I can't believe I waited so long to read this beautiful queer love story. Having to choose to sacrifice being who you are for the approval of your mother or friends is a stark yet very real choice that many have to face, still today. Chloe dealt with the complexities of this in such a nuinaced manner, she didn't shy away from the perceived 'comfort' of giving up on yourself and following your hometowns trajectory - marrying the neighbour who your mammy chose for you and never venturing farther than the Croosmore town centre. She also didn't ignore the deep resentment that grows inside of you like a parasite should you choose that path. This book took me back to that place of adolescent anxiety, where in such a small span of time you go from choosing which cute top to wear to the disco to BIG choices you have to make about the direction of your life. Nobody should face the choice of to love or be loved, especially by your mother.

<u><b>Sunburn</b></u>
Chloe Michelle Howarth
Publication Date: July 8, 2025

ARC courtesy of Melville House and NetGalley.

I was grateful to receive an ARC of this book, first published in 2023, and honestly, has not been easy to find. This reissue from Melville House will be coming out on July 8, 2025.

Adolescence is difficult enough to navigate, what with changes in body morphology, hormones, and parents. Not to mention first love. In this endearing, heartfelt Sapphic romance, Lucy and Susannah deal with the exponential difficulties of self discovery and romantic love in a time and place where tradition holds sway. Sometimes we forget that this is still the case in a large part of the globe. Theirs is a touching and heartwarming story, beautifully written.

I would strongly recommend grabbing a copy while you can.

4.5 stars rounded up

Absolutely unbelievable. Could barely put it down and even then I did nothing but think about this book in-between sessions. Loved every single page. Spent a third of this sobbing and the other two thirds having the wind knocked out of me by every other line. Captures obsession as it ties to queer love vividly and gorgeously, unlike anything I've ever read.

The book begins in 1989 in a small, rural community in Ireland. Lucy, the sole narrator of the book, is 17 and is part of a group of girlfriends, but her best friend is Martin, the boy next door, who everyone thinks should be her boyfriend. Except slowly, Lucy realizes she is attracted to her close friend, Susannah, and spends a long time coming to terms with that before she and Susannah begin a relationship in secret. As they near the end of high school, Susannah wants to come out and publicly acknowledge their relationship, but Lucy is too tied to her family, especially her mother, and her friends to risk anything.

This is a beautifully written and heartbreaking coming of age novel. The author presents Lucy's inner dilemmas and decisions realistically, even when we are frustrated with her. The author's portrayal of the town, the teens, and mother-daughter relationships is complex and detailed.

All in all, a triumph of a novel.

I was provided an ARC by the publisher via NetGalley.

Sunburn is an excellent coming of age queer novel. Really well written. Captures the innocence and intrigue of discovering one’s sexuality.

This is a remarkable debut! Set in a very conservative Irish village in the ’90s, the story follows Lucy as she wrestles with identity, friendship, and a desire so totally consuming that it nearly breaks her! The vibe is introspective, restless and so very honest.

The characters are all seriously flawed and painfully selfish, but strangely lovable. Lucy and Susannah’s relationship is tender, intense, and sometimes morbid.
This is a beautiful love story that doesn’t shy away from the darker edges of longing and fear.

It's the early 1990s, and in the Irish village of Crossmore, Lucy feels out of place. Despite her fierce friendships, she's always felt this way, and the conventional path of marriage and motherhood doesn't appeal to her at all. Not even with handsome and doting Martin, her closest childhood friend. Lucy begins to make sense of herself during a long hot summer, when a spark with her school friend Susannah escalates to an all-consuming infatuation, and, very quickly, to a desperate and devastating love.

Such a quiet, tender, yet very powerful tale of love. There are so many beautifully complex dynamics, and they all felt so real. The writing is incredible, and so vivid it makes it so easy to visualize everything that's going on, and get lost in the story. The characters are so flawed in the most human way, and they all feel very fleshed out and have such tridimensionality, they all feel real. It's so honest and raw, it is heartachingly emotional, and it actually had me tearing up so often. It's engaging, but still slow, it's so mundane and it perfectly incapsulates youth. I absolutely loved it, and I think it is one of those stories that's going to stick with me for a while.

