4/5 - I’ve never read a book quite like this. A bit melancholy, thoughtful, emotional and tender - but also very quirky and fun - this was a story about self acceptance and love. I was most impressed by the lyrical prose combined with intricate, descriptive and honest inner dialogue of someone with bipolar disorder.

As someone who knows the experience of having a loved one with mental illness, I found this story to be accurate, brutal and beautiful. The fact that the author is bipolar and started writing this story during her own hospital stay made my experience as a reader even more profound. And don’t get me wrong, while there are upsetting and heartbreaking parts, the story is also quirky, hilarious, VERY messy and a joy to read. The characters!!! All winners. And what a community.

This is such a wonderful world and a meaningful journey. Can’t wait to read more from Simpson!

Thank you to @netgalley, Putnam and Leanne Toshiko Simpson for an ARC of this book in exchange for my honest review. Out now!

This was a really fun and entertaining book for me. I enjoyed reading it, and I didn’t struggle getting through the book.

It was one of those quick and easy books where you find yourself basically flying through the pages.

I love finding books on NetGalley that introduce me to new authors I might not have found otherwise.

I’m looking forward to read more books by this author.

A trio of friends who met in a mental health hospital are the center of this moving and witty story of a wedding week in the tropics. I appreciate the advocacy of mental health awareness and the characters were well rounded with highs and lows. The sister of one, Tilley was my favorite do or die sidekick. A little preachy and a lot relatable. The author's story is as interesting.

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There is so much to unwrap in this book. It’s a romance, but so much more. It’s witty, silly, smart and honest all while tackling the heavy subject matter of mental illness with kindness, intellect, humor and grace. Three people meet while in the psychiatric ward. They fast connect and become friends. When two of the three announce their wedding, the third doesn’t take it too well. Let the games begin. The author has woven a wonderful story that references the then and now in a way that kept me glued to me seat. I was shocked, in the best way to realize this was her debut novel. I anxiously await what comes next from this truly talented author.

Ok wow this book was one of the most beautiful raw stories I have read. I feel like everyone should read this story because it shows a glimpse what is like living as a bipolar person. I didn't know a lot about bipolar personalities, but I also have seen people have a common misconception of it being split personalities.

Even though I myself am not bipolar I did still find a lot of the story relatable. How many of us have just struggled with the simple concept of getting out of bed, and leaving our house. I know I have.

The way this story was written was just so well done. I felt deeply with all the emotions the characters were experiencing. The side characters were deeply fleshed out and had a purpose.

I truly think everyone should read this story especially if you have ever compared bipolar being a Jekyll and Hyde. I also love stories where you can tell the author has been through these feelings and isn't just simply writing about it.

Thank you Netgalley for this arc.

Wonderful story for everyone to enjoy. I received an ARC of this book courtesy of NetGalley and the publisher. All opinions expressed in this review are my own and given freely. Happy reading!

I received a copy of Never Been Better from NetGalley and the publisher in return for an honest review.

Matt and Misa met each other in a psych ward and fell in love, but they also have a friend Dee, who is also secretly in love with Matt. The novel is from Dee's perspective and takes place as she and her sister are going to Matt and Misa's wedding week in Turks and Caicos. There are things I really like about this novel -- the subject matter of mental illness is handled deftly, with kindness, reverence, but also not overly heavy. I also liked the dynamics between Matt, Misa, and Dee. And this is a unique story -- I haven't read anything like this before.

However, the whole book is a bit of a hot mess plot-wise (which I think is intentional). Dee and her sister Tilley drink so much I'm surprised they didn't die of alcohol poisoning during the book. Also Misa and Matt have two friend/family members, Kei and Vik, who even though they are very different characters, it took me until about 70% through to remember who was who. I wasn't able to clearly picture the characters in my mind, and I also thought it was kind of strange how the flashbacks were fully written in italics. In general I had a hard time being able to picture the characters. There were some laugh out loud moments and hijinks, but it just felt chaotic more often than not. The pacing felt slow and it took me awhile to complete the book.

If you're looking for a fun rom com - this isn't it. If you're looking for a serious book about mental health - this isn't it. If you're looking for a chaotic plot with exposure to bipolarism - this is it.

Thank you Netgalley for the ARC of this book. This book took me by surprise and I loved it. The main characters meet in a facility and bond. Lots of dark humor and overcoming the hard stuff. Wonderful read. Highly recommend

4 stars!

