3.5/5⭐, rounded up

Pretty cagey, wild stuff in this novel that leads a grief-stricken young man down a road into the sinister, horrific corners of the dark web and all the depravity it contains. But soon Sammy stumbles into an impossible world of video footage of deaths that should not be, and he is drawn deeper into a perverse and merciless world of individuals who place bets on death. As Sammy tries to work out what’s real he must become a monster himself.

“𝘠𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯. 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵. 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯.”

As Sammy investigates the seemingly impossible footage looking for answers and retribution, he throws in with a couple of others who are also on the hunt for those responsible.

“𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺’𝘳𝘦 𝘈𝘐-𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘮𝘴, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘢 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘮𝘴, 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵? 𝘏𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘈𝘐 𝘵𝘰𝘰, 𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘬𝘺.”

The novel starts off strongly with an intriguing plot and a dark premise. The writing was powerful and conveyed the dread, grief, and self-abhorrence of Sammy, whose traumas just keep piling up. The plot did lose momentum for me just after halfway through, where it slowed considerably, before it picked back up just for the ending, which culminates in an interesting, but somewhat ambiguous conclusion.

My thanks to NetGalley for the advance review copy. I am leaving this review voluntarily.

I really am a little dumbfounded by this story. It’s incredibly dark and disturbing.

Sammy Dominguez has just lost his girlfriend, Ellery, in a tragic car accident. He is completely consumed with grief. Even her parents are struggling. Only Sammy is also eaten up with guilt.

He drinks, uses drugs and even trolls the internet. Then, someone sends him a secret video of the actual accident that claimed her life. Who sent this? He becomes fascinated with death scenes online. Soon, he finds himself addicted to the horrors on the dark web.

When I started this, it was such a slow crawl. He spends so much time talking about his misery and what Ellery was like. The pacing was really too slow for me. Then, when we get to how everything spirals out of control, it becomes insane. Lots of gore scenes to make you cringe.

I really wanted to like this one, but it just wasn’t for me. I think fans of grief horror or splatterpunk are the perfect readers for this. The writing was great, just not my cup of tea.

Thank you Erewhon, Alex Gonzales and NetGalley for the opportunity.

3.5 ⭐️⭐️⭐️

3,5 star, rounded up to 4 stars for Netgalley
** I received an ARC copy from Netgalley in exchange for a honest review**

Rekt is a book that is all about grief. From the very first page, the main character’s grief is just jumping off the page. Sammy has lost his girlfriend in a car accirdent and is having trouble processing the trauma. Throw the deep dark web into the mix, and you have a recipe for disaster.

I really enjoyed the story, and I personally had no issue with the pacing. There was a lot happening, which managed to keep me engaged enough through out the chapters. Though, I would have liked for the chapters to be a little shorter. Some parts dragged just a little bit, but this was not too big of a bother for me. The scariest part of the book is how close to reality it comes. Lots of things I can see happening in real life, with all of the AI going on.

There was much more gore in this book than I initially expected. Though, it definitely does not reaches the height of extreme horror and splatterpunk books. Not all characters had been equally developed, but the main character -who felt very unlikable, and that’s how I like my morally grey characters- felt very deep. His trauma, grief and insecurity really brings him to life.

Besides the dragging at some parts, the ending felt entirely anti-climactic and I was somewhat disappointed. The story felt a little unfinished. I guess it’s an open ending and up for interpretation? But that’s not the type of ending that I like. I would have given it 4 or maybe even 4,5 stars if the ending had been different.

I was really excited to read this book. The premise about the dark web and viral shock videos drew me in. I was a kid in the 2000s and remember watching shock videos on the family computer and sharing creepypastas with my friends. However, I lost interest about 50% in and wished the pace was faster. The ending felt rush. There was this long and drawn-out build up and right when we reached the climax of the story, it ended abruptly. The characters were unlikable. I wasn't rooting for anyone. It was ok.

In the year 2025, it often feels as though the internet (yes, the thing you are using now to read this) has grown into an untamable mess. Much like weeds in a festering, untended garden, the places in which technology reaches know no bounds, disrupting the growth of healthy foliage and flourishment. With his debut novel, rekt, it feels as though Alex Gonzalez has harnessed this fear, tapping into the unending void of depravity that is a few keystrokes away.

