“I love you, and I have loved you, and I will love you.” They’ve loved each other in a thousand lifetimes. They’ve killed each other in every one.

Evelyn has memories of past lifetimes, in where she’s loved Arden. And in every one of those lives, she’s either killed or been killed by him. She has no idea why he keeps coming after her, the reason they’re so drawn together, or why the cycle starts all over again after their deaths. All she does know is that she’s determined in this life to live long enough to be a lifesaving donor to her younger sister with cancer.

This was such a heart achingly beautiful novel. You find yourself torn as to who the true villain is the whole time. It is very reminiscent of Addie La Rue but the plot line is wholly its own. Told in alternating time lines, you get glimpses of Evelyn and Arden’s past while they try to fight for a new future.

Recommended if you like: YA fantasy, alternating timelines, lgbt+

Evelyn has lived the last millennium seventeen years at a time. She keeps reincarnating, then getting murdered before her eighteenth birthday. Arden is both her one true love and her nemesis: they are always reborn in close proximity and drawn together inexorably, but Arden persists in killing her and refusing to explain why. With just a few days until her birthday, Evelyn is determined to fight, not just for herself, but for her little sister who needs a transplant. A sweeping love story. The tendency toward florid language and epic emotions is perfectly in keeping with YA romantasy.

I absolutely loved this book! YA is not usually a genre I read. The romance and friendship between Evelyn and Arden are so beautiful it made my heart melt. This was incredible from start to finish. It reminded me of Addie La Rue which I loved.

Evelyn and Arden reincarnate through the centuries. They have loved each other in a thousand lifetimes. They have killed each other in every lifetime all before their eighteenth birthday. Evelyn loves her family and her life she has now a thousand years later. Her sister needs a bone marrow transplant in order to stay alive. Evelyn wants to give that to her. She wants to continue to live and grow old with Arden. But Arden shows up and must kill her soon. Evelyn wants to know why he always has to kill her and why can't they stay together and alive. Arden has never told her the truth. Until know.

I never could figure out why Arden needed to kill Evelyn at her eighteenth birthday. I was guessing all throughout the book. I couldn't put it down. It was very well written. The prose where strong and poetic. The poems throughout the book were beautiful. I highly recommend this book. I can't wait for this authors next book.

Thank you to NetGalley and Wednesday Books for this ARC.

I enjoyed Our Infinite Fates. The concept of two souls being fated to love and destroy each other across lifetimes was compelling, and I loved how the story wove through different historical settings.

The alternating timelines kept me hooked, especially trying to piece together who Arden was in the present. Evelyn’s struggle to break the curse, especially with her sister’s life on the line, added so much tension and emotion.

At times, the story felt a little repetitive, and I wish certain elements had been explored more, but overall, it was beautifully written and had such an addictive quality.

Definitely a heavy read, but one that sticks with you.

Thank you NetGalley and St. Martins Press for sending this book for review consideration. All opinions are my own.

This is YA Romantasy. Evelyn and Arden have loved each other in every lifetime they have had for the past thousand years. Sadly, before their 18th birthdays in each lifetime, one of them has to kill the other. It's a curse. But why are they cursed and can it be broken?

Arden retains full memories of his lifetimes. Evelyn has ghosts of memories, but in each life, she doesn't understand who she really is, or why this has to keep happening, only that their respective deaths before turning age 18 is a must. Arden and Evelyn are tethered and somehow they find each other in every life.

In Evelyn's current life, as Branwyn in Wales, she is the only match for her little sister Grace, who needs a bone marrow transplant. The problem? The donation cannot be completed until AFTER Evelyn turns 18, but due to the curse, Evelyn will never make it to 18.

This book will take you through so many different times in history and so many locations all over the world. Each time Evelyn and Arden start anew, they are drawn to each other, no matter their genders at the time. This book is lgbtq+ friendly, and it is historically appealing. I loved the POV's from different places and dates in the past, plus the present.

I am not a romance fan, but this was tastefully done, and as a former teenager, cringingly accurate when it comes to how people in their teens feel when they are in love. I requested this ARC for the fantasy element and it did not disappoint.

Thank you NetGalley and St Martins Press/Wednesday Books for the eARC in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts are my own!

