I really wanted to like this book but at almost 60% I just couldn’t continue. I didn’t like any of the characters, the book was 75% inner dialogue and the rest actual things happening, I was bored, and found myself just trying to slug through it. I found this book to be affecting my mood anytime I read it and I wasn’t looking forward to picking it up. Im calling it quits with the hopeful thought that it will find the readers it’s meant for.

2 stars

Thank you Netgalley and publisher.

I thought there'd be more romance in this book? That was disappointing. Also, the world building...why is it so...sparse? I like to have a more in depth explanation of the world I'm diving into and I felt like there wasn't much so I didn't connect with the story and characters much. I felt like the MC was written younger than she was portrayed in the story so it felt quite juvenile.

If there is a second, I'll probably be skipping it.

I understand why people are mad at this book and calling it a colonizer romance, but hear me out for a second. (Also beware FULL BOOK SPOILERS lie ahead).

Ruying is a coward. We know this. Everyone around her tells her this. She says it. So when she’s offered a (bad) deal that will protect her family, she takes it. And because she’s a coward, she doesn’t use the opportunity to get information or find weaknesses that will help her people. When the prince is nice to her, she chooses to believe him, to follow him, because it is less scary than the truth. When the rebellion tries to get her to help them, she refuses. Not because she doesn’t want to help her people but because she’s scared. And eventually she falls for the prince because now he’s the one keeping her safe, taking arrows for her, keeping his brother from hurting her, etc. She’s even ignoring the fact that he’s forced her to be his assassin (even though she didn’t want to kill anyone and it’s literally killing her) and is keeping things from her all because he’s offered her a semblance of safety. Girl falls for the first guy to show her kindness is a trope many of us have seen before.

The book isn’t telling you that the colonizers are good for the empire. A large part of the story is about the devastation opian has caused in the community. We see the fear and anger the people have toward the Romans. Her friend and her sister are telling her she’s an idiot for trusting the prince and she’s a traitor to their people. We’re being shown that no one agrees with the decisions Ruying makes. No one is supportive, encouraging, or even acceptive. It is Ruying alone who is siding with the colonizers BECAUSE SHE IS A COWARD. She’s just a girl who has shitty options and makes bad decisions.
When she’s forced to see the truth at the end, she finally makes a good decision.
So I don’t think this book is about romanticizing colonization. I don’t even think it’s about a girl falling for a colonizer. It’s about a scared girl in a scary world trying to survive. And we should see where book 2 goes before condemning this one. With the way this book ended, it felt like Ruying was finally opening her eyes and ready to make the hard decisions.
I could be entirely wrong and MXC might double down on the romance in the next book but I’m really hopeful that’s not the case.

I disliked the main character for majority of the book. I wish the character arc happened sooner so I could appreciate her growth more but I think this was a solid debut. I will be picking up the sequel whenever it comes out since it has the potential to make or break this book.
Thanks NetGalley and Del Rey for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.

I had to sit with this for a little bit. Unfortunately the writing was not strong, there were repetitive descriptions and I feel like the MC was written younger than her age (19 I think? But she acts a lot younger.)

But the romance in this was a cringe. The prince captured this girl, forces her to be an assassin for him to keep her family safe, and then they…fall in love but his people are taking over her country and killing all of her people and he somehow convinces her that he’s the good guy? Like…girl noooo.

Like even after she finds out his scientists were experimenting on her best friend that he promised to let go, she goes to see him in the hospital was like internally like “I think I still like him.” Nooooooooo. Girl stop.

There was also a random chapter from his POV and I think it’s the only one which was weird.

Not sure I’ll be reading this sequel.

Set in a realm where an entire country was overtaken by another in a single day, Yang Ruying has to make difficult choices in order to take care of her sick family members. Science versus magic is the foundation of the continuous struggle as Xianling citizens try to use their Gifts to survive and fight back.

This book shows the difficulty of choosing between the easy path of surrender, or the hard path of rebellion.
Of making tough choices for the right reasons, to protect the ones you love, even if it goes against your morals. The back and forth in Ruying’s head as she tries to save her family while also sticking to her principles was really interesting to read, especially as she came to know Antony as a person. The relationships with her best friend Taohua, her sister Meiya, and her former friend Baihu all illustrate the different considerations Ruying has with anything she does, and really makes the war seem realistic.

