Blind Man's Bluff

A Memoir

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Pub Date Aug 03 2021 | Archive Date Jul 31 2021

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Description

A writer’s humorous and often-heartbreaking tale of losing his sight—and how he hid it from the world.

At age sixteen, James Tate Hill was diagnosed with Leber’s hereditary optic neuropathy, a condition that left him legally blind. After high school friends stopped calling and a disability counselor advised him to aim for Cs in his classes, Hill used his remaining blurry peripheral vision to pretend he could still see. Feigning eye contact, memorizing common routes, filling shelves with paperbacks he read via tape cassettes, he organized his life around passing for sighted. A wealth of pop culture knowledge allowed him to steer conversations from what he couldn’t see.

For fifteen years, Hill hid his blindness from friends, colleagues, and lovers, even convincing himself that if he stared long enough, things would come into focus. At thirty, faced with a stalled writing career, a crumbling marriage, and a growing fear of leaving his apartment, he began to wonder if there was a better way.

About the Author: James Tate Hill is an editor for Monkeybicycle and contributing editor at Literary Hub, where he writes a monthly audiobooks column. He has been listed in the 2019 edition of The Best American Essays and won the Nilsen Literary Prize for a First Novel for Academy Gothic.

A writer’s humorous and often-heartbreaking tale of losing his sight—and how he hid it from the world.

At age sixteen, James Tate Hill was diagnosed with Leber’s hereditary optic neuropathy, a...


Advance Praise

"Blind Man's Bluff is a coming-of-age story worthy of its hero's stellar VHS collection of '80s and '90s movies. Hill's journey toward learning to live with his blindness will have you wincing, crying, sighing, and cheering right along with him—not to mention sharing in his love of Molly Ringwald, the Golden Girls, Prince, and Tom Cruise." - Jennifer Keishin Armstrong, bestselling author of Seinfeldia

"Blind Man's Bluff is a coming-of-age story worthy of its hero's stellar VHS collection of '80s and '90s movies. Hill's journey toward learning to live with his blindness will have you wincing...


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An intimate and elegantly written memoir on coming to terms with blindness, James Tate Hill's memoir is captivating, Switching between 1st and 2nd person, Hill's prose is often as funny as it is insightful. He writes about the lifespans of relationships and manuscripts, reminding us that "The problem with wanting to be an artist is that wanting to be one doesn't mean you get to be one." Yet, his love of writing and words shines through in lines such as, "And in the end, it's because you don't know why you keep writing that makes it seem like you should keep writing."

The narrator expands into vulnerability, something particularly resonant this year. He writes, "Its' hard to trust that people like you when so much of yourself reminds hidden."

This is a story of overcoming our own self-sabotaging habits, fears, and insecurities, highly relatable and uplifting while honest and entertaining.

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A great memoir gives the reader not captures some part of the writer's life but also offers a fresh perspective on the world. James Tate Hill's beautifully written BLIND MAN'S BLUFF does both. Its story begins when, at sixteen, Hill loses virtually all of his vision to a rare disease called Leber’s hereditary optic neuropathy. While his parents unsuccessfully attempt to find a cure, Hill himself concentrates on hiding his condition from his peers. The constant deceptions this involves give others the impression that his "bad eyes" are a minor problem and allow Hill to avoid feeling that he is burdening others. Yet they are also endlessly exhausting, occasionally dangerous (as for example when he crosses busy streets without a guide or a cane), and ultimately unsustainable. As he moves through college and graduate school, teaching and writing projects, friendships and marriage, it becomes increasingly clear that the strategies he devised to help him fit in socially actually isolate him as much or more than his blindness. Rich with telling details and moments, Hill's memoir reminds the sighted among us just how much we take for granted—how much our movement through both the physical and social world depends on visual cues and how hard it is to navigate without them. Just as powerfully, BLIND MAN'S BLUFF explores questions that affect all of us, sighted or not. What does it mean to be "normal," and when does the cost of seeming to be like everyone else rise too high? Is the willingness to ask for help a burden or a gift? Above all, perhaps, what happens to our relationships when we don't let others see us fully? James Tate Hill is a wry, skillful and soulful guide to these and other mysteries at the heart of human life; in BLIND MAN'S BLUFF, he allows us to see not only himself but also ourselves with new clarity.

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