While I was initially frustrated with the unexplained lore and context, I grew to appreciate it as it fit the folk horror/magical realism vibe of the story. Bovalino's prose is so eminently readable and the pacing so well done that I read this in one sitting. The flashes of body horror added the perfect amount of dread to the otherwise pleasant, otherworldly peace of the setting.

I almost don't have words to describe this genre-bending horror book from Tori Bovalino. It ripped my heart out in the most stunning way, both the language and the story was hauntingly beautiful. I don't know that it surprised me in its ending, but I didn't care - it was done so well that I won't be able to stop thinking about it anytime soon.

Leah lives in Winston, Pennsylvania, a small time in Appalachia. Her life revolves around her best friend Jess and taking care of her little brother Owen. And trying, even though she's failed in the past, to be a good girl and make her mother love her again. When the Lord of the Woods takes Owen, she is required to go to him and offer a sacrifice to get him back and bring him back to Winston. But all the girls who have had to bargain with the Lord of the Wood before have never returned. While she's in his kingdom, she's haunted by the ghost of the most recent girl from Winston, Maria. Through it all, she must barter for her brother and figure out why her interactions with the Lord of the Wood don't match the fear that had been instilled in her by the patriarchs of Winston.

This is technically a YA horror, but I feel like it's so much more than that. It's a dark fairytale, it's magical realism, it's a touch of paranormal romance. It's an indictment of the way so many teenaged girls are raised throughout small and medium sized towns in the Bible belt. It is *so* good. I cannot recommend it enough. It's out 2/20 and should be an autobuy!

I just couldn't get into this story. I wanted to DNF it, and I probably should have, but I pushed through and enjoyed it no more at the end than I did at the beginning. The marketing and cover of this story just gave me a different idea of what this story would be like, and I was thrown off that the marketing didn't quite match the story. In addition, the pacing was a bit off for me. I felt like the middle was a bit slow and the tone changed enough to be noticeable.
I loved the ending, and I felt like the tone and idea of the book and what it was trying to be finally worked together, but I was disappointed that it took until the end of the book to really be interested in the story.
I feel like comparing this to 'Labyrinth' just does it a disservice because the Goblin King really brought the fire in a way that this "goblin king" did not. I did enjoy the commentary about religion, religious trauma, female autonomy and female bodies, though.
Overall, I didn't hate this by any means, but it was just so not for me.

Wow! This one had me hooked from the first page! The atmosphere just seeps off the page, and Leah and the LoW quickly become favorite characters. I flew through this in a day, and it's definitely one I'll be getting a physical copy of.

From the beginning I felt for Leah, not only is the town she lives in super religious, but her mother treats her like crap., and while she is scared to enter the woods and meet the Lord, the alternative of staying without her brother is too much to bear. The whole ceremony to get Leah to the woods is dark and creepy and is so different from when she arrives and sees what her town has been so scared of.

Once Leah finds out what happened to her brother, and what she has to do to get him back, things start popping up. Thinks that make her question what the Lord has told her, then what the town has told everyone.
Like the ghost of one of the other girls who went into the woods and never returned. Leah is driven to find out what happened to her, and honestly, the longer she stays in the woods the less she wants to return home. (seeing where she came from and the family she left behind, even if I didn't have the hots for the LoW I would have wanted to stay too).
This book was dark and twisty and held me in its thrall from start to finish. The vibes were spot on, and Leah had me feeling all the things. This is one of those books that will stick with me, and I can't wait to read it again!

Wow! I went into this expecting a YA Horror novel (that cover though) and got so much more than that. The horror elements were well executed and juxtaposed with beautiful imagery of the woods. Leah was a wonderful main character and her journey into the woods to find her brother paralleled her journey and longing desire to self discovery. I was completely blown away by this story. 4.5 stars. More of a review to come on the pub date!

I absolutely adored the mixture of folklore and the gothic in this unique coming of age story. I also really enjoyed the themes of toxicity within the town, Leah's family, and from men in general.

Leah was a complex character who displayed some serious growth over the course of the novel, and she was easy to route for - despite wishing for Owen to be taken by the Lord. Her choices were based on a myriad of complex emotions that demonstrate the depth of her character; nothing ever felt random or like it only existed to serve the author's vision. As for that vision, Tori Bovalino did a wonderful job in the execution of the Lord of the Woods lore, and implementing that lore into a modern-day setting. My Throat an Open Grave has a distinct identity, which I greatly admire. I think my favourite part, though, is the 'twist' in the final chapters that reveals *****SPOILER***** Owen is actually Leah's son, not her brother *****SPOILER*****. I didn't expect that at all, and it only added to the layers of complexity of Leah's character.

