while, I live with multiple chronic illnesses/disabilities myself...and this book was HARD, because it made me face some things in myself that I haven't taken the time lately to truly think about. Namely...how I interact with the world, and with the people around me, while learning/growing/struggling with all the challenges I face from day to day. Gretchen Schreiber wrote what she knows, LITERALLY...and did so with a poignant grace and startling amount of humanity.

This is still, of course, your typical contemporary YA fiction/YA romance--there are still miscommunications, teenage angst scenes, SO MUCH drama, a 3rd act "break up", a fight to make up and make right...and, of course, a "happily for now" ending. But these characters are substantial. Their motivations, their fears, their struggles all play into and wrap themselves around you as you read, keeping you enthralled until the very end. I, admittedly, stayed up WAY too late last night finishing this because I just could not put it down with only 100 pages left....even though my eyes kept trying to force themselves closed.

I definitely recommend this read to contemporary fiction aficionados, those who have or love someone with disabilities, and those looking for something close to reality....but not QUITE the real world. These characters are believable, their arcs are astounding, and this read is bound to leave you thinking (and feeling I suppose...but we don't talk about that). Take a walk on the human side, Penguins--maybe you'll find something there worth fighting for.

Ellie Haycock does not mix her home life with her hospital life. She has a boyfriend, a best friend and is a part of the debate team. None of them know what’s really going on with Ellie’s health. When her latest hospital visit results in a long-term stay at a care home that coincides with her hospital bestie. Ellie must deal with her two worlds colliding and a possible surgery all well dealing with a mother who can’t stop blogging about Ellie’s medical status online. As Ellie and her hospital bestie navigate their stays, the duo pick up some strays along the way.

As with any good teen novel there’s a bit of a wholesome romance, best friend and parent dramas. What sets Ellie Haycock is Totally Normally apart from other teen contemporary novels is it’s very real and direct look at chronic illness. From the assumptions, the heartache, the prejudices and the hopeful moments, Schneiber manages to cover them all. The story itself is untraditionally heartwarming. Which might sound odd but it’s not all warm and fuzzy. Ellie has to dig deep before she can work out her feelings. Bravery isn’t just required when she’s in the hospital but often in quiet moments with friends and family.

At first Ellie’s personality isn’t exactly full of charm. She’s a jaded pragmatist that wants to go back home to her regular life. As someone who has lived a luckily healthy life, as I started to experience Ellie’s hospital visits and the way others view her, it was easy to comprehend just what spawned Ellie’s prickly personality. In the end, I was charmed by Ellie's courage and story.

Thank you to Wednesday Books for providing an ARC through NetGalley. All opinions are my own.

Ellie has always kept her hospital life and her "life-life" completely separate, while her mom shares absolutely everything with the world via her blog.

I enjoyed reading about Ellie and getting a glimpse of a life most of us know nothing about. I'm sure that's why Ellie chose to keep all that from her school friends; she assumed they wouldn't understand and never gave them a chance to do so. Her mom over-shared while Ellie didn't share at all. She put up walls, never letting anyone really see her. No, Ellie wasn't very likable, at least at first, but she had some great friends who stuck with her and pushed her to get real, and the book left us with the hope that Ellie was growing up and figuring out how to embrace her own normal.

Ellie Haycock is Totally Normal is not your normal YA romance. A lot of the books takes place is a hospital setting and there are some medical mombo jumbo but it's still easy to follow.
Ellie is worried about mixing her two lives together. She has a "normal" at home life and a hospital life. She doesn't want them to be combined. Ellie thinks her at home friends wouldn't understand what it's like to have a lifelong disease. She doesn't want to be seen as some freak. She also thinks introducing her friends together will make this worse. Right now Ellie is dealing with some lung problems that are keeping her away from home. She wants to get back to her boyfriend and her other friends. While she is doing this stint she meet three new friends. They all want to help her get back to her life but they also want to understand her division of lives. In the end they will be her reasoning to start opening up.
It's a cute little read. I liked that I could understand it and it didn't have to much medical terms. It did at times seem slow moving. Ellie could be quiet a Debby downer and it made it hard for me to relate to her. I think that this can give a new perspective to people that maybe don't have anyone in their lives like Ellie and her friends.

This was hard for me to connect to being a person how’s never felt with a serious illness. I think as a reader the MC comes across super bitter and rude and just wasn’t enjoyable to read. I also thought the mom and her blog was such a cringy thing. Again this one just wasn’t for me.

i enjoyed the friend group in this book. the main character seemed too hateful and annoying and so it was hard to root for her at times. i also didn't really see the romance/ chemistry between the characters.

Adorable Coming of Age book! I loved the uniqueness of Ellie's character as things change from her usual life. Separating School from the hospital, and now one boy changes that for her. This is a great book for young teens to read.

I didn’t realize this was a YA book. I liked the story the group of friends was very supportive and each one of them struggled with their own illness.