Sammy Dominguez has grown up with the internet, finding weird videos with his friends at sleepovers way too young, reading and writing creepypastas, and documenting his relationship with his girlfriend, Ellery. One car accident changes this all, Ellery’s life claimed, and Sammy left to navigate the world from his warped perspective, alone. One link to one website plunges Sammy’s already bleak world into deeper darkness as he watches the deaths of numerous people, even those he holds dearest who are still living. Descending into a madness of conspiracy, Alex Gonzalez thrusts us into the brokenness of the digital age showing there is no bounds to depravity.

One of the most rattling sentiments behind rekt is Gonzalez’s ability to examine our morbid fascination with violence in a way that immerses us wholly within this very notion. As we follow Sammy through this depraved navigation of death, hurt, and gore, we, the reader, also cannot look away from the destruction unfolding in Sammy’s life. Are we any better than him in our fascination with his struggles? It’s a strange, self-referential conundrum Gonzalez presents, adding a depth to a story that thrives on thematically dark motifs.

Even more impressive is the grit that is deeply ingrained in Sammy’s story. Many novels have delved into the nefarious nature of technology, the internet, and artificial intelligence, but rekt is a book that feels unique in its unfortunate honesty. While much good has come from these technological advances, the unchecked nature by which this beast has grown, spawning new dimensions of illicit activity, is purely terrifying. Sammy’s descent into this realm of death, conspiracy, and violence feels otherworldly as the events that transpire are riddled with shock and brutality. Somehow, Gonzalez has bottled the fear of the future, the horrors of the uncontrollable, into one unputdownable novel.

A book that accomplishes so much through its harshness, rekt by Alex Gonzalez feels like one of the most pertinent novels of the digital age. There are no doubts that this is a mean novel, one that is genuinely frightening with the lines of reality and digital fiction blurring beyond comprehension. Yet, this fear is for good reason with every transgression reading as a warning, a flashing warning sign of the destruction to come. For these reasons and so many others, rekt is a bold debut with an unwavering voice that needs to be heard.

Alex Gonzalez’s gripping debut novel >rekt, set to release tomorrow, 25 March 2025, offers a chilling exploration of toxic masculinity and the darkest corners of the Internet.

At its core, >rekt follows Sammy Dominguez, a man who believed he had life under control—until a devastating car accident upends everything. Overcome with grief and guilt, Sammy turns to shocking and violent videos from his past for solace. But when he receives a link to a dark web site featuring footage of his girlfriend Ellery’s death, he descends into a nightmarish world of disturbing videos—accidents, suicides, and murders.

The site, Chinsky, seems to anticipate his every move, and the enigmatic user “Haruspx” guides him deeper into a virtual abyss. As Sammy becomes more consumed by his obsession, he begins to uncover an unsettling truth: to expose Chinsky’s origins, he may have to transform into something monstrous himself.

A gripping, unsettling and poignant read, >rekt fuses the cautionary tones of Black Mirror with the visceral rawness of Chuck Palahniuk. The novel relentlessly examines how we fill the emotional voids within us with digital content—and the disturbing consequences that follow.

In anticipation of the book’s release, SCREAM Magazine sat down with Gonzalez to explore the dark themes at the heart of rekt. We discussed the intersection of grief and the dark web, the dangers of living in an internet- and social media-driven world, and how the digital realm can be as toxic for those with addictive personalities as substances like drugs, alcohol, or gambling. These provocative issues are woven into rekt, a novel that forces readers to confront uncomfortable truths about our relationship with the digital world—and the terrifying consequences that come with it.

When Sammy’s girlfriend dies in a horrific accident, he turns to shock value videos online for distraction. Until someone messaged him a dark web link to various videos of his girlfriend dying, including one of the accident that killed her. As he dives into this site, he becomes obsessed and the darkness takes over.

Given this book is largely about snuff films, please only read if you can deal with gore or have a strong stomach. That said, there is so much more to the story than that. It’s a twisty, action based, creepy story, that also is a strong character study and dives into mental illness. Fans of creepypasta and just overall odd tales, will enjoy this one. Personally this would have been a five star read for me except it was a little longer than it needed to be and I lost interest at some points. I still highly recommend!

