Weird, but good. I'm still not really sure where the ending came from. In some ways, I would've loved this if the book didn't end in that way? It was almost more sad without the weird "horror" twist of the house you can't escape but you actually can escape? Mayra not wanting to leave because she felt so lost and like she fit in nowhere made it a little creeper in some ways. Also not entirely sure if the ending was Ingrid assuming Mayra's identity? Or Ingrid trying to direct the python hunters to Mayra? A lot of questions. I feel like this was kind of an attempt to combine horror with something more, and I think it would've maybe been better if it was just the something more. There's horror enough in the flashbacks, lost friendships, Florida setting, etc.

Mayra review:

I’m not sure what I read. What is happening. WHAT IS HAPPENING. Ok this is a going to make sense soon???? I’m lost in this house with strange narratives, flashbacks, waiting for it to be a thriller, reading a diary that is supposed to be a clue? But then I also really liked it! The friendship relationship relatable and silly things teen girls did from middle school on like asking how much will you pay to see my butthole and trying to find cars unlocked to open and fart in them. The food made so well. But like the atmosphere is so smothering of a never ending house! It was artsy as hell…but like I want to discuss this with all the people who’ve read it. Because it reminds me of a film that has so many plot points missed the first time and deeper meaning. I felt like I was hallucinating reading this and also ready to be scared. I liked how it ended. Fitting. Good. Satisfying. While completely not tied up at all and more questions of wait.. what the hell?? Why? Oh!! Wait? Hmm?? Ok - that was so weird but that was so good. Can you love hate something?? I respect it. It’s a dizzying and confusing work that I’m not sorry I read. But weird AF.

So, I’m just going to come right out and say it: Mayra by Nicky Gonzalez was… a bit of a hot mess. And not in the fun, “I love a chaotic story” way, but more in the “I think I might be trapped in someone’s fever dream” way.

The premise seemed solid enough—childhood best friends reunite at a mysterious house in the Everglades, surrounded by danger, tension, and a strange sense of foreboding. But, oh boy, it quickly spirals into something that made me feel like I was reading multiple books at once. One minute it’s a dark thriller, the next it’s a weird meditation on the complexity of female friendship (but only if that friendship also involves some seriously unresolved trauma). And then, out of nowhere, the house is alive—I guess? No one really knows. Add in some weird lizard-dodging and questionable decisions, and I started to wonder if I was in a twisted version of Survivor: Everglades Edition.

The main character, Ingrid, is a bit of a puzzle, too. One second, she’s driving deep into the swamp to reconnect with Mayra, and the next, she’s acting like she’s just wandered into a house of horrors where everything is supposed to be deeply symbolic (but honestly, I was mostly confused). Mayra, her old friend who fled to the Northeast for college, is still an enigmatic mix of seductive and unpredictable, but honestly? I was mostly annoyed by her constant “I’m too cool for this world” energy. I get it, Mayra. You’re mysterious. But do we really need to spend the entire book staring into the abyss of your complicated personality?

Then there’s Benji, the boyfriend who… I’m still not sure what his purpose was, other than to throw off the balance of the two women’s already highly unstable friendship. And let’s not forget the house itself, which definitely had a personality of its own (a very weird, almost claustrophobic personality), but after a while, I found myself wishing the house would just get to the point.

Overall, Mayra feels like a story that was trying to be a gothic masterpiece but got caught up in its own confusion. The plot is all over the place, the pacing is erratic, and the sense of danger is more “please tell me this makes sense soon” than “I’m on the edge of my seat!” It’s got all the right elements—friendship, secrets, dark atmosphere—but it just never fully pulls them together in a way that feels satisfying. It’s like a Gothic Pinterest board that went a little too hard on the wannabe spooky.

In conclusion, this book is a wild ride that might appeal to some readers, but for me, it was more like being trapped in a house with too many rooms and not enough clues. Do I want a reunion with Mayra? No, thank you. I’d rather stay in the swamp. At least I’d know what to expect there.

I gave this 2.5 stars rounded up to 3 for the setting. That was probably the best part of the book.

Special thanks for NetGalley and the publisher, Random House, for sharing this eARC with me in exchange for an honest review. Though this book wasn't for me, I'd try more from this author in the future.

