I highlighted the heck out of this book. It follows Ava’s relationship with her domesticity, her children, career, husband and current politics while also diving into the past: my favorite parts of this book were the chapters where we read from the POV of a possible ancestor from Athens in 415 BC. These chapters had me on the edge of my seat, if for nothing else, the rich history and traditions which I personally have rarely read about from an original/historically fiction POV. There was an AHA! moment 50% of the way through which immediately captured my attention and then I finished the rest of the book within the next couple of hours because I simply had to. Some of the themes explored are feminism, ancestral traumas and ties, feminine rage, and a focus on the goddesses of the past, specifically Demeter and Persephone (who doesn’t love that?) Beautifully written and do recommend! 4.5 ⭐️

Ava Zaretsky, a busy professor and mother of two, faces immense responsibilities when her husband lands a major producing opportunity that takes him to Bulgaria for six months. During the family's summer break, Ava encounters an older professor who once mentored her in college, prompting her to reflect on what might have been.

The story unfolds into a feminist, intense, and mysterious narrative, offering much to appreciate which sometimes reminded me of the My Brilliant Friend quartet by Elena Ferrante.

However, my only turn off was the somewhat excessive "woe-is-me" narrative Ava sometimes had.

While I did find enjoyment in the book, I believe it had the potential to be so much more.

Thank you NetGalley for the ARC in exchange for an honest review!

This made me tear up quite a lot. So heartbreakingly beautiful and it is so real that it hurts. I related to it. I learned a lot from it. I wish i can make everyone i know read it. It is so easy to read yet it is so hard to forget. This will stay with me for a long time.

In this captivating read, the author masterfully weaves a narrative that is both engaging and thought-provoking. Through a blend of richly developed characters and a meticulously crafted plot, the book offers a unique exploration of its central themes, inviting readers to immerse themselves in the story's depth and complexity. The narrative is paced perfectly, balancing moments of intense action with thoughtful reflection, ensuring that readers are hooked from the first page to the last. The author's ability to evoke emotion and create a vivid, immersive world is truly remarkable, making this book a must-read for anyone looking for an exceptional literary experience.

Beyond its compelling storyline, the book stands out for its insightful commentary on the human condition, weaving philosophical questions into the fabric of its narrative. The author's skillful use of language not only enriches the text but also elevates the reader's experience, offering new perspectives on familiar themes. Whether it's the intricate dynamics of relationships, the exploration of identity, or the confrontation with ethical dilemmas, this book tackles complex issues with sensitivity and intelligence. It's a testament to the power of storytelling to illuminate the nuances of life, making it a valuable addition to any book lover's collection. Regardless of genre, this is a work that resonates on multiple levels, affirming the enduring impact of well-crafted literature.

I’m obsessed with this aesthetic and this theme. This is one of the best historical feminist novels I’ve read. The story follows an art history professor during a midlife reflection of womanhood, motherhood, and divine feminism. She reconnects with a former professor she regarded highly as a grad student and discovers much about herself and her role as a mother and a human, including how to process long term grief and dissatisfaction and new grief and the physical and emotional changes a woman faces as she ages. She participates in centuries old spiritual rituals that connect her to the women who came before her and to the goddess Demeter. The story is very interesting and full of Greek and Roman history. It also includes some reflection of Bulgarian culture and customs (this is the setting of the novel). Triggers: miscarriage, stillbirth, animal sacrifice, marital tension, sexism, sexual harassment

Ava Zaretsky is a busy professor and mother of two. When her husband finally gets his big producing break and moves with the set to Bulgaria for 6 months the amount of work that hangs on her shoulders is incredible. The family follows him during summer break and Ava runs into an older professor mentor of hers from college. This moment gives her the opportunity to revisit what could have been. Following the professor will open a whole new world to her - does she dare? Feminist, angry and mysterious, there is a lot to love. There is also some animal abuse,
(small portion) and a bit too much woe-is -me. I did enjoy this book but I felt it could have been much much more. #knopfpantheonvintage&anchor #knopf

"All she did every day was keep everyone in the family alive ... but taken individually, every detail appeared so small and insignificant that one could easily dismiss it."

Alexis Landau perfectly encapsulates the feelings of motherhood in her book, which sets a modern family drama against an ancient backdrop rooted in mythology. The main character, Ava, is thrust into handling all of family life while her husband travels to Bulgaria to film an action movie. When Ava is finally able to bring the kids during the summer, hoping to work on her own writing, she finds the reunion and her own ability to work lacking -- that is, until she is unexpectedly reunited with one of her college professors. Through this reunion, she uncovers a mix of rage and power that races along to a powerful conclusion.

As a mother myself, I found the character of Ava to be quite relatable and the secondary timeline interesting. I do feel that at times, Ava isn't entirely fair to the men in the book and makes assumptions about their thoughts and feelings, but it feels totally true to the character and her situation.

Thanks to NetGalley for providing this proof!

Thank you very much for the opportunity to read this book early! I really enjoyed it. I thought the writing was very well done, and the story kept me interested. I believe my students/patrons would also love this book and will be acquiring it for the library!