“Now I’m fairly certain that anything good online is fake, but everything bad online is real.”

Rekt comes out 3/25.

rekt by Alex Gonzalez is a story of how grief can take us to some very dark places. Being new to the genre, I have to say that I was very uncomfortable and disturbed by some of the places this book takes the reader to, but I could not put it down. Be warned that this has so many trigger warnings so please be sure to do your research before going on this journey. From what I can tell, this is a debut novel. I finished it in almost one sitting, and I cannot wait to see what comes next for this author.

Thank you to Kensington Publishing | Erewhon Books for the opportunity to read this eARC. All opinions are my own.

Rating: 5 Stars
Pub Date: Mar 25 2025

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Honestly I’m sad I can’t rate this one higher. The premise is what drew me to it initially—I’m a sucker for stories about grief, and stories that involve the dark web. But for whatever reason, it took me forever to get into, and I just didn’t want to pick it up. Towards the end, the story is told through mixed media, and I felt like that worked much better for this sort of plot—I wish the whole thing would’ve been told that way. Overall, I’m glad I gave this one a shot, even though it didn’t quite meet my expectations.

This book made me deeply uncomfortable and gross. The nightmare every single one of these characters went through is enough to make anyone nauseous. There were so many horrific things described so casually that it was reeling to keep up with.

But I could not put it down. Because that was the point. It overwhelmed the senses, it was confusing and weird and unsettling and awful and thrilling and consuming. It talked about toxic taboo things by forcing them to be black and white. And while there are no characters you'd necessarily root for, especially Sammy, you walk away really wanting things to turn out all right for them.

I've never read a book like this before and I don't think I ever will again.

Thank you to NetGalley, Alex Gonzalez, and Kensington Books / Erewhon Books for an advanced copy in exchange for an honest review.

I tried to get into this book, but I just couldn't. The slow build-up just didn't do it for me and I couldn't get past it. I think that the main character overall was written fine, and I could really feel his grief, but I couldn't get into the book at all.

I think this was a fine book and would be good for someone, but it wasn't good for me.

Whoooo buddy, that went some dark places. This was my first read by Gonzalez but I really enjoyed it. No idea how old the author is but I’m assuming we’re in the same age bracket as I can definitely remember checking out rotten.com with morbid fascination around the same age. I never really developed a taste for it (ironically, I love horror but can’t even watch true crime anymore) but could totally understand someone ending up down that path following the death of a close loved one. For me I turned to mind altering substances following my mom’s death, but it could just have easily been sick videos that send me into my own implosion.

In rekt we follow Sammy. Sammy’s a fairly typical young adult but still suffers after being present for his uncle’s death years prior. He has suppressed as much of his trauma from this and other interactions as he can, but following the death of his girlfriend he is thrust back into an undeniably toxic tailspin into the sickest corners of the internet. When he seems to stumble upon a never ending trove of videos of people he knows dying in a cornucopia of ways, he sets out on a dangerous path, but for what end?

Sammy is grieving but an absolutely frustrating character at times. He’s also massively relatable but definitely a guy you want to kick in the face at least once. The side characters were likable, dimensional and surprisingly wholesome. The chinsky concept as a whole was difficult to grasp but with the AI advancements going as quickly as they are, it’s not that difficult to envision.

The book is kind of a slow burn in the sense that very little happens for quite a while. There are still disturbing depictions of violence sprinkled in from the first page, but it takes a while for the book to get to the meat of the story. I really enjoyed this one. I went in blind and never really gathered my bearings until after the book was finished and I could think about it as a whole. It’s a sad one. Lots of disturbing things mentioned, but mostly just our protagonists describing videos he’s seen. Definitely recommend but please keep in mind there are some heavy violence depictions mentioned. There’s a level of detachment with those, but still may be too much for some readers. Dope read.

Alex Gonzalez is a sicko, and I mean that as the ultimate compliment!! The premise to REKT is great—Sammy loses the love of his life, and gets pulled into the world of the dark web where horrifying things begin happening. A gorefest for sure, the violence and blood reflects how tortured Sammy's inner life and soul are in the wake of Ellery's death. This is THE RING meets AMERICAN PSYCHO, and I enjoyed every minute of it, even when I had to take a break and take deep breaths. This writer has the juice!!