Super intriguing premise, loved the atmosphere and mystery and general weirdness of this. Was disappoint by the ending- definitely wanted more after all that buildup.

“Mayra” is a beautifully written, quirky novel that seems to promise gothic horror – but fails to deliver. Instead of the horror and thrills I was expecting, I instead got toxic friendship overload with a “haunted house” thrown in as an afterthought. If that wasn’t enough to damper it, the last 15% was an utter fever dream??

The story follows Ingrid, who, after receiving an odd call from her childhood best friend, Mayra, decides to take a vacation and visit for the weekend. Mayra has mostly been absent from Ingrid's life for better than a decade. Ingrid longs for the return and reconnection of their odd and intense friendship but is wholly disappointed to find out that Mayra’s boyfriend, Benji is the owner of the house. However, Benji is an excellent cook and host, leaving Mayra and Ingrid to explore the seemingly endless halls of the house. But what’s truly hidden beneath all the beauty of this house?

“For years, Mayra floated on the surface of my mind until, waterlogged, she finally sank to the bottom. Here she was again, risen from the deep, all smile and bite.”

Put simply, this was written beautifully. Gonzalez can make even the most mundane comments come to life on the page, and keep you hooked on reading more.

However, it truly falls apart regarding the horror and thriller aspect. What’s then delivered is a back and forth of the following:

Back to the present, where Ingrid is equally upset and follows Mayra like a puppy. Flashback time to how rude Mayra was. Back to the present. Lets SLEEP OUTSIDE TOGETHER?? Back to the past.

This was just such an… odd book. The shifts in time and constant back and forth was jarring, and didn’t add much depth save for the fact of elaborating what we already know – Mayra SUCKS.

The inclusion of Lizzie’s journal, found by Ingrid was obviously intended to add meaning and give a hint to the twist. However, it was a very slow read through these parts. I personally feel that Lizzie’s notebook was unnecessary.

Also, the extreme focus on the toxic friendship was quite off-putting. This was marketed as a gothic horror/thriller, but instead felt more like obsession on Ingrid’s end that just felt unhealthy versus haunting.

“After vying for her attention so long, feeling triumphant if I landed one joke all day, her laughter was a drug in itself.”

Like, that’s kind of obsessive.

Either way, while I didn’t care much for the plot, I absolutely and utterly adored Gonzalez’s writing. It was stunning, lyrical and dreamy. I’d be willing to read whatever she writes next SOLELY for her writing prowess. Overall, it was an amazing read, but heavily lacked in the departments it was advertised in.

This hauntingly atmospheric debut novel pulls readers deep into the swamps of Florida, where friendship, memory, and reality twist together in an intoxicating, gothic suspense. The story follows Ingrid, who reconnects with her enigmatic childhood best friend, Mayra, at a secluded house in the Everglades. But from the moment she arrives, the setting itself becomes a character—lush, eerie, and brimming with a sense of unease that only grows as old tensions resurface and the house’s mysteries unfold.

The novel masterfully builds suspense, using the swamp’s oppressive heat and lurking dangers to mirror Ingrid’s growing sense of disorientation. Mayra remains as alluring and unpredictable as ever, her new boyfriend Benji adding another layer of intrigue and tension. The trio’s interactions oscillate between nostalgia and unease, making every conversation feel like a veiled power struggle. The house, much like the swamp surrounding it, seems to pulse with secrets, distorting time and reality as Ingrid finds herself slipping further away from her sense of self.

What makes this book unforgettable is its exploration of the intoxicating power of youthful friendships—the kind that shape us, haunt us, and sometimes consume us. The gothic elements are woven seamlessly into the narrative, creating a slow-burning, immersive read that lingers long after the final page.

For fans of psychological thrillers with a rich, atmospheric setting and complex female relationships, this book is an absolute must-read. It’s a mesmerizing, unsettling story that will leave you questioning how well we ever truly know the people we once loved.

DNF at 15%, so no rating. I was invited to check this book out on NetGalley vs picking it out myself, but it sounded like a good fit for my taste, so I decided to try it. Gothic, toxic female relationship, atmospheric. Cool!

Reading the actual book, though, I found myself quite bored. The book just wasn’t getting started, and the writing wasn’t doing anything special for me.

Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for the ARC.