Even though I enjoyed all these amazing things about the novel, I still felt as if there was something missing. For one, while Leah felt very well-developed, I didn't feel that connection or depth with any of the other characters. I also would have liked it if Bovalino delved even more into the lore of the Lord, or perhaps if she'd done an epilogue to show the reader how Leah is *****SPOILER***** acclimating in her new life with Tristan in the Woods*****SPOILER*****

Regardless, I think My Throat an Open Grave is a standout in the young adult genre for a unique plot with important themes that is still enjoyable and appropriate for that age division (and for adults too, of course!)

Thank you to the publisher via Netgalley for providing me with an electronic advanced copy of My Throat an Open Grave by Tori Bovalino in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own and are not influenced by any third parties.

What a powerful and emotional story! There is such beautiful prose throughout and though the story was quite a bit more focused on the romance rather than the horror/dark aspects (which is what I assumed it would be based on the marketing/cover) I really enjoyed it. There’s some painfully accurate discourse of womanhood, being a”good” vs “bad” girl, and religious trauma which I thought was excellently handled. The romance was very sweet as well.

My Throat an Open Grave by Toni Bovalino releases on February 20th 🥀 thank you to the publisher for an advanced copy (and to @annotatedbibliophile for raving about it and putting this book on my radar hehe)

My Throat an Open Grave is like if the horror genre poured you a cup of tea and offered you fuzzy socks, all the while dripping viscera and gore all over your floor. it’s filled with magic, ghosts, body-horror, and pretty forest-folk alike.

im a sucker for a slow-burn (*cough* tgcf *cough*) so the romantic progression in this book was a bit too fast for my taste. that said, the story focused on enough outside of the romance that the pacing of the main character’s relationship didn’t detract much from my overall enjoyment of it.

the pitch for the plot is very similar to Labyrinth, but the book deals with a lot of dark themes that made it feel much less “Bowie with the Eyebrows™ and musical numbers” than i was originally anticipating. even still, i really enjoyed what this story turned out to be, so it was by no means a bad surprise!

if you enjoy metaphors about the horrors of womanhood, copious religious references, cults, and the necessary untangling of harmful rhetoric, My Throat an Open Grave is definitely worth picking up after its release!

I was super, super hyped about this book, based on both the fact that I'm becoming quite a fan of Tori Bovalino—Not Good for Maidens was unlike anything I'd read before in YA, and her contribution to the YA folk horror collection The Gathering Dark was quite excellent as well—and the fact that the premise sounded super, super intriguing. Right off the bat, though, I can tell you that this book has actually very little in common with the film it's being compared to, Labyrinth, apart from the basic premise of a teenage girl whose baby brother is stolen by an otherworldly being, and who must then go on a journey into the unknown to retrieve him. If you go into this book expecting a Labyrinth-esque adventure to follow, but with more horror (just look at that cover), I have to tell you that this is not that. And part of me was disappointed in that fact, at first. But what this book is ended up being so great that the comparison to Labyrinth became disappointing for a different reason: I don't think it does the book justice at all. I also don't know that I'd personally classify it as horror; there's plenty of scary, ghostly business afoot, but to me it seems like more of a dark fairy tale or a fantasy with some darker elements than a horror.

This is a dark, fantastical parable about, much to my surprise, reproductive justice, set in a community where girls' choices are taken from them and then that lack of choice used as ammunition to punish them further. The beginning of the book did a great job amping up the elements of folk horror—the community is small, poor, and fiercely religious, but it's also bordering a deep, dark wood where it's said a man (or devil), known as the Lord of the Wood, rules. This is a very satisfyingly spooky setup, but from there, I felt the scares were minimal. I also felt that the book suffered at times from a lag in action in the middle, and some confusing world building (we're told that the Lord of the Wood isn't human, but we're never given a satisfying explanation of what he is) that made it difficult to stay interested for a chunk in the middle of the book. When the plot really gets going again, though—when it all starts coming together, and we see our main character, Leah, begin to reclaim some of her power—I couldn't put it down. I was very deeply moved by the story, and by all that it represents of our world today. I also found the "twist", if you can call it that, to be fantastic, and just the right amount of unexpected. Others may have found it more obvious than I did, but I didn't really start to pick up on hints until halfway through.

I'm thrilled that this book exists, for so many reasons that I don't want to spoil. I look forward to reading more of Tori Bovalino in the future.

A YA dark fantasy? who am I? This book was a bit out of my comfort zone so I was pretty nervous but when I saw it was a Labyrinth inspired story I was so excited for it! I did enjoy this one and I did get the Labyrinth vibes! This was a very dark coming of age story and I liked the themes explored here, But the romance was pretty boring for me...like all romance is haha. You can check more of my thoughts in this vlog: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RlTNAkallfI&t=1203s&ab_channel=KatrinaBrown

Leah lives in a small town in Pennsylvania. When she’s not at school, she’s at church or taking care of her little brother. She thinks that if she isn’t good and holy, the Lord of the Wood will take her…like many of the girls before her.

