“Bittersweet” is a moving and inspirational memoir that explores the profound themes of true love, the darkness of grief, and the journey of finding one’s way back into the light after loss. The narrative follows Lotte Bowser as she recounts her deep connection with Ben, whom she believed to be her soulmate. Their life together was filled with joy, adventure, and shared dreams until it was abruptly altered by Ben’s diagnosis of a rare form of cancer.

As Ben’s illness progressed, Lotte became his caregiver, navigating the complexities of cancer treatment while the world faced lockdown due to the Covid-19 pandemic. Their determination led them to seek alternative treatments in Mexico, showcasing their unwavering hope and love amidst adversity.

The memoir poignantly captures the moment when Ben passes away far from home, leaving Lotte grappling with her future without him. This part of the story delves into her emotional turmoil and questions about life after such a significant loss.

Lotte’s reflections on grief are both heartfelt and relatable. She illustrates how joy and sorrow can coexist, emphasizing that life after loss can still hold beauty. The narrative serves as a testament to resilience and the human spirit’s capacity to heal.

“Bittersweet” is not just a story about love and loss; it is an exploration of how one can find hope and meaning even in life’s darkest moments. It resonates deeply with anyone who has experienced grief or seeks understanding in their own journey through loss.

Sweet sweet story.
Thanks to author, publisher and Netgalley for the chance to read this book. While I got the book for free it had no bearing on the rating I gave it.

I liked this book, but did find it a bit 'listy' and ploddy.
This happened, then this happened, then i did this etc.

I didn't feel anything when reading, despite my own dealings on grief being similar to Bowser's. Maybe I just have a heart of stone, maybe it was her writing style.

Didn't really get anything from this, just felt I was reading from a random strangers personal diary.

Bittersweet is not an easy read. Do not go into this book expecting a heart-warming read, cozy and adorable. Sure, there is a 'sweet' side to it, but in general I'd say this is a very sad and quite heavy story, especially if the reader knows, or has known, someone battling (or who died of) cancer. That might be triggering.
But it's a short book and the final message is positive, so it pays off.

Read this in an hr this morning. Looked the guy up.. doesn't seem that special and to say she was blissfully happy with the love of her life this doesn't come across in the photos on her IG of them as a couple where he looks miserable. and not smiling. The only genuine smiles seem to be in the pictures of her with another blonde woman - both smiling with their eyes etc..Wondering how much of this Ben bliss is inflated to sell books and fit the narrative.

Sorry for her loss but the book was kinda middling tbh. Glad it was free on Amazon so I didn't have to waste money on it. I wasn't impressed by all the bragging about Shoreditch House and the party lifestyle but then again I am not a millennial into dance music. It just reeked of privilege. Fair play to her if it helped her get it all out on paper to aid her grief process but this book didn't have anything to say about grief we haven't read a thousand times before in much better works by more talented authors.

I really hope that she gets out of the pigeon hole she has put herself in as a grieving widow and moves on because she is still very young..

A heartbreaking and powerful story told by an exceptional writer. I could not stop reading about her life. Thanks to NetGalley for the ARC.

This is a heartwarming and heart-wrenching memoir that will resonate deeply with readers who have experienced the transformative power of love, loss, and resilience, and are seeking a story of hope and healing in the face of adversity.

I read Bittersweet in one sitting. Lotte has an incredible way with words, sharing a raw account of her experience of love, of loss, the depths of grief, and life after loss. The book was heartbreaking, captivating and hopeful all at once. I have no doubts that it will have a hugely positive impact on conversations around grief, and I will be recommending far and wide.