Two high school students make an unlikely alliance - one their friends must break before death does.

The day I met Ash Rata was the first day I started dying, not because of Ash, but because of one of his friends. Ant Torres made me suffer, tormenting me because he thought I was a pretty boy. I am a boy, yet I’m also a girl. Neither one nor the other, but both.

Intersex.

While Ant was a closeted gay rugby player who used violence to get what he wanted.

Me.

But I didn’t want him – I wanted the unattainable.

Ash.

The beautiful boy who was hiding a secret as big as mine, one that would unite us... until death do us part.

*Please note that this book contains sensitive topics such as suicide and assault.