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I wanted to read something different and the cover drew me in! I did enjoy the cover and the premise quite a bit. I will say Mayra was a little boring. I found myself wanting more descriptions of events and even though it was the perfect length I think it could’ve been used wisely. I also didn’t feel that the main character was very likeable. Giving her more personality would’ve had me more interested in the book overall.

Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the ARC.
This one was a bit back and forth in the beginning with Ingrid and Myra. But it certainly got more interesting and bizarre.
I loved the remote setting in the swamps of Florida. The estranged friends meeting again. The maze of a house.
Quite the experience.

Thank you NetGalley & Random House for this ARC in exchange for an honest review.

I ... don't know what I just read. That's not a bad thing - but minutes after finishing Mayra, I find myself asking, what the f?

A twisty gothic novel about two former best friends reconnecting at a secluded house deep in the swamplands of Florida, Mayra follows Ingrid, who has long felt forgotten by her former BFF Mayra, who has invited her for a digital detox.

I liked Ingrid - I liked the way her anxiety was portrayed, and how awkward and out of place she felt. The setting was creepy as hell, and not just because it was set in Florida. Big weird house that seems endless that you never want to leave? Yeah, I'm good. No thanks.

I don't think I can say a lot about this book without spoiling it, but I will say that I spent the first 60% wondering what was happening, and the last 40% thinking what in the actual hell is happening. You should read it to find out for yourself.

Slow throughout but engaging enough to keep interest! Overall, good gothic atmospheric thriller! Will definitely follow this author from here on out

Nicky Gonzalez’s debut, *Mayra*, is a captivating gothic story about friendship, betrayal, and the isolating vibes of the Florida Everglades. The swamp almost feels like a character itself, reflecting the emotional struggles of the protagonists.

The story begins as Ingrid reconnects with her estranged friend, Mayra, drawing her into a secluded and unsettling house. Their complicated friendship unfolds, revealing Mayra’s charming yet threatening nature alongside Ingrid’s feelings of longing and frustration.

The house symbolizes their relationship, with its twisting hallways echoing Ingrid’s confusion. Mayra's boyfriend, Benji, adds jealousy and tension, while the writing vividly brings the swamp and house to life.

Though the plot focuses more on mood than action, the slow unfolding of secrets explores unresolved feelings. *Mayra* is a striking debut that will resonate with fans of psychological suspense and modern gothic fiction.

Mayra by Nicky Gonzalez was such an interesting and fast-paced read. Even though it was a short book, it kept me completely entertained and guessing the whole time. I couldn’t put it down and had to finish it in one day because I was so intrigued to see where the story would go. The mix of thriller, horror, supernatural elements, friendship, and even sabotage kept me on my toes—it was impossible to pin down until the very end. A truly gripping and entertaining book!

Mayra isn't really about Mayra but rather the narrator, Ingrid, and Ingrid's near obsession with her. While Ingrid and Mayra had been one time best friends through high school, they drift apart when Mayra moves to college and Ingrid feels spurned. Somehow, 10 years later, Ingrid's need to please leads her to following Mayra to a weird house in the middle of an isolated Florida swamp.

It felt like this book was trying to tell two different stories: one about a friendship gone sour and another about the weird house. The two stories together felt forced, partially because there is just not that much tension between Ingrid and Mayra. The tension exists almost entirely within Ingrid, to the point that the first half of the book, which focused so much on Ingrid's perception of her friendship with Mayra, felt unnecessary.

There's a lot of flashbacks to their youth and interrupted dialogue to weave in something about their past. In my opinion, it's all very mild and typical of teenage friendships. Mayra kind of sucks but Ingrid would have been anxious/a follower/incapable of making a decision with or without her.

This book is worth reading for the latter half alone though. Once Ingrid starts exploring the weird house, it story gets going and I went from almost putting this book down to finishing it in an evening.

The descriptions of the house are fantastic. It has a history that's reflected throughout its many rooms and renovations. There's a sense that something isn't right, both with the house and Mayra's boyfriend Benji who's also there, and it's well done, growing from something at the back of Ingrid's mind to an eventual all out panic.

Overall, I think it's pretty good and recommend it. How Ingrid discovers the house's secrets is clever. I really loved the ending. But I do think it might have been better if Mayra wasn't in it at all.