This book started off tragic and kept that up the whole way through with glimpses of hope. I enjoyed switching between present day and their past lives. It was fun trying to figure out who Arden was in the current timeline in the first part of the book. This book did a good job making me want things to work out for Evelyn throughout!

I always felt bad about the families she would be leaving behind in each life (which props to the author for being able to get me to feel that in just a chapter!), but I was especially sad in the current timeline because I was thinking that this time would be different.

The ending just kind of happened and felt odd to me. I truly don’t get why Arden couldn’t have explained the mystery behind why this had to happen. I am never a fan of information given to the reader only right at the end of a story that the characters themselves will never know due to the circumstances.

Overall I enjoyed the story and it made me feel a lot of emotions. It was a heavy read and I am thankful for the early copy I received.

A love story that spans life times.

But a love story that ends with death every time. We follow Evelyn and Arden through lifetimes of falling and love and Arden killing Evelyn. But the mystery is why is it that Arden is searching for Evelyn to end her life? Why does love end in tragedy each time. The writing is beautiful and and brilliant, vivid and great. It is easy to fall into the story, to contemplate the possibilities. And then the ending will have you all in tears.

Do remember this is a YA book. It is perfect for fans of The Invisible life of Addie LaRue and other novels in that vein.

A story inspired by Taylor Swift, especially a folklore track, will always draw me in—and this story with that inspiration and the fated soulmates trope instantly captured my attention.

Fated to love and end each other in every lifetime, two bound soulmates fight for survival throughout history and their lives.

Overall, the concept of the story and the overarching plot kept me intrigued and flipping pages in anticipation to discover the how, what, when, and why these two were drawn together in every lifetime. It was packed full of beautiful prose and emotionally charged moments.

Although, at times, the nature of the plot became repetitive and had me wanting the story to dive deeper into the relationships between the main characters and the dynamics of each of the storylines. But with that being said, the novel still gripped me, and I consumed it in a couple of sittings. It had an addictive quality, and I’m excited to read more from this author!

3.5/5

*Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for sending me an eARC in exchange for an honest review.*

I've been waiting years for a book to come around and make me question everything just like The Invisible Life of Addie La Rue did and Laura Steven has done just that in Our Infinite Fates.

Evelyn and Arden have loved each other in a thousand lifetimes. They've also killed each other in every single lifetime. Their deaths always happen before they turn eighteen and when they reincarnate, they have an invisible, yet magical, pull towards each other, making sure they find each other in every lifetime lived.

Evelyn doesn't know why she must die before her eighteenth birthday. She does, however, know this time, in this lifetime, she will not die. She's reincarnated with a sister that has cancer and she is her sister's only hope. She's on edge as her eighteenth birthday grows near and Arden has not made himself known to her. I'll admit, I did not see Arden coming in this lifetime, but he's just as tired as Evelyn of dying and as the story weaves through the past and the present, we learn more and more about how they fell in love over centuries.

Our Infinite Fates isn't a book that can be binged. It's full of rich detail that needs your full attention to be truly appreciated. Laura's prose was simply stunning and I highlighted so many quotes and passages, especially the poems Arden has written over his lifetimes.

If you were a fan of The Invisible Life of Addie La Rue, definitely pick up a copy of Our Infinite Fates on March 4th! Thank you Wednesday Books for the e-ARC in exchange for a honest review!

our infinite fates (arc)

wow. when i say that i’ve never read a story like this, it’s 100% genuine.

the premise/overall plot of this book is so uniquely interesting. at no point in this book was i able to guess where it was going so i was curious the whole way through.

also id say the best thing in this book is the writing. if you’re a fan of lyrical writing then you MUST pick this up when it’s released. there were beautiful quotes on every single page. the poetic writing definitely made for a bit slower of a story but if i didn’t mind that aspect.

the only thing that kept me from really loving this book was the overall pacing and layout of the story. i couldn’t rip my eyes away from my kindle screen if i tried during the present day perspective. it was so gripping and i felt i was connecting to the characters the most in the current perspective. but sadly, all of the flashback chapter really did not keep my attention in the slightest. every time i was in a past perspective chapter, i just wanted to be in the present. and honestly i don’t think all of the past chapters were even necessary. not only were they boring to me, but they didn’t even add that much to the plot or even help me to connect to the characters more. i really think if there were less past chapters i could’ve given this book a whole star rating higher.