Religious standards are high and one night when Owen won’t stop screaming, Lead wishes him away. The screaming stops, and when Leah checks his crib, all that remains is a bundle of sticks tied with a ribbon.

What does Leah have to do to get Owen back?

I love reading folklore books about religious town and their views of women, mainly because they’re just the views are so toxic they’re ridiculous. This book did a fantastic job showcasing how it is always the woman’s job to suffer at the feet of men. Leah was a fantastic, multi-faceted character who showed great growth over the course of the book. This story is very creepy, and utterly atmospheric. I loved how it was written because I felt like I was transported into the book with the characters. This was on the slow side pacing wise, however things unfolded nicely over the course of the book, so I stayed engaged. Once I started going with this one, I didn’t want to put it down and finished in one sitting. This book is so much more than just a spooky read, it’s full of self-love, redemption, and acceptance. I loved the twist at the end and didn’t see it coming!

This book is perfect if you are looking for spooky gothic read.

Thank you to Page Street YA @PageStreetYA TBR Beyond Tours @tbrbeyondtours Tori Bovalino @toribovalino and Netgalley @netgalley for allowing me to read this book.

4.5 Stars from me.

I did not expect to devour this book so quickly. I read it in only two days--and I worked both days so I was basically spending every second of free time reading. You already know I love flawed, messy female main characters (see my love for Starling House, Little Thieves, and A Study in Drowning). My Throat an Open Grave also offers excellent criticisms of religious structures and the way girls are punished for stepping a toe out of line. I did want a bit more intensity and true horror, and a bit less of a focus on the romance, but I understand that making those changes could easily push this book out of the YA age range. As it stands, this is a solid 4 star read for me. I anticipated all of the reveals toward the end, but I didn’t find their impact lessened at all. I was still up past my bedtime, teary eyed and hanging on every word.

Thank you to NetGalley for providing a review copy.

This book, while beautifully written, didn't quite do it for me. I figured out what was going on almost immediately. The romance and fantasy aspect definitely outweigh the horror. The only real horror happens in the last 10% of the book, so I'm unsure why it's marketed that way. Supernatural YA fantasy romance would be a better fit. As such, I'm definitely not it's intended audience. 3.25 stars

My 12 year old 👧🏻 read through this book in one sitting, roughly 3.5 hours, and she was smiling from ear to ear and declaring a loud “WOW!” @Pagestreetya, you got her, and she caught @Toribovalino’s writing bug!!! Now, she wants more of her books!!!

👧🏻 review: At first I was skeptical after looking at the cover (actually I liked it) and thought why not!?! So after few pages in, I felt the book magnetized me. I didn’t want to put it down because the twists and turns kept going and the plot, ending and the story was so well-written. There’s no cliff-hanger and the ending was unexpected but super satisfying. I want to read the rest of her other books and I’m hoping we’ll be able to find them in our local network libraries. She is added to my newest favorite author! I don’t want to give away the story but you need to at least check this one out!

Thank you so much, Page Street Publishing, Page Street YA and NetGalley, for the chance to read this book in exchange of an honest review.

TW: body horror, blood, murders, misogyny, suicide ideation

Leah lives in the small town of Winston and like every girl she tries to be good and holy, going to church, school, working and taking care of her little brother Owen. If she's not good, the Lord of the Wood will take her and she will disappear like many other girls before her. But one night Owen won't stop screaming and she wishes him away. And the Lord listens to her. Now she has to do everything she can to get him back, weighed down by the town's judgment. She's forced to cross the river and look for the Lord, bargain with him to get Owen back. But the Lord of the Wood isn't the bloody figure she expects and to get Owen back she bargain a song she has a month to write. Now living in the Lord's house and domain, Leah starts asking herself questions about the fates of every missing girls and discovering a bloody pact between Winston and this domain. And what she deserves.

My throat an open grave is everything I could have hoped to find in a book and more. It's an intriguing, darkly romantic tale, Labyrinth meets fairytales in a gorgeous and compelling writing style. I loved every single book written by Tori Bovalino and this one isn't an expection.
The author does a brilliant work in writing the setting of Winston and the Lord's domain. An oppressing religious city, where the girls are forced to comform to rules upon rules, being obedient, holy and good, with brutal institutions and the willingness of crushing girls dreams if they are not following the society's ideas. In this deeply migonynic society, where being queer, being in love, having sex is deeply frowned upon and condemned, Leah feels like suffocating and drowning. She doesn't feel loved and accepted, she can't find a way out. Ironically, looking for the bloody and murderous figure of the Lord of the Wood lets her into a world made of kindness and acceptance, a world where she can be herself, free of others' judgment, shame and violence and starting on a path of self-love, self-acceptance and forgiveness.
Also, this beautiful growth is accompanied by a romantic story between Leah and Tristan, in their parallel growth of knowing each other, their worlds and their town's secrets and lies.

