I did not like this book. The main character is wasting everyone's time. She is dating 2 people at once essentially, so she is cheating on her long term partner. It is messy and disrespectful. I hate it. I do not condone cheating and emotional affairs

Thank you to NetGalley, to the author, and to the publisher for this complementary ARC in exchange for my honest review!!!

I have read Kitty Johnson's previous books, so I was looking forward to her latest title from Lake Union.
At first, it seems to hinge upon a foursome of friends who soon become couples: Lily and Alex; Ing and Matt. But this is a book that widens out into bigger issues than these immediate relationships, as their lives become more complicated - particularly for the main character Lily, who discovers it's impossible to outrun her troubled past.
It's a story of friendship and torn loyalties and how secrets, both new and decades old, can haunt us. It's also about learning empathy for others and trying to work out what motivates the people who were once closest to us but, it turns out, do not define us.
As with Kitty's previous books, difficult issues are exposed and worked through, making this a thoughtful and confronting read, but one that is ultimately satisfying.

This book was such an emotional roller coaster. Lily was such an interesting character to follow along with. Her struggles and traumas from long ago were so heartbreaking, to see her navigate through them as an adult was emotional. Along with her character , I experienced the ups and downs of each set back or triumph- the writing depicted these emotions so expertly! I honestly started the book with no idea what direction the story would take, and found myself more than once questioning and hoping for certain outcomes only to be surprised. I love when a story can catch me off guard and transport me right into the characters world. Lily is a deeply nuanced character I loved rooting for, and I highly recommend this book!

A very different story to the previous book, Prickly Company, which I read and enjoyed earlier this year.
Closest Kept is a story of a woman with secrets. Secrets she has kept hidden for the whole of her adult life. Secrets that keep threatening to spill.
Lily and Inga are best friends. They are artists, struggling to make a living in the big wide world, but they keep going, in the hope that one day their dreams will come true.
Both women have reasons for not trusting, but they have faith in one another.
A drunken night out introduces them to Matt and Alex, and after a quick regroup in the ladies, Inga pairs herself off with Matt, leaving Lily with Alex.
They end up in happy relationships until things happen that threaten to push Lily to tell the truth about her own childhood, especially when her little sister turns up. Oh, and also wondering whether she really got the right guy...
I was so torn for Lily. She had such an enormous burden on her, her whole life, and no-one she felt she could share with. And the feeling that you might be thinking of your best friend's partner in the wrong way can't be an easy situation to be in, either.
There is a lot of trauma in this.
It's not a light-hearted read, but a very well written, solid read.
Many thanks to NetGalley and Lake Union Publishing for an ARC.

Thank you to NetGalley and Lake Union Publishing for this ARC.

The main character of this story is Lily, artist and teacher who is still battling scars from an initially undisclosed childhood drama involving her neglectful alcoholic single mother and eight years younger sister Violet who has grown up as damaged as her but uses drugs as crutches while Lily pours all her anguish into painting.

Her best friend is half-Danish Inga who she met at art college. Lily has learned to keep her feelings and her needs to herself and to avoid conflict at all costs. Therefore, when she and Inga one night meet friends Alex and Matt in a bar, she defers to Inga's preference for Matt and doesn't listen to her own feelings. The four of them become two very close couples.

The book chronicles the relationships between these four people in a very engaging way, making us care about them all. Lily has always known that she doesn't want children and it leads to friction between her and Alex. Will Lily and Inga's friendship survive Inga's treatment of Max and refusal to take responsibility for her actions and Lily's refusal to share her demons with her friends?

Then her sister Violet turns up unannounced, and Lily is forced to confront her childhood trauma and mental health once and for all, especially when Violet finds their mother, living in a commune in Scotland. Will she be able to put the past to rest and deal with her growing feelings for Matt?

NetGalley has already given me Prickly Company by the same author which was a five star read for me. This isn't much different. The book is about relatable, complex and flawed characters that don't always act in a mature way, and teaches us not to get ruled by our childhood, stand up to people and ask fearlessly for what we want.

It's a compelling and emotional novel about love, friendship and forging your own way. It is fantastically written and explores the issues of (not) having children with sensitivity, and how important it is to give new mothers the support they need. Highly recommended for anyone who wants to read an intelligent story that's not predictable or fluffy but gives us great characters. I was rooting for Lily and Max all the way through to get the ending they deserve. The cover is lovely but somehow doesn't do the story justice!

"Fire that's closest kept burns most of all."

This book was a meaningful read for me. It handles difficult topics with care and I could empathize with the main character, Lily throughout the book. This book pushes the question of how much of you do you share with others and left me to evaluate my own character. Thank you for the ARC!

