"Everyone Who Can Forgive Me is Dead" by Jenny Hollander is a poignant and powerful memoir that delves into the author's personal journey of seeking forgiveness and redemption. Hollander bravely confronts her past mistakes and reflects on the relationships that have been affected by her actions. Through raw and honest storytelling, she explores the complexities of guilt, regret, and the healing power of self-forgiveness. This memoir is a compelling and introspective read that will resonate with readers who have grappled with their own demons and the desire for absolution. Hollander's narrative is both touching and thought-provoking, offering a heartfelt exploration of the human experience.

"Everyone Who Can Forgive Me Is Dead" by Jenny Hollander is a gripping debut that intricately weaves together themes of trauma, guilt, and the relentless pursuit of truth. Set against the backdrop of a harrowing event known as "Scarlet Christmas," the story follows Charlie Colbert as she grapples with the haunting memories of that fateful night.

Hollander's storytelling abilities shine brightly in this psychological thriller. She deftly navigates between past and present timelines, keeping readers on the edge of their seats with each revelation. From the outset, Charlie emerges as a complex and compelling protagonist. Her inner turmoil is palpable as she confronts the ghosts of her past while striving to maintain control over her present.

What sets this novel apart is its nuanced exploration of PTSD and the weight of survivor's guilt. Through Charlie's experiences, Hollander paints a poignant portrait of resilience in the face of adversity, capturing the raw emotions and psychological complexities with authenticity and depth.

While the narrative may falter slightly in its middle section, with moments of frantic pacing and underdeveloped characters, these shortcomings are overshadowed by the overall strength of the story. The gradual unraveling of secrets and the unexpected twists keep readers engaged and eager to uncover the truth alongside Charlie.

Ultimately, "Everyone Who Can Forgive Me Is Dead" delivers a satisfying blend of mystery, suspense, and emotional depth. It may not be flawless, but its impact lingers long after the final page is turned. Jenny Hollander's debut is a promising entry into the realm of psychological thrillers, leaving readers eagerly anticipating her future works.

The summary of this book sounded so good. You meet Charlie who went through a terrible trauma. The book goes between the current and the past. She seems to be an unreliable narrator because she doesn’t remember things and has blackouts.
There was so much potential in this book but I didn’t love it. The writing was choppy. I wish there was more character details. I did enjoy Noor, Charlie’s therapist and how she works with Charlie to get her memory back. I don’t know what I was expecting but writing style wasn’t it.

This was a solid thriller with a few little hiccups. Forgetful main characters are an easy out for plot holes and are personally frustrating, though I understand why they're a viable author solution. Overall it was an intriguing read and a solid debut.

Everyone Who Can Forgive me is Dead by Jenny Hollander
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Nine years ago Charlie was a witness to what is now known as “Scarlet Christmas”. She wants to move on with her life, but someone else who was there is backing a movie set to portray that night she is worried what may come out.
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What I liked:
-I really wanted to know what happened on Scarlet Christmas. There was a good build up to finally revealing what EXACTLY happened.
-There were a couple tidbits that surprised me.
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3.5⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 I remember right after I finished thinking, oh that was pretty good. Although, I have to admit that as I sat here a week and a half later writing this review that I had to think hard to remember what this book was about. 🙈 So I would say that it was entertaining but maybe not memorable?

I really liked this up until about the last third or quarter of the book. Some things just straight up didn't make sense to me. It felt like that last part of the book was an old draft that didn't match up with the rest of the book.

Majority of this was great, but the ending kind of soured things for me. Doesn't feel right to say it was either amazing or terrible, so I think a solid 2.5/5 will do.

This final girl story is fine. It jumps between present tense and past, to about 10 years before. The main character was present for a bloody event known as Scarlet Christmas. She doesn't remember what happened but knows enough to feel guilty about it. Much of the text is her conversations with her therapist, which I guess are supposed to advance the plot but aren't very compelling. She has a prominent, wealthy fiance and is successful in her own right, but another woman who was also involved in Scarlet Christmas is making a movie, threatening to dredge up the past.

I didn't find this very suspenseful. The reveal was fine. There are many better amnesia/big looming secret/final girl stories out there.

Thank you NetGalley for the ARC. i purchased a copy for my library.

I really enjoyed this thriller. I love the dual timeline and the secrets people were hiding. There were a few twists that I didn't see coming. I enjoyed the mystery of what really happened that night. The ending was a little lackluster and left me with a few questions. Overall, I had a fun time reading this book. I look forward to read more from Jenny Hollander.

This was a solid thriller. This books started off strong and was really easy to enjoy and get into but got very out there as the story went along and the reader got closer to the end. I loved the suspense in this book and the twists during the first half of the book kept me intrigued and wanting more. Though, in the second half of the book the reveals and twists didn't have the same impact as some the early ones had which cause me to lose interest in the story. Definitely recommend giving this one a read if you enjoy short thrillers with some fun twists at the beginning of the story.

This is one of those times where I'm happy I disregarded the reviews on Goodreads. This book has a pretty low overall rating, but I loved it! I thought the premise was super interesting, and there were twists that I didn't see coming. The best part was that I think Hollander did a really good job illustrating the effects of trauma on a person's mind. There were very accurate descriptions of panic attacks and flashbacks, and I think these symptoms are extremely hard to write about in a realistic way. I get that some people are saying there are plot points that are unbelievable, and it is somewhat of a slow burn. However, the characters felt three-dimensional to me, and I was intrigued on how Hollander would tie everything together in the end (which she did pretty masterfully in my opinion). Definitely a book I'd recommend for someone that wants a creepy, suspenseful read.