The ending felt incomplete, and nothing really felt resolved since there wasn’t really a battle between Ruying and Antony, or even a real determination of where her loyalties now lie. It felt like just a lot of setup for the next book, which kind of disappointed me since this book doesn’t feel like it can stand alone. However, I am excited to read the next book when it comes out!

This was interesting, partially because it wasn't just one country subjugating another with their superior power (in this case much higher tech capable of mass destruction) it was different worlds entirely. or different realities? I wish there had been more about how Rome was able to create the portal from their world to Ruying's magic rich one. When you can fight magic versus science who would be the winner? There are many shades of grey as multiple parties fight to protect their world from being exploited in order to replenish the world where Rome came from while Antony (one of Rome's princes) insists that he only wants peace between the two worlds. I felt for Ruying, who only wants to protect her family and world, being pulled two directions by Antony and Baihu. Many lies are told and truths dug up in this first book and everyone wants Ruying on their side. She does have a pretty cool magic gift.

I was not really a fan of the tried forced romance, Ruying has a hard enough time without needing to add romantic attractions. But it was an interesting book and I do want to find out how Ruying plans to end the subjugation of her world. Though I wouldn't mind maybe a trip to the Rome side of the portal to see their world.

<i> thank you NetGalley and Random House Publishing for the ARC in exchange for my honest review </i>

(It's hard to write this review and not spoil anything as I like to write spoiler-free reviews!)

This book was interesting - was it a stand out fantasy? Nah, but the way the story developed for the ending to set up for book two really made this worth it. I did enjoy the read, and while I enjoy a 1st person POV, I wish this was a 3rd person POV as we didn't get a ton of perspective on the world. Most 1st POV I read the narrator slowly reveals more about the world and characters, however this one really didn't. I was confused for awhile on the portal aspect of the world and didn't fully understand it until I read a review where someone explained it more. I appreciated the Chinese proverbs thrown in, but I felt like they were over-used and began to lose their charm in the story.

I never felt fully connected to any characters, but I did experience their emotions. What made this book a 4-star vs. in the 3-star range was the ending! The action was fantastic and the reveal of what is going to happen for book two made me super excited I know this isn't a super dark fantasy, but there were elements that I wished were explored to push it a little over the edge of comfortability.

Ruying has been manipulated her entire life: family, friends, and now this prince who is clearly abusing his position of power to promise her things in exchange for her magic, and as a reader I never believed anything he was saying.


I will say - the limited marketing I have seen for this book (after I received the ARC last year) makes this book out to be something it really isn't; which is a shame. We need to move away from trope-focused marketing

4 stars This was a story that interested me in politics more than any romance. The amount of betrayal and secrets make this a great read. The amount I have heard that this was a colonizer love story made me worry but I did not see a love story in this story. I am looking forward to the next in this series.

3.5 stars

I felt this took a while to find it's rhythm and it was not until about 2/3rds of the way through that I became more invested, but by the end, I definitely wanted to read book two.

However, this book was classified as a romance, and while she believes she's falling for Antony, it never really develops into a real romance, so leaving that alone, it's much more about Ruying being forced to make hard decisions where either choice can lead to impossible consequences. The author used her grandfather's own experiences as a source of inspiration, and this is how she chose to work through those complicated feelings. For that, I applaud her.

However, I often didn't agree with her choices, and I was definitely not thrilled with Antony throughout. It was so very clear that he was manipulating her, gas lighting her, abusing her, etc., and she was kind of letting him do it. It left a bad taste in my mouth that she thought she loved him. But I also think she was trying to do what she thought was best to help her family and friends and even if she was wrong, that was her motivation. To some extent, I believe the author did help us see that by the end. One of the things that also struck me was how harsh her sister was with her. The choices that her sister made were not obviously the right ones either and I just felt like she was being extremely judgmental without allowing for the fact that perhaps Ruying had some good points. I think I was also frustrated because it seemed like they each shut the other down without even taking the time to listen. Considering how much her family was her primary motivation, it was not always easy to see that in her dealings with her family. I think that was part of the rough start.