A lovely sapphic coming of age story set in 1990s Ireland. It leans in hard on first love, on Lucy's virtual obsession with Susannah. That love is forbidden in their community but she can't not. This is very much in Lucy's head and Howarth has captured the swirling that happens with first love. Thanks to Netgalley for the arc. A good read.

Thank you to NetGalley for the chance to read this book. Unfortunately this one fell flat for me. I was so excited for this story and I just really struggled to get into it. I love coming of age stories so I was bummed this one didn’t hit the mark for me.

What a gloriously messy look at queer love and reconing. Portraying an experience that is at once deeply painful and miraculous to witness, Sunburn is an instant favorite. Before I made it to the halfway point, I knew this would be a 5 star, best of the year, sort of read for me. Howarth has crafted a piece of literature so astoundingly true to the queer experience that it leaves you feeling stunned and breathless.

The characters are unlikeable in the way that we are all unlikeable. We see them in all their faults and errors, because they have been made real by the author. I see myself in Lucy. I hate her and I was her and I am her. I’ve made my way into my 20’s and I gasped as she made hers. I know Martin. I know being trapped in the friend group where you don’t quite fit but cannot stand to be on the outside of. I know finding religion in cathedrals of sin. There is something so beautiful about looking back on your life with the added influence of a new piece of art, and coming to an understanding why you made the choices you did. And something a little silly in being shocked and appalled at her path as if I didn’t use the same logic.

I take rather furious notes when reading, and I’ve never taken so many as when reading this. Apologies to the many friends I frantically texted and sent videos of me freaking out to. Understanding that I very likely have a unique and specific perspective on this one, I’m telling you to read it anyway. And if this novel is any representation of its type, we should all be reading more Irish lit.

Five stars and a piece of my heart for Sunburn by Chloe Michelle Howarth. Thank you for the ARC.

sunburn is beautifully written, every sentence feels like poetry. Chloe’s descriptions are so vivid and emotional, i could feel every word. It’s one of those books where you want to underline everything (and i did). the only reason I didn’t give it 5 stars is because the pacing felt slow at times, and it took me longer to get through. but even then, i loved every second of it. such a stunning, immersive read.

I really, really, REALLY wanted to love this. A friend recommended this book, and I was so excited to finally read it because of the premise.

The writing style didn’t work for me. It was pages and pages of Lucy’s narration and not a lot of dialogue or even action. It’s paragraphs upon paragraphs of her stream of consciousness, observations, judgements, etc. and I was simply BORED.

This is a coming of age story, and I was ready for intense angst, all consuming sexual tensions, constant state of wonder, difficult conversations, deception, and I didn’t quite get these elements. Like when Lucy got outed, it was so banal that I went back and forth the pages looking for that very important conversation to happen or some sort of confrontation but I was left wanting. Everything was surface level, and although I love that Lucy’s narration allowed us readers to immerse ourselves in the story, it didn’t deliver the emotional impact I wanted from it.

Chloe Michelle Howarth is undoubtedly an excellent author. I was transported to the idyllic village of Crosswater in Ireland, brimming with the lush beauty of the countryside. Here, we meet Lucy and her posse of friends, who are on the verge of adulthood as they bid farewell to their final year in school.

Lucy is grappling with conflicting feelings for her best friend Susannah, with whom she has started to feel something more than friendship. At the same time, she has Martin, her childhood friend, who clearly harbors a crush on her and wants their relationship to evolve. The author skillfully guides us through Lucy’s inner turmoil as we delve into her deepest thoughts and feelings. She and Susannah do take a significant step, only to be discovered by a parent who disapproves of their relationship in a strictly religious household. We then see Lucy trying to maintain appearances by “going out with Martin” while keeping her relationship with Susannah a secret.

The book is beautifully written with intense and raw yearning and the conflict of coming to terms with one’s sexuality. However, I found that Lucy’s perspective sometimes became tedious. Her descriptions of every passing minute of her day felt overly detailed, making it seem like I was reading in slow motion. I would have appreciated it more if the author had included the perspectives of both Susannah and Martin.

Lucy’s “cheating” at such a young age was difficult to accept, especially since she acted without remorse or consideration of the consequences, and she continued this behavior into adulthood with Martin. What would she have done if she hadn’t been caught?

Despite these concerns, it is a beautiful book, truly a coming-of-age story filled with high emotions. However, I believe that having only Lucy’s point of view made it somewhat monotonous and dull. Nevertheless, I will continue to read anything that the author produces because she is truly magnificent!