Wow... "Never Been Better" by Leanne Toshiko Simpson is quite the book. Don't let the bright-looking cover fool you, this is an emotional, often difficult read, that's for sure. For those wondering, I DO NOT think this book is a rom-com. There are slight romantic elements and a ton of dark humor, but it IS NOT a romantic comedy. This book focuses on mental illness, hospitalization for mental illness and su1cidal ideations, rebuilding your life after institutionalization, and moving on when you can't quite get your brain to function "properly." I feel like these are extraordinarily relevant topics for the majority of us, and this was an extremely eye-opening read. The story of Dee, Matt, and Misa is tinged with dark, self-deprecating humor, a little bit of romance, and a lot a bit of vulnerability. Dee, Matt, and Misa met at a psychiatric hospital and became fast friends. Dee wants to be more than friends with Matt as she is smitten with him. A year after their subsequent releases, Dee is still in love with Matt, but Matt is about to get married to Misa, having formed a deeper bond with her after Dee was released early from the psych ward. Dee is invited to their destination wedding and reluctantly RSVPs, attending with the intention of breaking up their relationship and stopping their wedding. She winds up attending with her sister, Tilley, and things do not go as planned. This book is a beautiful ode to figuring life out when you've been saddled with mental illness. It's almost like the bipolar version of "My Best Friend's Wedding." Each of the characters struggles in their own way, whether it be with simple things like finding a job, recovering from trauma, attempting to balance medication, not knowing what the future holds, and whether or not "getting better" is even possible. This story touched me in more ways than one. In a sense, it felt relatable, and I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing?? These characters are deeply flawed and are all too aware of that fact, but are working on their recovery in different ways. This story is soft, harshly realistic, and amusing, and I think a balance is maintained well and successfully. I really liked this book, but I recognize that it won't be for everyone. Be sure to check the TWs and be sure to have tissues handy.

Thank you to NetGalley, Leanne Toshiko Simpson, PENGUIN GROUP Putnam, and G.P. Putnam's Sons for the complimentary ARC of this book. All opinions are my own. I was not compensated for this review.

Never Been Better is a book full of emotion, real struggles, and mental health awareness. I enjoyed the dynamics between the main character, her friends, and her sister. Each supporting character felt authentic and had important stories to share of their own difficulties. The setting was also a great layer because it presented a tropical retreat setting that so many long for, while showing how it doesn’t cure all.

Thank you NetGalley and Penguin Group Putnam for allowing me to read and review this advanced readers copy.

Rating 3.5/5⭐️

Synopsis: This story follows Dee, navigating her life after being discharged from the psychiatric unit at the hospital for her struggle with her bipolar disorder. Throughout the story, Dee deals with her feelings for Matt, a friend she met in the hospital, who is simultaneously marrying her friend Misa, whomst they also met in the hospital. This is a light-hearted, funny story that discusses the struggles of mental health in regards to one’s cultural identity, social relationships, family and more.


Review: *I received this ARC in exchange for an honest review* I noted immediately that each chapter is titled with a song to match the storyline, and I absolutely loved this unique aspect of the novel. Overall, I really enjoyed this book. As a social work student, I really enjoy books that discuss mental health in a serious way, and discuss it correctly. The book discussed how mental health struggles can affect one’s daily lives, relationships and more. I enjoyed the diverse backgrounds between Dee, Misa & Matt and how they all came together after their hospitalization. Upon reading the author’s note, I learned that the author was once hospitalized and wrote this story about her struggles. This story was super inspiring and I really enjoyed it! Thank you to NetGalley for this ARC!

I absolutely loved this book. I was expecting a light summer romance based on the cover, but instead, this was a heartwarming novel about mental health and friendship. Dee has been in love with Matt since she met him at a mental institution. Instead, he ends up marrying their other friend, Misa, at a destination wedding in Turks and Caicos. Dee struggles with watching Matt prepare for a wedding to another good friend, and brings her sister, Tilley, with her to try to help Matt realize that she’s the one he should be with.

My favorite part of this book were the characters. Tilley was an amazing sister, supportive and understanding of Dee’s bipolar disorder. Misa easily could have been unlikeable, but she was a great friend to Dee even when Dee was rooting against her. I loved that this book was more about Dee’s journey with self love and living with her mental illness. This was one of my favorite books of the year so far. 4.5 stars!

Thank you netgalley and the publisher for this arc!

Never Been Better is an excellent read that explores the topics of identity, love & being yourself. I really enjoyed this novel even more than I thought I would and can’t recommend it enough to everyone out there. If the premise of this book even sounds a little interesting to you, then I encourage you to pick up this book and read it immediately. You’ll be happy you did.

The writing style for this novel was so good. It’s so readable and easy to devour. The FMC was great, but her sister was my shining star. Im not the one to affirm if this was a good portrayal of mental health but I hope it was because I loved it. The humor with the serious topics is right up my alley.

NEVER BEEN BETTER - Leanne Toshiko Simpson

Fascinating characters - 3.5 stars

Plot - 3 stars - Dee, Misa, and Matt were the three musketeers of the psych ward. A year after discharge, Dee is facing Matt and Misa's wedding in Turks and Caicos, surrounded by guests who have no idea where they met, and the secrecy isn’t sitting well with Dee. She decided it’s now or never to confess how she feels. But disrupting her best friends’ wedding would jeopardize the entire support system that holds the trio together. How can a girl choose between love and recovery?

Writing - 3 stars - I found that Simpson's writing was in a somewhat confusing style, but I'm wondering if that was intentional in order to fit with the subject matter. I particularly enjoyed the excerpts in italics (from their past at the hospital) since they added lots of backstories and helped us to understand a lot more about the characters.