Rekt has a compelling premise, delving into AI, internet safety, and the chilling consequences of technology in the wrong hands. Gonzalez explores these themes with a dark, unsettling edge that makes for some truly disturbing moments.

While the story itself is intriguing, the pacing falters, particularly in the middle, where it starts to drag and lose momentum. At times, it feels like a tighter edit could have made the narrative more impactful, trimming unnecessary length to keep the tension high. The ending, unfortunately, didn’t quite land for me—it felt confusing and didn’t deliver the payoff I was hoping for.

I find books focused on the dark web interesting so rekt definitely was up my alley. When Sammy tragically loses the love of his life, Ellery, he tries to take his mind off things by watching disturbing videos on the dark web. It evolves to point where it is an obsession and he can’t stop himself, especially when an anonymous user sends him a link to a video of Ellery’s accident. But that’s not the only video that’s on this new website that has been shared with Sammy - there are multiple videos of not only Ellery, but people known to Sammy being killed in every way possible.

I liked the concept of this story as it was different to other dark web themed books I have read. It shows the power of technology and how it is used to create deepfakes to instil fear and curiosity in people’s minds. I did get a little tired of Sammy going on about Ellery and how he deserves to feel like crap because of her death (I get it, but continuously grovelling and hurting others is not the way to move on). The side characters Izzy and Jay lacked some development and I didn’t really care for them at all which was disappointing considering they were present in the majority of the book.

Thank you to netgalley and Erewhon Books for the ARC!

This is definitely for fans of splatterpunk (that’s the closest I can get). A gore fest through the dark web with some 90s nostalgia. Take the authors hand and go through this gore filled journey with them.

Thanks to NetGalley for the copy of this ARC. This will be out March 25,2025.

For fans of: The Terrifier films, Red Rooms (2023), American Psycho by Bret Easton Ellis, In the Miso Soup by Ryu Murakami, This Thing Between Us by Gus Moreno, Maeve Fly by C.J. Leede

"The only thing that is real is death and dying and murder and blood. I am a man online. I am traumatized and I need people to know it."

This book grabbed hold of me and did not let go. I kept feeling the itch to dive back in, just like the main character Sammy and his obsession with the dark corners of the internet. It was the pull of a good internet rabbit hole, an internet legend in the making the likes of which you might see covered by a channel like MrCreepyPasta or The NoSleep Podcast. There were immersive, epistolary elements like chat logs, forum threads, and emails that gave the legend more weight. If you've ever been caught up in following the unfolding of an internet mystery (like smartschoolboy9, a recent example off the top of my head), that's exactly the feeling this book gives you. And it is dark. You have been warned.

With beautiful turns of phrase and imagery, Gonzalez unleashes the monsters of the dark web, presents horrific scenes of gore and brutality, and positions it all through the lens of a grief-stricken, traumatized young man who's trying to come to terms with his past and maybe even find some kind of redemption. He's so guilty about the death of his girlfriend that she haunts him just like the Wax Man, a CreepyPasta monster he created and wrote about to process his trauma. He won't allow himself to open up IRL the way he needs to, and like his dead girlfriend, he's grappling with wanting to not want to be online.

"That really sucks. You were a kid and you saw something that fucked you up. You went online to cope, and you made a persona where you can be angry and weird, and the internet liked it. And then it decided to eat you. There are a billion people out there and they saw a weak kid struggling and so they sunk their teeth into you. Then they showed other people. Then others. . . What difference does it make? You're not the chosen one. You're just one of many poor bastards that they decided to fuck with."

Which leads me to my ultimate takeaway from this: In the digital age, we are only given so many ways to process and share feelings about what we're doing, especially in the current alienated, fractured society of social media. It can start to feel like only the internet world matters, and lives in meatspace are meaningless or unimportant. We assert our selves and personalities through consumerism and media. Our connections are performative, fragile, and insincere. Some friends we only know by their internet usernames and social profiles. For troubled young men especially, they can end up in online spaces that twist them in ways they don't even realize are happening until it's too late and they've been caught. As one character says: "It has you."

