3.5 stars

What I enjoyed:
- Anxiety rep
- Fat rep
- Nonbinary love interest (Devon was fantastic!)
- Cuban culture and feeling out of touch with it
- All sorts of queer rep
- Supportive family
- Positive therapy rep
- The dogs!

What I didn't love:
- The entire first storyline with Sonia. Yes, it set the tone for Camila's insecurity, but it felt like an entire other plot.
- The writing style. It's fine. Not fantastic, but not horrible.
- The whole Harry Potter bit. I hate HP references in queer books, even though I get what the author was trying to do.
- The obsession with the tarot reading without actually researching what tarot was. Camilla could have challenged her anxiety a bit better like she would have learned to do in therapy if she even did a cursory Google search on tarot.
- The judgemental attitude about polyamory. It was challenged and potentially resolved by the end, but I would have liked to see a little more growth from Camilla about it.

There are so many things I would have loved about this book, but the detractors really affected it. It's a solid addition to queer YA shelves with teens being a bit messy and self-centered.

Thank you to NetGalley and publisher for the opportunity to read and review.

I really wanted to like this more than I did. The first part of the book is set in Miami and could have been its own book, jamming it into this longer volume felt strange and rushed. Camila is a difficult character to like mostly because she seems to largely lack a personality. I was honestly a little surprised by the conflicts towards the end of the book with her friend and partner, one of whom accuses Camila of being judgemental of polygamy and the other accuses her of making their relationship largely about her own feelings. Camila frankly doesn't say or do enough to really warrant either charge, but given she eventually concedes both are right I think possibly this was a case of the author telling rather than showing? While the book went well out of its way to be inclusive, there were several instances of bigotry from Camila and her best friend that they seem to completely miss despite being hyper aware of other people's biases. Again I am not sure if this was a genuine oversight on the part of the author or a failure to depict within the narrative itself. The plot was also rather obvious, but that's less of a concern to me than the issues regarding pacing and characterization.

As someone who is both queer and non-binary, I was happy this book has good representation of both identities. I also struggle with anxiety, and don't think there are enough YA titles out there that address it well. The only part of the book that didn't really grab my attention was the tarot reading. I'm not very familiar with the practice, but I can imagine some teens will find that aspect of the novel interesting.

Loved all of the queer representation and different relationships (romantic, platonic and familial) that were explored in this book. I love how Camila grows as a character and works through her own insecurities and anxiety through out the book, and framing it with the tarot cards was really fun. The supporting cast of characters ( and dogs!) rounded out the story and helped Camila to grow and accept herself, while challenging herself to take responsibility for her mistakes in relationships.

i feel so bad for rating it this low, i really really wanted to love it, the premise sounded so good i knew i had to read it, but it just didnt grab my attention like i thought it would, i am in a reading mood so i know it's not my slump and i don't want this to throw in so i have to just say this wasn't for me.

I thought this sounded like a really fun book, but I struggled with it. I didn't think it was particularly well written, and a lot of the dialogue made me cringe (also - why are we including Harry Potter references in queer books in the year 2025???). I also just didn't find Camila to be a particularly likable character, or one who was at all ready for a relationship. I think this could have used a lot more editing and drafting before going to print.