This novel was a beautiful coming of age story of a boy dealing with his family, the precipice of war, and coming to terms with his own sexuality. The novel was incredible moving, and it delved into family relations in an illuminating way. While I enjoyed reading from Adam's perspective, I think the highlights of the book for me were reading from his grandmother and mother's perspectives. From their own interpretations of their place in their familial and social circles, to how they view others (including Adam), were incredibly insightful and thought provoking to read. His best friends' letter was also brilliantly formatted and written.

The way the novel was laid out as snippets of Adam's (and his family's) life contributed to how easily readable this novel was, despite some difficult topics discussed. It left me wanting more, in a good way. Reading how the traumas of growing up, (whether said trauma was inflicted by peers, family, or country/society) affected Adam and who he became as an adult, was not only moving, but relatable.
 
I think my own primary take away from the novel is the reminder that everyone you know is living life for the first time, same as you. Everyone is learning, growing, backsliding, making mistakes, the same as you. It's important to at least try to extend some patience and forgiveness where you can.

Also a note, the cover is absolutely gorgeous. It's one of the most beautiful covers I have seen this year, easily.

Thank you NetGalley, Henry Holt and Co. and Eli Zuzovsky for this ARC in exchange for an honest review.

This was a phenomenal read. The prose was chanting, and in the characters the author creates a very unique voice. I like the way the story moves between perspectives, all while centered around this special day for the protagonist. Very well done!

Wow. I am left utterly speechless as I finish this. Zuzovsky has found a way to spin together the intricacies of history. Shared experiences. A love that spans through time.

Adam, a young queer, Jewish boy, struggles to fill the void within himself. Throughout the story, he, his mother, grandmother, best friend, and cousin share their cross cultural experiences amidst the ongoing war in their home. Each person shares their fears, hopes and lived experiences as intertwined with Adam’s, who all the while is struggling to accept his identity.

What a brilliant and thought provoking read.