Speaking of characters, they were overall rich and well done. There's a lot to appreciate in every single person who appears in a scene, if even for a paragraph. Everyone has their secret traumas and motivations, and it's only a matter of time before they get revealed.

It's the secrets and the mystery and the cyber-horror that drives this story. It's being haunted by or through technology: just when you least expect, or in the middle of a tense, high-stakes moment, you get a mysterious text on your phone. It's the lack of real privacy in the digital age: mass surveillance + AI = the creation of fucked up and non-consensual deepfakes of everyone you know spread on the internet.

Mix this with the toxic masculinity and anti-empathy of the dark web, and you get, well, something like The Com or Terrorgram. Or Andrew Tate and Joe Rogan types who build whole fanbases around misogyny and living up to a certain male standard. A "real" man puts women down by objectifying, beating, and raping them. Empathy is the problem instead of the solution; giving in opens you up to vulnerabilities, which goes against their "survival of the toughest/meanest" mindset. In a kill-or-be-killed world, only the killers survive.

Which brings me to thoughts on another recurring theme: death, grieving, memento mori. Sammy started out watching so many deaths online in order to desensitize himself from it. His girlfriend's death was just another car accident caught on a traffic cam. There was no ultimate meaning to it. Or was there? This is what gets under his skin and he has to find out, or die trying. Because without her, he can't find a real reason to live. Which is pretty sad, to be honest, but there are people like that, and it's people like that who can end up going down the same dark road Sammy has. Their tragedy makes for an excellent story.

And excellent money, because these sickos on the dark web managed to capitalize even on how people might die. They turned death into a game people can bet on.

Finally, I gotta talk about free will, because this made even a firm believer in free will like me start to question things. How much control do we have over where we end up based on where we started and what choices we have available to make? What were Sammy's options, considering his family members and their inherited trauma, his upbringing and natural personality? Was he always going to go down the dark path and get caught by it? What might have made things different, and at what points? Sammy grapples with this, but I think he finally does come to a conclusion.

e now lurks in Brooklyn, a place only marginally less terrifying than the setting of his book. He co-founded the horror zine youarenotalone, a title that feels eerily relevant when reading rekt, considering its themes of internet voyeurism, grief, and the slow, rotting descent into digital nihilism. Gonzalez also teaches horror writing workshops, meaning he’s actively training others to fuck with your head. Thanks, dude.

rekt is the story of Sammy Dominguez, a man whose life is crumbling faster than your WiFi connection at peak hours. Once a seemingly functional human with a future, Sammy finds himself sinking into the darkest corners of the internet after his girlfriend, Ellery, dies in a brutal accident. What starts as morbid curiosity—watching gore videos as a coping mechanism—mutates into a full-blown obsession when he stumbles onto Chinsky, a dark web hellhole that provides a buffet of snuff films, including a disturbing number of videos that seem to feature alternate deaths of Ellery herself.

As Sammy delves deeper, his life implodes. His relationships dissolve, his sanity flickers like a dying LED light, and his moral compass? That thing is spinning like a fucking Beyblade. But Rekt isn’t just about one man watching too much internet horror—it’s about the very real horror of the internet watching back. It’s about AI, voyeurism, and the terrifying realization that nothing online is ever really gone.

If the internet is a meat grinder for the human soul, then rekt is a 400-page reminder to keep your hands (and your goddamn eyes) away from the gears. Gonzalez isn’t subtle about his themes, but who needs subtlety when you’re talking about toxic masculinity, AI-generated nightmares, and the moral decay that happens when your browser history reads like a police report? Grief horror is nothing new, but rekt takes the concept and straps it to a jet engine. Sammy isn’t just grieving Ellery; he’s grieving himself, his past, his possible futures. His descent into the bowels of internet depravity is an act of self-destruction, a digital form of cutting where the scars aren’t on his skin but in his perception of reality. Watching death videos doesn’t just numb him—it reshapes him. He isn’t just watching horror; he’s being rewritten by it.

Sammy’s journey is also a grim examination of how the internet radicalizes lost, lonely men. He’s not some 4chan basement troll from the start—he’s a normal guy with trauma, a dude who starts by peeking into the abyss and eventually gets dragged inside. His story is a cautionary tale about how online isolation festers, how grief and guilt can warp into something unrecognizably monstrous, and how unchecked digital consumption can make you a participant in your own downfall.

