Thanks to Netgalley and FSG for the ebook. After a six year relationship, the parter of the author says he’s leaving her because she has obviously fallen out of love with him. Is this true? This loss sends her into a spiral of trying to move on, but finds herself wandering the streets of New York never far from openly weeping. It also causes her to stop eating, which brings her back to her youth and history of food struggles, which also brings her back to her strong religious beliefs when a child. The book seems, among many questions, to be about can you replace religion with work, art and lifelong friends.