2 stars

I didn't particularly care for this book by the time I was done with it. It started out well enough but it kind of just went out in smoke I guess would be a good way to describe it. I didn't like the characters, the fact that we don't actually find out what actually happened at "Scarlet Christmas" until the end of the book and it didn't make sense to me. Plus all the substances they were using the fact that anyone remembered anything was a bit sus.

I would like to read something else by this author as this was her debut novel. The actual writing was good it was a quick and easy read it just didn't end up working for me and that's ok.

Thanks to Minotaur and Netgalley for an eARC in exchange for an honest review.

In “Everyone Who Can Forgive Me is Dead,” Charlie grapples with a traumatic event from her past while navigating her seemingly perfect present life. As she faces the possibility of reliving the past through a movie adaptation, Charlie’s efforts to suppress her memories unravel, revealing her struggles with survivor’s guilt and the complexities of British identity. Told through a mix of present-day narrative, media excerpts, and therapy sessions, the story unfolds with compelling pacing and a nuanced portrayal of trauma. While some readers found the conclusion too neatly wrapped up, others appreciated its satisfying resolution and unexpected twists. Overall, the novel offers a gripping exploration of memory, identity, and the consequences of trauma.

The blurb of this book really caught my attention. So I went into it with so much excitement.

Unfortunately it didn’t live up to my expectations.

Gosh I found this book to be so disappointing. I get what the author was trying to do; hint at this terrible thing that happened to keep us guessing for the big reveal. But you can't keep what actually happened from us while hinting that "things are not as they seemed." I don't know. I was bored for most of this book just waiting for the "what happened" to be revealed. And when it finally did, it was... lackluster. Meh. Then the twists and drama that occurred seemed so silly because the stakes seemed so low. Nothing wrong with the writing, I guess, but the story was so unfortunate.

The synopsis really grasped my attention, so I think this was a really good idea for a book. It was a rather quick binge and started super strong for me. The author did a great job building the suspense. I felt on the edge of my seat to continue reading about Scarlett Christmas. After the 50% mark I thought the execution started to lack clarity, though. It was hard to understand each character's motives, so unfortunately it left me uneager to find out the twists. This was just okay for me and I would recommend on a situational basis.

Good story of how a traumatic event can affect lives for years after occurring, and how lies can confuse the trauma even more. Story is of the discovery of a truth from ten years before. I liked the writing, and the resolution.

Thank you to Minotaur Books and NetGalley for my eARC. All opinions expressed are solely my own.

I liked this one overall. It was a nice thriller-mystery with an unreliable narrator -- my favorite! -- and we also had dual timelines. If a story were a recipe, this one had the right ingredients to be a favorite. However, there were some things that I struggled with.

It was a little slow. I like when thrillers are so engrossing that I can't put them down and just fly through them. Her relationship with her fiance is a bit strange.

All in all though this was a decent read and I can't wait to see what Jenny Hollander comes out with next.

First of all the title. Gripping. Told through Charlie's eyes, as she experiences the whole gamut of PTSD, survivor's guilt and debilitating loss, all while trying to plan a wedding and keep the job she loves, I was instantly pulled in. The story is told in the present day, although we do get snippets of past events through Charlie's recently-recalled memories. The reader experiences glimpses of the events and is forced to make assumptions, as Charlie does, until the truth is revealed. The details of what really happened remain a mystery until the final pages and the tension slowly builds until Charlie remembers what took place and, finally, the reader is caught up as well. Overall, It was a page-turner, full of appropriately intriguing twists and turns. This is my preferred genre and I'm always happy to find a new author to follow.

Charlie Colbert has it all, or so it would seem from the outside. She is an incredibly successful magazine editor, engaged to an extremely eligible bachelor, and the world is her oyster. It's a far cry from her low-key British background and a particular far cry from the night 9 years ago known as "Scarlet Christmas", when she survived a horrific event at her grad school. There are cracks in the perfect picture, though, and a possible film about the event, made by someone who was there, is threatening to tear those cracks wide open.

This is a banger of a book. Jenny Hollander grabs you, pulls you right in to the cutting board where she's chopping literary onions, and then ever so slowly peels another layer of that onion back. My shoulders were up around my ears every time I read a section of the book (they're there right now while I'm typing). Nothing at all is really what it seems here, and I was completely unprepared for a couple of the lovely twists that Hollander serves up while she's flaying your expectations.

My only quibble, which knocks this down to a 4 star for me, is that I still haven't figured out exactly how the key events play out. There's still a piece missing for me logically. (which probably means I need to re-read the book!).

Looking for a heart-racing thriller? This one will do!
Thanks to Net Galley and Minotaur for the e-arc

Everyone Who Can Forgive Me is Already Dead, a suspense/psychological thriller was a challenging read for me. The storyline felt disjointed and it was hard for me to connect with the characters. The concept of living with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and the protagonists work with her therapist to recover lost memories was very realistic and engaging. So, the book had its ups and downs and I rated it at 3.5. Thanks Netgalley for the digital copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.