3.75

Thank you #nethagalley for giving me the opportunity to read and review this book

This was beautifully written. The only notes I have are that the narrator's musings sometimes feel omnipotent, like her feelings and projections are said with such certainty that it took me out of the narrative at times. I also felt that there needed to be section markers within chapters, there were points were there were shifts in what was happening in a scene or situation, and then the next paragraph was a new day or topic.

Sunburn captures the hellish experience of being a teenage girl in the world, so selfish and so insecure, with feelings so large and overwhelming it's almost too much to bear. Now imagine that same teenage girl is also a deeply closeted lesbian, desperately in love with her best friend but too afraid of the consequences to love her out loud — that is Sunburn — it is sickening and overwhelming, spare and dramatic and raw.

"Sunburn" by Chloe Michelle Howarth tells the story of fifteen-year-old Lucy, who lives with her family in Crossmore, a rural village in the depths of Irland, set in the early 1990s. She feels different than everyone else there, can't seem to find words for it, longs for understanding, external and internal. She can't talk about it with any of her friends - all they every talk about are boy crushes, which boy they like better, fits better to the each of the girls and about the hottest village gossip. Only with Susannah she finds some sort of different connection, but she's still unsure about what it actually is - all she knows is that she can't stop thinking about her mouth, among many other things about her. It turns out Susannah feels the same way about Lucy, but can their love find a way in a deeply homophobic aka catholic and conservative place? "Sunburn" is the story of first love, about discovering the beauty of love, about growing into oneself. But is also is a story about how a deep conservativ, homophob, religious, and partiarchal mindset can crush a person; not just oneself but loved ones all around. It hurt quite a bit to read about Lucys self-doubt, how she thought of herself as unworthy, not enough; about her family and friends. It shows more than anything that we need queer and diverse representation always - now more than ever.

Sunburn by Chloe Michelle Howarth
Publication Date: July 8, 2025


Set in a small Irish town in the early 1990’s, this is a tender and poignant coming of age story that follows Lucy, a teenager expected to follow the narrow preordained path laid out for girls in her community - marriage, children, and quiet conformity. Everyone assumes she will end up with Martin, her childhood best friend and neighbor. But Lucy is unexpectedly swept up in dizzying, intense and overwhelming feelings for Susannah.

When she discovers those feelings are mutual, she is thrown into emotional turmoil. She is terrified of losing her family and friends, but equally terrified of losing the only person who has ever made her feel truly seen and loved. And so starts a secret romance that awakens a sense of self in Lucy that she never knew existed. Although Susannah is willing to go along with keeping the relationship hidden, the secrecy begins to chafe her sense of self and makes her question Lucy’s commitment to her. She urges Lucy to make an impossible choice: embrace their love and leave everything behind or conform to societal expectations and lose Susannah.

This is a beautifully written novel filled with the joys, innocence and intensity of first love, and the painful reality of being in love in a place where that love is not accepted. Howarth transports you back into the all consuming experience of first love and captures the transformative power of being truly seen and accepted.

The novel powerfully depicts Lucy’s inner turmoil and struggle as she tries to reconcile her love with the rigid constraints of her environment. Much of Lucy and Susannah’s vulnerability is shared through heartfelt letters, expressing what they are too afraid to say aloud. The tension is heightened by the ever present scrutiny of a small town where nothing stays secret for long.

This novel captivated me from the very first page. I found myself completely absorbed, staying up late to finish it in one sitting. It’s a heartbreaking and beautiful story that is a must read.

So, like, it was good, but this was basically just the lesbian version of Normal People. Like straight down to the line about riding her in school

This was beautiful but so hard to read at times. Hard because it was so relatable as someone who grew up in a catholic family, and came out as a lesbian only after getting over those fears. I could feel the hurt, the indecisiveness, and the loss. But it could also feel the excitement of young love and what it does to all your senses. The author conveyed these aspects very well.

I clung to every word of this, it was written so well. There were times that the story dragged or became a little repetitive but it was worth it.

It was hard to read the last half of the book because of choices that were made, but they did come to a satisfying conclusion.

Excellent read!

it took a little bit for me to get into this, but im glad I stuck it out. i got so absorbed in the characters throughout the book and enjoy the open-ended (ish) ending, but i want to know where everyone lands