One thing that I did like was how the author incorporated ideas of colonialism, slavery, and environmentalism, as well as the war between science and magic (the equivalent of our world's science vs. religion?). As those ideas became more developed, I became more invested in the story. As I mentioned before, I am very much looking forward to diving into book two, and I've read somewhere that there's also going to be a book three. So, if you hate waiting for books to come out, you may want to hold off on starting this series.

Overall, I think it was kind of a rough start, but I think this has the makings of a good trilogy. I've read mixed reviews about this book, many having to do with the whole colonizer romance, and if the author chooses to make the romance between Ruying and Antony bloom, I'm going to have to jump ship. But I'm crossing my fingers that will not be the case!

I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book from NetGalley. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

This book came out at such a significant time for the theme it deals with. Resistance, occupation of another entity. This book is one that's sure to cause a lot of discourse be it from the narrator, poised to be morally gray but at times came across as stuck-in-survivor mode vs potential love stick. Or be it about falling for your enemy who is also the oppressor of your very people. This was a fast read and although there's a lot to wrestle with from themes to messages, I couldn't stop thinking about it and would be eager to pick it back up.

I think that this book is fine, the drama around it was overblown, but overall I think the book hits its mark for what it wanted to be.

I DNF around 25%

There was just so much info dumping. A scene of someone walking down the road shouldn't take 30 pages, but it did here. There was so much telling and so much info just jammed into every second. There was so much world building done in such a short time that the characters were still pretty nameless to me by this point. I can't stand an info dumping book so this really just didn't work for me.

I didn't even get to the romance that other reviewers talk about as the reason they didn't like the book.

I really wanted to love this book. It was such a creative concept and I loved the language and culture interwoven into the story. However, there was absolutely no character development, and at least half the book was the same internal debate over and over again from the main character. I ended up skipping over several pages at a time without feeling like I missed anything. The attempt at enemies to lovers was over in about two pages of dialogue, and then was sort of unclear the rest of the book. Overall I think the idea was great but the execution needed more nuance and development.

It redeemed itself a bit by the end but i struggled through this one. The main character was stockholmed syndrome almost the entire book and I didn’t like that. I didn’t believe any kind of romance or affection between Ruying and Antony. He’s the literal worst. I considering DNFing so much and ultimately I’m glad I didn’t bc the end was surprisingly interesting. Not interesting enough for me to read the next book though.

Thank you netgalley for this arc!

I’ve heard a lot of the controversy around this book, but I think Molly X. Chang did a really good job. This book hooked me in and I thouroughly enjoyed it! I will be looking forward to reading more from her.

I am honestly unsure how I feel about this one! I like the themes of the book but it was such a slow build for me that it was hard for me to stay engaged in it. It is written with a lot of imagery, but it was almost too detailed for me at times where I just wanted to get to the plot. This could be a me problem, I don’t know. I did like the magic system and the fact that the main characters were morally gray. Ruying’s experiences broke my heart. It is admittedly difficult to get past the main love interest being so horrible to her though. Some things aren’t forgivable, which is why I had mixed feelings overall. Toxic relationships have their fan base, but note that this isn’t for you if you aren’t into that.

DNF. While I am unsure if this is truly a colonizer romance, I do think that they make a good argument. As a white person I have decided to stay out of that dialogue and defer to the reviews by persons of color.

I had a difficult time getting through the beginning of the book, a bit slow of a start. The over-descriptions fell flat for me. I wanted more world building and less fluffy language.

was not the best book i have read. was really excited for this one, but it really missed the mark. maybe the next book the author publishes will be better fleshed out.

I absolutely ate this up. I felt like this was a very strong debut novel. I loved The Poppy War Trilogy and this gave me those same feels. I felt like this story was unique in the way that Rome not only invaded Pangu but it had crossed through worlds to do so and was using resources in Pangu to save Rome from it's collapse due to the Human's mistreatment of their world. I loved where the story left off and I am absolutely dying to know where this is going to go and can't wait to get my hands on the next one. Thank you @netgalley and @delreybooks for the arc.

dnfing this one

the writing is so circular and confusing at the same time and i just can not read anymore of it. i have been trying to read it for a month and it’s just not happening, i’m sorry