A deeply moving and mind-spinning memoir by one of the most righteous and bravest women today… It has taken a rare combination of personal relentless thirst for the truth and high moral and professional integrity as a historian-novelist for her to painstakingly unearth the terrible Nazi past of her grandfather in Second World War Poland.

— Piroska Nagy-Mohacsi, London School of Economics


A book of immense courage, written with elegance and great power.
— Philippe Sands, author of East West Street


In the literature of the Holocaust the story of the perpetrator is rarely told from ‘the inside.’ Julie Lindahl has taken on this painstaking task when she tells us the story of her family. It is written from the heart but has outstanding literary qualities—a rare but phenomenal combination. The result is a very important book that is difficult to put down before you reach the end.
— Stefan Einhorn, Karolinska Institute; author of The Art of Being Kind


An extraordinary meditation on evil and complicity, and on the role future generations play when trying to uncover a perfidious past. With a brilliant prose that often reads as poetry, Julie Lindahl explores and discovers her family’s Nazi past. A narrative that is deeply moving as well as informative in its history.
— Marjorie Agosin, Wellesley College; author of I Lived in Butterfly Hill


Julie Lindahl has a kind of courage that is rarely found. Her truthfulness is a rigorous and raw inquiry into history through her own ancestry. She avoids the quick gloss and embraces the hard work of holding her family’s intergenerational traumas up to the light. What shines through is difficult, but loving. The story is horrible and yet filled with possibility. While her writing is beautiful and effortless, the subject she carries is anything but. I deeply respect her willingness to face the cultural complexity that lives in her own skin.
— Nora Bateson, author of Small Arcs of Larger Circles; award-winning filmmaker of “An Ecology of Mind”


I opened The Pendulum and immediately found myself drawn into it. As a historian, I often wondered how we could profit from the determined pursuit of haunted family stories by descendants of individual perpetrators. Here’s the breathtaking answer.
— Jochen Böhler, Friedrich-Schiller University, Jena


In the literature of the Holocaust, the story of the perpetrator is rarely told from ‘the inside.’ Julie Lindahl has taken on this painstaking task when she tells us the story of her family. It is written from the heart but has outstanding literary qualities—a rare but phenomenal combination. The result is a very important book that is difficult to put down before you reach the end.
— Stefan Einhorn, Karolinska Institute; author of The Art of Being Kind


Outstanding insights into the aftermath of World War II and the Holocaust—based on the perspective of both perpetrators and their descendants. The book is indispensable for anyone who wants to see the extent and complexity of the lasting influence of war, not only in its own time but also for future generations.
— Eskil Franck, Uppsala University; Former Director, The Living History Forum


A powerful book about good and evil that has become even more important in today’s climate of mounting far-right extremism and alternative facts.
— Hédi Fried, author, psychologist, and Holocaust survivor


I have never read a book as perceptive, intuitive, and courageous as Julie Lindahl’s memoir. She is the first of her generation to describe the reverberations of that terrible Darwinism, that ‘Herrenmensch’ orientation, and its overwhelming consequences so profoundly. I thank her with all my heart.
— Gerhard Hoch, theologian and historian of Nazism in Schleswig-Holstein


An intimate investigation into family truth and lies, shame and grief, anger and indignation. Unfolding like a mystery novel with the very highest stakes, it not only looks with honesty and wisdom at the past but purposefully asks what we're going to make of it for the future. The brilliance and novelty of Lindahl's courageous journey lies in situating her own family history within our collective experience and common pain, thereby reawakening our shared duty to break the silence and go make things better.
— Derek B. Miller, internationally bestselling author of Norwegian by Night


As we travel with Julie Lindahl, we gain a deeper capacity for justice, compassion and commitment to confront today’s unthinkable evils. Her investigation and the publication of her excruciating family history have come at a high personal cost—but also with the joy of discovering long-lost relatives and building a global family of survivors and readers. We all are now deeply indebted to her.
— Piroska Nagy-Mohacsi, London School of Economics


The Nazi past casts long shadows and leaves many traumatized to this day. Julie Lindahl digs deep into her own family history to uncover dark secrets dating back to the Holocaust. The Pendulum is a deeply engaging and captivating human search for answers, atonement, and closure.
— Gerald J. Steinacher, University of Nebraska, author of Nazis on the Run


A powerful, painfully human, and honest work of words and heart...Beautiful in the writing sense, horrific in reflection upon all the lives.
— James Wine, American poet, writer, and filmmaker