God, this was a slog. It's a short book that felt ten times as long because it was just so confusing. Is the narrator losing her mind? Is the mysterious Xavier her son, her lover, her stalker? Kitamura is a beautiful writer but almost nothing happens and I was totally lost most of the time. I finally read some other reviews that posited the main character had dementia, which would make sense, but doesn't make for an enjoyable read.

We all wear masks, disguising our true selves and manipulating who we are and how we talk depending on our circumstances and the company we are keeping at the time. That is the heart of sociolinguistics, a topic that the author is exploring in novel form.

The narrator is an actress, intellectually and emotionally involved with a young man. There is a frisson of sexual excitement about their relationship that she does not want to acknowledge. She is much older than him and is in a happy long-term marriage. However, she finds that her interactions with this young man bring to the surface marital secrets that eat at her.

She is in the preparatory stages of a play and is finding it difficult to discover her true self vs. her acting self. She finds herself angry at the playwright, who she blames for a poor juxtaposition of the play's acts.

Overall, I thought there was beauty in the spareness of the novel but I found it a bit too oblique.

Thanks to the publisher and NetGalley for an early eARC

A mobius strip indeed...the writing is spare and beautiful; HOWEVER, following the narrative became too confusing and difficult for me. And, if one expects resolution....Not happening .

Uh what the heck just happened? Or what was real?
I wanted answers but but I think the characters didn't really know either.

I was intrigued right away by the way something felt to be missing from every part ofthe story but by the end of the first part I was ready for something to happen and it felt like the protagonist was feeling the same way — She wasn’t sure where her life was going and I wasn’t sure where the book was going. Two pages later part two started and I was instantly re-dialed in (and re-disoriented).

The writing was really beautiful. I felt like a fly on a wall for the conversations and could feel the awkwardness, tension and emotion in every scene. I'd recommend it for that but if you're looking for a clear plot with an ending that spells everything out then I wouldn't recommend it for you.

This was such a pageturner AND an intellectual delight. Kitamura pushes her readers not only to dissect her story but also to interrogate the interplay between artistry and life. I'll be thinking about this one for a long time.

I have loved everything that Katie Kitamura has published and Audition is no exception. This book was a ride, in the best way. It's so unique to anything else I've read and I appreciated it. The way the plot and characters are written, it lets you figure things out on your own. I definitely can see there being two types of readers for this, the ones who love it and the ones who will not love it. I'm in awe of this, honestly. It's so unique and different! I will be recommending this to everyone.

Absolutely excellent. While there are stylistic similarities to her previous book, Intimacies, Audition really is its own strange book, and its one that consistently surprised me. I've found myself thinking of it a lot since finishing it, and hope to reread soon, to see what I might have missed on a first read. It's about perfomativity, the slippery nature of identity and also the blurry line between life and art. And also parenting - a topic I don't usually care that much about, but in the case of Kitamura, anything she touches becomes inherently interesting. Last year I read a lot of Marie NDiaye, the French writer, and I found myself thinking of her work while writing this book, wondering if Kitamura was influenced by her. The moments where settings/people become estranged from themselves are rendered in a very NDiaye way.

Audition is an experimental-ish novel, divided into two parts. Both relate the interactions of the narrator, her husband Tomas, and a man, Xavier, who is either her son or isn't. At the same time, she is performing in a play where her character undergoes a major shift midway through, which seems to mirror her own in this book. She's most definitely unreliable, but the book doesn't necessarily lead you straight to the answer of what reality is. There's plenty of plot, some dialogue, and clear characters - I was frequently immersed in them - but you need to draw your own conclusions at the end. I enjoyed the writing, but, I suppose, appreciate more obvious answers in books. I'm sure Kitamura's fans will like this a lot; others might be unpredictably hot or cold on it.

I adore Kitamura. I thought it was interesting how many times the word "intimacy" or "intimacies" appeared in /this/ work. She continues to astound and reveal and I have nothing of value to comment as a result other than that I highly recommend.

This book was like “black swan” level of you don’t know what is real and what is not. The narrative really did play out like some dark psychological Arronofsky movie in my head, or at least that’s how it felt for the last half of it where you’re like whaaaaat is happppening.

Kitamura is a master of mood and tension - her other two novels Intamacies and A Separation gave me this unsettling feeling of inhabiting this weird, otherworldly and liminal space. Audition really expands her writing within that same mode in my opinion. Her sentences are so beautifully constructed and read so smoothly *chefs kiss* - I really liked it for that reason and I couldn’t put it down…

However, did I want the plot to make a little more sense? Sure the part of me as a reader who wants answers wanted something a little neater I guess. On the other hand, I have total respect for a novel that lets you speculate and question every detail in a kaleidoscopic rabbit hole, making you wonder if a particular bit of dialogue or character behaviour may or may not matter or give you answers.

Audition is a novel that gives readers a lot to ponder on about performance and interpretation and reception - not only within artistry but also life. But aren’t the lines between artistry and life pretty blurry? They definitely are in this book.

I have a strong feeling Audition might be a super divisive book for mass audiences, but love it or hate it, there’s something rare and bold about Katie Kitamura’s writing that is wholly her own and unique. I can promise you that it is quite extraordinary to read and experience.

"Tension grew out of every scene, scenes in which nothing took place and people said very little, and yet the pressure grew and grew so that by the end of the play I realized I had been in a sickening state of unease for sometime." - Katie Kitamura, Audition

This quote from Kitamura's latest novel perfectly encapsulated how I felt about the book overall. Audition follows the first person point of view from an older actress who is approached by a younger man claiming, perhaps impossibly, to be her son. The perspective of the protagonist in this novel is incredibly claustrophobic. She is constantly searching every other character for signs of suspicion or unease. Even though nothing much happens in Audition, Kitamura is able to create a taut string of tension to propel the book forward. Sometimes I found this compulsive and other times grating. Overall, Audition is very a skillful story, even if not always the most enjoyable one, but one has the sense that this was the author's design.

Fastidiously expressed, finely nuanced and tirelessly intriguing, Kitamura’s latest delivers the goods. Not a big book, but one with tireless layers of discernment as one woman, or perhaps two, sifts the shifts of connection between herself, her husband and a possible son. Is the ending too tidy? Too clever? Not sure, but the process was so enjoyable that I didn’t mind.

While I did not think this was the book for me, I do think my library patrons would enjoy this. Kitamura has always done well in our circulation numbers and I thoroughly enjoyed "Intimacies", so I was excited to read this new work from her. I found the narrator too neurotic, but I can see how others may enjoy seeing how this character fleshes out. I look forward to purchasing this book for our collection and seeing what our patrons think about it!

Unfortunately not for me. In a world with SO many books being published, I just don't see this as a must in our collection. Thought I would like this from the description, but alas.

I’m not quite sure how to feel about this one, honestly. I’m an actor myself, so I struggle to buy into fictionalized accounts of the boundaries between performance and reality. I think it ties into a romanticization or magical thinking about acting I just can’t relate to.

Overall, I found the conceit interesting, but it didn’t quite stick the emotional landing for me.

I love Katie Kitamura's attention to interiority. Many passages are repetitive as a narrator tries to untangle her thoughts or goes over scenes to re-interpret what has happened -- her writing mirrors the repetition of thought. This book is a tricky one and has an intriguing premise: a man claims he is the son of a woman who says that is impossible. A book about performance, missed opportunities, motherhood. Kitamura is brilliant.