A dazzling debut that is all the stars ah-mazing! The down to earth conversational tone makes it feel like you're sitting back talking to an old friend. Which is a stellar feat considering, this contains heavy content. It raises hard questions regarding grief and love and how those paths can become entwined and a twisted mess sometimes.

Asha's husband Charlie has been in a coma for a year with a poor prognosis. She has a wonderful father who moved to America from Iran as a boy. I valued their relationship so much. A widowed single father who is lovely and supportive-YES! Her friendship with Bridget spans the multiple timelines in the novel. She's one of those friends who feels like the best kind of family. Everyone needs a Bridget in their lives! Despite the support she receives, Asha's life is filled with grief and uncertainty. An old flame that she grew up with resurfaces bringing with him a lot of memories, emotions to work through, but a bit of hope too.

Multiple timelines featuring the '90's, 2000's, and 2017 show readers the many layers that make Asha who she is. The author painted an authentic portrait of this character; I felt like I really got to know her. It gave insight into the challenges she was facing as she moved forward.

This novel enchanted me from the first line. The connections between characters remain honest despite not shying away from the tough moments.

Well Done!👏👏👏

Thank you to NetGalley and Lake Union Publishing for the Advance Readers Copy

Beautiful, tragic, heartbreaking, heartwarming. I wanted to dislike Jason because he was so controlling and jealous that it really irritated me. But I remembered what it was like to be a teenager in love. Those feelings are hard. I got so invested in every person. It was a very good read.

Then, Again, A Novel by Jaclyn Youhana Garver
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I hated this book to end! A poignant story about the adaptation and evolvement of love from teen-aged angst to a mature, comfortable love.

Asha's husband, Charlie, has been in a coma for a year. Her best friend and her dear father support her through this grief. Asha is confronted with the dilemma of remaining loyal to the love of her life and facing the inevitable and burdensome act of moving forward with her life. The relationships with Charlie's family are strained or non-existent.

Then, her first love, Jason, reemerges in her life while her religious zealot of a sister-in-law stands by judging and accusing Asha about her decisions with both Charlie and Jason.

It is a beautiful yet heart-wrenching story about the colossal quandary of decisions and emotions that accompany life and death decisions.

Splendidly written! The story flowed easily. The perspective alternated between Asha's memories of her first love experiences, to her encounters during her marriage, and her present situation. These perspectives at various times in Asha's life were easy to follow and made sense, one piece at a time. I connected with the characters quickly and was immersed in their development.

Thank you, #NetGalley and #LakeUnionPublishing , for the advanced reader's copy. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

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THEN, AGAIN by Jaclyn Youhana Garver is that novel you read that feels so close to real life that you could swear you know these people through their joys and sorrows, mistakes and triumphs. Her husband in a coma, Asha visits his rehabilitation/nursing home, ekes out a mindless existence at work, and mulls her past with him and on her own. The story moves through time, much like the way we think of our lives, in memories and moments of connection as well as heartbreak. Her past and present relationships sustain her and nudge her into remembering who she was and who she might be, what she might live with a past lover in her here and now. I enjoyed spending time with Asha, the fluid story that flowed so well, keeping me reading fast and hard to see what happened next while aching at speeding through wonderful dialogue and twists and turns that felt like real life. I received a copy of this book and these thoughts are my own, unbiased opinions.

Then, Again by Jaclyn Youhana Garver is an incredibly well done debut.
A very relatable story with intriguing characters.
The author did a great job exploring the complex feelings.
I was totally absorbed in the story from the first page. It is a fascinating and well written book.

Thank you to netgalley and the author for this arc. Unfortunately I DNF'd it at 26% i just couldn't get into it at all... and it Unfortunately lost me. I tried to pick it back up but just couldn't. I'm sure it was just not for me.

It's not really a review because I didn't finish. I must admit that I am a very impatient reader. But I think this book wasn't for me. I should have read the blurb more carefully because I didn't like the female protagonist's sudden attraction towards her ex when her husband was in a coma. No matter what. Also, the story switches from present to past and back to present. Honestly, I wasn't interested in the past. I didn't want to know about Asha and Jason's affair in the past. Or how she met her husband. Maybe because I couldn't connect with the characters and the writing style. 

Thank you for the copy. Sorry, it didn't work for me. Not posting the review anywhere else.

Interesting but also feel like a big element of fate:
When her husband Charlie has an aneurysm and falls into a coma, Asha is suddenly alone. He is/was her best friend, their relationship surprisingly perfect. But after a year, it's time for Asha to face reality and try to get out there a little. That's when her old boyfriend (and the one of many "firsts") suddenly calls.
The story is well-written, going back and forth between the present and Asha's childhood and teenage years.
It does however feel like things fall into place a bit too much. There is a lot of back and forth between her and her high school boyfriend Jason, even at the time. Are things every really that much of a "moment of fate"?

