I have to stay awake… I need to keep him safe.

I haven’t slept properly since Riley was born. I love my baby so much – every noise he makes and every sleepy blink has me rushing to his side to make sure he’s safe.

Yet the lack of sleep is getting to me. There are terrifying blanks in my memory, and my temper is blindingly short. I can’t rely on my partner – I don’t even know where he is half the time. But at least I have Maggie next door. She tells me this is just what new motherhood is like, so I have no choice but to ignore the blackout rages and blurred vision, for Riley’s sake…

But after another night of no sleep, the last thing I expect is a police officer at my door. My neighbour has been found dead. The man I’ve been furious at for weeks for keeping me and the baby awake with his late-night parties.

Though really, maybe I shouldn’t be so surprised… Because this morning, I woke up on my doorstep. And I have no memory of what happened – or where the blood on my hands came from.

As I hear Riley start to cry, I swallow against the rising panic in my throat. It can’t have been me. I’m no killer, I’m just a sleep-deprived, loving mother… aren’t I?

An absolutely unputdownable, addictive suspense thriller with a jaw-dropping twist. Perfect for fans of gripping page-turners like The Housemaid, The Family Across the Street and The Family Upstairs.

What readers are saying about Natali Simmonds:

‘I could not put this one down… I actually did the laundry carrying my phone with me because I couldn’t stop reading… Grabs you in the very first chapter. RECOMMEND!’ NetGalley reviewer, ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

‘I am mindblown. I did not expect ANY OF THIS… Truly makes you stay on the edge of your seat… Boom the author hits you left and right with twist after twist. I truly loved how this played out… Truly remarkable… Amazing… You will NOT expect the twists and love every minute of it like I did. 5 stars!’ Goodreads reviewer, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘First chapter, bam! We’re on the ride!… I read it in one day. Once I started it was so hard to stop. I even read it whilst I was watching the Wimbledon and Euro finals, it was that gripping.’ Booksbyyourbedside, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘OMG!… Had me hooked!… Made me NEED to keep reading… WOW! The twists had me FLOORED! So, so clever!… OMG!… Stunning!’ Goodreads reviewer, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘I don’t want to be dramatic, but this book was effing brilliant. Could not recommend it more! Have never read a book so fast! So gripping… Had to stay up very late to finish it – I inhaled it.’ Goodreads reviewer, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘What a book! I’m speechless… Everything I hoped it would be and so much more… I devoured this book in just one sitting. There was no way of putting this down… Gripping and unpredictable… Brilliant!… I loved it.’ Littlemissbooklover87, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘Saying this is a wild rollercoaster journey does not even come close… Superb… Heart-stopping.’ Goodreads reviewer, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘Fast paced, thrilling… I raced through… Brilliant… Twisty… High above others in its genre.’ Goodreads reviewer, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘Left me flabbergasted. I loved this book very, very much.’ B for Book Review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

‘Wow… Amazing! Thrilling and absolutely addictive. Loved this one SO much. Brilliant. Just wow!’ NetGalley reviewer, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