In rekt, the internet serves as the monster in the closet, the demon under the bed, the thing that whispers, Just one more click. Chinsky, the dark web site Sammy stumbles onto, feels less like a malevolent entity, one that evolves, predicts, and consumes. Gonzalez taps into a fundamental fear of the digital age: that we aren’t in control of what we see. That we’re being watched. That our deepest, most fucked-up impulses are being catered to, curated, and fed back to us.

Gonzalez writes like someone who has seen too much and isn’t afraid to make you see it too. His prose is unrelenting, visceral, and disturbingly immersive. The book reads like a mix between Chuck Palahniuk, Creepypasta threads, and a transcript from an FBI internet crimes division case file. The pacing is relentless, pulling you deeper into Sammy’s unraveling mind until you’re trapped with him in a nightmarish freefall.

There are moments where the novel slows, and yes, some might argue that certain passages drag—but that’s the point. The book mirrors the experience of doomscrolling: the hypnotic, inescapable pull of something awful that you know you should look away from but can’t.

Strengths

Unflinching Horror: Gonzalez absolutely embraces disturbing content. The book is visceral, relentless, and at times, genuinely stomach-churning.

A Relatable (If Deeply Flawed) Protagonist: Sammy isn’t some edge-lord caricature; he’s disturbingly real. His descent is believable, and that’s what makes it horrifying.

Relevant as Hell: This book taps into fears that feel uncomfortably current—AI-generated horror, radicalization, online addiction.

Emotional Weight: This isn’t just about the horror of gore—it’s about the horror of grief, of being lost, of not knowing how to climb out of the abyss.

Criticisms

Pacing Gets Murky in the Middle: There’s a stretch where the momentum slows, and while thematically it makes sense (mirroring Sammy’s increasing detachment), it may cause some restlessness.

Not for Everyone (Which is a Strength and a Weakness): If you have a weak stomach or a lingering sense of optimism about humanity, this book is gonna wreck you (pun intended).

The Ending Will Divide Readers: Some will love it (I personally was into it), some will hate it, but no one is walking away indifferent.

rekt is not a book you read lightly. It’s a book that grabs you by the skull and forces your eyes open to witness the worst parts of human nature—online and off. Gonzalez has crafted something uniquely horrifying, a novel that doesn’t just tell a scary story but becomes one. It’s bleak, brutal, and borderline dangerous in its ability to make you think about every link you’ve ever clicked.

Is it a fun read? Fuck no.

Is it a brilliant one? Absolutely.

And now, if you’ll excuse me, I need to clear my browser history and tape over my webcam. Again.

Gonzalez did a great job of putting the reader into the absolutely vile skin of the protagonist and the degeneracy of his world, an impressive feat considering most of the extreme gore and depravity was referenced as shock videos rather than actually experienced in the story. While there's been quite a bit of horror that explores grief in recent years, I can't think of any that delve this deeply into the protagonist's particular brand of psychological self-harm (and later, harm to others). I love any story that incorporates technology as a conduit of horror and the deep web aspect worked great to explore the isolation and toxicity of modern-day masculinity. Truly an upsetting read!

Shout out to Alex Gonzalez and Kensington Publishing for the ARC.

This book BLEW my mind. The nostalgia of the early 2000s internet and the horrors of the early World Wide Web came back and slapped me in the face. EBAUMS World?! PAIN OLYMPICS?! It was like you hid in the corner of my family's computer room and obtained my entire youth search history while I learned how to use my 95 DELL and traverse the internet with my friends. This concept is everything nightmares are made of.

This book is a fascinating take on the dark web, toxic masculinity, incel behaviors, and the AI? Question mark? The future is here - we're already living in it.

Genre speculation: Is this splatterpunk? Kind of? Objectively yes? I have found typically with splatterpunk there is a lot of splatter and no punk, what I mean is- there is a lot of gore, and no plot. This entire story is driven by grief and the through-line is poetic from start to finish.

Reviews - Reviews aim to be as spoiler-free as possible.
Ratings - Historically a low rater.

Stars: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ - Would read again and again and again
Dark Content: 🩶
Gore: 🔪🔪🔪🔪

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