I like the suspense, but i didn't understand the whole backstory on Devon, it had nothing to do with the plot. It seemed out of place and awkward. It honestly distracted me and made me roll my eyes.

Do you like a dash of romance with your thrillers? Some hometown mysteries surrounding the death of a childhood best friend? Grief and struggling with identity are both very present themes in This Violent Heart, and I think they added an incredible depth to Devon and Keaton as they continue to navigate Summer’s apparent suicide.

When she was 18, Devon left the small town she grew up in after the suicide of her best friend. Summer’s twin brother, Keaton, is consumed by his grief and has never been able to truly move on. Upon Devon’s return to Arkana, the two rekindle their friendship and both suspect that there was something more to Summer’s death and that it wasn’t truly suicide.

As we all know, when you start digging into the past, you might discover things you shouldn’t. Or at least something someone wanted buried and forgotten. Everyone has their secrets, and no one wants them to come to light.

You truly feel for Devon and her struggles with her identity and confronting her demons in this journey. Growing up in a small conservative town with very religious parents meant that she had to keep her bisexuality to herself and was one of the reasons she left and never looked back. This book is more than just a thriller – it’s full of drama and emotion, and even though I had guessed the ending, it didn’t take away from the entertainment!

The complexity of this book, the characters and the way the narrative is told motivates you to read more and more just to be able to participate and understand the dynamics of the characters. The writing is so full of poetry and emotion that it captivates and conquers us with each new thought of the characters.

I'm delighted!!

This story gives an accurate portrait of coming of age in a small town with lots of judgmental eyes. This book surprised me because I was expecting an easy mystery but it was far more than that. It packed a lot of trauma and an amazing journey into it. I think everyone should read this book and allow it to transform them.

I found this book a very interesting read. It started off really slow for me, but then it picked up and I flew through it. The book is shown through past and present point of views as well as a few journal entries. This made for a bit of a confusing back and forth but also an interesting one as the reader gets to understand the main character more. I found this to be a really good read and the suspense was captivating.
Thank you to the author, Heather Levy, NetGalley and the publisher, Montlake, for a copy of this book.

This was my first book by Heather Levy, and it will not be my last. This story was beautifully written, tragic and so fragile it was heartbreaking, small town where dark secrets run deep. It was a rollercoaster of emotions, and so much to unpack, Levy did a great job with the pace and going from now to then. The back story was clue to the future and unbury past so deep it will take everything the main character has to get answers.

Therapist Devon Mayes returns to her hometown where she revisits memories of what really happened to her best friend. But being back means facing her best friend's brother and coming to terms with her bisexuality. Soon she realizes that her friend Summer death was not suicide she must stay and face the town and parents who turn their back on her long ago. Can she find out who hurt her best friend and keep herself safe at the same time?

Thank you to NetGalley and Montlake for copy of this book for my honest review.

I wanted to like this one more than I did. It had potential but I needed more depth and more emotion to really form that connection to both the storyline and the characters.

This is a dual time frame novel from the perspective of Devon with a few scattered journal entries from Summer. Devon, Summer and Keaton were the best of friends (and a little more) during their junior and the start of their senior year of high school until Summer is found dead by suicide. Current day, Devon is studying to be a therapist when she suddenly loses a client to suicide. She returns home and begins to question whether Summer’s death was actually suicide or if something more sinister was going on in her small town with radical religious beliefs.

There is a lot going on in this book. There are themes of suicide, bi-sexuality, BDSM, teen pregnancy, sexual assault, rape, various forms of discrimination and much more. My issue with this book is that it skirts these issues but never provides any real depth. For half the book, you know that Devin was sexually assaulted but you don't know what happened. You know that she role played BDSM fantasies for money but you don't get any depth about the situation. You have some sexual scenes but very little detail. It almost felt like the author was uncomfortable writing sexual scenes…which is fine but partially writing them creates an emotional detachment. This book has serious potential to be very disturbing and interesting but it ended up feeling very superficial. I really struggled to feel anything with this book. Based on the themes, I would expect very strong emotions but I literally had none. I actually think that telling this from multiple perspectives (Devon, Keaton and Summer) might have made it better. I was really rather disappointed and a little surprised by the number of 5 star ratings for this one.