Second chances. Not just romance but in life. Asha's husband Charlie isn't dead but he's in a coma from which he won't recover. Her high school love Jason is newly back in town and he brings her some joy. This moves through Asha's life to tell her story in three time periods. Were it just about her choice about Charlie this would still be.a good read but this adds in Asha's father and their shared Iranian heritage as well as her friend Beth. Thanks to Netgalley for the ARC. There might not be a lot of surprises but it's worth spending time here.

This book is told through multiple timelines. Asha’s tumultuous relationship with Jason, when she met Charlie, and present day with Charlie in a coma. This book was a pleasant surprise. Layered with grief and love and just messy, authentic life. Bridget was an amazing best friend, I loved her character. Also really enjoyed the journey through Asha’s first love and reconnecting with him now. It was a really beautiful book. Thanks netgalley and the publisher.

This engrossing novel introduces us to Asha, whose husband Charlie has been in a coma for a year. Her first love Jason is back in town and recently divorced, and as she negotiates her raw grief, she also finds a second chance at a love that was formative in her life. With a supportive cast including Asha's father, who was born in Iran but emigrated to the U.S. and settled outside of Cincinnati, and her best friend Bridget, Asha's narration explores layers of love and loss with sensitivity and nuance but also with an ultimately hopeful outlook. The book includes three timelines in alternating chapters: The present, Asha's 20s when she met Charlie, and Asha's adolescence-to-college romance with Jason. As I started each chapter, I was a little sad that I was skipping back or forward in time, but by two pages in, I was reinvested in that particular timeline. Charlie's sister provides interesting tension, and I have to say, Charlie is the best. I'm glad we get to meet him in the past--it makes his present so much more heartbreaking because he's such a wonderful match for Asha. The late-'90s and early-aughts vibes are strong, as are the Midwestern ones. Asha's exploration of her inherited Iranian culture--especially the food--provides an interesting subplot. All in all a life-affirming read. I look forward to whatever the author writes next!

Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for the advanced reader copy.

The book is written in a way that makes you feel like you’re right there with Adira, feeling her sadness, joy, and all the ups and downs she faces. There are many moments that make you think about how our memories can shape who we are and how we connect with the people around us.

Overall, Then, Again is a thoughtful and touching story that helps you understand the importance of family and memories. This is a great read if you enjoy stories that are real and relatable!

Title: Then, Again
Author: Jaclyn Youhana Garver
Genre: Fiction
Rating: 3.75
Pub Date: November 12, 2024

I received a complimentary eARC from Lake Union Publishing via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own. #Gifted

T H R E E • W O R D S

Considerate • Messy • Moving

📖 S Y N O P S I S

Asha's husband, Charlie, isn't dead, but he's been gone just the same since the day his aneurysm trapped him in a coma. Everything that made him Charlie left this world a year ago for a limbo that has trapped Asha, too. She doesn't want to stay in this situation, but she can't bear to kiss the love of her life goodbye.

Luckily, she's not alone. Asha has the support of her best friend, her father, and then, unexpectedly, Jason. Asha and Jason shared a tumultuous romance from junior high through her early college years, and he's her first love. Now divorced, Jason wants to reconnect. Suddenly, the bittersweetness of her past brings Asha to life again. It feels weird. It feels wrong. But for now, it also feels kind of wonderful.

💭 T H O U G H T S

Discovering new authors and reading stories with the theme of grief weaved into the narrative are two elements I actively seek out in my reading life. Therefore, it was easy to request an advanced reader copy of Then, Again as it ticks both those boxes.

Told through multiple timelines, this multilayered story gives the reader a glimpse into Asha's life at different stages. There is no surprise I felt a deep connection to the MC as I, too, have felt many of the feelings and thought a lot of the thoughts she has throughout the narrative. What really drew me into the story is the authentic relationships, particularly those with her best friend, Bridget, and with her father.

There were a few plot holes and some much needed editing that were equally hard to ignore, yet the reflective nature of the plot kept me invested. The middle does drag, but it ends up being worth it in the end. Additionally, things got a little silly and over-the-top towards the end, which made it all a little less relatable.

Overall, Then, Again is a well thought out exploration of love and, ultimately, loss. I didn't necessarily agree with all of the MC's choices (particularly as a teenager), yet empathized with her situation and the feelings she was having. It is the relationships (beyond romantic love) that truly make this story. I would certainly read more from this author in the future.