I absolutely loved how Leah's personal growth is interwoven with her looking for answers for the missing girls and her town's past and history and also, with her relationship with Tristan and the city's inhabitants, in a compelling story of love, kindness, forgiveness, redemption and truth.
Tori Bovalino is a master in creating a creepy atmosphere, filled with tension and magic, lies and secrets and letting Leah, and the reader with her, peeling the truth bit by bit.
It's a dark story, but also a love one, filled with kindness, acceptance, forgiveness and more.

Brilliant, unique and deeply recommended.

*Thank you NetGalley for the eARC of this book*

This was so darkly lush and deliciously brilliant. I loved all the references to "Labyrinth" and the overall thrilling and gothic atmosphere. It was a very good read for any fans of the movie. 3 stars.

If you love "Labrynth", appreciate the creepy undertones of "Peter Pan", and vibe with the religious trauma and forest magic in "For the Wolf", you're gonna want to add "My Throat an Open Grave" to your TBR immediately.
Leah feels trapped in her small town of Winston, Pennsylvania. It's surrounded by the forest on all sides, but what really suffocates her is the way it orbits the church. In Winston, there's no further calling for their women than being a Good Girl, and if you're not? The Lord of the Wood will punish you, and you'll be the next in a long line of girls who disappear into the forest, never to return.

When Leah's baby brother, Owen, is taken by the Lord of the Wood and replaced with a bundle of sticks while she's babysitting him, the town turns against her. She's forced to venture into the woods to attempt to bargain with the Lord in exchange for Owen's safe return. But when Leah meets the Lord of the Wood and his followers and experiences the mysterious magic of their realm, she begins to wonder if good vs. evil is really as straightforward as she thought. 

Leah is introspective and smart, and her trauma is depicted realistically and painfully. This was a great combo of fantasy and horror elements, with a woodsy, folk vibe. I did see one of the twists coming, but not the other, and felt satisfied with the ending. I'd have loved a little more background on the magical lore, and it was a little weird every time I remembered that this was set in modern day, but overall I had a great time with this one! Thanks to NetGalley, the author, and the publisher for the advance copy in exchange for my honest reivew.

3 stars. I’ll start off by saying that the cover design and the fact that it was marketed as a ‘Labyrinth’ inspired story, made me sooooo hyped to read this book. And perhaps that was the first mistake. Expecting something and getting something totally different. Which isn’t always a bad thing, however it wasn’t necessarily a good thing. At least, not until about 3/4ths of the book. While the story itself and the commentary was wonderful (more on that later), I feel like the pacing was a little off towards the middle. The moments where she was in the Lords woods felt a little too slow, cozy, cottage core-zy that I couldn’t reconcile the title and cover art of the book and with what was going on. However, like I mentioned, the last third really picked up the darkness a tad bit that the title/cover didn’t feel too jarring. I loved what was revealed and the implications of it. I hated that that I had to wait the whole book to get there and that it all felt so rushed, right when it was getting exciting! World building also could have been fleshed out. I still have no clue where she was at and how it’s there and who was what or WHY. Maybe I was expecting a little more darkness out of a YA book but I feel like I was bamboozled. Anyway, for the great religious traumacore and the great commentary about women and their bodies, I still give this 3 stars.

Also, if you’re gonna throw in ‘Labyrinth’ as any type of comparison… then your version of the Goblin King better BRING it because David Bowie set the bar high when it comes to the mysterious is-he-evil-or-not-but-also-he’s-so-hot vibes and Tristan just did not deliver in that regard. :(

This is so much more a labyrinth retelling and actually hardly felt like one in the end:

Thoughts:
- deeply folkloric and has rich commentary about religious trauma, the cult attitude around many religious small towns, purity culture, and more.
- very Ava Reid core in its flowery language & use of metaphor
- I feel like this book should be categorized as adult.
- wasn’t the biggest fan of the romance in the end; felt kind of random and Insta-lovey to me.
- definitely don’t go into this expecting a whimsical labyrinth vibe, it’s much more dark, folk, horror, romance, I would say!

Generally, I really liked this and that twist at the end I absolutely did NOT see coming; I do feel as though there were pacing issues at times, but overall it was a good read!

not as horrory as expected, but that wasn't a bad thing. i'm in for a good horromance just as much as the next person, and cults are super cool. thanks so much for the arc. 4.5