I love Heather's works because they are part romance part thriller. I havent really read anything like them before. This Violent Heart was no exception. This book has a little bit of something for everyone. Love triangle? check. Murder mystery? check. LGBT rep? check. It was so well written and the sensitive bits were all respectful and well done.

After a devastating loss at work that hits a little close to home, Devon heads back to her hometown for closure regarding her best friend Summer's suicide thirteen years before. Once there, Devon reconnects with Keaton, Summer's twin brother and her friend from before. Together they look into Summer's suicide, and all the facts are not adding up. What actually happened to Summer all those years ago?

Please read this if you like:
*Romance
*Love triangles
*LGBTQIA+ Rep
*Mental Health Rep
*Murder Mystery

Thank you to Heather Levy and Netgalley for the ARC. All thoughts and opinions are my own.

I loved this book and ate it up quick despite the length. The chapters go from current, past, and diary entries from the best friend and I think that worked perfectly. I appreciate the exploration of being queer in a small town (a religious one at that), burlesque and BDSM, and feeling different from others in general. I think the author did a great job being informative without it feeling like reading a textbook within a book. The only part that wasn’t for me were the steamy scenes while they were teenagers but they’re easy enough to skip over if needed!

I liked how real this felt - even if that reality is horrible and terrifying - being set primarily in rural Oklahoma. Secrets never stay hidden in a small town and this dual timeline story is going to expose them all.

This Violent Heart - Heather Levy

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Wow this one was a great read! Totally not my usual but I loved it! This book will bring on a journey from present time and past. Devon grew up in a small conservative town that definitely has some secrets. Devon now is dealing with tragedy once again in the presence with being put on leave it’s time to turn back to her childhood and heal from the things she never healed from. Like her best friend (who she loved) death. While on the journey to figure out what really happened with her best friend Summer she uncovers it might not be suicide after all. Let just say this book omg i couldn’t put it down until i was done. Devon had my heart instantly and i totally recommend it.

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If you like to read:
- Mystery
- Romance
… You should definitely check this out

to describe this book in one word: raw.

for those thinking about reading this story, please look at triggers beforehand! this book covers some heavy topics, but they are crucial subjects that deserve more discussion.

the story follows devon, who is friends with twins summer and keaton. the narrative alternates between present-day events and flashbacks to their high school years. Devon navigates her sexuality in a small town in Oklahoma while developing feelings for both siblings. keaton seems like the easier choice, but summer captures her heart. when summer tragically takes her own life, devon suppresses her emotions and runs away from the pain and the town.

fast forward ten years, and devon returns to her hometown to confront her guilt, reconnect with keaton, and search for answers about why summer would make such a decision. while back home, devon not only comes out to her family and the town but also opens up to keaton about her complicated past with his sister.

i couldn’t put this book down. the mystery, the unfolding love story, and the deep soul-searching pull you in from the start. as mentioned earlier, this is a dark and emotionally charged story, but it’s an important read for anyone going through similar struggles or looking to understand these experiences.

thank you so much to Montlake, Netgalley, and Heather Levy for this eARC in exchange for an honest review!

I really enjoyed this! The characters felt so real and the story was raw, emotional and intense. The twists totally caught me off guard! This is definitely one of those books that sticks with you long after you after you’re done!

This is a book filled with secrets, lies, and scandals in a small town. It is a story about love in all of its variations and trying to figure out what is your true self. Devon is trying to create a life for herself but the past still has a hold on her. She needs to figure out what actually happened to her friend Summer which will expose secrets and lies that could put her into danger. The mystery was unexpected and the more that was discovered the more that was exposed about the town and the ‘good’ people in it. This is a story about being different in a town and a family that only accepts conformity and the danger of being different. It is also about finding your place and people and accepting and loving your differences. At times it was difficult and heartbreaking to read and yet I could not put the book down.

Have you ever read a book that just got so under your skin you couldn't leave it behind when you closed the cover? That is the undeniable power of Heather Levy's This Violent Heart...one of my favorite reads this year!