Characters - 3.5 stars - The characters are the most fascinating part of this book. Dee seems to be struggling the most since she's feeling left out now that Misa and Matt are together. She is our main character, but I didn't feel as though I knew her very well because much of her backstory was held back throughout a lot of the book (for a dramatic reveal?). I'll admit that I had a hard time relating to the characters myself because much of what was described as their symptoms didn't seem particularly noteworthy. Perhaps that's my fault as a reader who doesn't have a good understanding of mental illness? The descriptions of heaviness or distracting buzzing sounded relatively normal to me. Is that the difference? That "regular" people just don't place the importance on these feelings that mentally challenged people do? In any case, each of them seemed to have their own challenges to face, and it was interesting to see how they would recognize those signs in each other and would know how to help. Secondary character of Tilley made me cringe most of the time because of her intrusion, her lack of filter, and her coarseness. The use of words like "screeched" or "preened," and bellowed" certainly cemented the picture. However, looking past that, we were also able to see her caring and support for Dee. One negative, for me, was the use of they/their pronouns for Kei. I'm still not sure if Kei is he or she, which made it difficult to picture him/her in my head. It's one thing to be current and use different pronouns, but in the written medium, where the reader's imagination is needed to envision the characters, I felt this was a detriment.

Title - 3.5 stars - I think this refers to the three main characters who are trying to survive in a world after being in the mental hospital, disguising what they've been through and keeping up their spirits, even if it's a facade.

Cover - 3.5 stars - The cover of a person in the ocean makes sense because of the setting of the wedding at Turks & Caicos. And the sharks, I would think, represent the problems that each must overcome (or at least maintain). Clever.

Overall - 3.5 stars - Although the book was very readable, I had a hard time relating to the characters and their problems. Their worry about the wedding plans and living up to family expectations seemed like normal wedding-preparation jitters that happen to all of us. I couldn't grasp the sense of urgency that was probably meant to be there. I did, however, enjoy the shared relationship and bone-deep understanding between the three main characters. Their relationship continued to change and grow even after their release from the hospital, which seems like a healthy thing.

I enjoyed the theme of the book dealing with mental illness and the after effects of leaving the hospital. The characters were good but I felt the writing style was not to my liking.

This book is lovely and messy, which is such a great combination. Beautiful, smart prose, messy characters. I loved this book.

This story was a difficult read for me for several reasons. Loving someone with a serious mental health issue is not remotely easy, and there were times in the past that I wasn't sure I was doing the right thing? Was I enabling bad behavior in the name of "Oh they have a disease" or was I just trying to make things easier for myself or maybe, it made me feel better in the sense that I wasn't that crazy. I saw way too much of myself in Tilley and perhaps that is why I had an intense dislike for her and although I guess she "somewhat" redeemed herself, I still wasn't fond of her at the end. This story takes a very raw look at the inner workings of the brain in crisis, and in the end, the story was well written and enlightening.

GENERAL INFO

Never Been Better-debut novel

Year Pub/Re Pub: 3/5/24, Read 3/1/24

Format: eBook, 320 pages(kindle)

Source: Thanks to NetGalley and G.P. Putnam's Sons for this ARC💙 !  I voluntarily give an honest review and all opinions expressed are my own.

Genre: Adult Fic, Women's Fic, Contemporary Romance, Multicultural Interests

Tropes: mental health, my bff, reimaging of "My Best Friend's Wedding"

AUTHOR OVERVIEW

Leanne Toshiko Simpson-new author

PERSONAL OVERVIEW

Overall Rating: 4 ⭐⭐⭐⭐

Do You Recommend This Book: yes

Will You Re-read This Book: yes

Would You Read More Books by this Author: yes

BOOK DESCRIPTION

Synopsis/Plot Summary: Dee, Misa and Matt are friends who met in a psychiatric hospital in Toronto as patients. One year after discharge Misa and Matt are getting married, and they invite Dee to their wedding in Turks and Caicos. Dee has reservations about going. She's been in love with Matt since they were in the hospital, and never told him. Is Dee strong enough to go to the wedding and confess her feelings to Matt, and will it help or hurt her recovery?

COMMENTS/NOTES

This was such an honest and vulnerable depiction of our desire to be loved. There were some strong female friendships and queer representation that bloomed. I loved the multicultural aspect in Misa’s family history of Japanese Canadian culture. Tilley, Dee's sister, is the MVP of the story for me. She is a great comedic character with a firecracker spirit who is apart of Dee's support system. The flashbacks of their time in the mental hospital reveal their current motivations. This is a lesson of love and friendship while discussing mental health with care and relatability.

Dee, Misa, and Matt became good friends during a stay on the psych ward. When Dee is invited to the island wedding of Misa and Matt (whom she has unresolved feelings for), things get a little intense for Dee. She brings along her emotional support sister to add to the mix.

I really appreciated that the characters are all a bit messy and complicated. While lavish destination weddings aren’t typical, people that don’t have it together are, so I liked that about this book. I think there are good messages of it’s ok to not be ok and we should want to be better/healthy for ourselves over anyone else.

Thank you to NetGalley for the opportunity to read this book in advance.