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Two friends reunite after years of being apart. They are staying at a house owned by one friend’s boyfriend. The location is out in the Florida swamp lands completely devoid of cell phone service or internet. The first few days are great until time seems to be endless and taking walks outside brings them back in one big loop. There is something off about the place and the boyfriend. Will they figure it out in time?

This was different. I went into it after reading the synopsis, thinking it would be a haunted house story or, that the friends would turn on each other. The first 75% of the book was very enjoyable but the last 25% were confusing and felt like a fever dream. There weren’t really any horror elements other than the feeling of being stuck in an endless loop of time and space in a house that doesn’t want you to leave. There is also not explanation as to what we are dealing with. A little more background into the house and the boyfriend would have provided cohesion to the plot so I could understand how and why these things were happening.

Thank you to Random House and NetGalley for the arc. Publishing July 22, 2025. Available for preorder!

“A dream is the brain with its hands around your throat.”
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While Mayra’s premise immediately drew me in (gothic horror tale of two friends reconnecting at a mysterious house out in the Everglades), it wasn’t for me. It read like a strange fever dream and was “literary” in a way that didn’t feel approachable. Its pretentiousness created distance and pulled me out of the plot, which surrounds a toxic friendship where two girls might love or hate each other, and one has a major inferiority complex that she projects onto the other, whom she resents for having experiences outside of their juvenile bubble. Add to that a weird boyfriend and an even weirder house/setting, and things are just, well, weird.

The narrative alternates between memories (most of gross, immature teenage situations and choices) and the present-day visit to a house out in the Florida swamplands, along with tedious and seemingly irrelevant epistolary interjections (diary entries) that made things feel overly long, meandering, and repetitive (my eARC was only 181 pages but felt so much longer). I wanted more of the gothic/horror elements, which appeared only in spurts throughout before suddenly getting hot and heavy at the end, which felt unbalanced and rushed and too much like I was being told what was happening rather than experiencing it.

There were also many instances where I just couldn’t suspend my disbelief, such as when the main character repeatedly sleeps outside and/or goes walking in the swamp without ever encountering bugs or alligators or outside creatures of any kind, along with other nonsensical choices that I won’t elaborate on to avoid spoilers. I’m thinking this was supposed to be an exploration of identity, but it just didn’t work for me, unfortunately.

Thank you to NetGalley and Random House Publishing Group for sending this forthcoming release, scheduled for publication in July 2025, for review consideration. All opinions are my own.

I initially requested Mayra by Nicky Gonzalez because I have a student named Mayra, and I was curious about the portrayal of her name in literature. The novel is a gothic tale about two former best friends reconnecting at a secluded house in the Florida Everglades. Gonzalez's writing is both evocative and atmospheric, drawing readers into a world where the boundaries between reality and the supernatural blur. While the book is engaging, some readers have noted that its surreal elements may not be for everyone.

What a dreamy gothic horror. It takes real skill to craft dread while the main character isn't worried in the least. Really great book.

This book didn't feel to be entirely what it was advertised as, which certainly isn't a bad thing. However, I found all of the letter stuff to be a little bit boring an nonsensical, and I do slightly wish that the story would have been allowed to progress without them. Florida swamplands are already creepy enough without the story within a story. I also think the flashbacks felt a little unnecessary too, especially for the length of the book.

3.5 stars.

Ingrid hasn’t heard from her childhood best friend, Mayra, in over a decade. Mayra left Hileah, Florida, their hometown, to go to college and has been mostly absent from Ingrid’s life since.

Then Mayra reaches out with an invitation. She’s back in Florida and she asks Ingrid to spend a long weekend with her at the house where she is staying, out in the middle of nowhere. Ingrid is looking forward to reconnecting with Mayra; they had an intense friendship and she’s never found that with anyone else, plus she needs to shake up her colorless life a bit. She’s disappointed when she arrives at the house and finds that Mayra’s boyfriend, Benji, is the actual owner and he is there too. However, he proves to be a wonderful host and Ingrid and Mayra are enjoying their time together.

But the house is isolated and mysterious and Ingrid finds a journal belonging to Elizabeth who appears to have been at the house when she wrote it. What is really going on here?

Dreamy, nicely written tale which, in some ways goes where you might expect and in others, not so much. I liked it.