my other complaint is the the twist that came 80% through felt silly and far fetched to me. i can understand why other people wouldn’t have a problem with it but for some reason it felt almost cartoonish to me?

and lastly, i didn’t connect to the characters or their love as much as i would’ve liked to and i feel that’s sort of the whole point of the story. there was a moment at the end i knew i was supppsed to feel super emotional but didnt because i never really understood and believed their love story enough to be emotionally attached.

overall i enjoyed this book and how unique the plot was and how beautiful the writing is but didnt really connect to the story and found a few of the chapters super slow. i definitely can see why so many people have loved this arc so i definitely recommend giving it a shot of the premise sounds interesting to you!

3 stars

our infinite fates is one of those books that i think perfectly encapsulate the phrase “devastatingly beautiful.”

the prose is lyrical without cluttering the clever star-crossed plot and borders on haunting as it’s been days since i’ve finished and the words are still echoing.

for the yearners and the ones who’d fight for love no matter the cost, i i m p l o r e you to pick up this book

will definitely be looking forward to future releases from the is author!

3.75 - 4 stars
I was fortunate enough to review an e-arc & audiobook arc.

This story plays with the age-old question: can love withstand forever? Especially when forever is filled with pain, ache, sorrow & unfilled lives?

‘Our Infinite fate’ follows the eternal pain of two lovers who kill each other in every life before they turn 18 and the pain that follows those actions in every life. Evelyn can remember moments and certain lives but not what began it all. Is their love doomed because of revenge, a curse or something else? She has no idea because the only person who could tell her won’t.
While the plot is very intriguing the story is very slow and the saving grace is the flashbacks to the many different lives and moments that Evelyn & Arden share in the past. Listen, I love that it played with the idea of reincarnation and I REALLY enjoyed that twist on it all. However, this story took a very long time to get to the reveal or really hint that it was different that the usually reveal when it comes to eternal reincarnation.

The ending felt very fast and I feel like pacing could have changed a little especially for the end or maybe change throughout the book so it flowed easier.

In the end I would recommend the book, as the longing of this story was endearing.

The writing was lush and prosaic, the poetry was lyrical and moving, and the premise was beyond intriguing.

The first 85% of the book had me captivated. The weaving between current and past lives, added layer upon layer, slowly revealing back pieces of the mystery and building their lore.

The last 15% lost me a bit. The narrative became stilted and less moving at a time when it should have increased. The resolution should have brought me to tears but instead I felt emptiness and confusion.

The final chapter was a sweet ending, tying up some loose threads, but didn’t make up for the weirdness here pages before.

Overall this was a 4 star read for me.

Unfortunately, I'm in the minority with this one. I've read two of Laura Steven's previous books: The Society for Soulless Girls and Every Exquisite Thing. Both are gothic sapphic dark academia novels, and while they are quite different from Our Infinite Fates, my feelings abut them mirror my feelings to her latest work. Laura Steven's books always have such amazing premises, and there's something about them that just speak to me. With a stamp of approval by the queen V.E. Schwab herself, I was confident that Our Infinite Fates would be nothing short of a masterpiece. After all, I crave anything vaguely similar to the Schwab's

Invisible Life of Addie Larue, and star-crossed lovers is THE best trope of all time, argue with the wall. I just think, though, as I've seen previously with Laura Steven's work, is that I love her concepts, but me and her writing style just do not vibe. I wanted something a lot more poetic, a lot more lyrical for this type of story I was expecting, and I wasn't impressed by the writing here. The romantic story I was expecting just didn't hit the mark I hoped for either. The comp titles for Our Infinite Fates do the book a disservice because they set up expectations that the book just simply didn't deliver. I was let down by the execution of this novel, and as much as I wanted to it, it just didn't resonate with me the way I'd anticipated. I'm still willing to give Laura Steven's upcoming adult book a try because hello? queer harry potter with organized crime and timeweaving (as stated from a review on goodreads) seems delectable. Hopefully, I'll find a lot more to love with that one.

There's been such high praise for this book and I've seen nothing but glowing reviews, so if you're interested in Our Infinite Fates, perhaps you'll enjoy it a lot more than me! While I wasn't in love with the execution, I can absolutely see why so many other readers have fallen for it.