I really enjoyed this book! Initially it’s a story about two close friends, Inga and Lily who meet two men, Matt and Alex on the same night. The novel charts their relationship with one another through the years, the highs and the lows, but particularly the childhood trauma that colours Lily’s life and her relationships with her friends, her lovers and herself. The characters were compelling and complex, and I enjoyed the fact there was dark edge in this story that balanced out some really light-hearted and touching moments. Kitty Johnston is a warm and generous storyteller who writes from the heart.

Don't let the cover fool you, this one is not light and fluffy. Instead, readers meet Lily, a young woman suffering from childhood trauma and a various gang of friends as they discover the depths of friendship, family, and themselves. Kitty Johnson does an excellent job developing a female main character suffering with complex trauma. I was so invested in Lily's character development. The best friend, Inga, wasn't always my favorite, but I did enjoy their friendship development.

Thank you to NetGalley for the early release digital arc. Keep an eye out for this one & add it to your TBR list. It is expected to release on May 6th, 2025!

The book's cover drew me in, and I needed to see what this story was all about. I'm so glad I read it. The writing was excellent, and it kept my attention from the start. Thanks to NetGalley for the ARC.

This book was about best friends Lily and Inga and then their loves. Their lives get complicated. I really enjoyed Lily's story and all the ups and downs. All the characters were well written too. I was really rooting for a happy ending and wanted to keep reading. I think this a great book about friendship, family and drama.

Closest Kept by K. Johnson, published by Lake Union had me intrigued just reading the blurb.
I already read this author and I loved previous books.
So why not give it a try?
Here it is. This book isn't for me. I found the story confusing, the characters boring and unable to connect with. I read the book hoping I could sometime, somewhere down the road connect with something, anything, but nope, no chance. This novel and I we don't click at all.
Blurb: Best friends Lily and Inga do everything together—they even meet their future loves at the same bar. After one serendipitous night, it seems like it’s going to be Lily and Alex and Inga and Matt forever.
But life gets more complicated. A job offer moves Inga and Matt from Norwich to London. Lily, who craves stability after a traumatic childhood, is already struggling with the change when Inga confides in her a secret that could tear the group apart for good. At the same time, Lily’s friendship with Matt deepens, and she wonders if she was always meant to be with him instead of Alex.
As the two couples try to hold on to their dreams and one another, Lily’s life is further upended by the reappearance of her long-lost sister—and all the terrible truths she brings home. Lily needs her chosen family more than ever, but in order to heal the rifts, she must find the courage to be honest with herself and reveal the secrets she’s kept hidden from her loved ones for too long.

Closest Kept by Kitty Johnson was a joy to read and kept me engaged throughout the book.

Best friends Lily and Inga meet Matt and Alex at a bar and even though she is more attracted to Matt, Inga calls him first, so Lily "defaults" to Alex and they pair off to happily ever-after lives...or do they?

When Lily's sister shows up, she's forced to confront things from her past that she doesn't want to, her relationship with Alex isn't the best, and neither is her friendship with Inga.

However, Lily's journey to her real happily ever after had me rooting for her mental health, her relationship health, and her friendships to survive.

This felt like reading about friends in the best possible way and I enjoyed it so much.

Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for this ARC. I am off to find the author's other works.

Thank you NetGalley and publisher for this arc!

WOW!!! What a great book!! This one had me hooked from page 1! This was a first for me from this author and I will not be my last! This one was a win for me!

I first read Prickly Company by the author, and I loved it. It was so unique and fun, but touching as well. Her current title, Closest Kept, was granted to me, and as soon as I saw the author, I knew it was going to be a good read, and I wasn't disappointed.
Closest Kept follows two best friends, and their relationships through the years. They'd met their partners in a night out, and Inge, one of the friends, basically choose Matt, one of the men. Lily, by default, enters a relationship with Alex. They're both happy and love sharing their time together.
Lily has issues from her childhood that keep her from opening up entirely, and things take a turn when her sister, whom she hasn't seem in years, shows up.
We all wonder, what if we'd taken another path. Lily starts to wonder what if she'd ended up with Matt.
I loved the book, and it's on my highly recommended list.
Thank you to Lake Union Publishing and NetGalley for a digital ARC of this title in exchange for my honest review. All opinions are my own.

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I had no expectations going into this book as Kitty Johnson is a new author to me. I truly enjoyed the story that she wove about friends Lily & Inga and the paths their lives take after they meet Alex & Matt while out for drinks one evening.

Oh this book is just absolutley darling! I loved every word. It was so genuine and true. The main character just made mem melt. Such a wonderful biok. Highly suggest.

Great book. Interesting characters. The plot held my attention from start to finish. I would read another book by this author.