This book is one that just ripped my heart out on so many different levels and for so many reasons and was so finely written that I can't even share the reasons why without laying a path of crumbs for you towards the books ending. And, I really don't want to do that because the power of this book lies in the misdirection and beliefs that make us all members of our communities that we often you don't want to admit that we live by.

Yet, in such an insulated small town like Arkana where Summer, Devon, and Keaton grow up, that power is so subtly at play that they don't realize, in the moment, that are a part of it. Left to live voiceless and at the whims of the town and those in power inside it, they each find themselves living under so many layers of voicelessness that they are discounted and just plain ignored. But for Devon who did leave the town and move to the Big City, her return will not reduce her and she will find out what happened to Summer all those years ago no matter the price because she too has something to discover.

This book is a wonderful exploration of what it means to return home and find that you can't truly return home because who you are today is a new you.

This is a thriller but so much more. It has LGBTQIA+ rep, some spicy scenes, and I loved the flashbacks to 2012 and reading Summer’s journal for the other perspective of what was happening. Heather’s writing kept me intrigues and I finished it in one day.

THIS VIOLENT HEART
- Heather Levy

Thank you @netgalley @heatherllevy for the ARC copy.

This Violent Heart is a coming of age thriller which deals with the trauma unresolved grieves and the complexities of a teenager's life- the confusion, the connection, the loss, heartbreak, the friendships and the fear of not being understood and accepted.

The author has done a phenomenal job of portraying the real and raw emotions of a teenage girl who's going through all these emotions along with the reserved and conservative parents and society.

Devon Mayes is forced to take a leave to deal with the demons of her past in order move on without being pulled back time and again.

But dealing with her past means going back to the place she ran away from, facing the reality of the death of her best friend Summer and acknowledging how she ran away from it all leaving a grieving Keaton (twin of Summer and her other best friend)

But things start to take a dangerous trun when she accidently comes across Summer's dairy and started doubting that her suicide was not what it seems but a murder.

Not revealing much I'd say this is the BEST thriller I have read in along time and the way it's dealt with all those delicate yet heavy topics I found it to be the most interesting one too.

A book you'd be sure to pick if you like the themselves of loss and grief, the reflection of friendships, forgiveness and self discovery with some steamy encounters.

Toodles 💕

I really enjoyed this book! I was hooked right from the start and could not put this down. I love it when a book has a mix of genres - yes this is definitely a thriller but we also get a little romance and suspense and a mystery too.

This story is also emotional and deals with some tough topics - I thought they were handled very well but I do recommend checking the content warnings first. These characters and their experiences felt so authentic to me and my heart broke for them.

I really loved the use of dual timelines and Summer’s journal to tell the story. We go back to when Devon, Summer and Keaton were younger. In present time, Devon has returned to her hometown and started asking some questions about the untimely death of her best friend. So many old feelings and trauma come to the surface as she and Keaton search for truth.

No spoilers here, but if you love thrillers and mysteries I think you’ll love this book too!

✨What to Expect:
🏡Small Town
🔦Thriller
🔍Mystery
💖Romance
❤️‍🩹Trauma
📝Journal Entries
🏳️‍🌈LGBTQIA+ Rep
⏰Dual Timelines

This will be one of my favourite reads this year. This story touched me and it’s one I won’t soon forget.

This engrossing, emotional domestic suspense novel is told from two female points of view - one using journal entries - and in the past (when the girls were teenagers) and present. The story deals with serious issues but they are handled sensitively.

This is a story of friendship, love, self-acceptance, identity, and the effects of trauma and all this while living in a small, highly religious, narrow-minded town. I felt for the main characters and thought they were well-developed, particularly the two female characters. The writing rang very true and made me feel what the characters were experiencing.

I really enjoyed the exploration of love in its many forms and the mental health representation. The mystery element unfolded well and was woven well into the character development.

I read this one in a day and a half and had trouble putting it down. I found myself thinking about the characters and the story even when I wasn’t reading it. Kudos to the author for an addictive, compelling read.

Thanks to the publisher for this complimentary copy. All opinions are my own.

Heather Levy has such a powerful writing style that makes you feel all of the emotions of her characters. A true voice of a woman struggling with what she has been taught versus what her heart is telling her. This book will speak to many who have encountered the same identity questions in their lives.