This book was a bit of a mixed bag for me. The pacing in the first three-quarters was slow, and I found myself struggling to stay engaged. The lack of early character development made it hard to connect with the story or feel invested in what was happening.

Things did pick up in the last 15%, which felt like an entirely different book in terms of momentum. The reveal, while essential to tying the story together, fell a bit flat and didn’t deliver the impact I was hoping for.

That said, the ending brought things to a satisfying close. While the journey wasn’t as engaging as I’d hoped, I appreciated how the story wrapped up, leaving me with a sense of closure and a better understanding of the characters. Overall, it wasn’t perfect, but I’m glad I stuck with it for the ending.

Rating: 3.5/5

Thank you to NetGalley, St. Martins Press, and Wednesday Books for this advanced copy! You can pick up Our Infinite Fates on March 5, 2025.

This might be one of the most beautifully written stories I've ever read. The writing not only captivated me but MOVED me, emotionally, with every sentence. I'm also not generally a fan of poetry within books, but in this case, you can tell Laura Stevens absolutely EXCELS as a poet and prose writer. It helped us understand Arden so much more and helped Evelyn draw even closer to them throughout the "Present Day" part of the story.

The pacing of this novel was so fascinating to me. We alternate between timelines and locations in almost every chapter, starting in the past and moving back and forth in time while also telling the story of the Present Day in Wales. Our narrator, Evelyn, knows they've been hunted throughout several lifetimes by the love of their life, Arden. But they don't possess all the same memories as Arden and don't know WHY they've been chasing each other throughout history.

Each moment in time illustrates a different part of their love story, and we see them grow closer and closer no matter their gender, body, disability, etc. This book really puts the SOUL in soulmates and showcases how one falls in love with the person inside.

This book could've easily been 5 stars, but I did not vibe with the explanation at the end. SPOILERS ahead for one line of the book.

I had really high hopes for a well-thought-out and cohesive explanation that fit the vibe of the rest of the book. But as soon as Arden said, "You are the devil, Evelyn," I was immediately sucked out of the story. Like record-scratch, about-face, did-I-really-just-read-that moment.

The last 15% or so of the book explains how this led to them having to murder each other throughout history, and I won't get into too much detail, but it just felt a bit contrived and last-minute brainstormed to me. I think literally any other explanation would've made more sense, tbh.

And while the last chapter of the book was once again beautiful and tied back into the rest of the story, that one 15% part really took me out of it, But would I still recommend this book? Absolutely. It's got pining, yearning, tension, and romance like you wouldn't believe. Not to mention suspense because you never know when someone's gonna die. But I'll be curious to see others' thoughts on the ending and explanation for their tragic fates.

Thank you for giving me the opportunity to read this ARC.

Hmmm …well that took a lot to get into and finish. Definitely not my go to type of book but thought I’d give it a go.

Felt slow and predictable. If you liked The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue, this would probably be more down your alley.

This book is written so beautifully and its narrative is so captivating. The concept feels unique and fresh and the storytelling leaves you mesmerized. It’s a book where you can easily get invested with the characters as you get to know them well. This book is full of yearning, nostalgia, and an element of suspense as we wait for their inevitable deaths in every life time.

“I love you, I have loved you, and I will love you.”

I could not put this down because I was dying to know how it ended. Every time you feel like they might survive this one, your heart is left tattered as things restart. This book is perfect for fans of The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue (which I loved). Our Infinite Fates is a creative twist on the concept of enemies to lovers. This is a solid 4 star read for me. Evelyn and Arden have my heart!

I want to thank NetGalley, St. Martin’s Press, and Wednesday Books for the digital arc. I can’t wait to have a finished copy in my hands.

Thank you to Netgalley, the publisher and author. I received a complimentary copy of this book. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own.

I enjoyed this book. I liked The Secret Life of Addie LaRue and thought this would be a little more like it. It sort of lost me towards the end. A lot of relative scenes and character moments.

Look, I am going to be very honest with you. I had high expectations since so many people were raving about this book early on. Unfortunately, that wasn't the case when I finished reading this book. I felt a bit lied to. The ending was predictable. I felt bored a few times. It felt too close to other books, so I wasn't a fan of that. I just wasn't vibing with it. Maybe you will like it better than me. It's just my opinion.