📚 R E A D • I F • Y O U • L I K E
• reflective stories
• young love
• the theme of grief

⚠️ CW: death, death of parent, death of partner, grief, medical content, medical trauma, religious bigotry, alcohol, sexual content, infidelity, mental illness, depression, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, divorce

🔖 F A V O U R I T E • Q U O T E S

"I think it you love someone, a part of you always does. It might look different. It had to look different and change. But it's always there, yes."

"I think you believe you should not be ready for recommencer, but it comes when it must. There's no way to force it. Like the season. We believe we are not ready for the summertime to end, but then we remember the beauty in the falling leaves. There is sadness in recommncer, but there can be goodness, too. I swear on your life, there is goodness."

What a brilliant read! I felt like I was reading "Are You There God, it's Me, Margaret", for grown-ups! In fact, Judy Blume's iconic book is mentioned in this story, so maybe that was some of the author's inspiration?

Told across multiple timelines, we get to know Asha as a teenager, with her first love, Jason, and in the present as the wife of Charlie, who is in a coma having suffered an aneurysm. Throughout Asha's life, her constants are her wonderful father and her best friend, Bridget.

I absolutely LOVED Asha! She was totally relatable and I felt her anguish, her happiness, her hopes and her struggles. Along with Bridget, she made me laugh, many times, and her bond with her ever supportive dad warmed my heart.

My only criticism, and it's a small one, is that I found the timeline switches confusing at times, and had to go back and check which year we were in.

I can't believe this is a debut and look forward to more from this fabulous author.

5 ⭐️ Thanks to Netgalley, Jaclyn Youhana Garver and Lake Union, for an ARC in return for an honest review.

This was a good book. I read it in less than a day and I thoroughly enjoyed it. It flips between multiple timelines throughout the book and that was one of my favorite parts, I love how intriguing books can become with that aspect.

I was annoyed with the main character at times but honestly it’s because in one of the timelines she’s a young girl just figuring out life. I had to remind myself she was going to make dumb decisions, because she was just a teenager! I loved/hated the side characters and I think that’s a testament to how well they were written.

For my Christian girlies, there’s a very hypocritical christian character in this book that I could not stand. The author wrote her to be everything we are not and it made me so sad, I wish we weren’t portrayed that way but I know at the end of the day…so many people act that way and claim to be christian. There are also a couple sex scenes that I had to skip.

Overall I enjoyed this! 3.5 stars!!! It will be published on November 12th, 2024

I think every woman always wonders, at some point, what happened to their first love from high school.

After high school, Asha married Charlie (not her first love) and they lived a wonderful life until Charlie suffered an aneurysm and went into a coma for a year. Just as Charlie has been in the coma for one year, Jason, her first love, comes back into Asha's life.

This is a multilayered story. It goes back and forth through various timelines, but not chronologically. The story jumps back to different points of time through Asha's life. We watch her in an off-and-on relationship with Jason. We watch her meet Charlie and marry him.

Asha has many arguments with herself. She suffers guilt. .She doesn't know if she should see Jason. She goes through a multitude of emotions. Love, guilt, need, acceptance. Through it all she has a best friend, Bridget. Everyone should have a BFF like Bridget. For years and years, she stands by Asha, provides a sounding board, support and relief. Just an excellent friend.

Another interesting character is Maura, Charlie's sister. She is a completely off-the-wall religious fanatic. No redeeming qualities at all. I'm not crazy about Jason’s character. He is a very moody and possessive. I honestly don't understand why Asha is always drawn back to him.

I found some parts of the book very good. But parts of it were too wordy for me. That slowed the flow of the story,

The premise was great but I think I would have liked a story better that was a little more fast paced.

Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the Advance Readers Copy.

i’m actually a little lost for words.. it’s a breathtaking story of love and loss and love and loss but with different loves. a first love is so strong it can kill you when it ends but when your true love story ends it leads you back to that first love.
a must read this autumn, just beautifully written

This was more relatable and moving than I was expecting it to be.
At first I was a little worried about the dual timeline - which is a form of narrative that most of the times doesn't please me, but the writing is so pure and engaging that I actually didn't mind that.

This book was a lot but also it focused a lot on infidelity and I hate that. I think the story with the love triangle was annoying, like your own husband is in a coma, and she is now distracted by an ex. I hate that, it is so demeaning to her husband. I did not like this

Thank you to NetGalley, the author, and the publisher for this complimentary ARC in exchange for an honest review!!

What an emotional rollercoaster. This is a slow, emotional immersion into love, loss, and healing.

Asha's struggle with her husband's coma and the return of her first love isn't the typical love triangle, it's more about the messy, real life ways we grieve and move forward. The pacing can feel slow at times, but the emotional development makes up for it.

If you enjoy reflective stories that focus on internal conflicts and growth, this one's worth a read.

Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the ARC in exchange for my honest review.